Name: 閱讀障礙不僅僅是閱讀和拼寫困難" | BBC Ideas (‘Dyslexia isn’t just about having difficulty with reading and spelling’ | BBC Ideas)
Uploaded: 2025-06-17T14:48:13.000Z
Duration: 8 min 28 s

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Even when it comes to going to work, that can be completely confusing for me because there's so many small things that I need to remember.

即使是去上班，我也會感到非常困惑，因為我需要記住的小事太多了。

And when I'm trying to schedule appointments, it can be quite terrifying honestly.

老實說，當我試圖安排預約時，可能會非常害怕。

It might take me a lot longer than the average person to recall something.

我可能要比普通人花更長的時間才能回憶起一些事情。

For example, meeting up with friends and saying, oh I watched this great movie and what was it called?

例如，與朋友見面時說，哦，我看了一部很棒的電影，叫什麼名字？

I forgot, you know, that's another thing with dyslexia.

我忘了，你知道，這是閱讀障礙的另一個問題。

Sometimes you get an idea, someone's talking and you desperately want to interrupt because otherwise that thought will just disappear.

有時，你有了一個想法，有人在說話，你會迫切地想打斷他，否則這個想法就會消失。

It's sort of like a slippery fish and you're trying to grab hold of it and you can't.

這有點像一條滑溜溜的魚，你想抓住它，卻抓不住。

It feels like as much time as I spend with them, there's sort of not enough time to talk about dyslexia with them and how it affects me.

我覺得我和他們在一起的時間雖然很多，但卻沒有足夠的時間和他們談論閱讀障礙以及閱讀障礙對我的影響。

They see me as the strong one, but I think what's is always having that sort of mentality of you've got this and you can do it.

在他們眼中，我是個堅強的人，但我認為最重要的是始終保持一種 "你有這個能力，你能做到 "的心態。

When I was 19 and when she was nine, our mum passed away and I've seen her overcome the emotional difficulties that comes with that and the tenacity that she's displayed in that.

在我 19 歲和她 9 歲的時候，我們的媽媽去世了，我看到她克服了情感上的困難，也看到了她所表現出的堅韌。

We've had to put a brave face on things from a young age, so maybe because of that there were no real cries for help.

我們從小就不得不勇敢地面對一切，也許正因為如此，我們才沒有真正發出求救信號。

Yeah, you're putting a brave face on about the hardest thing that I've probably ever had to face in my life and it meant that when it comes to other conversations about the fact that I'm really struggling with my directions or what have you, we're not going to But I want them, especially Roy, I want him to see that sometimes it's not so straightforward.

是的，你勇敢地面對了我這輩子可能不得不面對的最困難的事情，這意味著，當談到其他關於我真的在與我的方向或其他事情抗爭的事實時，我們不會，但我想讓他們，尤其是羅伊，我想讓他看到，有時候事情並不是那麼簡單。

There's some things that will be long lasting that I find Roy, you've always been more than a brother to me.

羅伊，你對我來說不僅僅是兄弟，有些東西會長久存在。

But when you look at me, I'm worried you only see the things I've achieved.

但當你看到我時，我擔心你只看到了我取得的成就。

Not how much I've struggled along the way.

而不是我一路走來有多少掙扎。

所以，我的想法就像池塘裡的魚。

One moment they're there, then suddenly they're gone, slipping out of reach.

前一刻還在，突然就不見了，悄然離去。

If someone asks me a question, even an easy one, like where we're supposed to be meeting, the answer could be on the tip of my tongue, but catching that thought and saying it out aloud is harder than you could know.

如果有人問我一個問題，哪怕是很簡單的問題，比如我們應該在哪裡見面，答案可能就在我的舌尖上，但要抓住那個念頭並大聲說出來，卻比你想象的還要難。

Even simple conversations can leave me exhausted.

即使是簡單的對話也會讓我筋疲力盡。

Often, by the time I've ordered my thoughts, I've forgotten what I was thinking in the first place.

通常，當我整理好思緒時，我已經忘記了自己最初在想什麼。

In every moment, in every conversation, I feel like dyslexia is there, waiting to catch me out.

在每時每刻，在每一次談話中，我都覺得閱讀障礙就在那裡，等著把我揪出來。

I'm scared of what people must think of me.

That flaky friend, always forgetting things, letting everyone down.

那個古怪的朋友，總是忘記事情，讓大家失望。

I'm scared of what you might think of me.

But I also know that being dyslexic makes me the person I am.

但我也知道，閱讀障礙造就了現在的我。

It makes me creative, able to spot patterns and make connections.

它讓我變得富有創造力，能夠發現規律並建立聯繫。

幫助我解決別人解決不了的問題。

I need you to know that dyslexia will always be a part of me.

我需要你們知道，閱讀障礙將永遠是我的一部分。

It's not something we need to fix, but something we need to embrace.

這不是我們需要解決的問題，而是我們需要接受的問題。

There'll be times when I'll need your help, times when I need you to be patient.

有時我需要你的幫助，有時我需要你的耐心。

But more than anything, I need you to accept me, just the way I am.

但最重要的是，我需要你接受我，接受我現在的樣子。

Personally, I thought it was a really good film.

我個人認為，這是一部非常好的電影。

But just to let you know that whatever happens in life, I'll never be disappointed in you.

但我只想讓你知道，無論生活中發生什麼，我都不會對你失望。

Never, ever worry about how I perceive you.

We want to know, like, your struggle is part of you, innit?

我們想知道，你的奮鬥是你的一部分，不是嗎？

And we're the least, the last people that will judge you on any struggles.

我們是最不會、最不可能對你的任何掙扎做出評判的人。

Like, we've been through literally hell and back.

就像，我們經歷過地獄般的生活。

I feel privileged about to kind of go inside your mind and see what it's like in your shoes.

我很榮幸能走進你的內心世界，看看你是怎麼想的。

Honestly, I was so nervous in showing you.

老實說，給你看的時候我很緊張。

I was honestly so nervous, because there's just some things that are just difficult for me.

老實說，我真的很緊張，因為有些事情對我來說很困難。

But I think now what might change is that it will be easier for me to say, oh, it's my dyslexia.

但我認為，現在可能會發生的變化是，我更容易說，哦，這是我的閱讀障礙。

I think I've passed that on, where we save our vulnerabilities, our sadness for places where we can't be seen.

我想我已經把這一點傳承了下來，我們把自己的脆弱和悲傷藏在了不為人知的地方。

And maybe that might not be the best way to deal with things now.

也許這並不是現在處理事情的最佳方式。

Honestly, I'm really grateful that I've got all of you as my brothers and that you support me so much.

老實說，我真的很感激有你們這些兄弟，你們如此支持我。

I think we'll have to seal it off with a group hug.

我想我們必須用集體擁抱來封口。