Name: 凱蒂·莫特拉姆 – 瘋狂睿智的真實人生經歷分享！ (Katie Mottram - CRAZYWISE Stories of Lived Experience)
Uploaded: 2026-02-28T14:19:43.000Z
Duration: 2 min 55 s

情態副詞

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I was led to spiritism because of my personal experience, which could have been described as a first step inside.

我因為個人經驗而接觸了靈性主義，這可以說是我踏入的第一步。

Psychosis happened during meditation and I'd worked in the mental health field for 15 years and the experience I had was channeling a message from spirit which I'd never experienced before, never really believed could happen, had pushed that from my kind of frame of reference because my mum had had psychosis when I was growing up, had made two very serious suicide attempts when I was a child, had been hospitalised.

在冥想時出現了精神病症狀，而我已經在心理健康領域工作了15年，這次的經驗是接收到靈性的訊息，這是我從未有過的，也從未相信會發生，我將它排除在我的認知框架之外，因為我媽媽在我成長過程中曾罹患精神病，在我小時候兩次非常嚴重的自殺未遂，並曾住院。

She was convinced that it was a spiritual experience, but

was disbelieved and I didn't want to go that same way.

卻不被相信，而我不想走上同樣的路。

I decided to go and find an alternative conceptual framework and I found it here.

我決定去找一個替代性的概念框架，然後我在這裡找到了。

Spiritism brings in all of my experiences and all of the past couple of years of learning, I found along my spiritual journey has kind of come together and been very, very validated here.

靈性主義整合了我所有的經驗和過去幾年的學習，我在靈性旅程中發現的一切在這裡都匯集並得到了非常、非常大的肯定。

I've just written my whole life experience in a book called Mend the Gap.

我剛寫了一本關於我畢生經歷的書，書名是 Mend the Gap。

And when I experienced my spiritual awakening, which I now know to be a spiritual awakening, I was given the message that I am a vehicle to bring a new conceptual framework around spiritual crisis into the Western psychiatry framework, for it to be normalised, for us to be acknowledged as natural emotional beings rather than.

而當我經歷了我的靈性覺醒，現在我知道那就是靈性覺醒，我收到了一個訊息，說我是一個載體，要將一個關於靈性危機的新概念框架帶入西方精神醫學框架，讓它被正常化，讓我們被認可為自然的情感存在，而不是。

We've spent so long being pathologized and it's been.

我們花了很長的時間被病理化，而且。

It's become very medicated, the system over, you know, we're seen as biomechanical human beings, which.

系統變得非常依賴藥物，你知道的，我們被視為生物機械化人類，這。

And my book kind of documents the journey through my extreme trauma and trying to repress my emotions, to having them come bubbling up in every possible way, my anger coming out, all of the anger I felt around my mum's experience, feeling abandoned, feeling like I wasn't loved because my mum tried to commit suicide when I was born and again when I was 17 and I hated myself, which then culminated in my own very serious suicide attempt six years ago.

我的書記錄了經歷極端創傷、試圖壓抑情緒，到情緒以各種方式湧現的旅程，我的憤怒爆發出來，我對我媽媽的經歷感到所有的憤怒，感到被拋棄，感覺不被愛，因為我媽媽在我出生時試圖自殺，在我17歲時又一次，我憎恨自己，這最終導致了六年前我自己的非常嚴重的自殺企圖。

And so many times this week I've thought, wow, I'm in Brazil with Crazy Wise, with Emma Bragdon, working on my journey, getting information to take back into the mental health world within the uk.

這週我好幾次都想，哇，我在巴西和 Crazy Wise、Emma Bragdon 一起，在處理我的旅程，獲取資訊帶回英國的心理健康界。

And six years ago, I was laying on the side of a road, having taken a huge overdose because I felt like I had nothing to offer the world.

而六年前，我躺在路邊，因為覺得自己對世界毫無貢獻，而過量服用藥物。