Me and Joey were one in a million, I think.

我覺得Joey和我就像是萬中選一

We just bonded so well.

我們就是如此契合

-But we was only actually officially together for a few months.

-但我們就實際上就只有正式交往幾個月而已

I think we split up because we rushed into things a little bit too much.

我覺得我們會分手是因為有一點進展得太快了

I got scared of the commitment and pushed her away.

我害怕承諾，所以把她從我身邊推開

-Things were difficult between us, having distance between homes,

-我們之間存在一些困難，我們住的地方有點遠

different lives, work, friends, family.

擁有不同的生活、工作、朋友和家人

Thank you.

謝謝你

Oh, look at that!

哦，你看看

-Thank you.

-謝謝你

Ah... （HE CHUCKLES）

呃... (他輕聲笑)

"Were we too different to be together?"

我們太不一樣以致無法在一起嗎

（SHE CHUCKLES NERVOUSLY）

（她緊張地輕笑了一下）

-Yes, I think. -Difficult to make time for each other -

-我想是這樣沒錯，-很難為彼此騰出時間，

different like that, ain't we?

就像那樣不同，不是嗎？

Different backgrounds, different where we live.

不同的背景，住不同地方

Like, your social life and your work life...

又例如你的社交生活，你的職場生活

When you say "social", what do you mean?

你說「社交」是指什麼？

-Like, you go out a lot and, like, just see your mates,

-像是你常出去見你的朋友

put them first over everything.

把他們擺在第一位

-No, I... No, I don't. -Yes, you do.

-沒有，我沒有。-有，你有

-Like, you'll say... "I'm going out with the girls tonight."

-好比說，你會說，今天晚上我要和姐妹淘出去

And then it'll be nine o'clock and you'll be like,

然後大概會在九點，你會這樣說：

"Oh, the girls are busy. Do you want to come round?"

「哦，姐妹淘都很忙，那你想要來我家嗎？」

And be like, drop of a hat, "Do you want to come?"

就好像連想也沒想，就說「你想要來嗎」

-When...? -Rather than make time.

-何時？-而不是為我先空出時間來

It was your choice at the start, to split up,

一開始分手也是妳想要的

and...here you are today... -I guarantee...

而你現在卻在這邊...-我保證

-She likes to click her fingers and hope I'll come running,

-她喜歡彈彈手指就希望我呼之即來

and that's not always the best things for a relationship.

那對於維繫感情而言不是什麼好事

Spending time with her is difficult to come by.

想要和她共渡一些時光都很困難

Do you think that, 'cause you live an hour and a half away,

你會覺得因為你住在離我一個半小時距離遠的地方

-it's difficult to have a relationship? -100%.

-導致很難維繫感情嗎?-這是百分之百正確

-Rianna lived quite far away from me,

-Rianna住得離我很遠

so I'd only really saw her at the weekends.

所以我只能在週末看到她

- It was kind of like a one-way thing where he'd make all the effort,

-這有點像是只有他單方面在努力

and I did feel bad,

而我也覺得很愧疚

which probably made it harder, as he probably thought

這也許讓感情變得很難維持，當他覺得

he was pulling his weight a lot more than I was.

他比我還要盡力時

How many times you driven to me in three years?

三年來你開車來找過我幾次？

Despite you saying, "I want this to work."

雖然妳說，「我要讓遠距離也行得通」

-I'll count. -Go on, then.

-我要算算看。-好，你算

-Four times. -So that's once a year, basically.

-四次。-所以基本上是一年一次

Don't make it out like it's just all me. It's not all me.

別把這一切搞得像是都是我的責任，這不是都是我的責任

He thinks that it's sort of all my fault, why we didn't work.

他覺得我們會分手，算是都是我的錯

I felt like he threw that at me a lot.

感覺就像他把很多責任都推給我

-"And what are my best qualities?"

-我最大的優點是什麼？

-Your best one's probably you are a caring person, deep down.

-你最大的優點是你是一個相當關心別人的人

You're quite bubbly, as well.

你也是相當熱情而精力用不完的人

Like, I'm quite just laid-back and chilled, whereas you're very...

我是個放鬆淡定的人，相反的你非常...

-You're laid-back and chilled? - I think I'm quite laid-back.

-你放鬆又淡定?-我認為我很放鬆

- I feel like you don't know yourself. - Yeah, I do know myself...

-我感覺你好像不了解自已。-不，我了解我自己

and you're quite bubbly and crazy and mental.

而你相當熱情，還有點瘋瘋的、神經神經的

-I do fancy Joey because he has got this personality, for one,

-我真心喜歡 Joey，因為他的個性

that draws me right in.

吸引了我

I think you're funny. -Do you?

我認為你很好笑。-是嗎？

You always say I've got terrible banter.

妳總是說我很不會說笑話

-You do have terrible banter, but you are funny.

-你確實很不會說笑話，但你還是很好笑

I could probably rely on you on a bad day.

在我諸事不順的一天，你很可能能讓我心情變好

We've always just had this thing where we find each other back again.

就是有諸如此類的事將我們又拉在一起

I don't know how it works, or what makes it work,

我不知道是我們之間是不是有什麼運作模式，或是什麼事件觸發

but we just have that contact and that friendship

但我們就是保持聯絡而且維持著友情

that we just can't let go.

那是我們割捨不掉的

I would say it's love. He might say it's different.

我會說那就是愛，他也許會說那和愛不同

-Cheers. Thank you. -Thank you.

-謝啦，謝謝，-謝謝

-"Am I the one?"

-「我是對的那個人嗎？」

Don't choke on your cheesecake. SHE LAUGHS

不要被你的起士蛋糕噎著了。她笑了

-I want this meal to be an opportunity

-我希望這餐可以

for me and Joey to have closure.

讓我和 Joey有一個重新開始的機會

We either need to be together, or not be together.

我們要嘛就在一起，要嘛就不要在一起

Um...

嗯...

-Yes, I think you are. -Really? -I don't want to be with anyone else.

-對，我認為你是。-真的嗎？-我不想要和別人在一起

Does that make sense?

那有意義嗎?

Because I know it's here already. -Right.

因為我知道我想要的就在這裡。沒錯

I'm not trying to be cheesy- I'm just saying.

我不是想要花言巧語，我只是單純想說出來而已

(THEY LAUGH)

(他們笑了)

Am I the one?

我是你想要找的那人嗎

(HE LAUGHS)

(他笑了)

You're taking a bit long to answer, so...

你回答這個問題花的時間有點久哦，所以...

Despite being on and off, I still have strong feelings...

雖然跟她的關係斷斷續續的，我對她仍有很強烈的感情

Oh, don't say that, don't say that...

哦，我不想說了，我不要說這個

I don't know how I feel about her, that's the problem.

我不知道我對她是什麼感覺，這是個問題

Don't want to pour my heart out on telly.

我不想要在電視上掏心掏肺的

She was the first person I proper had feelings for,

她是我第一個真的有感覺的人

so even though it's three years on, I still...like speaking to her.

所以即使已經分手三年了，我仍然喜歡和她交談

See, I don't know, 'cause nothing's perfect.

你看，我不知道，因為沒有什麼是完美的

I look for everything to be perfect,

我希望每件事都是完美的

and if it's the one, everything will be perfect.

如果這是對的選擇，那應該每件事都會是完美的

If you was the one, you'd live near me and then...

如果你是我想要找的人，你應該會住得離我很近，然後

it would all be fantastic.

一切應該都會很美好

You'd be attending everything with me and we'd be an item.

你會和我一起做任何事，我們會在一起

Would you move closer to me to be the one, or...?

你會搬得離我近一點以接近我對理想對象的要求嗎？或者...

I want to say yeah... Mm.

我想說，是，嗯

..but I don't know if I'd be able to go through with it.

但我不知道是否我可以克服一切

It is a big commitment, obviously, if I was to move down with you...

如果我要搬到你那裡，很明顯地這會是個很深的承諾

..and I'd think mainly, for me, it'd be work, 'cause it'd just...

我想對我而言，主要的問題是工作，因為

Like, it would just be a bit of a nightmare.

這真的是有點可怕

'So if she made time for me, things would probably work.'

如果她會為我空出相處的時間,那一切可能會很順利

I don't know, maybe now we've grown up, things might change.

我不知道，也許現在我們已經長大了，情況可能會有改變

"What's next for us?"

我們的下一步是什麼？

I don't know.

我不知道

You're still my best mate, and we can carry on like that...

你仍然是我最好的朋友，我們可以一直像這樣持續下去

or what you want to...see each other more.

或者，你想我們更常見面

I haven't seen you for ages, so...

我已經很久沒看到你了，所以

Is that you saying... No, I'm asking you. ..I'd like to see you?

所以你是在說...不，我是在問你，我會想要見你嗎？

I'm asking you. I'm not telling you.

我是在問你，不是告知你

I think I'm going to take up the offer. I'm going to see you...

我想我會接受你的邀請，我會去見你

-Who's offering? -You so was.

-誰提出邀約了？-你就是啊

-That was not offering. -You so was. -That was a question.

-那不是邀約。-你是啊！-那是一個問句

I was questioning your question. Do you want to see me more?

我是對你的問題有問題，你會想要更常看到我嗎？

-I was answering your question with a question. -Yeah...

-我是用一個問題來回答你的問題，-是啊

Nowadays, we both worked very hard, we have to...

現在我們都很努力的工作，我們必須

make the effort to see each other as much as possible.

盡可能努力找出時間見面

Like, I'm willing to...to, you know, try again.

就像是我正在想...，再試一次

-To make a bit more effort, yeah? -Yeah.

-再多作一點努力，是嗎？是啊

And you know I will. I told you. I've just grown up so much.

而且你知道我會的，我已經跟你說過了，我已經成長許多

-Yeah, I'm just saying, I haven't really got time.

-對，我只是說說，我沒有分到很多時間

-To what, see me? -Yeah.

-什麼時間？和我見面嗎？-對

not see you, but before, I'm not going to come running,

無法見到你，但之前，我不想要被你呼來喚去

but if we plan ahead for weekends or things, I can see you more.

但如果我們可以為週末或其他事情提前規畫，我就可以更常見到你

I'll put in the effort, as well, obviously...

當然我也會為此努力

just to see how things go.

就看看事情如何發展

Like, see if we could get back to where we was...

像是，看看是否我們可以回到過去那樣

rather than just friends.

而不是只是朋友而已

-Great. I'm fed up of being your friend. -Fed up of being my friend?

-太好了，我已經厭倦了當你的朋友。-厭倦了當我的朋友？

But, um, yeah...

但...嗯 ，對

-Did you get your lashes done? -I did, I did.

-你貼假睫毛了嗎？-對，我貼了

Leaving with Joey today makes me feel...

今天和 Joey一起離開時，讓我覺得

butterflies inside, I suppose,

意亂情迷，我想。

just to see what the future can hold for us.

就看看未來我們能怎麼掌握了

-Leaving with Rianna today,

-今天和Rianna一起離開

it'll be nice to take things to the next level.

如果我們可以進展到下一步，那就太好了