It's Jeffrey, how's everybody doing?

So winter is coming and it's getting more and more cold.

And recently I've been seeing myself lack affection

and always wanting to cuddle,

have a girlfriend, and you know...

Most of you know I'm single at the moment.

And I've been constantly reminding myself

"Jeffrey, why do you even want a girlfriend right now?

"You're unstable, you're workin' on your career,

"you're broke, you're lazy, you're dumb."

Wow, I'm really mean.

A few days ago I was wondering around,

and I came across some old pictures.

After seeing them, I finally understand

why I'm so desperate to be with someone right now.

(exhales) I guess it started with

my first serious relationship, and I think I miss it.

So today I'm gonna explain to you guys how it all happened.

(typewriter keys)

So my first love story started pretty early in my life

while I was laying in my bed with my body pillow.

Wait, actually it started a lot earlier than this.

This is me as a baby, laying in my bed with my body pillow,

as I was saying.

You see, I grew up with a lot of love.

I had an older sister called Karen, but for some reason,

I felt like I deserved better than this.

Don't get me wrong, she was always there for me,

but sometimes it was just too much.

So one day my parents told me

that we were gonna go to the beach,

but of course I was hungry, so I went to McDonald's

and grabbed some McNuggets.

When we finally arrived at the beach,

I realized that there are so many more girls

than just my mom and my sister.

And for some reason, because of the beach

I associated girls with water.

So I started searching around

and the first stop was the toilet, but no luck.

I started searching everywhere,

I even searched under the sink,

but still I couldn't find anything.

And then I started praying day and night to God

in hopes that one day He'll bring me that blessing.

I prayed so hard it drained all my energy,

and I just fell asleep on the balloon.

But, I persevered.

Day by day I kept looking,

determined to find the right girl.

At one point my sister invited some of her friends

to her birthday party, and there was a lot of girls,

but no one really cared about me.

I didn't like that, I didn't like it at all actually.

You can even see the tear smudges on this picture.

That made me depressed and I went into rehab.

As you can see, my sister was getting pretty worried for me.

But one reckless day I realized something

that made me a man again.

I had the right love all along,

but I was blinded by my desire to have more.

I had everything from the unconditional love of my family.

So yeah, that's the conclusion, I miss my family.

Huh, I didn't think this story would be so deep.

The moral of the story is you don't know

how much some things mean to you until you lose them.

Wait, is that, is that the moral?

Yeah, it makes sense.

(mumbling) for the last six months in Los Angeles

and now I'm in Las Vegas to kinda pursue my career

on YouTube and in entertainment.

It's pretty hectic moving around all the time

on top of having so many distractions.

So I wanted to show you a tour of my little temporary room

so you can kinda have a glimpse

of how I've been spending my time and my current lifestyle.

A good friend of mine happily lent me

this little bedroom for my stay in Vegas.

I was only gonna stay two months

so I wanted to bring the minimum.

I brought little amount of clothes, an air mattress,

some blankets, a pillow and that's pretty much it.

Thankfully my friend had

these cube storage things that you can build.

And I used that as my nightstand.

There wasn't any more space in the closet to fit my luggage,

so I decided to put it behind my air mattress,

and that would act as my headboard.

I cut out these square shape cardboards

to have a flat surface on my nightstand.

The first level was where I put my mobiles,

my wallet and camera equipments,

and then the rest of my accessories on the bottom.

Again, my friend came to the rescue and lent me

this table that he wasn't using for me to work on.

And then all I had to do was go to Walmart

and get myself a chair.

This table is the home to my computer,

and right on top of it I stuck some Post-its

to the wall with reminders for things like work,

groceries and my favorite quotes to keep my head up, like

"The biggest risk you can take is not taking risks at all"

and then "You're not perfect, and that's okay".

I added a lamp to the table

and this would become my work area for 24/7 pretty much.

So that about rounds up what's in my room, and oh shoot,

is this still recording, damn it, oh.

(thud) So yeah, that was

my little room tour.

It does get pretty stressful from time to time

but I'm so glad to be around

so many creative and talented people.

I have a temporary roommate called Josh, but um...

Wha, wwhhaaa. I got him.

- Were you waiting that whole time.

- (laughing) I got him. - Were you waiting

that whole time? - Oh! (laughing)

Yes. - I'm just like,

looking at my book, I's like "What is that?"

- Yeah, he lacks confidence, just kidding, he's a'ight.

The fun part is I'm growing as a person,

I'm meeting new people, and most importantly

I'm living my dream, I guess.

But the holidays are coming

and I am finally gonna be back with my family.

If you also can't wait for Christmas,

give this video a thumbs up.

Tell me in the comment section down below

what you're gonna do for the holidays.

You can keep up with what I'm gonna be doing

by following me on my Twitter.

I'll be tweeting every single day.

I hope you guys enjoyed this video,

thank you guys so much for watching.

This is Jeffrey Fever,

and I'm pressing the record button now. Peace.

(beep) Amen!

♫ Oh, can't wait for the holidays ♫

♫ You better not cry, you better not die ♫

Because you, yeah, you won't celebrate Christmas.

Yeah, cut, gugh.

♫ You know I love you baby

♫ More every day

♫ You are my sweetheart baby

♫ In every way