Name: Jessi 與 Jordan 攤牌！揭露摩門教妻子的真實祕密生活 | Hulu (Jessi and Jordan Confront The Truth | The Secret Lives of Mormon Wives | Hulu)
Uploaded: 2025-12-18T16:52:02.000Z
Duration: 3 min

I filled Jordan in last night on everything that happened.

我昨晚把所有發生的事都跟 Jordan 說了。

過去簡單式

現在進行式

His first reactions were like, we're not talking about this.

他一開始的反應是，我們不談這個。

But as we started discussing it more, he did agree that we're going to share this story and we're going to try to get through it the best we can.

但隨著我們開始多討論，他確實同意我們要分享這個故事，並且我們會盡力去克服它。

Just wanted to chat and kind of, like, see where you're at.

我只是想聊聊，看看妳現在的狀況。

I'm sorry I'm the one that did that to you.

Obviously, we've had our struggles, but I think it has more to do with me.

顯然我們有過struggles，但我認為這跟我比較有關。

And I was being stupid and I was going through a lot, and

而且我當時很stupid，經歷了很多事，

I made stupid decisions, and I'm really sorry for what I did to you.

我做了stupid的決定，真的很抱歉我對你這樣。

There's dark parts of me that just sometimes want to throw up my hands and just say, I don't want to do this anymore.

我有些dark parts，有時候就是會想throw up my hands，直接說我不想再這樣了。

Can I live with that lingering disrespect?

我能忍受那種lingering disrespect嗎？

Can I live with that emasculating feelings that your decisions gave me?

我能忍受你那些決定帶給我的emasculating feelings嗎？

His narrative is completely changing now, and there are things that make me question the story.

他的narrative現在完全變了，有些事讓我question那個故事。

I just want to reiterate that I've been honest with you about what's happened, and

我只想reiterate，我對發生的事一直對你很誠實，

if there was more to the story, I would tell you right now.

如果還有更多故事，我現在就會告訴你。

But the question that I have to ask myself is, are you still the person that I want to be with?

但我必須問自己的question是，你還是我想要在一起的那個人嗎？

Seeing how upset Jordan is just kind of solidifies the thoughts I've been having, that this is all my fault and this is so detrimental to our relationship and to him as a person.

看到Jordan這麼難過，真的solidifies了我一直以來的想法，這都是我的錯，這對我們的關係，對他這個人，都太detrimental了。

Just, like, knowing what I've done to our family and like, that I put us in this situation makes me really sad, and

只是，你知道我對我們家做了什麼，還有，讓我陷入這種處境，讓我覺得好難過，

I just feel so regretful, and I'm so disappointed in myself.

我真的感到很regretful，而且我對自己感到好disappointed。

I think the only, like, silver lining I feel right now is you can tell your friends and your family and get comfort, hopefully, and

我覺得我現在唯一，嗯，唯一感到的一線silver lining是，你可以告訴你的朋友和家人，希望得到安慰，

我必須告訴女兒們，我現在就是。

I am really nervous to tell the girls about this because once this gets out, it's another scandal for mom talk, and

我真的好nervous要告訴女兒們這件事，因為一旦這件事傳出去，對媽媽們來說又是一個scandal，

that's really shitty because mom talk, we've been trying to get back together and, like, be a sisterhood again.

這真的很shitty，因為媽媽們，我們一直試著要重修舊好，然後，像是，再次成為姐妹情誼。

And I feel like this is just gonna break things apart.

我覺得這只會讓事情分崩離析。

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