A better measure than my own preconception?

現在 存在於我手中的判斷基準

Can I calculate a typical reaction?

完全沒辦法清楚地去做出判斷

Motionless, I acquiesce in silence, hard, uneasy Every breath filling my chest with cold anxiety Spinning awkwardly, falling clumsily I throw myself out there, but turn, I'm running away Just to dive back in to these pages A shelter whenever I'm lost in agony Ah, what is this wretched world I'm living inside?

吐氣的也只有吸入口中的不安 我就只是什麼都不作站在原地 遲鈍笨拙 白費功夫 一直逃避悲傷活下去 來回現實與筆記之間 尋求慰藉 啊啊 這是多麼殘酷的世界啊!

Even so, even so All the sorrow, I'm taking it in I'm weeping and I'm wailing, taking everything in All the heartache, I'm clutching inside Are my arms curled in my bed?

但是啊 但是啊 這所有的一切 都是我 • 猶豫不決 哭哭啼啼 這都是我 • 這所有的一切 全都背負心中 • 稍微小睡一下吧!

Tear away the pain and send it far away So that misery won't steal away the pieces that still remain Cause in the end, I'll stay by my own side anyway The road before, winding on and on without end It's time to lie and rest for a while, it's okay There's no one here who will scold me as I sick fast asleep

痛痛全部都飛走 • 為了不讓悲傷奪走一切 • 為了讓我自己成為自己的夥伴 還在漫漫人生路途中 • 就算是稍微休息一下 • 也不會有人去責難你