每日口說挑戰我相信自己不比別人聰明，所以我加倍努力找到了天命 (How to Find Your Talent | Tom Bilyeu | Goalcast)

*I have been learning yoga for 3 and half a year. People around me compliment that I am flexible and good at balance. But the truth is, I cried and failed a lot all the time. Until now, I often get bruises because I fall to the ground multiple times.

I’m a bit tenacious and don’t wanna give in sth I can’t complete now. I train my muscles even if getting tired or feeling painful while I stretch my stiff body.

But yoga taught me, I can have a rest for a day or two, but never give up. My motto stems from a Japanese philosophical quote, which is “Fall 7 times, stand up 8”.
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2019/6/4
我相信自己不比別人聰明，所以我加倍努力找到了天命 (How to Find Your Talent | Tom Bilyeu | Goalcast)

All that I had was this crushing sense of being adrift at sea and not knowing how to get back to shore.

我感到一股漂浮在茫茫大海中，不知道怎麼回到岸邊的失落感。

Today we're be talking about finding your talent and perhaps overcoming obstacles during that process.

I remember when I was a kid, well to be more precise, a middle school student, I had a really hard time studying.

I was always at the bottom of (最後面) my class. I had a terrible gade except for English and Mandarin obviously.

And my parents were really disappointed at me for being as I quote a failure and an embarrassment to the family.

Yat, those are some really hard stuff to deal with. Every night my dad would sit with me at the dining table and make me write all my math and chemistry tests. Meanwhile, yelling at me and telling me how much I suck until I get those problems solved.

By the time I finished, it already passed midnight. So apparently, these didn't work because I hated math and chemistry even more. My grades got worse and I started to feel like an actual failure with no talent at all.

So here's a shout-out to all the parents out there. Don't ever think the grading or shaming your children will somehow motivate them unless your parenting goal is to ruin their self-esteem.

So I believe many of you will have all struggle through finding the way towards your dreams and today's video might give you some motivation and inspiration to keep moving forward.

He felt isolated and adrift (漂泊的) which made his depression even worse.

It makes no sense. 這沒有道理

A sense of humour 幽默感
Sense of taste 味覺
Sense of smell 嗅覺

She lost her sense of smell after that nose job(隆鼻手術), I knew it was a bad idea.

Rhinoplasty 鼻整形手術

The crushing pressure (極嚴重的壓力) he experienced every day at the workplace eventually brought him down(擊敗他).

Nearly one million tons of marine debris (海洋廢棄物) was brought to the shore(岸邊) destroying the natural habitat(自然生態).

畢業季要到了，大家加油!

Fake it until you make it !!

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All that I had was this crushing sense of being adrift at sea and not knowing how to get back to shore.

我感到一股漂浮在茫茫大海中，不知道怎麼回到岸邊的失落感。

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1. _
* adrift [əˋdrɪft] (adj.) 漂流的；隨波逐流的；漫無目的的
- He felt isolated and adrift which made his depression even worse.
+ 他感到孤立和漂泊，使他的抑鬱症更加嚴重。

2. _
* sense [sɛns] (n.) 感覺；理解；理智；含義
- it makes no sense. => 這沒有道理
- a sense of humor => 幽默感
- She lost her sense of smell after that nose job, I knew it was a bad idea.
+ 在做完那個隆鼻手術後她失去了嗅覺，我就知道這是個壞主意。
+ rhinoplasty => 隆鼻手術(專有名詞)

3. _
* crushing [ˋkrʌʃɪŋ] (adj.) 非常嚴重的
- The crushing pressure he experienced every day at the workplace eventually brought him down.
+ 他每天在工作場所遇到的壓力最終使他被擊倒。
+ brought him down => 把 sb 擊倒

4. _
* shore [ʃɔr] (n.) 濱、岸
- Nearly 1 million tons of marine debris was brought to the shore destroying the natural habitat.
+ 近100萬噸海洋垃圾被帶到海岸，摧毀了自然棲息地。
+ debris => 源自於 法語，殘骸

為了堅持對的事情,我選擇離開錢多,離家近的工作
換到了同事老闆們講話都極盡嚴厲、刻薄的小公司
剛來覺得自己8年相關工作經驗像泡沫一樣空洞無用
每天就是像個白癡被罵,被羞辱
來之前很多人就提醒我這地方是個惡魔島
但我也看到了不同的面向:一群超高級極度的員工,高效率的合作
讓當時剛加入的我真是吃不消,
除了憂鬱低落,根本不想上班
好在靠努力終有回報的一天
而且熬出頭的那天,我同時也獲得寶貴的經驗
我相信在不斷克服挫折的過程,都使我們更加成長進步

☺All that I had was this crushing sense of being adrift at sea and not knowing how to get back to shore.
我當時唯一的感覺就是自己好像正漂浮在茫茫的大海之中，不知道怎麼才能回到岸邊。
【心得】「採取行動」不保證會達成目標，但「什麼都不做」一定不會達成目標。我是用這樣的心態讓自己養成持續每天練口說挑戰的習慣。增加執行力，降低期望值，比較不會因為挫敗感而放棄。
■adrift [əˋdrɪft] 漂流的；隨波逐流的；漫無目的的
漂流地；隨波逐流地；漫無目的地
■sense [sɛns] 感覺；官能；知覺(五感)
整體感覺；理解；領悟；意識；觀念；含意；判斷力
理智
感覺到、意識到；(機器等)檢測、測出；了解、領會
■crushing [ˋkrʌʃɪŋ] 非常嚴重的；支離破碎的；壓倒(性)的
■shore [ʃɔr] 濱、岸；支柱
用支柱撐住；使穩住、支持

Day 139
身為填鴨式教育的標準產物，我原本也認為讀書是唯一真理，畫畫沒有出路不要選，分數上了會計系就跟著去唸了，因為唸的不差，也考上了研究所和錄取了四大事務所，看似人生順利，但沒有靈魂沒有意見的我，也因此被憂鬱症所困，心中總有個聲音叫我逃，但又不知道逃去哪，雖然在別人面前很正常，其實內心早已崩潰。

但醞釀的情緒還是爆發了，我想為自己奮不顧身一次，因為我知道失敗是常態，成功是靠很多次的失敗累積的，所以我更不害怕離去，讀了一個學期的碩班就休學了，大家都說怎麼現在才轉換跑道，我想說的是，學習永遠不嫌晚！至今我仍不後悔，為了理想去學習，那種發自內心的動力和當初跟著其他人腳步的感覺真的差很多，之前是被現實推著走，現在我願意為了自己而奔跑。



把自己的故事講出來好害羞(///▽///)

分享最喜歡的話：
Pain is life, but you can choose what type. Either the pain on the road to success, or the pain of being haunted with regret.

/共勉之。

Day 246
All that I had was this crushing sense of being adrift at sea and not knowing how to get back to shore.

All that I had was this crushing sense of being adrift at sea and not knowing how to get back to shore.
我所能感受到的就是那強烈的不確定感，像是漂浮在海上而不知如何回到岸邊。

謝謝各位的關心是正取是正取！ 昨天晚上是久違的一覺到天亮XD

謝謝Celeste＆大家～
＃慢速～中速～快速～
＃要遲到啦啦啦啦～
～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～
All that I had was this crushing sense of being adrift at sea and not knowing how to get back to shore.
我感到一股漂浮在茫茫大海中，不知道怎麼回到岸邊的失落感。

Thanks, Celeste~
All that I had was this crushing sense of being adrift at sea and not knowing how to get back to shore.
我也討厭數學跟理化~也被北木放生過~
但還好長大後可以控制點自己的人蔘~
天生不聰明~就靠後天多多努力惹~