Name: 【EJAE專訪】11年血淚換來一秒解約！她被 K-pop 體制無情捨棄後，如何從憂鬱低谷爬回舞台？ (EJAE: “Maybe Hard Work Doesn’t Pay Off”)
Uploaded: 2026-02-27T21:01:10.000Z
Duration: 7 min 6 s

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我聽你說過——我把這點記下來了。

I've heard you say in interviews that after you were dropped, you had this feeling like maybe hard work doesn't pay off.

我聽你在訪談中說過，在你被公司解約後，你有一種「也許努力也得不到回報」的感覺。

But what did you do after you got dropped?

但在你被解約之後，你做了什麼？

I think I felt that twice—when I felt like hard work didn't pay off.

我想我有兩次感覺到「努力沒有得到回報」。

First one was when I was a kid at thirteen.

第一次是在我十三歲還是小孩的時候。

記得我跟你說過成果發表會（showcase）的事嗎？

So you had to work hard, get ranked to get into the showcases too.

你必須非常努力、拿到排名，才能進入發表會。

Like, or remember I said there was a ranking process, and also the big showcases that happened once a year.

就像我說的，有一個排名過程，還有每年一次的大型發表會。

And I worked, like I told you, tireless hours.

我像我告訴過你的那樣，沒日沒夜地練習。

Like, I'm not kidding when I say "blood, sweat, and tears."

當我說「血汗淚」的時候，我不是在開玩笑。

Like lots of bruises and bleeding because I fell or something.

因為摔倒之類的，身上有很多瘀青和流血。

I was the first one there and the last one who left.

我是第一個到練習室，也是最後一個離開的人。

And it was to the point where, like, the Girls' Generation girls were like saying, "Damn, like, you work so hard."

練習到連少女時代的姐姐們都會說：「天哪，你真的太努力了。」

我在一次韓國訪談中說過這個，

but one of the Girls' Generation members told me—I still remember this.

其中一位少女時代成員告訴我——我到現在都還記得。

It was like, "EJAE, like, I think you're gonna be someone. You're gonna be huge one day.

她說：「EJAE，我覺得你一定會成功的，你有一天會大紅大紫。

I've never seen anyone who works as hard as you, and you're so young."

我從沒見過像你這麼年輕卻這麼努力的人。」

but I never got picked, never got into the pre-debut stage, and then eventually got dropped.

但我從沒被選中，從沒進入出道預備階段，最後就被解約了。

So I think those were, like, two important moments in my life when I felt like, "Wow, hard work really freaking doesn't pay off."

所以我認為那是我人生中兩次重要的時刻，讓我感覺到：「哇，努力真的他媽的沒用。」

I still remember—like, I went to a cafe. I heard that I had to sign the contract of termination.

我還記得——我去了一家咖啡廳，聽說我必須去簽署終止合約。

You just spent, like, eleven years of your life.

你剛花掉了你人生中的十一年。

Ended in a day. - And it ended in, like, a second.

在一天之內結束。- 就在一秒鐘之內結束了。

So that moment I remember, I was like, "Huh?"

所以我記得那一刻，我心想：「蛤？」

It just had to be freaking raining and be so dramatic.

那鬼天氣還非得下著雨，搞得那麼戲劇化。

And I remember just... the only place I wanted to go was home in my bed.

我記得當時... 我唯一想去的地方就是回家的床上。

Felt like the world was crying on my behalf because I was just numb.

感覺整個世界都在替我哭泣，因為我整個人都麻木了。

And then I got home and I just started crying and was just depressed for, like, a month or two.

然後我回到家，就開始大哭，憂鬱了大約一兩個月。

That was kind of where it was, and then I didn't want to listen to music.

當時情況差不多就是那樣，然後我不想聽音樂。

What helped me was just watching movies and just...

"Lilo & Stitch" was, like... - One of the best movies ever.

《星際寶貝》就像... - 那是史上最好的電影之一。

I think it's literally my favorite Disney movie.

我覺得那真的是我最喜歡的迪士尼電影。

And then it's "Lion King," but... - I have them tied.

然後是《獅子王》，但是... - 我也把它們並列第一。

But yeah, that kind of helped me get out of it.

他有點像是把我從低潮中拉了出來。

He was like, "EJAE, like, you have to do something."

他說：「EJAE，你必須做點什麼。」

And you know, like, kind of music was still healing for me.

而且，你知道，音樂對我來說仍然具有療癒力。

In fact, like I told you, I started producing.

事實上，我告訴過你，我開始嘗試製作音樂了。

And then he kind of was like, "Take baby steps.

然後他就像是說：「慢慢來，踏出一小步。

No one's telling you to be a superstar or, like, a super producer right now.

現在沒人要你馬上變成超級巨星或超級製作人。

Take my cute dog at that time, Honey, who I have a tattoo of."

帶著我當時養的那隻可愛的狗 Honey，我有紋它的刺青。」

And I think at that time, my ex at that time also was a producer, and he also kind of worked in the cafe a lot, too.

我想在那個時候，我當時的前男友也是一位製作人，他也經常在咖啡廳工作。

And I kind of looked at that and was like, "You know what? I'm gonna do that too."

我看到那樣，就想：「你知道嗎？我也要做那個。」

And I just went to the cafe—woke up, like, 11:00 AM because I'm like... at 12:00 PM because I'm, like, depressed.

於是我去了咖啡廳——我大概十一點起床，因為我... 十二點起床，因為我當時很憂鬱。

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