I feel like it was kind of being told for me.

And I was pushed into a situation where paparazzi were outside my door and waiting for me to go to practice with my son.

And, um so I feel like and then my name was being told and magazines.

So I being mentioned in magazines, so I kind of feel like either I could just not do anything about it or I could actually speak up for myself.

It was an overnight situation.

Um, I think the paparazzi started coming around, I think within, like, two weeks before their marriage.

Um, so it kind of never stopped.

I have dated.

I have I have a handful of guys I had, um, all different types of guys, but I have a date in a year.

But before that, I was dating.

I feel like it was only a handful of time.

Said it was nothing, but I saw that it would go anywhere.

Um, so for me, I'm not gonna judge.

Although I'm not judging other women.

I'm not, you know, locking it up until I'm married.

Even though I know God is saying, why are you saying that, Um it just it just so happened that it's been four years, almost four years.

I'm open to it.

I'm open to it.

Uh, you know, it takes to have that conversation if he's open to where they're gonna be great.

Um, but I'm not gonna put all my hope in that.

I don't know way were cordial prior to my son's graduation, but we were probably spoke on the phone.

You know, the text when the first matter shaft in for a hug.

You know?

So I have no problems with her.

A song?

Is my Kansas taking care of?

I'm good.

Have ever watched Chloe the Martin?

No.

Um I had heard about it in the very beginning, like my girlfriends would tell me, and I kind of had to tell them.

I don't want to know.

You know, I'm living my life, and I don't want to know what's going on on their reality TV show.

Um, so they kind of learn quick.

My girlfriend's learn quick, and they were like, We're not even gonna tell them, so no, I don't want it.

I don't think he'll be having popcorn sitting with Chloe watching me, but I think I know he watches, honey.

Boo boo.

My kids told me he watches, honey.

Boo boo.

So I know he watches TLC.

Um, so I think if he's on the road in his hotel room, he might be flipping through the channels that if it's on, I think I don't know if he'll stop and change it.

Yeah, I don't know.