I have a formal, horrible time in my career two years ago, when my second girl girl was born three years ago because I feel like I have no memories of her, which was because I was invested so much time in my career that I forgot about my family, which is supposed to be the first thing in my life two years ago, where I thought, Oh, my God, I don't remember my daughter, which was a baby, And I realized that I freaked out and started looking for help.