I'm excited, so I'llinsert a littlebitoffootageofthatalongthewayandbringyouuptospeedonallthosethings.
I alsovitallygotmyselfanapplewatch.
I'vebeenspeakingaboutthisagesandthereasonwhy I hadn't gotone.
Andit's purelyesthetic.
I basicallywanted, youknow, I likenicewatches, basicallyon a littlebitof a collection, notlike a hugeone, onlylikefourorfivewatches, but I wantedtogetit, but I didn't wanttogetoneoftheirstraps.
I justhonestly, I foundthem, but I don't likethem.
Basically, I wanted a watchthatfeltlike a highendwatch.
Butwithallofthetechoftheupwardon, I stumbledacross a brandoninstagramcallednucleusonDDE.
Itjustlooks a littlebitniceronyourwrist, and I loveit.
I havenotstoppedwearingthis.
I'vebeenchargingeverynighton.
I amplanningtodoaboutplace, tellingyouabouthow I useit.
I'veonlybeenusingitforlike a week.
I amhadsomanyquestionswhenyouwouldseemywristonstories.
Everyonewaslike, Whereisthatstrapfrom?
So I'lllinkinthedescriptionaboutsoundbelow, because I thinkthat's probablyquite a lotofpeopleouttherelikemethat I don't wanttherubberstrapsortheIrma's strapsondhe.
Justprefersomething a littlebitlikethis, that I loveit, I think a dumbbell I reallycoollikenewbrand, independentlyownedon.
I justthought, wow, reallycoolidea.
Soyetthey'relinked.
I'm belowyoumighthavealsoseenonitsWebstoriesthat I startedsellingSamiteintomywardrobe.
I actuallyendedupsellingsixofmyhandbagsonDhe.
Tobehonestwithyou, itwasquiteliberating.
I soldsixhandbagsand I thinkthreepairsofshoes.
I don't think I'm done.
I think I'm goingtobesellingsomemorepurelybecause I'vehad a bitof a changeofheartand I thinkonlyreallycamewhen I boughtthesepiecesbehindme.
Now, justtobelike, honestwithyouguys, I amdoing a paidforadwithmytreasoninthisvideo.
Butwegetgivenaboutfor a verysmallamountcomparedtowhat I endupspendingondhe.
It's probably a fractionofthecost, butmostofitwaspaidforwithmyownmoneyondhe.
I didthiswholeand I Ittookme a whiletodoitto, like, buyoneofthepiecethat I wanttofindallthepieces I wantedon.
Once I gotthem, therewasoneparticulardresswhich I'm goingtoshowyou.
And I waslike, Thisiswhat I'vebeenwaitingfor.
I seemslikethisinmywardrobethat I canwearmultipletimesdifferentways.
Stylethemdifferentlyondhe.
They'regonnalastinusandlost.
I guess I waskindoftalkingaboutthisatthebeginningoftheyearwithregardstomyBeaumontholeandallofthethingslikethatwhereby I wantedtobuythingsthatlastAndi.
Forme, thebombonlasersarenot a trendondhe.
Theyareclassicon.
Theyaresomethingyoucanwearjustlikeyou.
CanyouChanelbagBecausethey'resuch a gorgeoussilhouetteondhe.
Theyjustelevatesomanyoutfits.
I mean, it's justnotsomethingthat's goinganywhereonDDE.
I intend.
Thio.
Where?
Where?
WhereMine.
Becausetome, it's classic.
So I'vebeenthinkingaboutthis a loton.
I waslookingat a lotofmyhandbagsand I waslooking a lotoftheonesthat I purchased, and I wasjust a bitsortoflike I don't wear a lotofthese, and I don't think I'm goingtoagainondhe.
I don't wantthatinmywardrobeanymore.
I wantpiecesthat I amgoingtofeelcomfortablewearingallthetimeandthey'renotgonnadate.
I thinktheTigerhastheirclassics, butthisparticularbag, thewayitkindofwentwild.
I thinkit's moreof a trenditem.
I'm notflawless, and I thinkthatif I onlypurchaseonetrendpiecelastyear, then I havemade a massiveimprovementfromlookingatwhat I hadinmywardrobetheotherdaywhen I decidedtosellthingson.
And I'm notsayingthat I'm nevergonnapurchaseanothertrendpieceagain.
I'm notmakinganyoutlandishstatements, but I'm goingtobedoingbetter.
I'm gonnabedoingbetterbuyingbetteronDheMytummyisrumblingthatyouwouldn't believeLet's getsomewaterinyouhappythatwillshutitupbecause I thinkthatformeit's it's exhaustingondhe.
I thoughtmaybe I'd gotitwrongwiththenew G seven x markthree, but I don't knowwhatwasgoingonwiththatcamera, but I lookedorange.
So I'vejustbeenpotteringaroundinmydressingroomondhe.
I haveactuallysoldanotherfourbagstoday, whichisspringinguploadsofshelvesinsidemywardrobes, which, withthebagsthatmaybe I didn't wearsomuch a lotofflikeolderbags, olderstylesofbagsondhe.
But I wantedtositdownwithyouandgothroughtheitems I purchasedfrommysyrizaBecausebuyingthisstuffislikebeenthesortbrainchildaroundallofthisandjustrealizingthat I wanttostayawayfromtrendpieces.
Basically, Sothat's propyouuponhereNow, thisisquite a bighole.
Just a beautiful, delicatepieceofrosecourtsattheend.
And I loveit.
I loveRosecourts, probablymyfavorite, andit's allthepositive.
I swelllinkinthedescriptionbox, alongwitheverythingthatfeaturesinthevideo, because I justthoughtthisisabsolutelygorgeous, and I thinkit's got a little, littlecrystallikediamondorsomething.
Isit?
Gotimeandit's got, like, a littlecrystalinthemiddleoftheeyeonthere.
Butthat I justthoughtwasbeautiful.
Sojust a littlesomethingtheretotreasure.
I lovejewelry.
Youknow, I lovejewelryalone, myrings.
But I feellike I'm kindofallringedoutnow.
MyringfromAllieforChristmasisdownstairs, but I don't haveanythingisleftbecauseotherwise I'lllooktoomuchonthesamewithmybracelets.
I think I'd likereachedmylimit, So I'm gonnasendthelightningboltback.
Thatwillbegoingback.
No, I'm notgonnagothroughtheshoesjustyet.
Sothisdresswasthedressthatsparked a lot.
Obviously, I'm gonnainsertcutawaysnow.
It's got a flufferknicks.
I woreitundermyfuckingcoattheotherday.
Thisis a E Celerondress, andthisis a firstpurchasedme.
I'veneverpurchasedanycellar.
Undressbeforeonthisisthedressthat I havebeendreamingoffon.
It's justclassic.
Itfitslikethedream.
Youcanlay a colorsunderneathit.
Itcouldbewonwithheels.
Makemeonewithbootsitcouldbewornwith.
Itcanbewornwiththingsaswell, Whichishow I actuallyreallyliketowear, Liketowearwithmychurch's boots, whicharealsoavailableonmyTheresa.
So I'm gonnasellthisupinthatwaywithyouandShayhowitlookson.
Butthisdressisjustthedreamondhe.
Thisisnevergonnadateinmywardrobe.
I'm gonnabeabletowearthisforeverandeverbecauseit's just a classiccutblackdressandit's expensivefor a dress.
Butit's oneofthesedresses.
It's gonnalast a lifetime.
And I alsopickedupwiththemoneyfromoneofmybags.
I purchased a newChanelroach, whichagainelevatesthesesimplethingsreally, reallywell, justadding a littletouchontherewiththeChanelwrote.
I addthistocoats.
I hadittwojumpers.
Itgoeswitheverything.
So I'm actuallygonnapurchase a fewofthesebecause I absolutelylovehowtheycompletelyelevatejustsimpleoutfitstosomething a littlebitmore.
Thisisoneofmykeypurchases.
Ifyou'regonnabuysomethingfrom a luxurybrandisget a broachbecauseyoucanwearthemoneverything.
I couldleadthemlikethistobehonestandsorry, I pairedthemwiththeChristianofBhutanflatsaswell.
Butwhere I wantthemtositismoresortofthere.
Doesthatmakesense?
Soyouget a niceviewoftheanklemyselfcroppedleg.
I thinkthey'llhandslightlybetteronDhe.
I'llfindthem a littlebitmoreflatteringonmeandthenjustwithsimpleblacktops, I justthinkit's gonnalooksochicandsocomfortabletobeabletowearitanywhere.
Really, I can't weartheseinthesummeraswell, butwearingintheofficetheresuperlightweight, comfortableandcrossmylegswhilst I'm writingblockpostsandstillbe a happylittlecamper.
Soobviouslyatthislength, I thinkthatthey're a littlebitawkwardonme, althoughifyou'retaller, they'llbeperfect.
Zana, I'm lookingatyou.
Ifyou'rewatching, youwouldlooklovelyintheseon a lovelylittlecroppedlegthere.
But I'm gonnagoandtakethem, havethemtakenupwithzip.
Youarejust a coupleofinchestoreveal a littlebitofanklelikethat.
I'm gonnadothatonallthreepairs.
Butthisisjust a reallysimpleoutfittowear.
Andalso I canobviouslyputmylittleChanelbadgeoranyotherbadgesthat I gettojustmaketheoutfit a littlebitmoreinteresting.
Butit's gonnabelovelytohavehiminourhouseagainbecause I haven't seenhiminagesbutrightsittingdowntoworkGonnaedit a pictureChecktoyouguysin a visiblegoodevening, everyone I amcurrentlyhomealoneon I'm tidyingupthedisasterthat I leaveeverywhere.
ThisiswhatAlihatesaboutmeis I justkindofputstuffeverywhere, andhealwaysputsthingsback.
Butthisisgenerallywhathappenson a daytodaybasis.
I getthosedeliveriesand I justkindofleavethemeverywhere.
I'vejustbeensent a reallygorgeouscoffeetablebookbyKatherinePooley.
Thisishonestlystunning.
I canimaginethissatinthebedroomthat's likeallindueGorn a wallpaperoff.
Gorgeous.
Onalso.
Maybetheyogiswillrememberthis.
Whoremembersthisfrommychannel?
I usedtoeatthisforbreakfasteverydayondhe.
I wasprobablywhen I usedtoeatit.
I wasprobablymymostrippedwhenthiswasmybreakfast.
Honestly, itwassofunnywhenitarrivedtohelp.
Wow, thatis a blastfromthepast.
I think I actuallyevendidlike a sponsoredvideowiththem.
Butbasically I startedeatingthesewhen I livedatmygrandma's and I wastrainingfivedays a week.
Itwaswhen I hadnolife.
When I wassavingformyfirsthousewithAllie, I wouldwakeupand I wasworking a headofficeinmyofficejoband I wouldwakeupeverymorningonDhe.
I wouldhaveonesliceoftoastwitheggwhitesontop.
Thenforlunch, I wouldhave a tinoftunaandsweetpotato.
I woulddrinktwolitersofwaterwhilst I wasatworkon.
Then I wouldcomehomeandhavewhatevermygrandmahad, like, mademe.
Butitwasusuallysomethingfabulous, likemonkfishon a bedofbabywatercressorsomethinglikethat.
I don't car, I alwayssay, maybeworkbecause I don't know, I didn't wantitwas, Butitwasamazing.
And I waasinthebestshapeofmylife.
Now I'm not I mean, I'm notinbadshape, and I'm probably I enjoyfood a lotmorebecause I'm doingthesamethingeveryday.
But I'm actuallygonnagivethose a worldagain.
I mean, I don't reallyhavebreakfastnowadays.
I kindofgotoutofthathabit.
I'm actuallyquitehappynothavingbreakfast.
Itkindofmakesyoufeel a bitqueasysometimes, but I'vegotit.
Mightaswelltryit.
But I amgonnatidyupAlan's out.
Carrie's justleftonand I amgonnaputthefirebecauseisverycold, althoughit's notreallyascoldasitshouldbeatthistimeofyear, andit's actuallymakingmequitesadthatit's notcolder.
Wedon't havelike a gasmainsupplyoranythinglikethat.
Wehave a tankonDhesaying, withourwatercomesfromthelocalfarmondhe.
Yeah, it's just a bizarreexperience, butwemovedinhereondhe.
Itsnowedandit's notothepointthattherewassnowdriftsonourroadonourroadislike a milelongwerelikeattheendofit, Andi, thesnowjustwasastallasmeonDDEweweresnowedin.
Wehad 5% ofgasinourtank.
Wehadnoideathattheownershaveleftuswithnogaswaycouldn't getfoodinbecausewecouldn't getofftogototheshopsandastheycouldn't getdownourroadanditwasactuallyjust a nightmare.
And I gotto a pointwherewehadnofood.
AndthatwaswhenCarriewaslivingwithusaswellon.
SowehadThiotrekinthesnowtothelocalpubfood.
Butthethingthatmakesmesosadis I havenopicturesofthattime.
I havenopicturesofwherewelivedwhenitsnowed.
I don't knowwhatwasgoingthroughmymind, but I just I think I wassosadand I wassoscaredwhenwefirstmovedin.
I don't thinkyouguysrealizedhowkindofscared I wasthe.
When I movedinhere, I hadreached a pointwhere I wasreally, reallyscared.
Like I wasscaredmysafety, whichisactually a bitof a weirdthingtoadmit.
But I don't knowwhy I'm doingthisinthisvideo, butthat's how I feltand I thinkthatthat's whathappens.
It's notthatit's, youknow, itmightnotbe a rationalthing, butwhenyougetcommentsoneaftertheother, it's it's allrightifyougetone.
Butyoucanstarttobelievethosethings.
It's justit's humannatureisnormalonDDE.
I did.
I startedtobelievethesethingsand I wasscared.
Andi I wasscaredevenjustbytakingpicturesthat I'vestudied, youknow, somewouldfindme, but I Butitjustsoif I thoughtthatmightgiveyou a littlebitofperspective, I just I'm sosad.
Mainlymorethananythingthat I havenopicturesofthattimeonDheeveryyear.
Sorry, verbaldiarrheatodaybecause I haven't blockedfor, like, anentireweek.
Basically, I'vejustgotsomuchtotellyou.
It's sofunnyhow, duringtheweekwhen I'm notblogging, I havethese, like, thoughtsinmyheadofthatonemusttellthemthat I musthelpthem, that I startwritingthingsdown, butyeah, I'm gonnaputthefireonnow.
I knowon I don't thinkitwouldeverwork, butanyway, itwouldbenicetojusthaveourhomeisourhome, But I constantlyneedthingsAnd I'm quitespontaneous, creative, Like I'm like, Oh, I wanttodothisand I wanttodoitrightnow.
Soyeah, itwouldn't workanyway.
Maybe I'm getting a shedinthegardenorsomething, becausewehavethefireonsomuchinthisroom.
Weactuallyhavetheheating.
Turneddownquite a lotinhere.
Soitmeansthisroomgetsabsolutelyfreezing.
And I'm so, so, socold.
Wellsays I havegot a blanket, everything.
Justwaitingforittowarmup.
I'm sohappythat I learnedhowtomakefires.
Obviously, I didn't growupin a housethathad a openfireor a woodburningsavebattle, and I actuallywasquitescared, too.
Lightfiresmyself, andit's it's actuallytakenme, I thinkatleastthebestpartof a year, tobothertolearnbymyself.
I actuallyyouachieveditonDhe.
Now I'm a bitof a pro, and I doitallbymyself, Apartfromonesmokeout.
When I didn't, I couldn't gettheburnertodrawer.
Butallisgoodnow.
I'm a bitof a pro.
I'm very, veryhappyaboutit.
When I haveeveningslikethis, whenit's justmeinthehouse, I generallylikethefireplayclassicalmusic.
I don't puttheTVon, so I'm justnotreallythatmuchintoTV.
If I'm perfectlyhonestand I grabmyiPad, I grabmydiary.
I gotmyphoneondabottleofwateror a cupoftea, and I justsithereonDhe.
Eitherwritestuffdownthat I needtodoorlookforproductsthat I needThioshootorthingslikethatandit's justkindof I justchillandjusttakemytimeanddowhatever I dotofeelgoodandfeeltogetherandproductive.
Andobviously, ifyoudidn't seemyblockpostthatwentoutonMonday, sometimes I justright.
But I'm notwritingbecause I feellike I havetowrite.
I'm writingbecause I wanttowriteandit's reallylovely.
So I'lljusttapaway.
Well, steponasleeplike a classicalsleepplaylistofsomesort, andit's lovely.
I alsohave a veganshoetohavethisevening, so I'm gonnaheatthatup.