Asofthetime I'm postingthisvideo, right, what I thinkthisfoolinandLeoisreallyallabout.
It's aboutustryingtostepinto a verynewlifewithnewgoalsanddreamswiththenewvisionofourfutureaftersomuchhaschanged, it's aboutustryingtostepintothisnewfuturein a waythatwefeelmakesushappyin a waythatwefeelisconnectedtoourheartsandthewaythatwefeel.
SteppingintoLeohas a lottodowithourheartwithwhatmakesushappywithwhatwe'repassionabout.
Withwhatoursoulconnectstoinsomewaytheawesomehastodo a lotwithcourage, withbravery, withboldnessandwithleadership.
Thoughwhat I thinkisgoingonhereisthatwe'retryingtostepintomoreofherhappiness, moreofourjoy, morewhatitisthatwelovemoreofwhatitisthatwefeelconnectedto.
AndwithLeoalsohaving a lottodowithbeingthesignofleadership, courageandboldness.
Notonlydowewanttostepintomoreofwhatmakesushappy, butwewanttoitthistimetakemoreoftherisksandbemoreboldandbemorecourageousinordertogetthedesiresofourheartandsoulthatallright, sothat's what I thinkisreallygoingonhere.
If I didn't wanttointerpretthisaslikesteppingintothedesiresofourheartandsoulandtakingbig, boldmovesorrisksinordertogetthere, um, woman's gonnaalsoindicateendingsofsomesort.
Sowhatcouldwebeending?
Wecouldbeendingonoldthingthatusedtomakeushappy.
Wecouldbeendingoldpassions, olddesiresofourheartandoldwayoftakingrisksoranoldwayofleadingourlifemoresoinfavorof a newwaythatisgonnabebetterforus, orthatismoretruetousrightnow.
Allright, on.
I thinkthat's that's whatisgoingonjusttogive, like, a verygeneralexplanation, thisfullmooninLeo.
It's aboutgettingridofallofthat, eithergettingridofthepast 35 years, stuffthathappenedthatwedidnotlikeherstuffthatwe'veoutgrownwithout.
Wecansetourselvesupforthenext 35 yearsdoingthingsverydifferentlyin a verydifferentway, movingonward.
Andnowthatthatchangeiswarorlesscomplete, I stillthinkwe'regonnahaveanotherlike 6 to 8 monthsofbuilding a newlifeforthenext 35 years.
Itstillneedstohappen, butnow, moresothatthatshiptestiscompletewherehashappenednowthatwehavemoreorlesslikefinishedwiththepast 35 yearslikecleaned a lotofitoutgottenridofitnowthatthathashappened, whichreallycameexactlylastmonththatthateclipsesinJanuarynowthatthat's occurred, nomoreold 35 years.
Nooldhavingsomepatterns, Nomoreofthisstuff.
WenowwithTheSuninAquariushavehadtoenvision a newlifeforourselves, a newlifeverydifferentfromthepast 35 years, a newlifewithoutallthekarmaorthehardshipofthepast 35 yearsthathavebroughtusdown.
Nowthat I'm outofthat, evenif I stillhaveyettobuildmoreofwhat's next.
Butnowthat I'm outoftheoldbandstuff, howcan I see a differentlifeformyselfwithouttheoldkarmicstuff.
Andhowcan I stepintothisnewlife, thisnewfuturenowinthepresent?
Me, Leoalsohas a lottodowiththepresenttime.
Sothere's a lotofussayingthisbigthing, MrBringItAlltogetherisaboutsayingnowthat I'm nolongerinthekarmathathaven't stepped, hardensthehardthingsofthepast, eventhough I havestillhavemorelefttodotogetoveritnow, then, forthemostpart, nolongerintoit.
Howcan I nowonLee, see a newlifeformyselfwithnewexperiences, butreallybegintostepintoit, tocreateit, tomakeithappenmorefully, totaketherisks, todoitandtobehappyinthisverydifferentspaceonThat's whereitcomesin, thisfoolmadeandLeoastakingtheriskstoensurethatwe'recreatingnewsituationsandnotfallingbackintooldpatterns.
So I seethisMarsChinamoonthatthiswomanisn't oflikeusbeingexcited.
Finally, a chanceformetocreatesomethingdifferentformylife.
Betterthat I like, that I'm excitedaboutthat I canbehappyaboutandjustwantingsobadlytomakeithappen.
Buteventhoughthatis a goodthinglikenoneofthethingsabsenceifareinherentlybadmatteroffact, I think a lotofthethings I'vesaidsofarareactuallyreallygoodthings.
Buteventhoughallofthatisgood, I wanttobehappyin a differentspacewith a differentfuturenow.
And I'vegotthepassionandthedrivetoachieveitandtomakeithappenintopeople, eventhoughallofthatisgood, therearesomechallengingthingsgoingoninthisfullmoonthatcouldmakeitveryhardtonotworkandmakeusvery, veryfrustrated, right?
SomeofthethingsthataregoingonisthatthismoonandLeo, eventhoughit's making a ChinatoMarsandsanitary, isit's making a fewQuinnKocsisoverheretonettingEMPicesandtoliketheSaturnPutoJupiterstuffhere, whichisessentially a yachtthatthefullmoonismaking.
Andthisishardbecauseeventhoughwe'vegot a lotofpassionand a lotofDrfinallybuildsomethingdifferentandbetterinourlivesthanwhatwe'vehadforthepast 35 years, thatweactuallyfeelmorefreeinonlikewe'remoreconnectedto, itcouldstillbedifficult.
Hey, ifit's notpaststuffstillhangingaroundthatwereconfusedaboutthatNeptuneinpricesespecially, well, Mercury's andprices, whichwe'lltalkaboutin a minuteaboutthegarageagree, canalsobring, likeemotionalconfusion, thesenseoflike, whatam I feeling, youknow, likethat's goingon.
Andsowhat's happeningtobringittogetheristhatwe'retryingtobehappyin a verynewanddifferentspacenowthatsomuchofourliveshaschangednowthatourlivesaregoingin a newanddifferentdirection.
But I'm notsurewhat I'm feelingaboutthisnewanddifferentme.
Sothereis a lotofheavyemotionalstuffthatcouldbeweighingusdown, preventingusfrommovingasquicklyforwardaswemightliketobehappyon.
Ifit's notpreventingusfrommovingquicklyforward, thatit's frustratingtheprocessandmakingtheprocess a littlebitupsettingbecauseit's thismomentoflike I shouldfeelreallygoodinthisspace, like I kindofhimgettingthesenseofthatfromthisalignment, thisfeelingof I shouldfeelgoodinthisspace, I shouldfeelvictorious I shouldfeelsuccessful.
There's anotherpartofusthat's like, Well, I can't justdoanything.
Youcan't justbeyoubeboldandtakeanyoldriskthat I wantrightnowInordertomoveforward, I havetobeserious.
I havetobeserioustomakesurethattheseoldhabitspatternsthingsfromthepast 35 years I didnotlikedon't continuetocomeback.
I havetobeserioustomakesurethattheyarereallygone.
And I stillhavetobeonguardinordertomakesurethatthesethingsarenotgonnacomeback.
But I havetocontinuenotonlytobeonguard, tomakesurethatthesethingsdon't comeback.
But I alsohavetomakesurethat I'm beingdiligentaboutthenewstuffthat I'm creatingaswelltomakesurethatthosehappenrightorinthewaythatwillgetmethebestresult.
So I thinkeventhough I wanttosaythisfullmooninLee, a bigoldmomenttofeelsohappyin a newspacetotakehugerisks, becourageousfeelssosuccessful.
There's a partofmethat's likeIt's justnotthereeventhoughthedriveisthere, eventhoughthepassionistheretobehappyin a newspace.
It's hardbecausewe'reemotionalbecausewe'resensitivebecausewe'reconfusedaboutwhatwe'refeelingandwhowearenowinthisdifferentspace, witheverythingthat's gonefromthepastandbecausewehavetobeserioustomakesurethatthatthethingswedodotobehappyatthistimearegonnabewithusforthelongtermandnotjust a flashinthepanandaregonnabewhatweneedtomoveforwardintherightways.
Really, we'rehavingtolearnhowtotakebigriskstobehappyin a newspace, evenifweareheavy, evenifweareseriousandevenifweareemotionalandwegottafind a uniquewayon a timeswithyachtsinordertodoit, thepointofthisfullmoonisnotlikeohwell, I gotsomebodyseriousandemotionalthingsgoingon.
Well, withVenus, Venushas a lottodowithrelationships, Sothisis a relationshipchallenge.
Usalsohas a lottodowithmoneycouldbringproblemswithmoneyup.
AndVenusalsohas a lottodowithourselvesandourvalueandhowwefeelaboutourselves, ourvalueandourselfworthandourconfidence.
Anditcouldbe a difficultItcouldbedifficultforustofeelgoodtoaboutourselves, tofeelgoodaboutourmoneyandtohaveum, mutuallyrespectableequalpartnershipsaswell.
Sothere's thisfeelingof I wanttobehappyin a newanddifferentspacenowthat I'vegottenridofmoreoftheoldkarma 35 yearsofmylifethaneverbeforeand I have a lotofthepassionanddrivetobehappyandtobeboldandtotakerisks.
Buteventhough I havethepassionandthedrivetobehappyandtobeboldtotakerisks, it's hardformetoactuallyreallydoitbecausethere's still a lotofthingsthatareconfusedaboutemotionallyaboutwho I aminthisdifferentspaceaboutthepastandwhatitallmeans.
Andtherearestill a lotofthingsthat I havetobeseriousaboutthat I moveforwardthat I can't justneglect.
I can't justleavemyfeelingsbehind.
I can't justleaveallthehardworkthat I'vedonetogethere.
I can't justruinthatin a momentsnotice I haveThio.
There's thisthinglike I have.
I can't just I can't justgooutintothesunsetdoingwhatever I want.
I havetopayattention, alltheseotherthingsand I thinkthepoint I'm reallytryingtogetwiththeVenusandareas.
I thinkwhatwe'rerealizingisthatanorderforustobehappyin a differentspaceamidstalltheseotherpressuresthatwerefeelingorthatarecomingatus, wemayhavetodoVenusandAiresareasis a somethingofactionwemayhavetodowithrelationships, moneyandwithourthemselves.
Theuncomfortablething I run, wemayhavetodothethingwedon't wanttodoinordertogetourhappinessmetwherewemayhavetodothethingthatterrifies.
Andforsomeofus, wecanactouttoosoonwereinthewrongwaysinordertogetwhatweneedtobehappy, thoughthelastthingthat I reallywanttomention, I believeaboutthisfoolmanataboutVenusandareascanjump.
WecouldbefeelingsopressuredinthiswomanandLeo, I wanttobehappy.
I'm nothappy.
What's wrongwithme?
What's wrongwitheverythingelse?
I'm soconfused.
MercuryandPrices.
What's wrong?
I justwanttofeelbetterthatsomeofuscouldactout, lashout, dothingsimpulsivelywithoutthinkingitthroughVenusandareasthatcouldcreate a wholehostofproblemsconjunctureIraninourliveswithourselvesandwithotherpeople, andthekeytothisfullmoonandLeo, wegottaslowtheVenusandareasdown.
Look, I gottadothisthing, Youknow, you'renotgonnaagreewiththisthing.
I gottado.
But I feel I havetodothisinmysoulinordertobehappyinthisdifferentplace.
I honoryourperspective.
I respectyourperspective.
Butthisismyinnerdialogue.
Thisismyinnerstory.
Thisismychallenge.
Thisismyconfusion.
Letmeshareittoyouwhetherornotyouunderstand.
Andthisiswhat I needtodo.
And I'm gonnatrytodoitinthebestwaythat I knowhowtodo a hardthing.
Somaybethatwas a bitof a confusingway.
Mercuryisn't prices, whichisnot a goodthingabouttogoretrograde.
Maybethatwas a veryconfusingwayofexplainingsomeofthisstuffgoingon, but I feellikethisfilmmadeinLeoisaboutusdoingwhatweneedtobehappyinoursouls, tobehappyin a verynewanddifferentspace.
Butinorderforustodowhatitisthatweneedtobehappy, wemighthavetobreakthroughsomeconfusion, sitwithsomeconfusion, sitwithsomehappinessanddothingsin a bitslowerwaythataremoresensitive, morevulnerable, moreauthentic, withmoreof a realawarenessofwhat's goingon.
I reallydofeellikethere's a lotofemphasisonourinnerpersonaljourneyatthistime.
Whatdo I needtobehappy?
Whatdo I needthat's missing?
Whatdo I needtofeelrightwithmysoul?
No, itdoesn't meantoneglectotherpeoplebeingmeantootherpeople, placesandthings.
But I dothinktheemphasisshouldbeongettingwhatweneedtofeelgoodwithourselvesandtryingourbesttointegratethatintoourrelationshipswithoutsacrificingtheneedsofoursouls, butwithoutcreatingmoredamagethanleaningtooaswell.
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I leftthiscard.
Thehigherphonetomeislikeaninitiationinto a newwayofbeing a newwayofdoingthings, especiallywiththefullmoonbeingatthetipof a yacht.
Andso, tome, thiswholemanandLeoperhaps, couldbe a reallybigmomentforustostandupforourselvesandforwhatweneedandforwhat's importanttous.
in a waythatwe I haveneverbeforeleasthavenotinrecentmemory.
Andtostandupforourselvesin a way, sometimeswiththewellwiththe V, a scarrunningwiththehigheronthatismorenurturing, moreunderstandingandmoreawareofourrealsituationaswell.
Thehigherif I wanttomeetalsodoes I'm alsois a cardaswellaboutteaching, teachingandbringingpeoplealongwithyouonyourpathlikethebestthatyoucan.
Soperhapsthisisanotherthingthat I couldsayaboutthiscard.