I don't knowthat I wouldhavebeenaroundverymuchlongerhad I haveleftinthewaytheywere.
Sofoodformebecamebecame a crutch.
Basically, itwasanaddictionand I useditThio I usedittocoatandifever I wasstressedor, youknow, I wouldturnintoit I turnthefoodcomfortattheendofthedayandlook, somepeopleturntodrugs.
Somepeopleturnedalcohol, youknow?
I turnedfood, so I tookmyselftomy J.
P.
And I walkedinandhe'd beenmyGPformyself.
Mylife.
AndhelookedatmeandhesaidHopeonSkilesand I did.
Andheshookhisheadandsaidtome, Howyoustill a lot.
Hesaid, Weneedtodosomeworkon.
Weneedtodoitnow.
And, youknow, I tightly I really, uh I wasat a pointwhere I acceptedthatandwhen I whatdowedo?
Andtherewasnoquestion.
HereferredmeThioBrisbanesurgeonwhocamedownandmet.
Andthenweset a dateforthesurgeryanditwaswayweset a dateandhesentmesixmonthsand I said, Pleasedon't let's makeitthatlongbecause I'llchangemymind.
Thesurgerythatwasputinfrontofme a zavesselThiotouseas a tooltouseisn't sohorrible.
It I workedreally, reallyhardwiththedogfishinsortingoutcompletelythewrongideathatsuitAndso I hadtolearnagainnames.