Guess I just wanted to go out [fit] [in] with men and get paid for that, but that culture didn't really exist here

But I kind of went looking for it anyway

00:00:25,519 --> 00:00:28,928 there was this taxi man, and he kind of worked for the company and

He was really really nice and like

he calmed me down and we talked how it was my first time and he talked me through it and

He dropped me off at the place and I got out of the taxi. [I] walked up to the door and rang the doorbell [and]

I

It was horrible this this

man

Was like horrible look in opened the door

And I was just like oh my God

and

I cried I

Cried into the pillow and the lights were off so he didn't tell

Afterwards he was saying so you've never done anything like this before and I was just like no

So I've had your virginity yeah, I guess in a way you have and then he was like

Thank you, [I]

Mean I based into tears and the tax amount was really really nice and he was saying like

You know everybody cries on their first time?

If you want to give it another go give her another go, but if you don't nobody will [think] anything bad of you?

So I gave it another go

there was this one [time] it [was] a

cool light and

I wouldn't usually do it but

Like nobody was working and the guy sign had really nice over the phone. So you know we went and

this guy was [just] too big too powerful and

There was two of them

Where is on the phone? They'd said there was only one?

They were like oh

Can we do you at the same time and I was like?

No

no, because if something was to happen and I

Couldn't push both of you off

So the one guy was just like oh

I'm going first then kind of grabbed me and just dragged me into the next room and started being really

really violent and

He kept saying like can I do anal and I?

Was like no, no Iii, don't do that. I don't do that and

he kept trying to but

lubricant

like

Spill lubricant over me, so he could accidentally slip it in the wrong place

He then put my legs like behind my head and just started being way

way too violent and I

started to cry [and] I was saying get [off] me get off [me] and he says he didn't hear me, but I

How can you not hear me? I was proper screaming it like and

when he was done, I just kind of put all my clothes well more like grabbed them and

Like ran out, and he was like what's wrong. What's wrong, and I?

threw the other guy is money and

ran out the house and the taxi driver must have known something was up because

He'd already put the engine on and I

Just got in the taxi and tears and just drove away

There was this one woman. She'd been with the agency for ages and she said to me, you know

When you start worrying is when you should stop doing it because it should always bother you