(exhales) I'm shaking.

(吐氣) 我在顫抖

- This is a really intense music video.

- 這是支讓人很緊張的MV

♪ (industrial music) ♪

♪ (工業風音樂) ♪

- ♪ (man humming) ♪

- ♪ (男人哼唱) ♪

- It's Logic! Oh my god, yeah!

- 是Logic！天啊，太棒了！

- Is this Logic?

- 是Logic嗎？

You're gonna make me cry, no!

你們會害我哭出來的啦，不！

- Aw, fatherhood. Don Cheadle. - Oh hey, Don.

- 噢，父子情， 是Don Cheadle - 嘿，Don

- I cried watching this.

- 我看這MV的時候哭了

I just watched it for the first time this last week,

我上禮拜才第一次看到

and I was just like...

我整個就是...

- ♪ I've been on the low ♪ ♪ I've been taking my time ♪

- ♪ 我走在谷底 ♪ ♪ 我努力想爬出來 ♪

♪ I feel like I'm out of my mind ♪ - It's a sad song.

♪ 我覺得自己要瘋了 ♪ - 是首悲傷的歌

- (singing along) ♪ I feel like my life ain't mine ♪

- (跟著唱) ♪ 我覺得這不是我的人生 ♪

(softly) ♪ Who can relate? ♪ - ♪ Woo ♪

(輕聲) ♪ 誰能懂我？ ♪ - ♪ 嗚 ♪

♪ I don't wanna be alive ♪

♪ 我不想活著 ♪

- What? - ♪ I don't wanna be alive ♪

- 什麼？ - ♪ 我不想再這樣活著 ♪

- He doesn't wanna be alive?

- 他不想活了？

- ♪ I don't wanna be alive ♪ - Oh, wow.

- ♪ 我不想繼續活下去 ♪ - 噢，哇

♪ I just wanna die today ♪

♪ 我想在今天死去 ♪

- Got the kid from Modern Family in there.

- 是個摩登家庭的孩子呢

- ♪ I just wanna die ♪ - What a chorus, dude.

- ♪ 我只想死 ♪ - 老兄．這個副歌！

"I just wanna die."

「我只想死」

- Aw.

- 噢

- ♪ I've been praying for somebody to save me ♪

- ♪ 我祈求有人能來拯救我 ♪

♪ No one's heroic ♪ ♪ And my life don't even matter ♪

♪ 沒有這樣的英雄 ♪ ♪ 我的人生無足輕重 ♪

- Oh no. ♪ I know, I know it ♪

- 喔，不 ♪ 我知道，我知道 ♪

- The disappointment his dad had. - Okay, I'm getting it now,

- 他爸失望的樣子 - 好喔，我懂了

like, the lyrics and everything. That sucks.

整個歌詞跟情境，這真是糟透了

- ♪ I want you to be alive ♪ ♪ I want you to be alive ♪

- ♪ 我要你活著 ♪ 　♪ 我要你活下去 ♪

♪ You don't gotta die today ♪ - Oh.

♪ 你不許在今天死去 ♪ - 喔！

Uh-oh, I'm getting flashbacks.

哎呀，時光倒轉了

(knocking) ♪ (soft guitar music) ♪

(敲門聲) ♪ (輕柔吉他音樂) ♪

- This part, man.

- 到這一段了

- (gasps) He's gay.

- (倒抽一口氣) 他是同性戀

- Oh my gosh. Bless his heart.

- 天啊，保佑他的心臟

♪ (somber music) ♪

♪ (哀傷旋律) ♪

- I like the fact though that that dad was processing

- 我欣賞這個爸爸是在理清頭緒

rather than just instantly was like, "What the F is going on?"

而不是馬上反應說「這是在搞什麼？」

- ♪ It's in the lightness in the air when you're there ♪

- ♪ 在空氣中的是希望的光 ♪

♪ Chest to chest with a lover ♪ - I love her.

♪ 當你緊擁你的愛人 ♪ - 我愛她

- I love her. She's so natural, you know? Unfiltered.

- 我愛死她了，她自然又毫不做作

- I love Logic so much. (sniffles) (exhales) I'm shaking.

-我超愛Logic的 (抽泣) (吐氣) 我在顫抖

- Ooh, so uncomfortable.

- 好不舒服

- People are starting to mess with him. That's so messed up.

- 大家開始弄他，太壞了

- High school kids are evil.

- 高中生根本超邪惡

- ♪ I've been on the low ♪ ♪ I've been taking my time ♪

- ♪ 我走在谷底 ♪ ♪ 我努力想爬出來 ♪

♪ I feel like I'm out of my mind ♪

♪ 我覺得自己要瘋了 ♪

- I know so many people in this situation.

- 我認識好多有這樣經歷的人

- No. No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.

- 不、不、不，不要啊

- This is deep, man!

- 這劇情太深刻了！

- This is a really intense music video.

- 這是支讓人很緊張的MV

- (pleading) No.

- (懇求) 不要啊

I hope he doesn't.

希望他不會

- Be strong man. You'll get through it, bro.

- 堅強下去，你可以度過難關的，兄弟

Don't do it, man.

別扣下板機

♪ (haunting choral music) ♪

♪ (縈繞的合唱聲樂) ♪

- ♪ But I don't wanna cry ♪ - Oh, he didn't die.

- ♪ 但我不想再哭了 ♪ - 他沒死

- ♪ I wanna feel alive ♪ ♪ I don't even wanna die anymore ♪

- ♪ 我想繼續活下去 ♪ ♪ 我不再想死了 ♪

♪ I don't wanna ♪ ♪ I don't wanna ♪

♪ 我不再想 ♪ ♪ 我不再想 ♪

- That is so awesome.

- 這首歌太棒了

- Did they grow older and get married?

- 他們長大之後結婚了嗎？

Yay! Aw, it's a happy ending.

太好了！是快樂的結局

- Okay, it still makes me sad, though.

- 好吧，但我還是挺難過的

♪ (soft string music) ♪

♪ (輕柔弦樂) ♪

I'm happy for him, but that was tough.

我為他們開心，不過這真的很難受

- Yeah, man. I was reading this morning

- 真的是，我今天早上才看到

that the numbers increased for the line by 30%,

這支專線的撥打率高了30%

and they're at the highest that they've been

第二次達到史上最高的數字

for the second time ever just because of the song.

就因為這首歌

And it's extremely important.

這真是非常了不起

- I relate so much to this song.

我太能體會這首歌了

I've had depression, and I still have it.

我得過憂鬱症，現在也還有

(exhales shakily) So every time I hear this song, I wanna cry,

(顫抖著吐氣) 所以我每次聽到這首歌都會想哭

because it feels like it talks to me.

因為這首歌就像在對我說話

- That's rough, man.

- 這真的不容易

(softly) Oh my gosh.

(輕聲) 我的天啊

(sniffles)

(抽泣)

That was good.

這首歌很棒

I have students I've talked to about this, battling that

我和遇到這樣問題的學生們談過，他們奮鬥著

and then the depression that might come along with that.

然後憂鬱症可能會接踵而至

As someone who's also battled depression,

身為一個曾經對抗憂鬱症的人

I can see where you get to that point,

我能預見你可能走到那個地步

but I'm glad there was a good end result.

但是我很開心這是好結局

- (FBE) That was the music video for the song 1-800-273-8255

- (FBE) 這首MV是 1-800-273-8255

by rapper Logic. - Logic, yup.

由饒舌歌手Logic演唱 - Logic，沒錯

- Oh, is it the suicide hotline?

- 喔，這是自殺防治專線？

(gasps softly) Wow.

(輕抽一口氣) 哇

- (FBE) So what'd you think about the video?

- (FBE) 你對這支影片有什麼想法？

- I thought it was great. Logic is a great rapper,

- 我覺得非常好，Logic是很棒的饒舌歌手

underground cat. I knew him from, like, years ago.

獨立音樂出身的．我好幾年前就知道他了

- We need more videos like that.

- 我們需要更多像這樣的影片

To feel like you wanna kill yourself because of your sexual orientation

因為性向而自殺

is just so sad. It doesn't have to be that way.

這真是讓人悲傷，情況是能有所不同的

- It's tough when you don't have anyone to help you or be with you

過程中沒有任何人的幫助和陪伴是很艱辛的

through that process, especially in high school.

尤其是在高中

You feel that it's nobody else going through your family problems,

你會覺得其他人都沒有這樣的家庭問題

your friends problems, and it's actually everyone else.

或是人際問題，但其實每個人都有

We all go through the same things. We all suffer from it.

我們都有相同的問題，我們都為此而苦

Different life challenges, but it's definitely the same thing.

也許是不同的人生難題，但卻是相同的掙扎

- I know a lot of people that have struggled

- 我認識很多人面臨自殺的難關

with wanting to commit suicide, and it's just like...

這就像...

Ugh, why am I crying?

我為什麼在哭？

A close family member of mine right now

我有個很親近的家人

is dealing with this, and I really want him to know

正在處理這樣的情況，我真的很希望他知道

that everything's gonna be okay.

一切都會好起來的

I wonder if he knows this song.

不知道他有沒有聽過這首歌

I'm literally just gonna be like, "Please watch this video right now."

我絕對會跟他說「拜託現在就看這支影片」

- I kind of dealt with the same thing in terms of sexuality,

- 我算是曾經面對關於性向的問題

in terms of that when I was in high school.

當我在高中的時候

Especially in high school, regardless of what

尤其是在高中的時候

you're going through or who you are, there's always kind of that sense

不論你遇到什麼問題或你是誰

of... (clicking) how would you say? Isolation?

總是會有一種...怎麼說

I was bullied a lot and everything was...

孤立無援的感覺？

It was horrible. The locker rooms were--

我以前被霸凌的很慘

I didn't wanna go in the locker rooms.

情況非常糟，更衣室簡直－－

I didn't wanna do anything. The music video has a good message.

我不想進更衣室

I like it. I'm glad that it was a happy ending.

我什麼都不想做 這MV傳達了很正面的訊息

- I've had depression for... since I can remember.

我很喜歡，也很高興最後結局是好的

"I wanna die." It sounds like it's me saying that.

- 我憂鬱症得了...從我有記憶以來就有了

And the second verse, when he's like,

「我想死」聽起來像我說出口的

"I want you to be alive," it's like he's talking to me,

然後第二段，他唱著

saying "Don't. You can do this."

「我要你活著」像是在對我說

And then her verse is... you know how it goes.

「別放棄，你可以的」

And then the third one, it's like, okay, you know what?

然後女聲的部分...你知道歌詞

I actually do wanna be alive. Life is precious.

然後第三段就像，你懂嗎

With his music, especially now, today, I can feel down,

我真的想要活下去了，生命是如此珍貴

listen to this song, cry out what I have,

有了他的音樂，尤其是現在這個時候

and feel so much better.

我會感到低落，把情緒宣洩出來後

- I've been suicidal before.

我會覺得心情好非常多

It happened once, and it was-- I started seeing a therapist

- 我曾經自殺過

right after, because it was just quite intense.

有過一次，然後我就立刻去找心理治療師

And it was just because of all the things

因為情況蠻緊急的

that the song sort of says.

我遇到的情況就像這首歌所講的

When I was a kid, I used to get bullied by other kids.

我小時候常被其他小孩霸凌

They used to say that I was gay.

他們說我是同性戀

If I would've been gay, then it would've affected me

如我我是的話，他們的話語會以不同形式影響我

a different way, but it affected me in a way that I'm like,

但是我困惑的是為什麼他們要說這些不實的話呢？

man, why are they saying these things about me

我開始質疑我自己

when they're not true? I started questioning myself,

我是...到底發生什麼事？

like, dude, am I... What's wrong? Am I...

有什麼我自己不知道的事嗎？我是同性戀嗎？

Is there something about myself that I don't know? Am I gay?

我完全陷入混亂的狀況

It left me in a place of confusion.

我覺得這首歌最打動我的是與家庭的連結

I think what hit home the most to me with this

如果跟家人完全無關的話

is that it was family related. You know, maybe if it wouldn't

情況會不同，但是我有些表兄弟

have had nothing to do with my family,

我愛他們，但是小時候他們不願跟我一起玩

it would've been a different case, but I have cousins that I love them,

因為當時發生的事

and I love them, and they didn't wanna hang out with me

有自殺的念頭就像...

when I was a kid because of that.

被情緒佔領，就像閃光般突然出現襲擊你

Being suicidal, it's sort of like a...

你會困惑「在哪裡、在哪裡？」

It's an emotion that takes over, and it's like a flash. (snaps)

「讓我結束吧」

It hits you, and you're like, okay, where is it? Where is it?

我最後仍向外求援了

Bam, bam, let me do it. I still ended up

但是假如我當時沒有那麼做的話

reaching out for help,

這組號碼可能就會派上用場

but let's say if I wouldn't have had that connection,

我覺得這首歌所做到的

then that number would've come in handy for me.

及這支影片所做的是向需要的人伸出援手

I feel like this song and what this song is doing,

向那些覺得自己孤立無援的人伸出援手

what the video is doing, it's reaching out to these people,

- (FBE) 這串數字其實是

reaching out to the people that feel they are alone.

官方自殺防治專線的號碼

- (FBE) So the number is actually

- 我有想到這點

the official suicide prevention hotline number.

- (FBE) 你有什麼想法？

- I thought that's what that was.

關於他不僅是在歌中觸及自殺議題

- (FBE) What do you think about him not only tackling

而是利用這個平台讓需要的人知道這支號碼

this issue in the song, but to use the platform

- 他很棒，他在做正確的事

to have the number available to those who need it?

如果有人面臨自殺問題，有時他們會不願接受

- He's good. He's doing it right.

所以他們也不會搜尋這支號碼

If they're going through that, sometimes they don't wanna accept it

他們不想找到這號碼，他們不想要

and they don't wanna Google through it.

但Logic就把號碼作為歌名

They don't wanna find the number. They don't want to get it.

非常簡單直接，這是完美的方式

But the fact that he's putting it just out there,

- 這是個絕妙的主意

very simple, very easy, it's a great way.

因為大家都會記住歌名

- It was such a clever idea for him to put that,

就像每個經歷低潮情緒的人

'cause everyone's gonna remember the name of the song,

總會覺得一切不會變好

and it's, like, everyone goes through these emotions

但是結局總是他們變得更好

of always feeling like things aren't gonna get better,

- 有這樣平台的人

and they always end up getting better.

把自殺防治專線當作歌名，太厲害了

- For someone to have that platform

大家都會記得，因為他們喜愛這個歌手

to just put that as the title of the song, brilliant.

我還是很激動，看完之後還是無法自己

People are gonna remember it because they love the artist.

因為我還在消化、還在思考

It's still super emotional. It still hits me even afterwards

這首歌真的很棒 - 我當時看到他VMA的表演

'cause I'm just processing it and thinking about it,

還有看到那些人站著並解釋一切

and it was very good. - When I saw his VMA performance

這一整個－－更打動我

and I saw all those people standing and explaining that's what it was,

我想我看了他的VMA表演超過十次

it's just like-- it hit me even more.

- (FBE) Logic成名的經歷不凡

I think I watched his VMA performance over 10 times.

他成長於不安定的家庭

- (FBE) Logic has kind of an amazing story

他的父母有毒癮跟酒癮

of how he rose to prominence. He grew up in an unstable household

他15時開始饒舌作為情緒出口

where both of his parents suffered from addictions.

然後從2009年開始每年都會發布饒舌作品

He started rapping when he was 15 as kind of his outlet

- 讚喔，他就該這麼做的

and has been releasing new material as a rapper every year since 2009.

- 他有這個能力，兄弟 我是說他的能力會自己嶄露的

- Okay. Good, as he should.

他談論的議題非常重要

- He got skills, man. I mean, the skills speak for themselves.

- (FBE) 所以當他多年努力要讓歌曲在電台播放

He's really speaking on important subject matter.

他完全接受他是獨立音樂人的事實

- (FBE) So while he struggled to get his songs played

他說道「如果我的目標」

on the radio over the years, he completely embraces the fact

「是成為下一位最屌的主流饒舌歌手」

that he's an underground artist, saying, quote, "If my objective

「我會很難過」

was to be the next coolest mainstream rapper,

「但是我的目標是賣出真正的音樂」

I would've been upset,

當你聽到這些

but my objective was to sell records with real music."

會讓你對Logic有什麼觀感？

So when you hear all this,

- 檯面上來說，這是很好的想法

what does it make you think about Logic?

但是你懂得，如果接觸得越多人

- On paper, that sounds great.

就越多人可能被影響，對他來說是好事

But, you know, the more people you reach,

他沒有被名利所蒙蔽

the more people you can impact. So, you know, good for him

很多饒舌唱的是自吹自擂、財富對吧

that it's not, you know, it's not screwed in his head

擁有一堆奢侈品跟錢

about fame and different things like that.

這些不是一般大眾

- A lot of rap is about bragging about opulence, right,

像是你跟我，能夠產生連結的

and having all these nice things and having money.

我敬佩他能創作出我們有共鳴的作品

It's not something that regular people,

而且又能讓人喜愛

you know, like you and me, can relate to.

如果他繼續他現在的做法

I respect the fact that he is doing something

我想他絕對還有許多潛力

to where you can relate to it

他的潛力會為他開啟更多扇門

to a degree and it's just personable.

- 他不但沒有踏上父母的舊路

If he stays with what he's doing now,

他還表示「不，我要做音樂」

I think that there's definitely a whole lot of potential,

「並且幫助更多人」

and that opens up a lot of different doors in different ways.

我確定這首能對我影響重大的歌

- Instead of him following the same path as his parents,

一定也能影響其他上百萬的人

he was like, "No. I'm gonna make music

- 我們以前都要有贊助者才能創作

and help so many people." I'm sure the way that

但是現在有了網路，有了像是Youtube的管道

that song impacted me so much,

還有其他像SoundCloud的平台

I'm sure it extended to a million people.

音樂人可以靠自己做音樂

- We were used to having to need a sponsor for us to create art,

- 我覺得他投入的事是正確的

but now because of the internet, because of channels like YouTube

我覺得他專注在對的地方

and different other sources, SoundCloud, if you're an artist,

如果他的重點放在對的方向

you could do it. You could start working on it on your own.

大家會愛上他，一直愛著他

- I think he's got his mind in the right place.

- 他不在乎那些，你知道的，名聲

I think he's focused on the right things.

他只想要大家聽他在唱什麼

If he keeps those priorities straight,

我真的希望他會這樣繼續下去

people are gonna love him, continue to love him.