...I just kept on doing it.

- Why? - I don't know.

I thought we were closer than most fathers and sons.

- Dad, I-- - This isn't us!

- This is not who we are! - Can you please stop? Just...

...please both of you stop!

There are moments that I look at him...

...and I wonder who he is.

How's our boy, David?

Because I'm not giving up now.

Never.

You always got to be controlling everything.

It doesn't make any sense.

- You're controlling me right now! - This is not you.

Let us help you.

I don't want your help. Don't you understand that?

I had such grand plans.

He'd graduate from college...

...do something amazing...

...and now I just want him to not die.

Who are you, Nic?

This is me, Dad, here. This is who I am!

If you could take all the words in the language...

...it still wouldn't describe how much I love you.

I love you more than everything.

I'm really sorry, Dad.

It's hard as hell to get sober...

...but I love my family.

I want them to be proud of me.

I understand how scared you are.

It'll pass though.

It always does.

Nic, what you have is extraordinary...

...and you're going to get it back.

You're going to find it again.