[music plays] Here's a fascinating question I get a lot.

[音樂播放] 這是我經常遇到的一個迷人的問題。

Does it bother me that I don't know if anyone is watching me

我不知道是否有人在看我，這讓我很困擾。

or staring at me. It's funny when I walk around with my

或盯著我看。這很有趣，當我走來走去與我的。

cane, I do, I feel like everybody is watching me.

手杖，我做的，我覺得每個人都在看著我。

I feel like if there are people around they are watching me. And simply because

我覺得如果周圍有人，他們就會看著我。只是因為

there's not a lot of blind people around and for a lot of people

周圍沒有多少盲人，對很多人來說

I might be the first time they've ever seen one.

我可能是他們第一次見到。

So I do, I think people

所以我覺得人們

are watching me a lot. And if the roles were reversed

觀察我很多。如果角色反過來

and I had never seen a blind person walking with cane, you better believe I'd

我從來沒有見過一個盲人用手杖走路， 你最好相信我將會

be watching. I don't think that's rude but I think

正在看。我不認為那是粗魯的，但我認為。

it's just simple curiosity more than anything. Now, this is the thing,

這只是簡單的好奇心比什麼都重要。現在，這就是問題所在。

I don't know if I understand the difference between watching and staring.

我不知道我是否明白看和盯的區別。

I know that staring is a bit more rude than watching.

我知道，盯著看比看著看更不禮貌一些。

Parents always say, "Don't stare... that's not polite, don't stare."

家長總是說："不要盯著看，這樣不禮貌，不要盯著看"。

But what's the difference between staring and watching. I would think

但是，盯著和看著有什麼區別。我想

that to watch something is okay but to stare

看東西可以，但盯著看不行

means your eyes are wide open and you're just concentrating on

意味著你的眼睛睜得大大的，你只是集中精力於

this one thing and you're just transfixed if you will.

這一件事，你只是迷戀 如果你願意。

I imagine people do both to me. I think people are looking at me

我想象著人們對我做這兩件事。我覺得人們在看我

because I'm walking with a white cane. I think people are looking because I'm not quite

因為我拄著白色的手杖走路。我想人們在看，因為我不太。

walking in a straight line. You know.

走在一條直線上。你知道的

Or maybe I'm about to walk into something. Now, do I

或者說，也許我即將走入一些東西。現在，我

notice it in a restaurant for example, if I'm sitting there eating?

比如說，在餐廳裡，如果我坐在那裡吃飯，會不會注意到它？

I might not notice that. Let's say I'm in a place

我可能不會注意到這一點。比方說我在一個地方

by myself. I'm at a booth alone, okay. And I'm having

由我自己。我在一個攤位上獨自一人，好嗎。而我有

a little lunch and if there's somebody staring at me from

一個小的午餐，如果有一個人 盯著我從。

two - three tables away I have no idea. But if I'm with somebody

兩到三張桌子的距離，我不知道。但如果我和某人在一起

and we're having lunch together and then afterward we're talking

我們一起吃午飯，然後之後我們就在一起哈拉。

and he says, "You know, the person was staring at you

他說："你知道嗎，那個人一直盯著你看

for the entire time and it made me uncomfortable."

一直以來，這讓我很不舒服。"

Wow. Okay, I get that too.

哇哦，好吧，我也明白了。好吧，我也明白了。

[music plays] A part of this question is about

[音樂播放] 本題的一部分是關於

can I feel the eyes on me.

我可以感覺到我的眼睛。

Like I've heard people say that they're burning a hole in the back of my head from

就像我聽人說，他們在我的後腦勺上燒了一個洞，因為... ...

looking at me so much, right. But I think that's a sighted thing.

看著我這麼多，對吧。但我覺得這是一個視線的東西。

I don't think I would be able eyes on me

我不認為我會能夠眼睛在我身上。

because I don't know what that is. How could I know?

因為我不知道那是什麼。我怎麼會知道？

It's got to be a sighted thing. I don't think I've ever felt eyes on me

這一定是一個視線的東西。我不認為我曾經感覺到眼睛在看我。

before. I don't think I've ever been in a situation

之前。我不認為我曾經在一個情況下，

where I've been like, [gasp] "I know everybody is watching me."

我一直喜歡，[喘氣] "我知道每個人都在看我。"

You know, staring at me. I always assume that

你知道，盯著我看。我總是假設

because I'm different and because people have never seen it

因為我是不同的，因為人們從來沒有見過

and they want to see if I can make it and all that stuff.

他們想看看我是否能做到這一點和所有的東西。

Now, if I was walking around and there were 20 hands on me

現在，如果我走來走去，有20隻手在我身上。

I'd feel that. I know what that would be like.

我會感覺到的。我知道那會是什麼樣子。

You know, people trying to stop me and push me and pull me and the whole thing.

你知道，人們試圖阻止我，推我，拉我和整個事情。

But, with eyes I don't really get that.

但是，有了眼睛我就不太明白了。

[music plays] When there are sighted people around,

[音樂播放] 當週圍有視力正常的人。

I'm not quite sure who's watching all the time, you know,

我不太清楚是誰一直在看，你知道的。

so I have to be careful. So for example, if somebody comes over, if I live with

所以我必須要小心。所以，比如說，如果有人來了，如果我住在一起

somebody or that kind of thing. I'm afraid to

某人或那種東西。我害怕

maybe pick my teeth in front of somebody right

也許會在別人面前剔牙吧

because I don't know if they're going to see that, or touch my nose

因為我不知道他們是否會看到， 或者摸我的鼻子。

or my ear or some weird thing.

或我的耳朵或一些奇怪的東西。

You know... I never know. And I understand that

你知道...我不知道我也明白

people aren't watching everything

人云亦云

but are you going to see this little moment. I never quite know.

但你是否會看到這個小時刻。我從來不知道

Whether or not somebody's watching.

不管有沒有人在看。

But I'm very self conscious when there's sighted people around unless

但如果周圍有視力不好的人，我就會很自覺，除非... ...

you're in another room. If we're yelling across the house to each other, then I know

你在另一個房間。如果我們隔著房子互相喊，那我就知道了

that things are cool and I could do whatever I have to do.

事情是很酷的，我可以做任何我必須做的事情。

And you can't see it, but in the same room...

你看不到它，但在同一個房間裡... And you can't see it, but in the same room...

I got to be careful. Sometimes I

我必須要小心。有時我

might goof it up. Where I'll be talking to somebody and they're

可能會搞砸了。在那裡，我將與某人交談，他們是

out of the room but I guess they're straight ahead and they can still see into

但我想他們是直來直去的，他們還是可以看到的。

the room. Or, the other way around. You know, that they're

的房間。或者，其他方式周圍。你知道，他們是

around a corner and I think, "well, you sound so close. You should be

在一個拐角處，我想，"嗯，你的聲音如此接近。你應該是

able to see this." But I don't understand that you can't see around the corner.

能夠看到這個。"但我不明白，你看不到拐角處的情況。

That happens too. Another thing

這種情況也會發生。還有一件事

that happens when I'm around sighted people is I can't tell what they're doing

當我在視力正常的人身邊時，我無法判斷他們在做什麼。

all the time. If I just start to talk to somebody and they don't

所有的時間。如果我剛開始和某人說話，他們不知道。

respond I'm going, "I know you're still here."

響應我去，"我知道你還在這裡。"

"Oh, yeah, you might be on your phone or something like that."

"哦，對了，你可能在玩手機之類的。"

It happens all the time. I never quite know what

這事經常發生。我從來不知道

sighted people are doing. There are times when I'll be talking to somebody

視力正常的人在做什麼。有的時候，我會和別人說話的時候

and maybe they get distracted or have to go away

也許他們會分心，或者不得不離開。

for a quick second while I'm talking to them and I'm just sitting there talking going,

一秒鐘，而我和他們說話，我只是坐在那裡說話去。

"Hello. [gasp] Oh, you really did leave."

"你好，你真的走了。哦，你真的走了。"

"Wait, I'll be right back!"

"等等，我馬上回來！"

And that's a time where I thought they were right there looking at me.

而那時候我以為他們就在那裡看著我。

Totally engaged in what I had to say. And they got distracted

完全參與了我要說的話。而他們卻分心了

and had to leave. Isn't it funny. I'm talking about sighted

而不得不離開。是不是很有趣。我說的是視力

people watching me and then sighted people not even looking.

人看著我，然後視線人都不看。

It's very hard to know.

這是很難知道的。

[music plays] Just because I'm blind people think that I

[音樂播放] 就因為我是個瞎子 人們就認為我是個瞎子

can't really stare at somebody, right, but I do.

不能真的盯著某人，對吧，但我做的。

It's not staring with my eyes, but you better believe

它沒有盯著我的眼睛，但你最好相信。

I'm checking people out. I listen to conversations.

我在觀察別人。我聽對話。

I just start to zero in on a conversation. For example,

我只是開始歸零的對話。例如：

if we're having lunch or something like that. And there's somebody at the next table talking about

如果我們正在吃午飯或類似的東西。還有人在隔壁桌說起了

something interesting, I am all in. And I'm transfixed

有趣的東西，我都在。而且我被迷住了

just like you would be with your eyes if you were watching somebody.

就像你會用你的眼睛，如果你是看著別人。

And I'm just all on that conversation.

而我只是全身心地投入到這場對話中。

You know, people are like, "Tommy, what are doing?" "Shh, they're talking

你知道，人們都喜歡，"湯米，你在做什麼？""噓，他們在說

about something cool over here. Hang on a second."

關於一些很酷的東西在這裡。等一下。"

I love that so I'm guilty of it too. And this is why

我喜歡這樣，所以我也很內疚。這就是為什麼

I talk quietly when I'm out.

我在外面的時候都是悄悄地說話。

[music plays] Hey, by the way,

[音樂播放] 嘿，順便說一下

I want to recommend a channel to you. A couple weeks ago at YouTube Space LA,

我想向你推薦一個頻道。幾周前在YouTube Space LA，

I happen to meet a lovely couple who have a channel called Wranglerstar.

我碰巧遇到一對可愛的情侶，他們有一個頻道叫 "Wranglerstar"。

And what these guys did is very cool. They left

而這些傢伙所做的是非常酷的。他們離開了

the city to become modern homesteaders up in the rugged mountains

城裡的人變成了現代的山裡人。

of the Pacific Northwest. These guys do all

的西北太平洋。這些傢伙做所有

kinds of outdoorsy stuff. You know, cutting down

各種戶外的東西。你知道，砍伐

big trees and building things and putting things together.

大樹，造物，拼物。

Just doing it all on their own. It's off the grid stuff

只是自己做的一切。這是脫胎換骨的東西

and it's amazing and it's honestly stuff I never really knew about

它是驚人的，它是誠實的東西 我從來沒有真正知道的

before so I'm learning a lot from these guys as well.

之前，所以我也從這些人身上學到了很多東西。

A couple of the videos I really like, well one of them

我很喜歡的幾個視頻，好吧，其中一個。

is where he's talking about these handmade clamps that he uses

就是他說的這些手工夾子，他用的是

that are very intricate. Another, he's demonstrating a

是非常複雜的。另一個，他在展示一個

tractor and how it works, and my favorite talking about

拖拉機和它是如何工作的，我最喜歡談論的是

these steel pants he wears. I swear to god, he wears metal pants.

這些鋼褲他穿。我向上帝發誓，他穿的是金屬褲。

He also does videos about everything

他還做了關於一切的視頻

that's going on in the world and stuff that's happening on YouTube like

世界上正在發生的事情和東西，發生在YouTube上，像。

channels getting hacked. He also talks about YouTube ad revenue

頻道被黑客攻擊。他還談到了YouTube的廣告收入

being cut and even all that stuff that went on with

被削減，甚至所有的東西，去與

PewDiePie and how Casey Neistat reacted to it and everything.

PewDiePie以及Casey Neistat對它的反應和一切。

He just brings a real different perspective to it. It's very grounded.

他只是帶來了一個真正不同的視角。很接地氣。

I love listening to him talk about it. So check him out.

我喜歡聽他講這些。那就去看看他吧。

Subscribe to his channel. Look, there's a link right there on the screen

訂閱他的頻道。看，螢幕上有個鏈接。

and in the description as well. Hey, you got to get me a pair of those metal pants, man.

在描述中也是如此。嘿，你得給我買條金屬褲，夥計。

I bet they go with everything.

我敢打賭，他們與所有的東西。