continuous lapse in my judgment, and I don't expect to be forgiven.

I'm simply here to apologize.

So what we came across that day in the woods was obviously unplanned and the reactions you saw on tape were raw, they were unfiltered

None of us knew how to react, or how to feel.

I should have never posted the video. I should have put the cameras down,

and stopped recording what we were going through.

There are a lot of things I should have done differently, but I didn't,

and for that, from the bottom of my heart, I'm sorry.

I want to apologize to the internet, I want to apologize to anyone who has seen the video.

I want to apologize to anyone who has been affected or touched by mental illness or depression, or suicide.

But most importantly I want to apologize to the victim and his family.

For my fans who are

defending my actions,

please don't.

They do not deserve to be defended.

The goal with my content is always to entertain,

to push the boundaries to be all inclusive in the world I live in and share,

almost everything I do the intent is never to be heartless, cruel,

or malicious.

Like I said, I've made a huge mistake. I don't expect to be forgiven,

I'm just here to apologise.

I'm ashamed in myself.

I'm disappointed in myself, and I promise to be better.

I will be better, thank you.