and love this picture of you in here, really really great, so healthy looking

and happy

which is you know, it's a great thing for you to show that you can get

to this this place of health that you are at right now.

Do you know about this? Maxim's Hot 100? I didn't know. It comes out next week

actually this week well while we're talking the sun out yet

but you're number twenty six

and now

makes me feel weird i'm not gonna lie and i don't

and and

and not really the type of um... artist that really

likes to show a lot of skin and so to be in that

is

is pretty cool is pretty cool

and especially from someone you've been very honest about it did not know about

the by putting an i don't know a lot about jump like right now let me know

higher

i know that year

very honest about other issues that you have you talked about things that that

you've struggled with and so to come from that said to be in the most

beautiful and and to be named that must mean something yeah you know it is

because it alone intends to that list isn't just about

at the most

good-looking people and atlanta and sat about like who has a lot of projects

coming out to send to me i did that was his

business um... the most beautiful issue i mean that's just pure awesome but mike

i don't get it all back something like the hot things but whatever uh... that

means that's cool

uh... blanking it does it shows a lot and kindly really fired in the past

two-year sonya springy also you sure have

and at least in south america

i would imagine a lot of young girls come up to you and then say you've you'd

see either saved my life where you can give helped me get healthier yall not of

girls i said that to me and

honestly i can't tell you

what antonin like putting a one-time carmela fills within because i think

that when it when you're on television you have

and to give an obligation but tumi it's its nice that you can actually you know

be a face for something and and for you to help young girls that are struggling

with an eating disorder bulimia cutting whatever it is and then they see that

you're happy and you're healthy and you get through it and get to the other side

that's important for young girls to see

and wells

people out there

dot grandpa

session

it's actually really call of the neck and i just had this morning right now we

realized at that time

i am when i went into treatment that is

so hard on myself 'cause all i wanted to be as beautiful and perfect and

if you did told me i guess in two years ago that i would be on this list

ice and think

began when it made sense to me and so does it make now but

it's pretty cool we just never know what's around the corner and i think

that's the most important thing with whatever you're feeling right now

however dark and deep it is

you actually ideally schedule i'm not saying you know

this morning the greatest i was scared sometimes

have gotten your most vulnerable to tell you

now what's around the point is that a lot of girls think that right now is

everything

high school is evident in it isn't that you need that you can get past that you

can get to a place where things are better and i think that's that's what it

is