Name: 別再假裝正能量：承認吧！你不是真正的快樂！(Forced Positivity on YouTube)
Uploaded: 2017-01-19T22:00:00.000Z
Duration: 10 min 8 s

現在進行式

This is the kind of video where it might seem like I'm calling someone out..

這部影片，就是那種我好像在針對某些人的影片...

在我內心深處，本人真的不在意

Everyone just loves to create drama behind the scene-

大家很愛幫我腦補很多內心小劇場

This video is gonna be a little different..

Let's just.. let's just get this out there

讓這一切不會那麼尷尬，好嗎？

I think we all do.. and i don't think a lotta people talk about it

我想我們都是，但我想並沒有很多人在討論這件事

I think it's either you're happy or you're depressed!

我覺得你不是「快樂」就是「不快樂」

They ask you how you are and you say you're fine

他們會問你「感覺怎樣」？你回答說「還好」

You can't get into it they would never understand.

你很難仔細解釋，因為他們也不會懂

所以我會說我自己算是處於灰色地帶

If someone asks: - "Hey Poodiepie, how you doing?" - I'm fine..

如果有人問「嘿Pewdiepie，你過得怎樣啊？」「我還好」

這些超誠實的影片，我承受不住

but it-  at that time I also know this is temporary..

但是同時我也會知道，這是暫時的

And there's times where I- I feel unhappy!

That's just.. maybe that's just my personal chemistry

也許這只是我個人起的化學作用啦

I don't think anyone is constantly happy.

I don't think been happy all the time is something desirable AT ALL!

我完全不覺得「永遠快樂」是件理想的事

Now if you watch my older videos, I might seem a lot happier

假如說你有看一些我早期的影片，我可能看起來會比較快樂

I might seem a lot chipper, a lot more positive..

我可能比較活潑、比較散播正能量一點

我想說「它的確奏效」也無妨吧

I think a lotta people on YouTube are drawn to..

I think a lot of YouTubers are aware of this..

而我想很多YouTuber注意到這件事

And that's why they're forcing positivity on YouTube!

這就是為什麼他們都會強迫自己要在YouTube上散播正能量

But, the thing that I realized after doing YouTube for two years..

但是，在我經營2年YouTube後，我了解到的是

There were times where I recorded myself playing videogames

有時候我會錄自己在打電動遊戲

Pretending that this game that I'm playing

You know? People love my old videos and I think people still f- feel..

你知道嗎？大家很愛我早期的影片，我想很多人

What would happen was that I would play the game and be like:

發生的事情是，當我在玩那些遊戲時，我就會

「耶！！遊戲超讚啊啊啊！（打嗝）」

In minutes as I hit the stop recording button..

當我按下「停止錄影」按鈕的那個瞬間

我會馬上陷入....一個超爛的情緒

And you might think: "Well.. it's his job to make videos!

你可能會想說「錄影片是他的工作」

Because I wanna see him play Happy Wheels!"

「我就是想要看他玩《Happy Wheels》！」

某種程度而言，我想你說得沒錯

要幹這件事完全就是在折磨靈魂！

And I realized that if I'm gonna keep making videos

我也理解到如果我打算持續做影片

And say: "Well, this is shit.. I'm not gonna play it!"

然後說「噢這根本狗屎，我才不要玩這個」

也就是「這遊戲根本狗屎」這回事

但這樣會讓我感覺快樂一點，也比較沒那麼....

也會讓我比較不那麼討厭我自己，所以

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別再假裝正能量：承認吧！你不是真正的快樂！(Forced Positivity on YouTube)

awkward

constantly

pretend

depression