Name: 瘦就是好？厭食症患者的獨白 (What It’s Like To Struggle With Anorexia)
Uploaded: 2016-08-02T21:59:59.000Z
Duration: 1 min 35 s

- [Voiceover] I cry every time my mother says

（旁白）每當我哭了，媽媽會說：

What it's like to struggle with anorexia.

Anorexia nervosa is an eating disorder that causes people to become fixated in their diet and not gaining weight.

厭食症是一種飲食失調，以致病人對飲食和體重的增加有病態的固執

The Whisper app allows people to share stories anonymously. Here are some actual confessions from people struggling with anorexia.

一些私隠度高的流動應用程序，讓人們可以匿名分享自己的故事，以下是一些厭食症患者的告白

- [Voiceover] Whenever my boyfriend sees my body,

(旁白)每當我男朋友看到我的身體，

I'm scared that he'll notice I'm anorexic.

我總擔心，他會知道我患上厭食症

- [Voiceover] I tell people I'm on a liquid diet.

（旁白）我告訴別人，我在減肥，我只吃流質食物

What they don't realize is that I'm anorexic,

My head keeps telling me, pretty girls don't eat.

我的大腦不停地告訴我：漂亮的姑娘是不吃食物的

The only time I eat is when I'm going drinking,

- [Voiceover] I only eat in front of my parents

（旁白）我只會在我父母面前吃東西．

希望他們不會知道我有厭食症，

- [Voiceover] I tell everyone I'm losing weight

（旁白）我告訴所有人，我在減肥．

- [Voiceover] I'm anorexic and I'm trying to get better.

（旁白）我患上了厭食症，我希望可以好起來．

I can't stand that every restaurant displays calories.

我無法忍受飯館展示食物的熱量，

- [Voiceover] I denied the fact that I have anorexia.

（旁白）我拒絕承認我患上了厭食症．

為了她，我必須作出改變，以身作則．

- [Voiceover] I recovered from anorexia four years ago.

（旁白）四年前，我從厭食症的陰影中走出來，恢復了健康．

I used to pray to God that he would let me die.

過去，我常常向上帝禱告，請讓我死去

But surviving has made me a stronger person.