Sure are!

我知道

Great.

做得好

So, hi Freddy.

哈囉~弗雷迪

Hi!

你好

What up, Shanti?

嗨~香提？

Hi Saf.

嗨~桑

Hi.

你好

We've talked about different, like,

我們之前討論過其他議題，像是

body insecurities in the past and stuff,

對於自己身材的困擾等等之類的

and I remember you talking to me about one

而我記得你曾跟我說關於身材方面的事

when you were really, really young.

在你非常非常年輕的時候

Do you remember what you told me?

你還記得你當時說了什麼嗎？

I always wanted a butt.

我一直想要有翹臀

I always wanted to just be thicker.

想要讓自己看起來豐滿一些

I always, always, always

我一直一直

wanted blue eyes.

很想擁有對藍眼睛

Boobs.

傲人的胸部

It was boobs.

一直都是如此

Within the black community, being thicker,

在黑人群體裡，有豐滿的身材

having a butt, having thicker thighs,

翹臀和結實的大腿

and just having that, like, hourglass shape

還有凹凸有致的身形

is what was sought after for young women,

那是年輕女孩們所追求的理想身材

and that's what guys liked.

也是男生們所喜歡的類型

I was like insecure about my body in general,

我之前總對自己的身材感到很困擾

and also thinking that my body looked imbalanced.

老是覺得自己的身材比例是不平衡的

I kind of felt boring.

我總覺得無趣毫無變化

You thought that you'd would feel more pretty

所以你認為擁有對藍色的眼眸

if you had blue eyes?

會讓自己看起來更漂亮？

Yeah, I always was like, everyone's so striking

沒錯，每個擁有藍眼眸和五官深邃特徵的人

with blue eyes and like dark features.

看起來都是非常醒目的

I am super comfortable with who I am

我對於自己的定位

and what I look like today.

以及長相覺得十分自在

And I also keep in mind to just

這也讓我牢記一點就是

not comment on anyone's weight

不要去對別人的身材指指點點

or anything that they don't have control over.

或是有控制他人想法的念頭

I don't want people to think I don't like who I am,

我不想由別人來塑造一個不喜歡的自己

but it's like something worth trying.

但有些事確實值得一試

I personally don't want fake boobs,

就我個人而言，我並不喜歡假的乳房

at the moment, but maybe when I'm 60.

至少目前是 ，但要是60歲我可能會有不一樣的想法

So, if I told you

好~如果我告訴你

that I got you butt pads.

我這有個屁股襯墊要給你

I have some blue contacts for you.

我們準備了藍色的隱形眼鏡給你

A mega push-up bra and like chicken cutlets.

現場備有集中型魔術胸罩，就像矽膠美胸墊一樣

Would you want to try them out for the day?

你會想現場試試嗎？

I've never put in contacts in my life.

我從沒戴過隱形眼鏡欸

Oh yeah, is it the bombshell?

喔耶~是那種令人震撼的胸罩嗎？

Is it the bombshell bra?

穿起來就會驚為天人嗎？

I have no problem trying out butt pads for a day,

要我試用一天的話當然沒有問題

but just the experiment of seeing if it changes

就當是讓自己的身體

the way that I feel about my body and just seeing

有個不同感受的體驗

the way other people react will be pretty cool.

以及從別人那邊所得到的回應，感覺蠻酷的

Is it sad that my boobs are literally

這看起來是不是有點悲哀啊

smaller than the amount of padding that's in here? (laughs)

感覺胸罩的胸墊還比自己的胸部有料？(笑)

It'll be easy right?

這體驗應該很簡單吧？

Are you scared?

你會害怕嗎？

Yes.

會

Let's see, let's see how it looks.

我們就來試試，看看效果如何

They're in, they are in.

戴上了~戴上了

How do they feel?

感覺如何？

They feel a little dry,

感覺有點乾澀

they're almost like blue-gray,

顏色比較像是藍灰色

the way it reacted with the brown.

因為我的眼睛是棕色的關係

Got your boobs on?

內衣穿好了嗎？

I do have my boobs on.

穿好了

Look how sad my old bra looks.

看看我這悲慘的舊胸罩

Is this what you feel like, Shanti, every day?

這是你所想像的感覺嗎，香提？

Kind of, there's just a lot of breast to deal with.

蠻像的，感覺蠻有份量的

It's definitely going to make a statement

這就像要在街上

as I walk down the street.

發表演說那樣地引人注目

Could you show us?

你要來秀一下嗎？

Oh my god, it's kind of big to the point

我的天啊~這的確是一大焦點

where I could get catcalled, but it's intense.

可以會引起不少注意，這令我緊張

This is gonna be a day.

而且是要穿戴一天欸

Candace is really teary eyed.

大家看看我這淚眼汪汪的眼睛

Got some eye drops, a little backup.

我這兒有眼液和備用的隱形眼鏡

So my pads have created a ravine between the two cups.

你看我的胸墊襯托出我的胸部

You can see the two separating like a valley

這裡可以很明顯的看到像峽谷般的溝曲

between two large mountains.

在兩座山峰之間

How do you feel about my new butt?

你覺得我這新改造的臀部如何？

Oh!

喔！

Damn.

天啊

It looks really good, and I'm not going to lie,

看起來很棒，真的

I saw you walking earlier,

剛才我看你走進來時

and I looked over and I was like, "Freddy!"

看到你的改變之後，心裡就開始不驚讚嘆啦！

Guys I'm going to be honest with you,

大夥兒，老實說

these look pretty cool.

這看起來很酷

I love myself, you know, everyone should,

我愛我自己，你知道的，每個人都應該如此

but these are pretty cool.

但是這隱形眼鏡戴起來真的超酷

Kristen, did you notice?

克里斯汀，你有注意到什麼嗎？

I did not notice, I only noticed when

我沒注意

you were grabbing your boobs.

直到我看到你捧著你的胸部

Then I was like, "Something's up with those boobs."

讓我不由想到「難道是你的胸部藏了什麼祕密嗎？」

It's just different, yeah?

感覺不一樣了，對嗎？

It's new, it's very much like, a butt shape.

感覺真的很不一樣~你看那臀型

I don't know, there's a lot to contemplate with that butt.

我不知道怎麼形容~但很難不去注意到她的改變

There's a lot of things to think about.

真的很難以言語去形容

Do you like 'em?

你喜歡我這新的隱形眼鏡嗎？

I love them, I want them.

我很喜歡~好想要喔

I'm so jealous right now.

很忌妒你欸

But it's making the whites of your eyes look fake.

不過看起來不是這麼真實

Too white? All of it looks fake.

感覺顏色偏白，色調上不是很自然

You look Snapchat filter.

就像是使用Snapchat特效過一樣

So I changed my shirt into something more revealing,

我現在換了一件衣服，這樣看來更明顯了

and I will say these are legitimately a shelf.

而我會形容這就像是書架子一般

This is why boobs are called a rack.

這也是為什麼有人會說胸部就像支架一樣

I don't know, I don't think I like this.

我不知道，這好像不是我想要的

I don't think I like them.

我不認為我很喜歡現在這樣

I was like checking out your butt,

我一直在注意你的臀部

and it was like, it was, it was like it was bigger.

覺得~覺得比之前大了許多

Mhmm.

嗯嗯

Yeah, but I still miss your old butt, Freddy.

嗯~不過我還是喜歡你之前那樣，弗雷迪

Thank you.

謝謝妳

I kind of miss it too.

我自己也這麼覺得

Okay, I took my boobs out to go to yoga,

好~我現在換回了原本的胸墊，要去做瑜珈

and I am very comfortable.

而現在我覺得很自在

I don't know.

怎麼說呢

I think I like my boobs.

我想我比較喜歡原本的樣子

The big butt's been fun.

有諾大的臀部的確很不一樣的體驗

All the banter around it has been fun,

所有關於臀部的嘲弄也很有趣

but I'm getting kind of tired of it,

但這讓我覺得有點累人

just because I feel so good

而我覺得很棒的是

that I've gotten so comfortable with my body

我對自己原本的模樣就已經覺得滿足

in the last like ten years or so.

在往後的十年或甚至是更久之後都是如此

So it kind of feels like I'm taking a step back.

所以我想對於這件事我可以退一步

So, Fred, what do you have there?

好~弗雷迪，你現在拿在手上的是什麼？

These are my butt pads.

這就是我的屁股襯墊

What a ride we've had.

還有不同凡響的體驗呢

How'd it go?

在那過程中覺得如何呢？

I will be very honest and say

我得很誠實地說

I didn't like it a lot.

我並不是很喜歡

It was really fun to just kind of be someone else

想模仿他人的確很有趣

for a little bit even though it was just my eyes.

就算只是戴了變色的隱形眼鏡

So I went and I changed into a tighter shirt,

過程中我換了件比較緊身的上衣

because my shirt was kind of loose like and flowy,

因為一開始的那件太寬鬆了

and I was like so self-conscious that someone would notice,

當時我也覺得引人注目讓我有點難以為情

that I was kind of walking around like this.

所以走路時會不自覺就會抱胸

So I didn't feel as self-conscious in them

我覺得沒有想像中那樣

as I thought I would.

那麼的合意

I was actually having a lot of fun with them.

雖然在體驗過程中的確很好玩

What was the most surprising thing that happened?

在體驗的過程中你覺得最讓你驚訝的事情是什麼？

I think people like me better without the blue eyes,

我想就是周圍的人都認為我原本的樣子比較自然

which was a nice lesson learned.

這確實讓我也上了一課

As you sort of like get further and further away

猶如你過了那段

from those awkward teenage years, you just become

年少歲月，對於

more comfortable in your body.

自己的身材也就沒有那麼執著了

I'm such a proponent of like accepting your body

我個人比較贊成接納自己原本的樣子

and like self love and just wearing these kind of

並愛惜自己，當我回想用這屁股襯墊的時候

felt like "Girl, what are you doing?"

開始有一種「天啊~我這是在做什麼啊」的感覺

Yeah, it didn't feel like you.

對啊~這的確不像妳

Yeah.

是啊

I think it's totally normal to want what you can't have,

我想人會想要自己無法擁有的東西是非常正常的

and when you actually get it,

但當你得到的時候

you don't feel like your true self.

好像又不是麼一回事

It made me feel proud of myself for being

讓我覺得驕傲的是

way more comfortable in my body now than I used to be.

我認為做自己最自在

There's not a problem with like, seeing what

這並不是什麼

different things look like and kind of looking at that,

很深奧難懂的道理

but at the end of the day, you are you,

最終，你就是你

and you should be proud of it!

而你應該為此感到驕傲

Like I should be proud of my brown eyes!

就像我應該為自己擁有棕色雙眼感到自豪

I'm still insecure about some things, but like,

當然還是有覺得不完美的地方，但是

I feel like you sort of develop tactics and techniques

最好的方式就是

to accept it as opposed to trying to like

接納而不是

constantly figure out ways to change it.

想方設法去改變它

And of course I'm not 100% mature

當然我也不是百分百那樣成熟

or 100% a functioning adult, but it is cool to see like

或是完美的人，但很棒的是

that you can just be more comfortable

你能接納原本的自己

and things to get better.

且活得更有意義

That is a 16 ounce cup.

瞧~這翹臀上竟然能放一杯16盎司的飲料欸！