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  • My name is Michaela DePrince.

  • When I first started to write my speech,

  • I thought, maybe, I could give it a fairytale kind of twist.

  • But only because most people tell me that my life is a fairytale.

  • But I have to say I strongly disagree.

  • Yes, I got what I've always dreamed of, but I have to fight for it.

  • I wasn't always called Michaela DePrince.

  • My original name is Mabinty Bangura,

  • and I was born in Sierra Leone, West Africa in 1995,

  • four years after the bloody civil war.

  • This war would displace thousands of men,

  • it would cause thousands of women and children to be raped,

  • and over 50,000 people would be killed.

  • My parents were among them.

  • I was born with vitiligo, a skin condition.

  • It left white patches all over my body.

  • I was different.

  • In Sierra Leone, they didn't understand

  • the fact that just because I had white patches on my skin,

  • that I was just born this way,

  • they thought I was a curse.

  • They started to call me "the devil's child,"

  • because anybody who would look like this would be the child of the devil.

  • I was ridiculed and harassed,

  • because I looked different.

  • My parents tried to defend me as much as they could,

  • but they understood I'd never get married

  • because of the way I looked.

  • They tried to educate me, they taught me to read,

  • and they started to save money for my education.

  • But when my parents passed away, I was defenseless and alone.

  • I've never been so scared in my life.

  • My uncle took me to the orphanage,

  • knowing that he could never get a good price for me as a bride,

  • and never came back for me.

  • In the orphanage we were taken care of by aunties,

  • not like the aunties you have at home, the aunties who love you.

  • They care about you no matter what you do.

  • These aunties were uneducated women,

  • who only take care us to bring food home for their kids.

  • They would wash our clothes and give us food.

  • But these aunties had their favorites.

  • There were 27 kids in the orphanage.

  • Number 1 got the biggest portion of food and the first choice of clothes.

  • Number 27 got the smallest portion of food and the last choice of clothes.

  • I was number 27.

  • Everyday in the orphanage, I was starving.

  • I have never felt so alone before.

  • How could this happen to me?

  • This is when I realized it was much easier to not care about anybody

  • because they always ended up leaving me.

  • But then I made a friend in the orphanage.

  • Her name was Mabinty, Mabinty Suma.

  • Number 26 was always in ill health, sick, but she always had a kind heart.

  • And she was always [full of good cheer].

  • Number 26 would always listen to all my fears, and all my dreams.

  • Whenever I was scared, she would sing to me.

  • When I couldn't fall asleep, she would tell me a bedtime story.

  • And Number 26 is still doing that 15 years later, as my sister Mia.

  • And one day,

  • the big wind threw a magazine right onto the gate at the orphanage.

  • I reached out, and I grabbed it.

  • And I saw something.

  • This amazing creature, this person I have never seen before,

  • she is on her tippytoes, and in this beautiful pink costume.

  • But what really struck me the most was the fact that she looked so happy.

  • I hadn't been happy in a long time.

  • So I thought to myself, if she is happy because this is what she is doing,

  • then, maybe, I could be happy too someday.

  • I had to be this person, I just had to be,

  • in order to become something.

  • So I ripped the cover off the magazine, and put it in my underwear

  • because I had nowhere else to put it.

  • Because as number 27, I didn't have anything to do,

  • they would never give me toys or any clothes,

  • so where else could I put it?

  • And then, a teacher came to the orphanage to teach us English.

  • She was also pregnant at that time.

  • I showed teacher Sarah the magazine cover,

  • and she explained to me this person was dancing ballet.

  • She was a ballerina.

  • I was going to be this ballerina, I just had to be.

  • I'd always go onto my tippytoes everyday and practice just like the ballerina.

  • I thought, maybe, one day, with everything going so well,

  • I finally had somebody who cared about me,

  • maybe one day I could be this ballerina.

  • Teacher Sarah cared about me so much,

  • and she knew how important it was for me to get a good education,

  • so she would always give me extra lessons.

  • After a few extra lessons, teacher Sarah and I started to walk towards the gate.

  • Me twirling around, trying to be the ballerina on the magazine.

  • And all of a sudden, two rebels come towards the gate,

  • [with] a little rebel lagging behind them.

  • And around the corner, a truck full of them.

  • They were laughing and cheering.

  • They must have been drinking a lot or under some type of drug.

  • And they saw us.

  • They saw that teacher Sarah was pregnant.

  • They started betting on whether or not it was a girl or a boy.

  • And so they decided to find out.

  • They took their machetes out and cut her stomach.

  • It was a baby girl.

  • If it was a boy, maybe she would have lived

  • because they would taught him to become a rebel when he was older.

  • But it was a girl, so they cut her arms and legs off in front of me,

  • and I tried to go save her so I went underneath the gate.

  • The little boy thought he should try to copy the older rebels.

  • He took his machete out and cut my stomach.

  • Now that you've heard my story, the beginning of my life,

  • do you think it's a fairytale?

  • But soon, my life would turn around.

  • Soon, I would have positivity in my life.

  • I would find out I was going to be adopted by an American family.

  • It took me a while to get to my adopted family.

  • We had to walk, all the orphanages, all the orphan kids had to walk

  • from Makeni, Sierra Leone, all the way to Guinea,

  • and from Guinea we took a plane to [Accra, Ghana].

  • I was very sick when I got off the plane, and just miserable, and you know...

  • How could my life get any better?

  • I was a devil's child; of course nothing good could happen to me.

  • And also I was miserable because I thought I would never see my best friend again.

  • But then I saw her, the lady in the bright red shoes.

  • With the bright white, white, white hair; I have never seen anything like it before.

  • She was my new mamma.

  • She reached out and said, "I'm your new mamma."

  • She grabbed my hand, and my best friend's hand,

  • and walked us away.

  • I was getting adopted with my best friend.

  • We got to the hotel,

  • and once my mum put her luggage down, I looked through everything,

  • I looked through every nook and cranny

  • trying to find my pointe shoes, my tiara, and my tutu,

  • because isn't that what always happens in a fairytale?

  • But they weren't there.

  • I didn't speak any English,

  • so I thought the only way I could show her was to show her the magazine.

  • I took it out of my underwear, and I showed her,

  • and she understood right away.

  • She said: "You will dance."

  • When I got to the U.S., I started taking ballet classes.

  • My mum drove me every single day.

  • Except before my first ballet class,

  • I was so scared to show my spots for the kids to make fun of me.

  • I begged my mamma to please buy me a leotard to hide all my spots.

  • It was a long sleeved leotard that went all the way up to my neck.

  • It was so hot in it she had to take it off right away.

  • And I put on my pink leotards and tights.

  • I went to class once a week, twice a week,

  • and then, eventually, by the time I was 10 years old,

  • I was dancing five times a week.

  • I worked as hard as I possibly could because I had to be this ballerina;

  • it was the only way for me to be happy.

  • But while I was working hard, I lost somebody.

  • I lost my 24-year-old brother, Teddy.

  • He was the person who made me be able to trust men again,

  • to not be scared of black men who were shouting,

  • to not be scared of men in general, to not be scared of my own father.

  • And again, this is what always happens when I care about people.

  • They always die and leave me.

  • I decided to push my family away

  • because if they died and left me I don't know what I could do.

  • I didn't want them to die because I cared about them.

  • But my parents were able to convince me

  • that even though the people I love may die,

  • their love will always stay with me.

  • Their love is a part of who I am today.

  • I worked hard for many, many years. and then, finally, my hard work paid off.

  • I got accepted into a professional ballet company.

  • I had become the ballerina that I've always dreamed of.

  • I couldn't believe it.

  • How could this happen to me? Again, I was the devil's child.

  • With all this hard work going on,

  • I didn't think that any dream like this could ever come true.

  • I was very happy, finally. For once.

  • But the reason why I am here today, the reason why I am telling you my story

  • is because I want to encourage young people to aspire to dream.

  • I want people to understand

  • that it is OK to be different, it is OK to stand out.

  • I'm different.

  • And I want you to understand to believe in yourself,

  • to believe that you have talent even if you don't think you do.

  • No matter what circumstances you are under,

  • no matter how poor, or how sad you are at any given moment,

  • believe.

  • And dare to dream. Dare to push boundaries.

  • Dare to be different, dare to stand out, and all above.

  • And last but not least, don't be afraid of living and loving.

  • And this is how I express myself.

  • (Ballet dancing)

  • (Applause)

My name is Michaela DePrince.

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