and smashing through things.

SUBJECT 2: I'm literally playing with my consciousness

so that I can feel how I want to feel, when I want to feel it.

SUBJECT 3: People are just trying to survive.

SUBJECT 4: All right.

So we're basically going undercover here.

SUBJECT 5: Nothing to go places, I guess,

where I'm not suppose to be.

SUBJECT 6: It's something that is really sacred to me,

and I can't imagine my wife about it now.

SUBJECT 7: This is my dream and reality.

SUBJECT 8: All that excitement, energy,

it's a feeling that everyone should experience.