But as a matter of fact,when you go to the castings or jobs

事實上，去試鏡或求職時

People always ask you to have absolutely no makeup on.

絕對會被要求不要上妝

Today my makeup look is a brown smokey eye and nude lip and some shimmer on my cheeks

今天我的妝容是咖啡色煙燻眼影、裸唇、臉頰帶一點珠光

I'm wearing a nature,soft look but with a strong brow

我的妝感是自然柔和，但眉毛是濃的

cat eyes, couple shadow, and metallic lips

翹起的眼尾、雙色眼、金屬感的嘴唇

I'm wearing a really gringy, rock chic make up. Really dark eyes.

我的妝很前衛、很搖滾，還有深色眼影

Clean skin, full brows, slight contouring and a bold lip

乾淨的肌膚、豐滿的眉、微輪廓清晰和用大膽色的唇

A lot of people, in fact, think that we are not real people

許多人，事實上認為我們不是真實的人

Also people don't realize that there is a huge team behind that picture

也不知道在這張照片的背後，有個龐大的團隊

It'd be up to 20 people on set

一組大概最多有20個人

And I'm just talking about photo shoot.

而指的只是拍照

The show, could be a hundred.

一場秀可以到100人

That's a BIG process, and it is not only up to me

那是一個很龐大的準備過程，並不是只靠我一個人就可以

It thanks to all this people who are so talented

這必須感謝這群這麼有才能人們

So,yeah,there is a big work behind all of these pretty pictures.

所以，是的，在這些漂亮照片的後面，有著很大的準備工程

A hard thing in this industry is comparison

這行業中最難受的是被比較

But really, it can applied to everyone especially this age with social media being what it is

但，真的，這可套用在所有人身上，特別是在這個社群媒體充斥，所造成

A lot of girls get skinny shamed

很女孩會過度在意自己的身形

Some girls are naturally skinny

一些女孩是天生瘦

You just have to remember that everyone is different

只是你必須記得，每個人都是與眾不同的

some people think I'm too skinny and tall. But they think I don't have pimples.

我認為我太瘦和太高，但他們覺得我沒有痘痘但我有

When I grow up, my mom says that it's not makeup who makes you beautiful but what is inside.

長大後，我媽媽說讓一個人美麗的不是化妝，而是內在

From modeling, I start to learn English so can with people and I enjoy every second.

當模特兒後，我開始學英文，才能和大家溝通，我真的很享受過程中的每一秒

They're all thinking that modeling life...

大家總認為模特兒的生活是...

You're wearing all these amazing clothes,did champagne all the time

你總是穿著美呆的衣服、常常在比賽

For some of the girls it is like this,but not for everyone.

對一些女孩是這樣的，但不是每一個

When you waking up around six or seven o'clock in the morning,and you have to be at work already

當你大約在早上六或七點起床，你必須馬上進入工作狀態

Then you're shooting all day,and then you going home

然後你開始一整天的拍攝再回家

some of the girls are working out,and some of the girls, just you know, like spend their time with their family.

一些女孩繼續運動鍛鍊，一些女孩，你知道，喜歡將時間拿去陪伴家人

That's basically the daily honestly.

這就是一整天了，老實說

I don't feel beautiful everyday

我不覺得每天都很漂亮

Sometimes I have bad skin days,

有時候我有皮膚狀況不好的時候

Um, when I travel a lot or work a lot

恩，當我大量旅行和工作的時候

sometimes I have bad hair days and I just wanna cut a lot of ends under my shave

我也有髮質不好的時候，我就想用刀削掉一大段髮尾

and just watch Netflix the whole day.

然後整天在家看影集。

We have our own insecurities and we're not perfect.

我們有我們不安全感和不完美的時候。

Because of my work I have to stay in certain shape,

因為我的工作，所以我必須保持在一定的身材

which is very slim, you know, very fit

就是非常苗條，你知道，非常穠纖合度

But um... it's not considered to be sexy

但恩...不像大家認為的性感

In the society what sexy is big boobs, big butt, you know

因為社會認定的性感是大胸、大屁股，你知道

some curves. But I don't have them and

是趨勢，但我沒有那些東西

Sometimes I wanna have them because I wanna feel sexy like other girls on the beach

有時候我會享有那些東西，因為想更性感，像其他沙灘上的女孩般

But I am just like this flat girl.

但我就是這樣扁平身材的女孩

When I wanna feel sexy, I put on high heels. I don't care what everybody think

當我想要變得性感，我就穿上高跟鞋，我不在乎人家會怎麼想我

I am tall as the building!

我就是與建築般的高人一等！

There is one quote that I always really love it.

我非常喜歡一句名言

It's called "Comparison is the thief of joy."

那就是「比較偷走了快樂的泉源。」

And, it's very true. And I think that it took me a little bit of time to realize

講得真的很對，回想起來，當時我花了一點時間才瞭解

because it's really easy to get down on yourself being older than a lot of models who I work with

因為你真的很容易對自己感到失望，當自己比一起工作的模特兒還老時

Over time, you kind of just learn to roll with the punches more

時間一久，其實你會漸漸習慣這樣的不自在

.But I think you have to embrace who you are and what you bring to the table

但我覺得你必須擁接受真實的你、以及你所帶來的一切

because I think that will ultimately make you a more successful and happier model in person

因為我認為那最終將會使你自己成為一個更成功和快樂的模特兒

Finally I change my hairstyle because I was wearing my long hair

最後我改變了我的髮型，戴著一頂長假髮

With extension 3 years ago. To a black model wearing extension is a daily struggle of this job.

三年前還有接髮，對一個黑人模特兒來說，接髮是每天必經的折磨

Now I think that my country's more open to use your own hair

我想現在他們也接受模特兒原本的髮型

They actually now they love a lot.

他們現在也很喜歡這樣做

That's why I change and they will show my nature hair and everyone loves it.

這也是為什麼我改變了原本的髮型、露出自然的頭髮，而每一個人很喜歡！

Now I grow up and I know that every kind of hair, they can be beautiful

現在我長大了，明白每一種髮型都可以是很漂亮的

In the beginning, when the kids are young, they can say lots of things

一開始，小朋友不夠懂事時，會講很多不好聽的話

But when they're gonna grow up, a lot of people will be jealous that you're redhead

但當他們長大後，一大堆人們會忌妒你有一頭紅髮

.a lot of people would be so jealous of your freckles.

很多人會開始羨慕你的雀斑

Every different person, every different shape of face, it requires completely different makeups

每個不同的人，有著不同的臉型，需要完全不同的妝容

Like good makeup completely depend on a good makeup party

一個好的妝容完全都要靠化妝團隊

As a kid, I always got made fun of being too tall, too skinny, and I just wanna to fit in and look the same

小時候，我總是被取笑，太高、太瘦，所以我就想變得苗條就跟其他人一樣

I really hated my eyebrows, because they were so dark and so thick

我真的很討厭我的眉毛，因為他們顏色太深又太粗

But today, this is what's in right now so works perfectly for me

但今天，這就是今天的妝容，如此的適合我

Basically all my friends in the industry has similar experiences.

基本上，我所有模特兒界的朋友都有一樣的經歷

so so happy when I first started my modeling to realize that there were other people in the world going through the same thing

好高興，當我第一次開始模特兒工作的時候，瞭解到世界上還有好多其他人經歷著一樣的事情

.Maybe when I'm done, no modeling I'm just gonna take out some dye, get some boob and ass and just walk

等我不再當模特兒後，我可能會染個頭髮、做個假胸部或屁股，然後走人！

That's good.

這樣還不錯。