I smoke two packs a day

我一天要抽兩包菸

If I'm working both jobs at the same day then it could be like three or four.

如果當天要做兩份工作可能會抽三或四根

If I'm drinking then like five or six.

如果喝酒的話就五或六根吧

I've been smoking since I was probably fifteen

我從15歲就開始抽菸了

I started smoking because I was in a play. My excuse was method acting but deep down I really wanted to just try smoking cigarettes.

我為了演戲而開始抽菸。我的藉口是透過抽菸磨練演技，但在內心深處我其實只是想試試看菸

I went to college and started drinking and just

上了大學，開始喝酒就會

had an occasional cigarette while drinking and it took me here

偶爾邊喝邊抽菸，到了現在

I know smoking's bad for me it's possible that I want to quit eventually

我知道抽菸對身體很不好。之後我會想戒菸的

but it's a lot easier said than done

但這說來容易做起來難

I've quit for a few times, couple weeks tops, and then ended up just buying a pack again

我已經戒菸幾次了，最多幾個禮拜，但是最後還是會繼續買一包菸

I hope to get scared out of smoking cigarettes and finally be able to fully quit.

我希望能夠被嚇到戒煙

I'm upset with myself that I have decided to pick up this habit and hopefully seeing the

我對我自己不滿意因為養成了吸菸的習慣 但希望看到...

physical changes to my face

臉的變化

it'll help me make a positive choice in my life to quit smoking

會幫助我做好的決定～戒菸

I don't think it'll change my mind but it's worth giving it a shot

我覺得不會改變我的注意但這是值得給予機會的

oh

喔

Oh my god.

我的天啊

Oh shit. Oh wow.

喔天啊~ 哇

I'm so old.

我變超級老

The craziest part about it is it doesn't look like I have makeup on. It just looks like I'm an old man.

最誇張的是，我看起來沒有化妝！我真的看起來是老人

Uh, that's awful

喔好可怕啊

Lines around my lips will make my lipstick bleed, and I do like to wear lipstick.

唇紋會害我的口紅暈開

The looseness of the skin gives it a very almost frail texture

臉上鬆弛的皮膚看起來很脆弱

Well my teeth are absolutely disgusting and taken back it's pretty bizarre

哇我的牙齒有夠噁心及奇怪

If this is what my outside appearance looks like just from smoking cigarettes,

如果我的外表長得像是這樣

then I can not even imagine what my insides look like.

那我甚至無法想像身體裡面長得如何

It's kinda depressing. I am an old man

有點悲傷 我是老男人了

After this experience I definitely want to cut cigarettes out of my life completely

過了這個經驗我絕對想完全戒菸

I don't to continue this anymore.

我不想繼續抽了

I'm going to reconsider smoking less or quitting

我會重新考慮抽少點煙或戒菸

Try to make sure that my body ages naturally and not super advanced like this process shows

我想要保證我的身體會自然的變老，不會因為抽煙而提早老化

A lot of people say they only smoke when they're drinking alcohol and that's

許多人說他們喝酒才會抽菸

exactly how I started doing it can turn into a habit that you do every day

剛開始我也是這樣做的，但是很容易變成每天的習慣

I still kind of really want a cigarette which is how upsetting of a hold cigarettes can have on your life

現在我還想要抽根菸，煙對人生的影響真的很恐怖

it's not worth it

不值得