i have so many different additions and things i want to be doing in life

beyond just at the top and stuff like that

act i've known as being a deep and not only was i always a gate still animosity

i'm so some things i wanted to check i want to make a

an independent horror film bounced off of many small film a buildup from that

but aborted ambitions to our last i saw if i say again so i've been doing at

gmail live action role-playing we are dress-up incl shipments were five people

i've been doing that again and we can set maybe point to some kind of small

event like that him and again just falling of arts irritates me

the briefing the bombings the community was uh... i realized that one of those i

was uh... kind of dating i have four relationship prior to lining game

one of the relationship the last time i was in we found out the norwegian saying

a whole bunch of guys behind my back

but when i confronted her with that we broke up

ginned up stealing all of the belongings from my house my playstation my pc might

you know my admired my video game ab cm initiative tape she did

you my house completely baron has to look for a trust someone

occassional f myron and

six months of one of my friends academy spoke with the game

and he said he should adam

this book is designed for you he said you know realizing that it is because

you were supposed to do this

yes i know when you do this ship takes like a duck to water

i got a throwback shelf ignored it there was one of things she'd insight

and so i saw open up the books five reading it signed a prep course and i

thought was the start

newstrust insipid inspirations me because of reading the game whose

collective buster

does look into the community by chance to meet new straps are quite soon off to

a two to three great and he's really nice guy really genuine as follows

made me realize that a lot of the misconceptions about some of the topic

of losses

ratchet up alot of his side

melodic and hold true because when i met meal impossible he's very difference the

kind of image so i've kind of uh... been led to proceed by the charts and fit in

the community

without smiling journey through the game

adams definitely am

mc stands select

good points about me some of the top there is an stagnation negative sides

idol of uh... conceptions that some of these people prize absence hopeful they

could do whatever they want it when it came to london as some of my ads on my

aspirations to kinda like a sieve maybe

these diverse newstrust never danny will not walk when i actually met him

arrays are cheese three counts of alligators kind of

fitness kinda just like everybody else

uh... but still a very cool fun down supply route

unit too proud of himself or two

of his own birds and trees a

worth of difference of all the people i met who

not only want is good as they were trying to prove that they were but they

actually alan will kind of try to force the idea of people that they were

amazing that he really could pick up and see if they wanted i was ashamed because

if they just accepted that could fail sometimes

it might make it look easy at seventy relates them to believe coffins of thing

the lowest point for me in my journey in the game

was actually probly the point where everybody else would not in the month

it was the point where i had fourteen from dolphins acts the most beautiful

women throwing stones at him

uh... i would walk into my club in london two hundred fifty goes walking

the doll with me

uh... i believe she was probly at the top of my game

i realized i wasn't happy

i was on fulfil

i didn't enjoy life

i realize it used to work for anything we're just for themselves at me

i was at the lowest point of self motivation in my life i've got is that

what it'd be like me and i was actually looking at the why do you want this this

isn't funds unhappy

and it's honey points left me that the point where some everything became

happy and enjoy it was really i realize that religious one dollar winners fell

down

and i think anybody that's

made me really do just one whole bunch of random goes that i don't think

they've really experience

the pinnacle of that

because when you really have that when you really have a lifestyle when women

are throwing themselves if johnnie walker completely summit such collapse

for me to see how true this was abit of testimony where he saw me throwing women

out my bedroom were begging to come in that have sex with me

and that was the lifestyle is living and it wasn't for filling

david deangelo whose adviser's name i heard mentioned a lot throughout my

journeys in the greasy

but never actually boy whose products or read anything of this on and it was a

bone and she quite recently of what i've heard of them it was some because that's

what caused the plane

is a very recently that she had but when it more valium when he interviewed me

freezing teasers i gotta

call from some of the people in his camp saying hey they've got you would like to

interview dot satyam firsthand and it does not fit geniuses

not just what he knows about the public knows about life in general about this

is a marketing is a very a genuine vigil and high-level or just for a half-hour

phone conversation with them

they're definitely some people out there the have a negative outlook on the

community

him

and i think that anytime medical across that it's usually the person who's

actually fully understands

what the communities

from the specifically

but i think we have for the communities was a personal choice of of how you do

it

at always viewed the community as a mail self-help group

it's a bunch of eisner firstly admitting they have a problem in the comet dallas

and secondly that willing to do whatever it takes to get a

and it differently but the johnnie summits maybe a bit more aggressive some

it may not be a a pleasant experience

i think of a wholesome most it's a really good close to experience that

they come out the other side of it

for the better understanding women

i think one of the main reasons that the communities taboo or seen as being

citizen

on the ground and maybe out of a definitive

is to simply because of supplies a kind of

stead of letting the girls know what we're doing there so many people hide

behind force names

hide behind that you know online stories

risen reality you can click on and so the truth i mean cosmopolitan and at the

age of the full of true-life stories thing that actually happened to me

there's nothing wrong with accepting it

i want my biggest signs the weather a diet

actually is com with what they're doing

and in my opinion reshoot the giving out giving this advice

is based on how confluent off eight

being seen by people to be doing what they're doing

idvd topped with their name being put to it

everybody knows no manual to have made mistakes i've done some things that are

amazing python with the open it ever found out that my reply girlfriend

before i go without

i told him i was going to do a total for the proposed they've seen the whole

thing

there at the store out there on the cards and

because gone wrong maybe so i would happen with my name beamer and

who knows but the point is was brave enough to stand by and

the the biggest reasons i think that is a successful is this

is not only by the re-open its whatever was going on

levels or try my best is truthful as possible

i will literally

even if it completely pains me

come out that trying speak the complete truth somewhat a lot of some of you

wouldn't believe it or what

there's no way to adam could just come and so the truth in and guided i find

that's the only way to complete the congress testimony be open but also be

truthful

and that way you can if you've received from you on and then you need adjust

accordingly

unprofor from my personal point of view with regards to were rushed in the

community

on public associate myself with the classes

because i want to go out there and when it at the cupcakes and updating them

of until twelve hours

the foot martin is a definite turning point for the because i'm no longer pick

up on system is great i still get

perceived as one of his nowhere meet nick news i'm going to keep hope alive

as much as possible

but you know i are not out there to pick up to it

as much time going to help other people do that attesting myself as so many

trains on people to pick up off this trough of being a pic of artist myself

out of the finish line for the nsf i'm more would be debating coach

and looking at helping give with things beyond just picking up things

how to handle a date how to handle relationship

things like genuinely feel that i'm starting to gain a much stronger

him experience base on

the lava applicable to some kind of me to go move onto the next l constraint on

things like that

instant ladies and house have won my signs

for me it's much more about how can prolong that how can you ideally me

because he would be within seven forever

two years ago there's absolutely no way that would consider myself to somebody

qualified off-stage relationship a purpose we haven't

even though i was facing at the time i want to make sure that was coming down

to the point of authority i don't think you can smoke about relationships and

sleeping marriage unseen right through survey three and then

limestone in my marriage are still in addition of their funny coming out of

any kind of marriage product anytime soon

i want the experience of the wealth of knowledge before teach about it

it's really hard for me to work out whether my personal journey through this

income is the conclusion of one party will be coming is what everybody wants

but if i truthfully believe that for me for my own journey

from somebody who

who didn't have that and people see my jenny they've seen the spaces where

i didn't have any doubt in my life akemi luxury go for it

it's been documented how i went through some of you want to go about somebody

succeeded around pretty girls russell called one of the

largest club hosting companies in london i had those women in my life is still my

face but

i've chief that and i know the from the specifically

i definitely was about one

speculate

i have papa size but that's the same for every other diet but unfortunately

this is a case study just one night

and from backpack on judge info

with regards to people who view that perhaps that male population of the

world has become

demonized them what we've allowed the women's college takeover

by religious either as part of the violence in the sexes

i think that we definitely lived in a very abm

mail patriarchal society

where there was a very much dominating things

i think the knowledge of spice reaches that balance i think ours that we know

that place in the world

i think they've never really know how to maintain a balance between used to being

in a position of power

and i think that stephanie create some sort of violence and i i do think that

the communities a splinter off

this kind of evolved from that need for men to realize how to maintain that

balance

and we said this

when you love the pic of artistry when you get good at it

really do is becoming a bit more female

with his fam imbalance that's happened with us trying to maintain a balance in

the sexes

now become imbalanced thus it became an innocent women in how people should

behave lol rose sharply

and i think we're gonna see the consistent change and they'll be some

kind of equilibrium that sets a novel constantly

the attachement at the end of the day

there will be tween the sexes is one that will never end hopefully because of