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  • my name's adam lyons on noted the community's answer

  • i have so many different additions and things i want to be doing in life

  • beyond just at the top and stuff like that

  • act i've known as being a deep and not only was i always a gate still animosity

  • i'm so some things i wanted to check i want to make a

  • an independent horror film bounced off of many small film a buildup from that

  • but aborted ambitions to our last i saw if i say again so i've been doing at

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  • i've been doing that again and we can set maybe point to some kind of small

  • event like that him and again just falling of arts irritates me

  • the briefing the bombings the community was uh... i realized that one of those i

  • was uh... kind of dating i have four relationship prior to lining game

  • one of the relationship the last time i was in we found out the norwegian saying

  • a whole bunch of guys behind my back

  • but when i confronted her with that we broke up

  • ginned up stealing all of the belongings from my house my playstation my pc might

  • you know my admired my video game ab cm initiative tape she did

  • you my house completely baron has to look for a trust someone

  • occassional f myron and

  • six months of one of my friends academy spoke with the game

  • and he said he should adam

  • this book is designed for you he said you know realizing that it is because

  • you were supposed to do this

  • yes i know when you do this ship takes like a duck to water

  • i got a throwback shelf ignored it there was one of things she'd insight

  • and so i saw open up the books five reading it signed a prep course and i

  • thought was the start

  • newstrust insipid inspirations me because of reading the game whose

  • collective buster

  • does look into the community by chance to meet new straps are quite soon off to

  • a two to three great and he's really nice guy really genuine as follows

  • made me realize that a lot of the misconceptions about some of the topic

  • of losses

  • ratchet up alot of his side

  • melodic and hold true because when i met meal impossible he's very difference the

  • kind of image so i've kind of uh... been led to proceed by the charts and fit in

  • the community

  • without smiling journey through the game

  • adams definitely am

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  • good points about me some of the top there is an stagnation negative sides

  • idol of uh... conceptions that some of these people prize absence hopeful they

  • could do whatever they want it when it came to london as some of my ads on my

  • aspirations to kinda like a sieve maybe

  • these diverse newstrust never danny will not walk when i actually met him

  • arrays are cheese three counts of alligators kind of

  • fitness kinda just like everybody else

  • uh... but still a very cool fun down supply route

  • unit too proud of himself or two

  • of his own birds and trees a

  • worth of difference of all the people i met who

  • not only want is good as they were trying to prove that they were but they

  • actually alan will kind of try to force the idea of people that they were

  • amazing that he really could pick up and see if they wanted i was ashamed because

  • if they just accepted that could fail sometimes

  • it might make it look easy at seventy relates them to believe coffins of thing

  • the lowest point for me in my journey in the game

  • was actually probly the point where everybody else would not in the month

  • it was the point where i had fourteen from dolphins acts the most beautiful

  • women throwing stones at him

  • uh... i would walk into my club in london two hundred fifty goes walking

  • the doll with me

  • uh... i believe she was probly at the top of my game

  • i realized i wasn't happy

  • i was on fulfil

  • i didn't enjoy life

  • i realize it used to work for anything we're just for themselves at me

  • i was at the lowest point of self motivation in my life i've got is that

  • what it'd be like me and i was actually looking at the why do you want this this

  • isn't funds unhappy

  • and it's honey points left me that the point where some everything became

  • happy and enjoy it was really i realize that religious one dollar winners fell

  • down

  • and i think anybody that's

  • made me really do just one whole bunch of random goes that i don't think

  • they've really experience

  • the pinnacle of that

  • because when you really have that when you really have a lifestyle when women

  • are throwing themselves if johnnie walker completely summit such collapse

  • for me to see how true this was abit of testimony where he saw me throwing women

  • out my bedroom were begging to come in that have sex with me

  • and that was the lifestyle is living and it wasn't for filling

  • david deangelo whose adviser's name i heard mentioned a lot throughout my

  • journeys in the greasy

  • but never actually boy whose products or read anything of this on and it was a

  • bone and she quite recently of what i've heard of them it was some because that's

  • what caused the plane

  • is a very recently that she had but when it more valium when he interviewed me

  • freezing teasers i gotta

  • call from some of the people in his camp saying hey they've got you would like to

  • interview dot satyam firsthand and it does not fit geniuses

  • not just what he knows about the public knows about life in general about this

  • is a marketing is a very a genuine vigil and high-level or just for a half-hour

  • phone conversation with them

  • they're definitely some people out there the have a negative outlook on the

  • community

  • him

  • and i think that anytime medical across that it's usually the person who's

  • actually fully understands

  • what the communities

  • from the specifically

  • but i think we have for the communities was a personal choice of of how you do

  • it

  • at always viewed the community as a mail self-help group

  • it's a bunch of eisner firstly admitting they have a problem in the comet dallas

  • and secondly that willing to do whatever it takes to get a

  • and it differently but the johnnie summits maybe a bit more aggressive some

  • it may not be a a pleasant experience

  • i think of a wholesome most it's a really good close to experience that

  • they come out the other side of it

  • for the better understanding women

  • i think one of the main reasons that the communities taboo or seen as being

  • citizen

  • on the ground and maybe out of a definitive

  • is to simply because of supplies a kind of

  • stead of letting the girls know what we're doing there so many people hide

  • behind force names

  • hide behind that you know online stories

  • risen reality you can click on and so the truth i mean cosmopolitan and at the

  • age of the full of true-life stories thing that actually happened to me

  • there's nothing wrong with accepting it

  • i want my biggest signs the weather a diet

  • actually is com with what they're doing

  • and in my opinion reshoot the giving out giving this advice

  • is based on how confluent off eight

  • being seen by people to be doing what they're doing

  • idvd topped with their name being put to it

  • everybody knows no manual to have made mistakes i've done some things that are

  • amazing python with the open it ever found out that my reply girlfriend

  • before i go without

  • i told him i was going to do a total for the proposed they've seen the whole

  • thing

  • there at the store out there on the cards and

  • because gone wrong maybe so i would happen with my name beamer and

  • who knows but the point is was brave enough to stand by and

  • the the biggest reasons i think that is a successful is this

  • is not only by the re-open its whatever was going on

  • levels or try my best is truthful as possible

  • i will literally

  • even if it completely pains me

  • come out that trying speak the complete truth somewhat a lot of some of you

  • wouldn't believe it or what

  • there's no way to adam could just come and so the truth in and guided i find

  • that's the only way to complete the congress testimony be open but also be

  • truthful

  • and that way you can if you've received from you on and then you need adjust

  • accordingly

  • unprofor from my personal point of view with regards to were rushed in the

  • community

  • on public associate myself with the classes

  • because i want to go out there and when it at the cupcakes and updating them

  • of until twelve hours

  • the foot martin is a definite turning point for the because i'm no longer pick

  • up on system is great i still get

  • perceived as one of his nowhere meet nick news i'm going to keep hope alive

  • as much as possible

  • but you know i are not out there to pick up to it

  • as much time going to help other people do that attesting myself as so many

  • trains on people to pick up off this trough of being a pic of artist myself

  • out of the finish line for the nsf i'm more would be debating coach

  • and looking at helping give with things beyond just picking up things

  • how to handle a date how to handle relationship

  • things like genuinely feel that i'm starting to gain a much stronger

  • him experience base on