Fuck am I gonna do?

我他媽的該怎麼辦

It's too late to start over

重新開始已經太晚

This is the only thing I, thing I know

這是我唯一、唯一知道的

Sometimes I feel like all I ever do is

有時候我覺得我唯一做過的是

Find different ways to word the same, old song

尋找不同方式來詮釋相同的老調

Ever since I came along

自從我來了以後

From the day the song called "Hi! My Name Is" dropped

自從”嗨！我的名字是”發行了以後

Started thinking my name was fault

開始覺得我的名字根本就是個錯誤

Cause any time things went wrong

因為無論何時事情出錯了

I was the one who they would blame it on

我就是被指責的那個人

The media made me the equivalent of a modern-day Genghis Khan

媒體把我比喻成現代成吉思汗

Tried to argue it was only entertainment, dawg

嘗試把它解讀為只是娛樂效果，兄弟

Gangsta? Naw, courageous balls

混混？不，是勇敢的膽識

Had to change my style, they said I'm way too soft

應該改變我的風格，他們說我太柔弱

And I sound like AZ and Nas, out came the claws

而且我聽起來像AZ與納斯，伸出了爪子

And the fangs been out since then

從那時開始露出了獠牙

But up until the instant that I've went against it

但直到現在我仍無法認同

It was ingrained in me that I wouldn't amount to a shitstain I thought

這在我心中根深蒂固，我不配做我想做的事

No wonder I had to unlearn everything my brain was taught

難怪我必須忘記我所認知的一切

Do I really belong in this game? I pondered

我真的屬於這個遊戲嗎？我懷疑

I just wanna play my part, should I make waves or not?

我只想做好我的部分，我應該自找麻煩嗎？

So back and forth in my brain, the tug of war wages on

我反覆思量，戰爭在裡面上演著

And I don't wanna seem ungrateful or disrespect the artform I was raised upon

我不想被人覺得不知感恩或不懂尊敬，那些伴隨我長大的藝術

But sometimes you gotta take a loss

但有時候你必須承認失敗

And have people rub it in your face before you get made pissed off

讓人們在你發飆前當面指責你

And keep pluggin', it's your only outlet

繼續努力，那是你唯一的出路

And your only outfit so you know they gonna talk about it

那也是你唯一的武裝，因為你知道他們會談論它

Better find a way to counter it quick and make it, ah

最好趕快找到一個有效的方法來制衡它，啊

Feel like I've already said this a kabillion eighty times

我好像已經說了成千上萬次

How many times can I say the same thing different ways that rhyme?

我能幾次為同樣的事情找到不同押韻？

What I really wanna say is if there's anyone else that can relate to my story

我真正想說的是，有沒有任何人可以理解我的故事

Bet you feel the same way I felt when I was in the same place you are

我相信你一定跟我當初的感受一模一樣

When I was afraid to…

我曾害怕…

I was a...

我曾是個…

Afraid to make a single sound

害怕說任何一句話…

Afraid I will never find a way out

害怕永遠找不到出路

Afraid I'd never be found

害怕永遠沒有人找到我

I don't wanna go another round

我不想再重新來過

An angry man's power will shut you up

一個憤怒的人的力量會讓你沉默

Trip wires fill this house with tip-toed love

紅外線陷阱讓這個房子充滿著艱辛的愛

Run out of excuses for everyone

無法再為任何人找到藉口

So here I am and I will not run

所以我在這裡，不會再逃避

Guts over fear (the time is near)

勇氣多過恐懼（時間到了）

Guts over fear (I shed a tear)

勇氣多過恐懼（我流淚了）

For all the times I let you push me around

過去我讓你為所欲為的對待我

And let you keep me down

讓你影響我的心情

Now I, got guts over fear, guts over fear

現在的我，勇氣多過恐懼，勇氣多過恐懼

Feels like a close, it's coming to

感覺終點快要到來

Fuck am I gonna do?

我他媽的該怎麼辦

It's too late to start over

重新開始已經太晚

This is the only thing I, thing I know

這是我唯一、唯一知道的

I know what it's like, I was there once, single parents

我知道那是怎樣的，我曾經也是，單親家庭

Hate your appearance, did you struggle to find your place in this world?

討厭你的外表，你曾掙扎著尋找自己在世上的意義嗎？

And the pain spawns all the anger on

痛苦隨著怒氣滋長

But it wasn't until I put the pain in songs learned who to aim it on

但在我開始把痛苦發洩在歌裡，我才知道該對誰發怒

That I made a spark, started to spit hard as shit

我製造出了火花，開始瘋狂訴苦

Learned how to harness it while the reins were off

學會如何在韁繩鬆脫時駕馭它

And there was a lot of bizarre shit, but the crazy part

那邊充滿著詭異的鳥事，但最瘋狂的

Was soon as I stopped saying "I gave a fuck"

是當我不再說”我他媽的在乎”

Haters started to appreciate my art

討厭我的人開始欣賞我的創作

And it just breaks my heart to look at all the pain I've caused

看著那些我帶來的痛苦使我心碎

But what am I gonna do when the rage is gone?

但我該做什麼，當我不再憤怒？

And the lights go out in that trailer park?

當停車場的燈光熄滅

And the window is closing and there's nowhere else that I can go with flows

窗戶都關上了，沒有任何地方能夠讓我隨波逐流

And I'm frozen cause there's no more emotion for me to pull from

我凍結了，因為無法挑出更多的情緒

Just a bunch of playful songs that I made for fun

只剩下一堆我寫好玩的歌

So to the break of dawn here I go recycling the same, old song

所以當黎明破曉時，我又再回收使用同一首老歌

But I'd rather make "Not Afraid 2" than make another motherfucking "We Made You", uh

但我寧願寫”我不害怕2”，也不要寫另外一首他媽的”我們創造了你，呃

Now I don't wanna seem indulgent when I discuss my lows and my highs

我不想讓你們覺得我沉溺於訴說我當年的低潮與高潮

My demise and my uprise, pray to God

我的沒落與我的崛起，向上帝禱告

I just opened enough eyes later on

後來我的眼界足夠開闊

Gave you the supplies and the tools to hopefully use it to make you strong

能夠供給你用來茁壯的補給品與工具

Enough to lift yourself up when you feel like I felt

足夠讓你在相同的逆境振作起來

Cause I can't explain to y'all how dang exhausted my legs felt

因為我無法跟你們解釋我的腿該死的有多酸

Just having to balance my dang self

只是我該死的需要平衡自己

When on eggshells I was made to walk

當我被迫小心翼翼的走

But thank you, ma, 'cause that gave me the

但我謝謝你，媽，因為那給了我

Strength to cause Shady-mania, So when they empty that stadium

力量去創造阿姆瘋，所以當他們清空會場時

At least I made it out of that house and a found a place in this world when the day was done

至少我離家且在一天結束之時找到了我的一席之地

So this is for every kid who all's they ever did was dreamt of one day just getting accepted

所以這首歌送給每位曾經夢想有一天能被被接納的孩子

I represent him or her, anyone similar, you are the reason that I made this song

我代表著他或她，或任何同類，你們是我寫這首歌的原因

And everything you're scared to say don't be afraid to say no more

別再害怕說出任何你想說的話

From this day forward, just let them a-holes talk

從今以後，讓他們說他們的廢話

Take it with a grain of salt and eat their fucking faces off

把那些當屁話，把他們他媽的吃乾抹淨

The legend of the angry blonde lives on through you when I'm gone

傳奇的金髮男將活在你心中，當我不在

And to think I was... gone

想想我是…不在了

I was a...

我曾經是個…

Afraid to make a single sound

害怕說任何一句話…

Afraid I will never find a way o-o-out

害怕永遠找不到出路

Afraid I'd never be found

害怕永遠沒有人找到我

I don't wanna go another round

我不想再重新來過

An angry man's power will shut you up

一個憤怒的人的力量會讓你沉默

Trip wires fill this house with tip-toed love

紅外線陷阱讓這個房子充滿著艱辛的愛

Run out of excuses for everyone

無法再為任何人找到藉口

So here I am and I will not run

所以我在這裡，不會再逃避

Guts over fear (the time is near)

勇氣多過恐懼（時間到了）

Guts over fear (I shed a tear)

勇氣多過恐懼（我流淚了）

For all the times I let you push me around

過去我讓你為所欲為的對待我

And let you keep me down

讓你影響我的心情

Now I got, guts over fear, guts over fear

現在的我，勇氣多過恐懼，勇氣多過恐懼