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You might know me from somewhere.
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I’m always nervous that I won't have enough time to do my work.
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I just want to be left alone so I can get on with it.
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When people ask me to do things, even going for a walk in the park, I’m always saying,
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‘I don’t have enough time…’
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I have so much to do!
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So it's great when, at last, I've got a clear day.
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The house is quiet. I've got eight hours. That should be plenty.
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But when there’s so much time, it seems silly not to read this article in the paper.
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It’s about a celebrity - he just got married. She’s pretty…
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I might just look up what film she was in online.
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… interesting…
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Wonder what they’re saying over on this website…
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...a volcano… in Indonesia… wow...
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Oh, Poor things...
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I’m peckish now.
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It's hard to stop, when there's nothing else
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to do that's as nice.
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Some people say I should go out and take a break.
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Why not go for a walk? But you see I like to be near my work.
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If I’m too far, I get guilty. But if I’m too near, well…
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The perfect distance for doing nothing is when you have the constant chance to do something.
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It’s a bit frightening to be honest. Someone told me an average life only has 600,000
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hours in it. So many people around me are getting on, doing stuff.
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But if you scare me too much with all this, I get sad.
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I lie down and think I'm so hopeless there’s no point getting up.
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I'm ashamed. I don't like myself much.
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It seems like I'm lazy. That's what everyone would say, I know.
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But in truth, I do nothing, not because I'm lazy, but because I’m scared.
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I'm terrified that if I start, what I do will be horrible.
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I want things to be so amazing - and I know they can't be, so it seems best not even to
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begin.
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What helps me most is when occasionally, it feels like it doesn't matter...
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When it feels I can mess up and that would be OK.
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When the pressure isn’t so great. Like when I was younger - and there was less at stake
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There's a bit of me inside you. It's best to try to understand me.
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And not scare me with perfection. Go gently...
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Once you've worked out how I work, you’ll get a lot more done.