Name: 對不起...... (i'm sorry.. ?)
Uploaded: 2024-12-28T16:48:54.000Z
Duration: 16 min 14 s

I don't want to do it, bro I don't want to do it, bro.

我不想這麼做，兄弟 我不想這麼做，兄弟

I don't want to do it Yeah, I'm done I'm done bro, I'm done I'm done, bro I'm done.

我不想幹了 是啊，我不幹了，我不幹了，兄弟，我不幹了，兄弟，我不幹了。

I'm done I'm done I'm done I'm done I'm done.

我受夠了，我受夠了，我受夠了，我受夠了。

It's Christmas Bro, listen, it's not worth it, bro.

今天是聖誕節 兄弟 聽著 這不值得 兄弟

I'm I'm actually I'm done I'm not playing this game anymore.

我真的不玩了，我再也不玩這個遊戲了。

And I want to see I'm honestly just I don't even know what I'm doing The entire reason why I started this shit bro was to stream mood a thon 24-7 until I get rank 1 on twitch And in the last in the last 10 days in the last 12 days I Got to rank 2 1 game off rank 1 twice twice twice Lost them both to stream snipers slash queue snipers.

我想看看，老實說，我只是不知道我在做什麼，我開始這個狗屎兄弟的全部原因是流心情一個thon 24-7，直到我在twitch上排名1，並在最後在過去的10天，在過去的12天，我得到了排名2 1場比賽排名1兩次兩次兩次失去了他們都流狙擊手斜線隊列狙擊手。

Um, I Got banned on the platform that I'm supposed to be doing the mood a thon on I'm getting can't I don't give again cancel on Twitter, bro But honestly, like I can't do it bro.

嗯，我被禁止在平臺上，我應該做的心情一個thon上，我越來越不能 我不給再次取消在Twitter上，兄弟，但說實話，像我不能這樣做，兄弟。

I can't do it Does this mean I'm quitting maybe it does mean I'm quitting just for now.

我做不到 這是否意味著我要退出？

Um, I gave it my absolute fucking best I hope you guys understand that bro.

我他媽已經盡力了，希望你們能理解，兄弟。

I don't know how I'll live of myself to be honest Uh, I mean, I think I did a pretty good job bro.

老實說，我都不知道自己該怎麼活下去 我是說，我覺得我做得很好，兄弟

It's Christmas I hit a hundred K today and I don't even feel like I'm winning bro I don't even feel like I'm winning in life.

今天是聖誕節，我今天打了 100 K，但我甚至不覺得我贏了，兄弟，我甚至不覺得我贏了人生。

I picked up 14,000 viewers on twitch and I don't even feel good about myself, bro.

我在 twitch 上有 14000 名觀眾，但我自己都不覺得好，兄弟。

I don't like this at all I don't I don't know.

我一點也不喜歡這樣，我不喜歡，我不知道。

I got to rank 2 1 game off rank 1 dot stream sniped slash Q sniped Twice twice Twice bro twice and a hundred thousand subscribers on YouTube today.

我從 1 級點射流狙擊斜線 Q 狙擊兩次兩次兄弟兩次，今天在 YouTube 上的訂閱人數達到了十萬。

I had 14,000 twitch live streamers on on twitch two days ago three days ago before my account got banned and I feel like I'm not winning bro.

兩天前、三天前，在我的賬戶被封禁之前，我在 twitch 上有 14000 名直播流媒體，我覺得我沒有贏，兄弟。

I feel like I'm not winning I feel like I'm too hard on myself and I can't do this bro The entire reason why I wanted to do rank one to begin with was for my audience on Twitch for my audience for all around the people and all around the world and I got banned It's not even on my mom not even near my own community right now.

我覺得我沒有贏，我覺得我對自己太苛刻了，我做不到，兄弟，我一開始想做排名第一的全部原因都是為了我在 Twitch 上的觀眾，為了我在世界各地的觀眾，但我被禁言了，甚至不在我媽媽身上，甚至不在我自己的社區附近。

I Got I'm getting stream snipers crypto throwers and Q snipers not trying to see me win right now Does this mean that I'm giving up bro, maybe I don't know if it's called if I'm giving up bro Well, I have no idea bro.

我得到了我得到了流狙擊手加密投擲手和Q狙擊手不試圖看到我贏現在這是否意味著我放棄了兄弟，也許我不知道這是否叫做如果我放棄了兄弟嗯，我不知道兄弟。

You can say that I gave up You can say that I'm not the chosen one.

你可以說我放棄了，你可以說我不是被選中的人。

You can say it You know, I just say all of my accomplishments don't matter because I didn't make this accomplishment That means all my other accomplishments go away.

你可以這麼說 你知道，我只是說我所有的成就都不重要，因為我沒有取得這個成就 這意味著我所有其他的成就都不重要了。

I don't know what you guys want from me, bro Walla, but I'm telling you in my mind.

我不知道你們想從我這裡得到什麼，瓦拉兄弟，但我在心裡告訴你。

I am NOT meant to I have never been this I have never I have never felt this way before my entire life one game away from rank one Twice and getting stream sniped and Q sniped twice Twice bro, and then getting bland on your platform and then I got banned on my platform, bro I got bland on my platform.

我不是故意的，我從來沒有過這種感覺，我從來沒有過這種感覺，在我的整個人生中，我只差一場比賽就能升到一級，兩次被狙擊手流狙殺，兩次被 Q 狙擊手狙殺，兩次被兄弟狙殺，然後在你的平臺上變得平淡無奇，然後我在我的平臺上被禁言，兄弟，我在我的平臺上變得平淡無奇。

I haven't seen anyone in 14 days, bro I haven't seen my family in 14 days, bro 14 days.

我已經 14 天沒見到任何人了，兄弟 我已經 14 天沒見到我的家人了，兄弟 14 天了

You guys see me go to the gym on stream I haven't had a self thought for the last 14 days forever, bro, I Do it anymore, bro.

你們看我去健身房的時候，我已經14天沒有自我思考了，兄弟，我已經做到了，兄弟。

It's like I'm trying to hang on by a thread bomb Hang on by a thread on the hanging on by a thread bro.

這就像我試圖用一根線來支撐炸彈 用一根線來支撐 "用一根線來支撐兄弟"。

I'm dead ass hanging on by a thread I'm hanging on by a fucking thread bow.

我死死地拽著一根線，我死死地拽著一根線，我死死地拽著一根線，我死死地拽著一根線，我死死地拽著一根線。

I'm hanging on by a key thread by a key thread bow I'm hanging on by a thread.

我被一根關鍵的線牽著，我被一根關鍵的線牽著，我被一根關鍵的線牽著。

I just can't do it now I can't do it now.

我現在做不到，我現在做不到。

I just that ask it you could call me I'm not the chosen one you call me a failure You can say that all everything I did in six months didn't count you can say whatever the fuck you want, bro I actually don't give a fuck.

你可以說我不是被選中的人，你可以說我是個失敗者，你可以說我在六個月裡做的一切都不算數，你他媽想怎麼說都行，兄弟，其實我他媽不在乎。

I'm in right now, and it's not good I had a hundred thousand subscribers, and I'm not even happy about it.

我現在就在其中，但情況並不好，我有十萬個訂閱者，但我並不為此感到高興。

I had 14,000 live streamers are live viewers on twitch in six fucking months and six months I don't even feel good about it Bro, I dead ass haven't seen my parents.

我有 14000 個直播流媒體都在 twitch 上直播觀眾在他媽的六個月和六個月我什至不覺得好吧兄弟，我死屁股還沒有看到我的父母。

I haven't showered I haven't had a self-thought in the last 14 fucking days, bro I actually just cannot do it bro and to begin with the entire reason why I started stream was to entertain my viewers Why am I on a 25 second delay chewing ranked?

我還沒有洗澡，我還沒有一個自我思考在過去14天他媽的，兄弟，我其實只是不能做到這一點，兄弟，並開始的全部原因，我開始流是為了娛樂我的觀眾，為什麼我在25秒的延遲咀嚼排名？

Why am I on a 25 second delay chewing ranked for rank one?

我為什麼要在 25 秒的延遲時間內咀嚼排名第一？

I don't give a fuck about ranked if I give a fuck about ranked I would have went pro I don't want to go pro.

我才不在乎排名，如果我在乎排名，我早就成為職業選手了，我不想成為職業選手。

I turned down every pro contract that I've ever got I don't want to go pro.

我拒絕了所有的職業合同，我不想成為職業球員。

I don't want to go pro, but I'm trying to do rank one for some stupid ass The reason I was one game off twice, and I'm getting Q snipers stream snipers and crypto throwers and all my game It's like the entire world is against me right now from doing this shit, and you know what bro all I can say is It was a good.

我不想成為職業選手，但我想為一些愚蠢的屁股做排名一的原因，我是一個遊戲了兩次，我得到Q狙擊手流狙擊手和加密投擲器和我所有的遊戲，這就像整個世界都反對我現在做這個狗屎，你知道嗎兄弟，我只能說這是一個很好的。

I hope to God I entertained a lot of you, bro I'm sorry that I didn't get rank one, but the chosen one is dead-ass dying in the inside of his fucking brain I can't do it, bro.

我希望上帝讓我娛樂了你們中的很多人，兄弟 很抱歉我沒有得到第一名，但那個被選中的人已經死在他的大腦裡了 我做不到，兄弟

I can't do I have every Valorant pussy on my dick right now Muda's toxic, but I would slap the shit out of all of them in Minecraft, but I dead-ass right now I cannot do the Muda-thon 24-7 you could call me a failure you call me a giver-upper You know what bro I gave it my best and I will say I gave it my best cuz I got ranked to one game off break one Twice and lost it twice.

I can't do I have every Valorant pussy on my dick right now Muda's toxic, but I would slap the shit out of all of them in Minecraft, but I dead-ass right now I cannot do the Muda-thon 24-7 you could call me a failure you call me a giver-upper You know wha

I have crypto throwers stream snipers and Q snipers and 99.9% of my games I got banned on my platform.

我有加密投擲器流狙擊手和 Q 狙擊手，99.9% 的遊戲都在我的平臺上被禁。

Oh, there's a thousand things going on right now And I just cannot do it will I be back one day for rank one?

哦，現在有千頭萬緒的事情要做，我實在做不下去了 有一天我會回來參加排名嗎？

Absolutely well I get rank one that day Absolutely, but right now for the first time in my life I can confidently say that I gave it my best.

絕對好，那天我獲得了第一名 絕對好，但現在我有生以來第一次可以自信地說，我已經盡了全力。

I tried my best That's why I have a hundred thousand subscribers in six months.

我已經盡力了，這就是為什麼我在六個月內擁有十萬用戶的原因。

That's why I have I picked up 14,000 viewers on Twitch I tried my best.

這就是為什麼我在 Twitch 上有 14000 名觀眾，我已經盡力了。

I tried my best and sometimes best isn't good enough Do I keep going at it and lose my love for streaming also probably not it's not worth it cuz my streaming was my Main goal my number one goal was to just become a streamer was to become a streamer I remember I used to be out four years old Recording on my iPhone camera playing Xbox 360 zombies on black ops 1 bro.

我已經盡力了，但有時盡力還不夠，如果我繼續這樣做，就會失去對流媒體的熱愛，也可能不會，這不值得，因為我的流媒體是我的主要目標，我的首要目標是成為一名流媒體，成為一名流媒體，我記得我曾經在我的 iPhone 相機上錄製了四歲玩 Xbox 360 黑色行動 1 兄弟殭屍。

I wanted to be a youtuber slash streamer I never wanted to be a pro player all I wanted to do was to make you guys laugh and at this point Bro, it's getting to me mentally.

我只想逗你們笑，但現在，兄弟，我的精神已經崩潰了。

I actually cannot do it, bro I actually cannot fucking do it, bro And it kills my ego and it kills me mentally that I had that I didn't get to put your current complex here aside But I don't know there is a Latin saying per aspera ad astra translated as through thorns to the stars You feel that way because you are constantly live everything will return to normal the fans.

我真的做不到，兄弟，我真的他媽的做不到，兄弟，它殺死了我的自我，它殺死了我的精神，我有，我沒有得到把你目前在這裡的情結放在一邊，但我不知道有一個拉丁語說：per aspera ad astra翻譯為通過荊棘的星星，你覺得這種方式，因為你是不斷的生活，一切都將恢復正常的球迷。

Love you TCO And honestly, I don't want to cry on stream to be honest, but I'm gonna be honest, bro Walla on my life I can confidently say I tried my best bro You know what?

愛你的 TCO 說實話，我不想在流媒體上哭泣，但我要實話實說，兄弟 Walla 對我的生活，我可以自信地說，我盡力了，兄弟，你知道嗎？

Maybe I am a pussy for giving up, bro Maybe I am a pussy for giving up, but I think I think anyone in my shoes right now I think I don't want to say that but I just I'm going through a lot bro.

也許我是個放棄的娘娘腔，兄弟 也許我是個放棄的娘娘腔，但我想，我想任何人在我的鞋子現在，我想我不想說，但我只是我經歷了很多兄弟。

I got banned on my platform I'm not even it was never even about the money bro.

我在我的平臺上被禁言了，我甚至都不知道，這根本不是錢的問題，兄弟。

I'm streaming on YouTube trying to do my dream on YouTube With zero ad revenue and just zero everything.

我在 YouTube 上做流媒體，試圖在 YouTube 上實現我的夢想，但廣告收入為零，一切都為零。

I don't give a fuck about the money on my life.

我才不在乎我生命中的那點錢。

I don't give up both the money But I got banned on my platform There's just so much fucking shit happening at the same time and my dream wasn't to get rank one My dream was to just become a streamer and I became the streamer and I tried to get rank one, bro And there's just maybe too much shit right now when I come back for rank one.

我沒有放棄錢，但我在我的平臺上被禁言了，同時發生了太多該死的事，我的夢想不是獲得第一名，我的夢想只是成為一名流媒體人，我成為了流媒體人，我想獲得第一名，兄弟，但現在當我回來獲得第一名時，可能有太多的事了。

I will come back for rank one I'll come back for rank one at a better time.

我會在更好的時候再回來參加一級比賽。

I don't know when I'll get rank one I don't know if it'll be in a month from now.

我不知道我什麼時候能拿到軍銜，我不知道是否會在一個月後。

I don't know if it'll be a Week from now.

我不知道從現在起是否還有一週的時間。

I don't know if there'll be a couple days from now I don't know when I'll try to get rank one again, but I will get rank one.

我不知道從現在起幾天後，我不知道什麼時候才能再試著拿到一級，但我一定會拿到一級的。

I put it on my life I put it on my soul, but I will get rank one one day, bro Not even for me not even for you guys But just for old muda that just said in that fucking video that he wanted to rank one But right now getting banned on my platform Switching platforms to try to continue it bro and trying to inspire and trying to do as much as I possibly can bro I dead ass just can't do it anymore, bro.

我把它放在我的生命裡，我把它放在我的靈魂裡，但總有一天我會得到排名的，兄弟，甚至不是為了我，甚至不是為了你們，只是為了老穆達，他剛剛在那個該死的視頻裡說他想得第一名，但現在在我的平臺上被禁了，我在轉換平臺，試圖繼續下去，兄弟，試圖激勵自己，試圖盡我所能，兄弟，我真的做不到了，兄弟。

I can't do it, bro I don't know if the chosen one has fallen bro wallah.

我做不到，兄弟，我不知道天命之子是否已經隕落，兄弟瓦拉。

I'm trying my best, bro Every single time you guys open up my stream, bro It's always me and it's always just me trying to make you guys laugh and for the first time in my life, bro I can't even make you guys laugh because I'm not me.

我在盡力而為，兄弟 每次你們打開我的信息流，兄弟 總是我，總是我在試圖逗你們笑，而這是我有生以來第一次，兄弟 我甚至不能逗你們笑，因為我不是我自己。

I am doing something that I Don't even want to do bro you you Bro, I don't want to say goodbye bro.

我在做一件我根本不想做的事，兄弟，我不想說再見，兄弟。

I don't want to say goodbye, bro I'm not gonna Lie broke The reason why I even started streaming was for you guys to have someone always want know you're working really hard right now So please take care of yourself and your family before you worry about us.

我不想說再見，兄弟，我不會破產的 我之所以開始做流媒體，就是為了你們能有一個永遠想知道的人 你們現在工作很辛苦，所以在擔心我們之前，請照顧好自己和家人

You guys are family, bro Be the entertainer, you know, you can be but only if you're healthy I don't want to say goodbye bro, but i'm not gonna lie if I have to bro I'm not gonna lie.

你們是一家人，兄弟，做個藝人吧，你知道，你可以的，但前提是你要健康 我不想說再見，兄弟，但我不會撒謊，如果我不得不這麼做，兄弟，我不會撒謊的。

我盡力了，兄弟 我盡力了，兄弟

我懷念回到我身上的快樂心情。

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