You know what I mean?

你明白我的意思嗎？

Why you reading, bitch?

你在看什麼，婊子？

Because I like to read and this is a really good book.

因為我喜歡閱讀，而這本書真的很不錯。

You're a really good bitch, bitch.

你真是個好賤人 賤人

Why you gotta bother me, man?

你為什麼要煩我，夥計？

Because I'm not doing very well at school.

因為我的學習成績不太好。

I'm reading at a third grade level.

我的閱讀能力只有三年級水準。

I really don't want to get left back.

我真的不想被甩在後面。

So when I see somebody reading for fun, it makes me feel that much more stupid.

是以，當我看到有人以閱讀為樂時，我就會覺得自己更蠢了。

And then I get mad.

然後我就生氣了。

I didn't know that.

我不知道。

Thanks so much for opening up to me.

非常感謝你對我敞開心扉。

Shut up, queer.

閉嘴，同志

I don't understand.

我不明白。

Why you gotta go there?

你為什麼要去那裡？

I've been having sexual fantasies about some of the other guys at school.

我一直對學校裡的其他男生有性幻想。

Give me that.

給我

I'm afraid of these feelings and what they might mean.

我害怕這些感覺，害怕它們可能意味著什麼。

It's like because I hate myself so much, I gotta point that hate outward towards you.

就好像因為我很恨自己，所以我必須把這種恨指向你。

You understand this on such a deep level that you...

您對這一點的理解如此深刻，以至於...

I don't understand.

我不明白。

Now I'm gonna punish you physically for acknowledging my emotional problems.

現在我要用身體懲罰你 因為你承認了我的情感問題

Wait, wait, wait.

等等，等等，等等。

I was gonna say if you understand yourself so well, then maybe you should try working on changing it.

我想說的是，如果你這麼瞭解自己，也許你應該試著去改變它。

Of course I want to change it.

我當然想改變它。

But it's the only defense mechanism I have against deeper, more terrifying problems buried inside of me.

但這是我唯一的防禦機制，可以抵禦埋藏在我內心深處更深層、更可怕的問題。

You're lucky my dad's here.

你很幸運，我爸爸在這裡。

Get the damn talk, son.

去他媽的談話吧，孩子。

I need to take you home and beat on you because I hate myself.

我得把你帶回家打一頓，因為我恨我自己。

And you look like your mother who left me.

你看起來就像離開我的你媽媽。

And I'm gonna block out the guilt I feel over mistreating you with the river of vodka.

我要用伏特加酒來消除我虐待你的負罪感。

I'm gonna internalize that and unknowingly transfer it onto you tomorrow.

明天我就會把它內化，不知不覺地轉移到你身上。

Coming reluctantly.

不情願地來了

Coming reluctantly.

不情願地來了

Coming reluctantly.

不情願地來了