On March 7th, around 5 o'clock in the morning, I safely arrived to Moscow with several project ideas in my head.

3 月 7 日清晨 5 點左右，我帶著幾個項目構想安全抵達莫斯科。

But on March 9th, Thursday morning, after being in Russia for two days, my brother texted me and told me that my father had suddenly passed away.

但 3 月 9 日，星期四上午，在俄羅斯待了兩天後，我哥哥給我發來簡訊，告訴我父親突然去世了。

I collapsed in my room.

我癱倒在房間裡。

I came back to Taiwan the summer of 2013 from the U.S.

2013 年夏天，我從美國回到臺灣。

I didn't really find any job that I liked, so I had no choice but to create one on my own.

我真的沒有找到自己喜歡的工作，所以我別無選擇，只能自己創造一份工作。

In the beginning, my father was always concerned about my YouTube gig.

一開始，父親總是擔心我在 YouTube 上的演出。

Lack of views and income allowed him to raise many doubts about my choice.

由於缺乏觀點和收入，他對我的選擇提出了許多質疑。

Lucky enough, I was able to grow my channel gradually and found a way to finance it.

幸運的是，我能夠逐步發展自己的頻道，並找到了資助它的方法。

I knew this day would come, maybe 10 years from now when I visit him with my future wife and kids at the hospital, telling him how much I love them.

我知道這一天終會到來，也許 10 年後，當我帶著未來的妻子和孩子去醫院看望他時，我會告訴他我有多愛他們。

You know, the typical cliche.

你知道的，典型的老生常談。

Two days before going to Russia, I had some visa issues, so I was very anxious about the trip.

在去俄羅斯的前兩天，我遇到了一些簽證問題，所以我對這次旅行非常焦慮。

When he came to talk to me on Sunday night, I completely ignored him.

週日晚上他來找我談話時，我完全沒理他。

The conversation didn't last more than 20 seconds.

談話持續時間不超過 20 秒。

On the following Monday, I thought about going to say goodbye to him before leaving, but

下週一，我想在離開前去和他道別，但是

I didn't want to be late.

我不想遲到。

I figured I could just tell him about Russia when I came back.

我想，等我回來的時候，就可以告訴他俄羅斯的事情了。

And that's my point of this video.

這就是我對這段視頻的看法。

The way we spend our time defines who we are.

我們花時間的方式決定了我們是誰。

For the last three and a half years, I did only one thing, which was stop kidding.

在過去的三年半里，我只做了一件事，那就是停止開玩笑。

I'm a workaholic who shoots, edits, does everything by myself.

我是一個工作狂，拍攝、剪輯、所有事情都自己做。

I gave everything I had to Stop Kidding Studio.

我為 Stop Kidding 工作室奉獻了我的一切。

I never really wanted to spend more time with my dad, because my dad and I were always bumping heads and because I always thought I still had time.

我從來沒有真正想過要花更多的時間和父親在一起，因為我和父親總是磕磕碰碰，而且我一直認為我還有時間。

While I was so busy building the SESCAS family, I completely left my own family behind.

當我忙於建立 SESCAS 大家庭時，我完全把自己的家庭拋在了腦後。

My dad's past taught me how I should appreciate things while I can, and that is also one of the very same reasons why I do what I do, to remind people how great Taiwan is and to appreciate it.

我父親的過去教會了我應該如何懂得珍惜，這也是我做這份工作的原因之一，提醒人們臺灣有多好，要懂得珍惜。

I don't regret the things I've done.

我不後悔我做過的事情。

I regret the things I didn't do when I had the chance.

我後悔當初沒有抓住機會。

My dad used his death to show me that there's nothing more important than family.

父親用他的死告訴我，沒有什麼比家人更重要。

In conclusion, I have to apologize to my dad and you guys, even though I didn't have enough time to finish filming everything I wanted to do in Russia, but I would try to put whatever

最後，我必須向我的父親和你們道歉，雖然我沒有足夠的時間來完成我想在俄羅斯做的所有事情，但我會盡力把任何事情都做得更好。

I shot together in the next few weeks.

我將在接下來的幾周內一起拍攝。

Also, I have to thank Alina, Valerie, and Sainshel for being my angels.

此外，我還要感謝阿琳娜、瓦萊麗和塞恩斯爾，她們是我的天使。

After we realized that I had to fly back to Taiwan immediately, they tried everything to help me to interview as many people as we can in the last few hours so I wouldn't go home with nothing.

當我們意識到我必須立即飛回臺灣後，他們想盡一切辦法幫我在最後幾個小時裡採訪儘可能多的人，以免我一無所獲地回家。

So please take time today to appreciate someone who does something you take for granted.

所以，請今天花點時間，去感謝那些做了一些你認為理所當然的事情的人。

I was checking my dad's wallet the other day and I found my card.

前幾天，我在檢查爸爸的錢包時發現了我的銀行卡。

I was told that he would give it to whoever he met.

有人告訴我，無論他遇到誰，都會把它送給他。