Name: 孤獨但不寂寞 // EP.6 (Alone But Not Lonely // ep. 6)
Uploaded: 2024-09-30T07:30:49.000Z
Duration: 14 min 1 s

Good morning, guys, and welcome back. First things first, let me address the elf in the room. Yes, I did cut my hair, and I know nobody actually noticed that. I've missed you guys.

早上好，夥計們，歡迎回來。首先，請允許我談談房間裡的小精靈。是的，我確實剪了頭髮，我知道沒人注意到。我很想念你們

程度副詞

I've missed just doing chill, living alone vlogs like we love to do on here. What can

我很懷念像我們喜歡在這裡做的那樣，一個人過著清閒的生活。有什麼可以

情態副詞

I say? I got sucked back in to my toxic relationship with Omega recently, and that has been the reason why I've been slacking on the vlog content. So for that, I'm sorry. I saw this matcha on TikTok, and it has strawberry in it or something. Ever since I saw that, all

我說呢？我最近又陷入了與歐米茄的有毒關係中，這也是我一直在博客內容上懈怠的原因。為此，我很抱歉。我在 TikTok 上看到這個抹茶，裡面有草莓什麼的。自從看到這個，我就

I could think about was going to buy that. So I think I'm going to do that in a few minutes.

我能想到的就是去買那個。所以我想我過幾分鐘就去買。

But to be honest, for this living alone video, I don't really have exact plan. Usually I kind of know like what I'm doing for the day. My dad and brother are actually flying into town right now, and they're going to come visit me, which I'm so, so excited about.

但老實說，對於這個獨居視頻，我真的沒有確切的計劃。通常，我知道自己一天要做什麼。我爸爸和哥哥現在正飛來城裡，他們要來看望我，我非常非常興奮。

So I got the strawberry matcha. It's so good. It's exactly what I expected in like the best way. The strawberry is like real strawberry pureed, and they have maple syrup in here, so it's like lightly sweet. I never thought I'd be drinking matcha like this, like honestly at all. First it was coffee, now it's matcha. New York has really changed me.

所以我買了草莓抹茶。太好吃了。和我想象中的完全一樣。草莓是真正的草莓泥，裡面還有楓糖漿，所以味道很清甜。我從沒想過自己會喝這樣的抹茶，說實話，根本沒想過。一開始是喝咖啡，現在是喝抹茶。紐約真的改變了我。

There was no way I could walk past the street and not vlog it. If you know, you know. If you don't, you should. Anyways, I'm on my way right now to go stop at Sephora really quick. There's a couple of things I've been needing, specifically makeup remover. I've been really liking cleansing balms, so I might get one of those. I'm sweating. It's 97 degrees

我不可能走過這條街而不記錄下來。如果你知道，你就應該知道。如果你不知道，你應該知道。總之，我現在正要去絲芙蘭，很快就到。我需要幾樣東西，特別是卸妝液。我一直很喜歡卸妝膏，所以可能會買一個。我在流汗。華氏 97 度

I think, which means I need to shower immediately when I get home because that's when my back acne gets really bad. When I sweat, I have to shower like right away because then I break out. I've had pretty bad back acne for a while, and that's like the biggest thing, because

我想，這意味著我一回家就得馬上洗澡，因為這時我背上的痤瘡就會變得很嚴重。當我出汗時，我必須馬上洗澡，因為那時我的痘痘就會爆發。我背上的痤瘡已經很嚴重了，這就像是最大的問題，因為

I just like need to constantly shower whenever I slightly sweat. Okay, so I don't actually need any new mascara, but I just wanted to show you guys I'm at the Too Faced booth section.

我就是一出汗就得不停地洗澡。好吧，其實我並不需要什麼新的睫毛膏，但我就是想讓你們看看我在 Too Faced 的展臺區。

I've been loving like chocolate brown mascara. This is their Better Than Sex brown mascara, and it's so good. I'm actually wearing it today. I'm also just counting down the minutes until I get kicked out for filming. Okay, I need to remember the reason I'm here, which is for a cleansing balm. I love the pharmacy one. It's this green, clean cleansing balm.

我一直很喜歡巧克力棕色睫毛膏。這是他們的 "比性更好 "棕色睫毛膏，非常好用。我今天就用了我也在倒計時 直到我被趕出去拍戲好了，我得記住我來這裡的原因 是來買潔面膏的我喜歡藥店的那款綠色乾淨的潔面膏

I sometimes wear waterproof mascara every once in a while. That will take it off. It's like so hard to get waterproof mascara off. You would know if you've worn it. It's like so pretty when it's on, but it sucks to take it off. What else? What else? I can't believe

我有時偶爾會塗防水睫毛膏。那會把它弄掉。防水睫毛膏很難卸掉的你塗過就知道了。塗上去的時候很漂亮，但卸下來就糟透了。還有什麼？還有什麼？我不敢相信

I haven't gotten yelled at yet. I might want to try another one of the Say Glowy Super

我還沒被罵過。我可能想再試試 "Say Glowy Super"。

Gels because I love them. Imagine I just vlogged that, went to Sephora, and then I didn't even show you guys what I got. That would be criminal. If someone did that and like vlogged it and didn't show what they got, I would be actually really mad. I just love a good little Sephora haul. I didn't get too much stuff. First thing I got is a restock of one of my favorite highlighters.

凝膠，因為我喜歡。想象一下，我剛上傳了視頻，去了絲芙蘭，卻連我買了什麼都沒給你們看。這簡直就是犯罪。如果有人這麼做了，還把它錄成了視頻，卻不給你們看他們買了什麼，我會非常生氣的。我就是喜歡絲芙蘭的小驚喜。我沒有買太多東西。首先是我最喜歡的一款熒光筆的補貨。

This is the Say Glowy Super Gel. I ended up getting it in a travel size, and it's really nice because it just makes my skin look extra glowy. Me and my mom love this so much. As you guys saw, I was talking about a cleansing balm, and I ended up getting the Pharmacy

這是 Say Glowy 超級凝膠。我買的是旅行裝，它真的很不錯，因為它能讓我的皮膚看起來特別有光澤。我和媽媽都非常喜歡它。正如你們看到的，我說的是清潔膏，最後我買的是藥房牌的。

Makeup Melt Away Cleansing Balm. And then the last thing that I got is probably what

Makeup Melt Away Cleansing Balm。最後我得到的可能是

I'm most excited about. This is the D.O. Eye Patches. If you guys watched my video a few months ago, I recreated Hailey Bieber's makeup routine. And in her makeup routine, she used these eye masks. But at the time, I couldn't buy them. They were out of stock. And I've just really been wanting to try these because they're reusable, which I think is so cool.

最讓我興奮的這就是 D.O. 眼貼。如果你們看過我幾個月前的視頻，我重現了海莉-比伯（Hailey Bieber）的化妝步驟。在她的化妝步驟中，她使用了這些眼膜。但當時我買不到。它們已經斷貨了我真的很想試試這些眼膜，因為它們可以重複使用，我覺得太酷了。

You're supposed to just take the eye cream that you use every day, put it under your eyes, and then put these on top. I wonder if I can put this in the fridge or not. That might be nice and cooling in the mornings. But yeah, that's everything that I got. Oopsies.

你應該把每天用的眼霜塗在眼睛下面，然後把這些塗在上面。不知道能不能把這個放進冰箱裡。這樣早上用起來會更涼爽。好了，這就是我買到的所有東西。哎呀

I have some stuff to work on. Actually, one of the main things I need to work on is my apartment situation. I'm still trying to decide where I'm going to move after this because my lease is up in 30 days, which is stressful. So I've been going through the process and thinking about if I want to buy a condo or a co-op. I've always been really interested in real estate investing. I never really talk about it because I feel like it might be a little bit boring to some people. I'm just kind of trying to decide if I want to invest in a property here or not. I'm kind of leaning towards no, but regardless, I do have to move anyways. So I've been looking at apartments. And then I also have a ton of emails to do.

我有些事情要處理。事實上，我需要解決的主要問題之一是我的公寓情況。我還在考慮以後要搬去哪裡，因為我的租約還有 30 天就到期了，這讓我很緊張。所以我一直在考慮是買公寓還是合作公寓。我一直對房地產投資很感興趣。我從不談論它，因為我覺得對某些人來說可能有點無聊。我只是想決定是否要在這裡投資房產。我傾向於不投資，但無論如何，我都必須搬家。所以我一直在看公寓。然後我還有一大堆郵件要寫。

I'm going to just work for a little bit. Also, do you guys recognize my necklace? If you follow me on TikTok or Instagram, I did a whole mystery jewelry bag unboxing and I got this.

我要去工作一會兒。另外，你們認得出我的項鍊嗎？如果你在 TikTok 或 Instagram 上關注我，我做過一次神祕首飾包開箱活動，我得到了這個。

So I don't know if you guys remember in my vlog a couple weeks ago, I went and I painted a vase at this pottery store. I finally got it back. It went through the kiln and I'm going to show you guys. Don't get your hopes up. I did like little flowers on it. The one thing I kind of messed up is like the base paint, but if you turn it like this way, it looks good. I rate it like a seven out of 10. So I'm going to go to the store and grab some fresh flowers for this, especially because my dad and brother are coming. I think it'd be nice to just have this setting out. The older I get, the more I really appreciate flowers. I used to really not care about them because I was like, they're going to die anyways. What's the point? But then I realized it's not about that. It's just about having something to cheer yourself up and like make your day really nice. Anyways, let's go get some flowers guys.

不知道你們還記不記得幾周前我的 Vlog，我在一家陶器店給一個花瓶上了漆。我終於把它拿回來了。我把它放進窯裡，給你們看看。別抱太大希望我在上面畫了小花有一件事我弄砸了，就是底漆的問題，但如果你像這樣把它翻過來，看起來還是不錯的。我給它打7分（滿分10分）。所以我要去商店買些新鮮的花來裝飾它，特別是因為我爸爸和哥哥要來。我覺得把這個擺出來會很不錯。我年紀越大，就越懂得欣賞鮮花。我以前真的不在乎花，因為我想，反正它們都會死。有什麼意義呢？但後來我意識到這不是重點。它只是為了讓自己開心起來 讓你的日子過得更美好

The guy was so nice at the flower shop. I ended up checking out and the guy was like, oh, these ones don't look very fresh. I'm going to get you a new set. He got me a fresh, very fresh bouquet.

花店裡的人真好。最後我結賬的時候，那個人說，哦，這些看起來不太新鮮。我給你換一套新的。他給我買了一束非常新鮮的花。

It's all right. I like it. It's not my favorite arrangement ever. I think the reason I like getting flowers for myself so much is because it just goes to show that you don't need to ask or wait for anybody else to get you them. Obviously I always talk about this, but you have to take care of yourself as if you would someone you're in a relationship with. And that's like, what's probably helped me with my confidence the most doing things for myself that I would do for a boyfriend or a best friend. It's not a waste of money to buy flowers. I used to think that it's not. My dad and brother are coming in about an hour. I'm so excited for them to come. I've been texting them. I think we're going to go to dinner tonight, but before they get here,

沒事的我喜歡這不是我最喜歡的插法我想我之所以這麼喜歡送花給自己 是因為這說明你不需要要求或等待別人送花給你很明顯，我一直都在說這個，但你必須像照顧戀愛中的人一樣照顧自己。這就好比，我為自己做的事情，就像我為男朋友或閨蜜做的事情一樣，可能對我的自信心幫助最大。買花不是浪費錢。我曾經認為這不是浪費。我爸爸和哥哥一小時後就要來了。我很期待他們的到來我一直在給他們發短信我想我們今晚去吃晚飯 不過要在他們來之前

I'm going to go through my makeup again. I know it feels like I just did this recently of everything in my apartment. My makeup, skincare area gets the messiest, the quickest. I think a lot of it might be due to the fact that I buy so much stuff and I get PR, which is so fun, but I do need to go through it pretty often. And I always feel so much better after doing it. So

我要再檢查一遍我的化妝品。我知道這感覺就像我最近才整理過我公寓裡的所有東西一樣。我的化妝品和護膚品區是最亂的、最快的。我想很多時候可能是因為我買了太多東西，而且我有公關，這很有趣，但我確實需要經常清理。但我確實需要經常清理一下，而且清理之後我總是感覺好多了。所以

I'm going to show you guys, this is what it looks like right now. I need to go through, toss some stuff that's probably expired and just like declutter this area. It's to the point where

我給你們看看，這就是現在的樣子。我需要檢查一下，把一些可能過期的東西扔掉，把這個地方整理一下。已經到了

I don't even like want to do my makeup anymore because I'm just so overstimulated. Let's get to organizing.

我甚至都不想再化妝了，因為我實在是太興奮了。讓我們開始整理吧。

I want advice how you deal with making new friends in college.

我想知道你們是如何在大學裡結交新朋友的。

Okay. My dad and my brother are here. So you guys know I've been doing little advice segments in my vlogs because I get a lot of questions from you guys and I just thought it'd be a fun way to give you guys my opinions. Usually I do this alone, but I thought it'd be fun to have my brother and dad join mostly because they're here and because I want their opinion.

好的我爸爸和我哥哥來了你們知道我一直在我的視頻錄像裡給你們提建議，因為我從你們那裡收到了很多問題，我只是覺得這是一個有趣的方式，可以給你們我的意見。通常都是我一個人做，但我覺得讓我哥哥和爸爸加入會很有趣，主要是因為他們在這裡，而且我想聽聽他們的意見。

It's so sad. I go through my DMs on Instagram. So if you guys have any advice, DM me. I wanted advice on how you deal with making new friends in college and trying your best to not feel lonely.

真讓人難過。我在Instagram上瀏覽了我的DM。所以如果你們有什麼建議，可以給我發郵件。我想知道你們如何在大學裡結交新朋友，並盡力讓自己不感到孤獨。

It's been really tough for me. So I just want some insight on how to not feel lonely all the time.

這對我來說真的很艱難。所以，我想知道如何才能不再感到孤獨。

You got to really work on keeping an open mind and everything. So I would say from friends, you're going to want to try to meet more new friends than you ever did before. And you're going to want to try more new things than you ever did before. Ashton will have his opinion since he was in college too.

你必須努力保持開放的心態和一切。所以我想說，從朋友的角度來說，你要嘗試認識比以前更多的新朋友。你要比以前嘗試更多的新事物。阿什頓也會有他的看法，因為他也上過大學。

Wait, can I read it again? I forget what the question was.

等等，我能再讀一遍嗎？我忘了問題是什麼了。

I agree. I think you kind of have to put yourself out there. Like my first two months of college were completely different than the rest of my college experience because I put myself out there a lot, especially as a transfer. I was a transfer. So I think I extra had to put myself out there like that. I think just joining clubs that you like will automatically bring people who are like-minded to you because you guys like the same things. And just like striking up conversation. I feel like people are friendlier than you would think. Like most of the time, people are pretty receptive.

我同意。我認為你必須把自己擺在那裡。就像我上大學的頭兩個月，與我大學的其他經歷完全不同，因為我經常把自己擺在那裡，尤其是作為一個轉校生。我是轉校生。所以我覺得我額外需要把自己放在那裡。我覺得只要加入你喜歡的社團，就會自動把志同道合的人帶到你身邊，因為你們喜歡同樣的東西。就像搭訕一樣。我覺得人們比你想象的更友好。大多數時候，人們都很容易接受。

And you're all starting out that way. I mean, everyone's all coming from the same place.

你們都是這樣開始的。我的意思是，每個人都來自同一個地方。

You're all starting out as a freshman. What I regretted doing is staying in my dorm. I secluded myself in my dorm, and I didn't go out as much, and I didn't meet people on my floor, and I isolated myself, and I felt more lonely. As the freshman year went on, I sort of like grew out of that, and I sort of like started to meet new people.

你們都是大一新生。我最後悔的就是呆在宿舍裡。我把自己封閉在宿舍裡，沒有經常出門，也沒有認識同樓層的人，我把自己孤立起來，感覺更加孤獨。隨著大一生活的繼續，我逐漸擺脫了這種狀態，開始認識新朋友。

I might add too that about the staying in the dorm, you don't want to stay in the dorm too much, and you probably really don't want to stay on your cell phone. All the statistics show the more you're on your phone, the more depressed you could get.

我還想補充一點，關於待在宿舍的問題，你不想在宿舍待太久，而且你可能真的不想一直玩手機。所有的統計數據都表明，你玩手機越多，就越容易抑鬱。

Yeah. So definitely when you're first moving, try to meet the people that are right across from you.

是啊所以，剛搬家的時候，一定要儘量認識你對面的人。

I need to go to bed immediately. I'm actually so excited though to get unready because my skincare game elevates itself every time that I go through and organize it. It makes me want to actually do my full skincare regimen. I'm also breaking open my new cleansing balm, so it's just a good skincare night.

我得馬上上床睡覺。不過，我還是很興奮，因為每次整理護膚品的時候，我的護膚水準都會得到提升。這讓我想真正做完整的護膚程序。我還要打開我的新潔面膏，所以這將是一個美好的護膚之夜。

Oh, I almost forgot to say my dad and my brother are back at their hotel now.

哦，我差點忘了說，我爸和我哥現在已經回酒店了。

Surprise! I remembered to do an outro. I am all cozy. By the way, I loved that eye mask that I got. I tried it out for the first time tonight, and it was so nice, and I just feel cooler using it. Anyways, I'm so tired. I'm going to go to bed, but I love you guys.

驚喜我記得做了個結尾。我很愜意。對了，我很喜歡我買的眼罩。我今晚第一次試戴，感覺非常好，戴上它我感覺更涼爽了。總之，我太累了。我要去睡覺了，但我愛你們。

Thanks for watching. If you guys have any videos you want to see from me, please comment them down below. I always love hearing what you guys want to see, and I read every single comment. But yeah, I love you guys. Thanks for watching, and I'll see you in my next vlog. Bye.

感謝觀看。如果你們有任何想看的視頻，請在下面評論。我總是喜歡聽你們說想看什麼，每一條評論我都會看。是的，我愛你們。感謝觀看，我們下期視頻再見。再見