And in summary, it was...

總之，這是...

Just all watching my stream in here.

大家都在看我的視頻流。

What the hell is going on?

這到底是怎麼回事？

Who's next?

下一個是誰？

Is it Shu Yamino?

是山野修嗎？

Exhausting.

令人精疲力竭。

Well, exhausting in a good way.

好吧，累也是好事。

There is so much stuff that happened there, I don't even know where to begin.

那裡發生的事情太多了，我都不知道從何說起。

Ugh.

唉。

Bro, these do not taste nice.

兄弟，這些味道不好。

Why?

為什麼？

What the fuck?

搞什麼鬼？

Bouncy protein bar.

彈力蛋白棒

Why would they think to put protein with bounty?

他們怎麼會想到把蛋白質和賞金放在一起呢？

What the hell is this?

這是什麼鬼東西？

Hey, yo!

嘿

Bomni?

波姆尼？

Yes, Jax?

什麼事，賈克斯？

This is amazing, thank you so much.

太神奇了，非常感謝。

What is this?

這是什麼？

This is a little creepy, but like, I kind of like it, to be honest.

這有點讓人毛骨悚然，但說實話，我還挺喜歡的。

I can't help but have the feeling that maybe this is gonna like, watch me sleep at night.

我不禁有種感覺，也許這會讓我晚上睡不著覺。

Open for gift description.

禮品說明開放。

Hi Kuro, I've included the following in this package.

嗨，庫洛，我在這個套裝軟體中包含了以下內容。

A ball-jointed pomni-doll I got from Etsy.

我從 Etsy 買來的一個球形關節 pomni-doll。

With patience, she can stand on hard surfaces and be moved into different positions.

只要有耐心，她就能站在堅硬的地面上，並被移動到不同的位置。

A ball prism.

球稜鏡

If you hold it in front of your eye, it will change the way you see the world.

如果你把它放在眼前，它將改變你看世界的方式。

Whoa!

哇哦

Oh my god.

我的天啊

This is what spiders see all the time.

這就是蜘蛛經常看到的景象。

These Totoro cards are a callback to the watch-along you had, and also an IRL donor for you to spend as you wish.

這些龍貓卡既是對你曾經觀看過的龍貓的回饋，也是你可以隨意使用的現實捐款。

Huh?

啊？

What?

什麼？

100 Smackaroos!

100 個 Smackaroos！

This is what the inside looks like.

這就是裡面的樣子。

Pretty sick.

太變態了

I hope these gifts brighten your mood, just as you brighten the lives of many others.

我希望這些禮物能照亮你的心情，就像你照亮了許多人的生活一樣。

The mischievous ghost.

調皮鬼

Aw, thank you so much, mischievous ghost.

啊，太謝謝你了，調皮鬼。

I will spend this money on hard cocaine.

我會把這些錢花在硬可卡因上。

Bullshit rock!

狗屁搖滾

BTS!

BTS！

It's me!

是我

We got some Beans socks.

我們買了豆豆的襪子

Thank you for the socks.

謝謝你的襪子。

I appreciate it.

我很感激。

Mao and Pimples.

毛澤東與痘痘

I've never actually tried these.

我從來沒有真正嘗試過這些。

First time review!

第一次審查！

Bro, these are so bad.

兄弟，這些太糟糕了。

Like, how are these actually- This is actually really bad.

就像，這些怎麼會-- 這真的很糟糕。

Oh, what the fuck?

哦，搞什麼鬼？

Normal Maoams taste so much better than this.

普通毛姆的味道比這個好太多了。

What?

什麼？

How could it be branded the same as Maoams, yet it tastes so different?

它的品牌怎麼會和毛姆一樣，但味道卻如此不同？

That makes no sense.

這說不通啊。

Hold on.

等一下

I tried the yellow one.

我試過黃色的。

Maybe the red one is good.

也許紅色的那個不錯。

Maybe the pink one is good.

也許粉色的那個不錯。

I don't know.

我不知道。

This shit is ass.

真他媽操蛋

Thank you, Bisque.

謝謝你，比斯克。

This was private.

這是私事。

You guys are not allowed to know what's in here.

你們不能知道里面有什麼

It's all of her bank account information.

這是她所有的銀行賬戶資訊。

What the fuck?

搞什麼鬼？

What the fuck is this?

這是什麼鬼東西？

Be loved.

被愛

Is this like a hat or something?

這是頂帽子還是什麼？

I actually don't know what the hell this is.

其實我也不知道這是什麼鬼東西。

What is this?

這是什麼？

Is this a sock?

這是襪子嗎？

Oh, it's a- Thanks.

謝謝

We wouldn't trade you for any other certain stalker.

我們不會把你換成任何其他跟蹤者。

This is actually really sick.

這真的很變態。

I haven't seen anyone do this before.

我以前從沒見過有人這麼做。

Like, the half me and the half of my VTuber.

比如，我的一半和我的 VTuber 的一半。

It's actually really cool.

這真的很酷。

Ooh.

哦

It's like a wristband.

它就像一個腕帶。

I think I'm too stupid to know how to put this on.

我想我太笨了，不知道怎麼戴上這個。

That looks pretty fucking si- I've always been a very, very shy person.

我一直是個非常非常害羞的人

And if you were to tell me five years ago that I would stand on stage in front of a massive audience and they would just sit there and listen to me speak for one hour?

如果你在五年前告訴我，我會站在舞臺上面對眾多觀眾，而他們只是坐在那裡聽我演講一個小時？

I don't even know what I would say.

我都不知道自己該說些什麼。

First of all, I wouldn't even think that I would have the courage to do that.

首先，我覺得自己根本沒有勇氣這麼做。

Second of all, I don't even think that there would be that many people to come and watch me in the first place.

其次，我根本不認為會有那麼多人來看我。

Third of all, five years ago, I was working as a fucking bartender.

第三，五年前，我還是個該死的酒保。

So this was like the last thing on my mind.

所以這是我最不想做的事。

I think this trip, I've really, really gotten out of my comfort zone and done a lot of different things.

我覺得這次旅行，我真的真的走出了自己的舒適區，做了很多不同的事情。

Not only did I do a lot more IRL streams, I also met a lot of different fans on different days.

我不僅做了更多的 IRL 串流，還在不同的日子裡遇到了很多不同的粉絲。

I took pictures with them.

我和他們一起拍照。

I signed stuff for them.

我給他們簽過字。

I really need to work on my signature, by the way.

順便說一句，我真得好好寫寫我的簽名了。

That was horrible.

太可怕了

And I also did that panel that I talked about.

我還參加了我說過的小組討論。

But aside from the convention stuff, I actually talked to a lot of new people and I even hanged out and made loads of friends.

不過，除了大會上的事情，我其實還和很多新朋友聊過天，甚至還一起出去玩，交了很多朋友。

Now, I don't know if you guys know this, but I'm kind of an introvert.

我不知道你們是否知道，我是個內向的人。

I don't really like spending time with people.

我不太喜歡與人相處。

Well, it's not really that I don't like spending time.

其實，我並不是不喜歡花時間。

It's just that I have a very low social battery.

只是我的社交能力很差。

And on top of that, I also kind of just like being alone.

除此之外，我還有點喜歡獨處。

There are some people who just need to have other human interaction every single day of their life.

有些人一生中每天都需要與他人交流。

But for me personally, I really like my alone time.

但就我個人而言，我非常喜歡獨處的時間。

But I thought I would go out of my comfort zone just a little bit.

但我想，我還是要走出我的舒適區一點點。

I talked to over 25 different people in private.

我私下和超過 25 個不同的人談過。

Had full on conversations with them.

與他們進行了充分的交談。

I even went karaokeing, just out and about walking with them.

我甚至去唱卡拉 OK，只是和他們一起出去走走。

Had some dinner with them.

和他們共進晚餐

It was honestly just amazing.

老實說，這真是太神奇了。

I think this is the most fun I've had on a trip in a long time.

我覺得這是我很長時間以來旅行中最開心的一次。

Actually, I think it's probably the most fun I've had in general in a long time.

實際上，我覺得這可能是我很長時間以來玩得最開心的一次。

All the vibes of the people and the convention was just perfect.

所有的人和大會的氛圍都非常完美。

Also, there were so many British viewers.

此外，還有很多英國觀眾。

Where the hell are you guys in my chat?

你們到底在哪裡？

I swear to God, you guys are all hiding because you think we're going to make fun of you, which we will.

我對天發誓，你們都躲起來了，因為你們覺得我們會取笑你們，我們會的。

But come on, man, you speak in my chat.

但拜託，老兄，你在我的聊天室裡說話。

Tell me that you're British for once.

告訴我你是英國人，就這一次。

You think I like being the only Brit in my own stream?

你以為我喜歡在自己的流中做唯一的英國人嗎？

It's lonely in here, man.

這裡很寂寞

Please.

請。

I think this convention has really taught me that people, even myself, can change so much over the course of just a few years.

我認為，這次大會讓我真正認識到，人，甚至是我自己，在短短几年的時間裡會發生巨大的變化。

You might think that you're bad at talking to people, and you don't know how to have conversations.

你可能認為自己不善於與人交談，不知道如何進行對話。

You make everything awkward.

你讓一切都變得尷尬。

But the thing is, I also think that way about myself.

但問題是，我自己也是這麼想的。

And everyone that I've met in this convention has told me otherwise.

而我在大會上遇到的每個人都告訴我，事實並非如此。

And I feel like that was mainly just for the fake it till you make it mentality.

我覺得這主要是出於 "不成功便成仁 "的心態。

The fake it till you make it mentality just means fake confidence, and then eventually, you will be confident.

偽裝到成功的心態只是意味著偽裝自信，然後最終你會變得自信。

At least that's what happened to me.

至少我就是這樣。

This whole convention, I was just thinking to myself, you know what?

整個大會期間，我一直在想，你知道嗎？

I want to try being the version of myself that I wish I could be.

我想嘗試成為我希望成為的那個自己。

And considering most of the people who I met there didn't really know me in person, I felt like it was a lot easier to just pretend to be a different version of myself than it would be if I tried to do it in front of friends who already know that I'm a very shy person.

考慮到我在那裡遇到的大多數人都不認識我本人，我覺得假裝成另一個自己要比在那些已經知道我很害羞的朋友面前要容易得多。

And because of that, I think it led to some insane character growth for myself.

正因為如此，我認為這讓我的性格得到了瘋狂的成長。

You can do it too.

你也能做到

I believe in you.

我相信你

Just keep trying.

繼續努力

I'm 24 years old now, and it took me this long to get even remotely confident to go on stage.

我今年 24 歲了，花了這麼長時間才有信心上臺表演。

It's not a race, so don't worry.

這不是比賽，所以不用擔心。

You've got this.

你有這個。

I believe in you.

我相信你