I have this urge, I have this urge to kill, I have this urge to kill and show that I'm alive I'm getting sick from these apologies from people with priorities that they're like, that is so much more than mine But I'm shuddering, I'm shuddering again, no one will listen and no one will understand Because suffering is contagious because no one likes me when I shrink, want to go back to when it all began So I flash the thought, to stay undone, I got this headache and my lips on the line I felt like I won, but I wasn't done, they're never ending since I've been pretend Got to keep on going, and carry on, so you'll wake up and the sun will shine But I'm not so strong, and I'm not gone, they're still out there to take what's left of mine

這股衝動，這股衝動想要殺戮，我有這股衝動想要殺戮，並證明我還活著。 我受夠了這些道歉，來自那些自以為是的人，他們的優先事項好像比我的更重要。 但我再次顫抖，沒有人會聽，沒有人會理解。 因為痛苦是會傳染的，因為當我變小時，沒有人會喜歡我，我想回到一切開始的時候。 所以我閃過這個念頭，保持未完成，我頭痛得厲害，嘴唇發麻。 我感覺自己像贏了，但其實我還沒結束，他們永遠不會停止，因為我一直在假裝。 我必須繼續前行，並堅持下去，這樣你就會醒來，陽光會再次照耀。 但我並沒有那麼堅強，我也並未消失，他們仍然在那裡，想奪走我僅剩的東西。