They wanted me to leave.

他們想讓我離開。

In less than two weeks, I packed everything.

不到兩週，我就收拾好了一切。

I left a country where I had spent my teenage years and adult years.

我離開了我度過少年和成年時光的國家。

Where I turned 18, held someone's hand for the first time, learned about love, got my first real job, and picture a future.

在那裡，我年滿 18 歲，第一次牽起別人的手，瞭解了愛情，找到了第一份真正的工作，描繪了未來。

The place I once called home.

我曾經稱之為家的地方

And that was it.

就是這樣。

I found myself back in my hometown.

我發現自己回到了家鄉。

A place that felt familiar yet at the same time foreign.

一個既熟悉又陌生的地方。

I didn't know what to think.

我不知道該怎麼想。

Everything felt like a dream.

一切都像一場夢。

But every day I woke up and realized that this was reality.

但每天醒來，我都會意識到這就是現實。

And the weight of loneliness and uncertainty just grew with each passing day.

孤獨和不確定的感覺與日俱增。

Yet in that weird moment of despair, I also started to feel free.

然而，在絕望的怪異時刻，我也開始感到自由。

Perhaps this is my chance to start fresh again.

也許這是我重新開始的機會。

So I went to get this.

於是我去拿這個。

This is my favorite drink from the convenience store.

這是我最喜歡的便利店飲料。

It's lemon jelly something drink.

這是檸檬果凍之類的飲料。

It's really good.

真的很不錯。

Yeah, so where was I?

我說到哪兒了？

So after I moved back, I really wanted to push my limit and explore different things before I go back to working at a corporate.

是以，搬回來之後，我真的很想挑戰自己的極限，在回到公司工作之前探索不同的事物。

And I only had a vague idea of what I want to try.

而我對自己想嘗試的東西只有一個模糊的概念。

But I didn't have any clear plans.

但我沒有任何明確的計劃。

So what happened was I started, we started up with some friends.

於是，我開始和一些朋友一起創業。

Which didn't really work out in the end.

但最終並沒有成功。

But I learned a lot.

但我學到了很多。

And I also tried auditioning for the first time.

我還第一次嘗試試鏡。

Just thought it would be really fun.

只是覺得會很有趣。

And somehow I got signed by an agency.

不知怎的，我被一家經紀公司簽下了。

And honestly, I'm not sure where this is all gonna take me.

老實說，我不知道這一切會把我帶向何方。

And sometimes I do have moments where I kind of contemplate on the decisions that I've made.

有時，我也會思考自己做出的決定。

One thing that I was certain about was, I knew if I didn't do this now, I would definitely regret a year from now.

有一件事我很確定，那就是我知道如果我現在不這樣做，一年後我一定會後悔。

And the later it is, the higher the stakes become.

時間越晚，風險越大。

So I like this quote a lot by John Maxwell.

是以，我很喜歡約翰-麥克斯韋的這句話。

He said, feel early, feel often, but always feel forward.

他說，要儘早感受，經常感受，但始終要向前感受。

So even though there happen and there still are a lot of struggles, I'm also learning a lot.

是以，儘管過去和現在都有很多掙扎，但我也學到了很多東西。

Learning more about who I am, what I want, and what I'm good at, what I'm passionate about.

更多地瞭解我是誰，我想要什麼，我擅長什麼，我對什麼充滿熱情。

You just gotta try it out.

你只需試一試。

Experiment in yourself.

在自己身上做實驗。

And iterate as you go.

邊做邊改。

And with all the unpredictability of life, I guess you never know what opportunities might come along the way and how your mindset could change.

我想，人生變幻莫測，你永遠不知道一路上會遇到什麼機遇，也不知道自己的心態會發生怎樣的變化。

So yeah, I'm also learning that the thing so-called destination is actually more like a moving target.

所以是的，我也知道所謂的目的地其實更像是一個移動的目標。

All you need is a general direction.

你需要的只是一個大方向。

I don't know the full path.

我不知道完整的路徑。

It's just like sailing a boat on the Pacific Ocean.

這就像在太平洋上駕船航行一樣。

You steer in the general direction, keep moving forward, adjusting your course as you go.

你朝著大方向掌舵，繼續前進，在前進的過程中調整航向。

And it's okay if you make mistakes and derail a bit sometimes.

如果你有時犯錯和出軌也沒關係。

You never know what might happen.

你永遠不知道會發生什麼。

Trust the process.

相信過程。

Believe in yourself and the work you put in.

相信自己，相信自己付出的努力。

Like Steve Jobs once said, you cannot connect the dots looking forward.

正如史蒂夫-喬布斯曾經說過的那樣，向前看是無法把點連起來的。

You can only connect them looking backwards.

你只能逆向將它們連接起來。

Instead of focusing on the outcome, set goals based on your effort and actions.

與其關注結果，不如根據自己的努力和行動來設定目標。

Take one step a day, every day, no matter how big or small it is.

無論大小，每天邁出一步。

Be patient with the process.

對過程要有耐心。

Be kind to yourself.

善待自己

Know that great things don't come easily.

要知道，偉大的事情來之不易。

Great things come from hard work and perseverance.

偉大的事情來自於辛勤的工作和堅持不懈的努力。

Remember to celebrate your small wins.

記住，要慶祝你的小勝利。

Acknowledge your efforts and give yourself grace when things don't go as planned.

當事情沒有按計劃進行時，要肯定自己的努力，並給予自己寬容。

You are on a journey of growth and self-discovery.

你們正處於成長和自我發現的旅程中。

And that's what life is about.

這就是生活的真諦。

And most importantly, always remember to have fun and enjoy the journey.

最重要的是，一定要記住玩得開心，享受旅程。

Don't pursue happiness.

不要追求幸福

Rather, understand that happiness is to pursue.

相反，要明白幸福就是追求。

I went the wrong way.

我走錯路了

And my camera is out of battery, so I'm using my phone to record.

我的相機沒電了，所以用手機錄製。

I went the wrong way, didn't I?

我走錯路了，不是嗎？

I have to take the CMA back.

我必須收回 CMA。

Because I feel it so strong.

因為我的感覺如此強烈。

I've been on hold now, baby.

我現在被擱置了，寶貝。

Don't you feel the times are coming When it feels so right To dance in the moonlight, baby With you With you With you Don't you feel the times are coming Because I feel it so strong I've been on hold now, baby Don't you feel the times are coming Can you feel it Can you feel it Don't you feel the times are coming That's right Thanks for watching!

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