I think it was, like, after a party in high school on, like, a bean bag,

- 我想這是在高中的一個聚會之後。

and his dad busted into the party and actually, like, took him off.

在一個豆袋上，他的父親闖入了聚會。並且實際上把他帶走了。

It was really scarring.

(笑)這真的很傷人。(管絃樂)

Tell me about your first kiss.

- [攝像師]告訴我你的初吻。

My first kiss.

- 我的初吻。- 呃。

What a memory.

- 多麼美好的回憶。(笑)

Well...

- 嗯...

- I was 11. - 12.

- 我當時11歲。- 12.

I was 13 and I got dared to kiss Daniel Spalding and I, like, forgot to close my eyes.

- 我13歲的時候，我被敢於親吻丹尼爾-斯波爾丁。而我忘了閉上眼睛。

We were playing suck and blow, and he purposefully dropped the dollar so I would have to kiss him,

- 我們在玩吸和吹的遊戲他故意丟掉了美元 所以我必須吻他，然後。

and then he just, like, shoved his tongue in my mouth.

他只是把他的舌頭塞進我的嘴裡。

When was it?

- [攝像師]什麼時候的事？

I know exactly when it was; it was⏤

- 我很清楚那是什麼時候。那是...

June 15th, 2016.

- 2016年6月15日。

Think I was in, like, the 7th grade at a dance.

- 我當時好像是在七年級的一個舞會上。

We were dancing; she leans back and says, "Have you ever kissed a lady before?"

- 我們在跳舞。她向後靠了靠，說。 "你以前吻過女士嗎？"

- No. - Do you want to?

"沒有。""你想嗎？"

Yeah.

"是的。"

I remember him leaning over to me.

- 我記得他靠在我身邊。

He had just eaten a tuna sandwich.

- 他剛剛吃了一個金槍魚三明治。

His brother was playing World of Warcraft in the same room.

- 他的弟弟在玩《魔獸世界》。在同一個房間裡。

And then he kissed me, and then afterwards, he was like, "Could you give me a hand job?" and I was like, "No."

- 然後他吻了我，之後又吻了我。他說，"你能給我打打下手嗎？" 我當時想，"不。"

- Were you nervous? - I was crazy nervous.

- [攝像師]你緊張嗎？- 我當時緊張得要命。

Probably was, like, sweating profusely.

- 可能是像大汗淋漓。

I remember being really nervous and, like, asking my friends how to do it in middle school.

- 我記得當時真的很緊張，就像。在中學時，我曾問過我的朋友如何做。

And were you like practicing on them or something?

- [攝像師]那你是如何練習的？在他們身上還是什麼？

No, no!

- 不，(笑)不!

- My first kiss⏤ - ... was in ninth grade.

- 我的初吻 --- 當時在九年級。

- ... during a basketball game. - ... under a church pew.

- 在一場籃球比賽中。- 在一個教堂的長椅下。

- ... on a river bank. - It was in a elevator.

- 在一個河岸上。- 這是在一個電梯裡。

We were in his room, we sat on his floor.

- 我們在他的房間裡，我們坐在他的地板上。

We were on a dock, looking up at the stars.

- 我們在一個碼頭上仰望星空。

Describe your first kiss.

- [攝像師]描述一下你的初吻。

I had been dating this guy for maybe, like, a week and we went to see a movie.

- 我和這個人約會大概有一個星期了我們去看了一場電影。

- What movie? - "Finding Nemo".

- [攝像師]什麼電影？- 海底撈》。

"Pirates of the Caribbean II"?

- 加勒比海盜之二？

And the credits music of "Pirates" is really dramatic to kiss somebody to, especially for your first kiss.

海盜》的片頭音樂真的很有戲劇性親吻某人，特別是為你的初吻。

We were watching "Pulp Fiction" in his basement.

- 我們在他的地下室裡看《紙漿小說》。

It, like, went to credits, and then the credits eventually went to black.

它進入信貸，然後是信貸最終變成了黑色。

My heart started beating really fast and I was like, "Oh, fuck."

- 我的心臟開始跳動得非常快我當時想，"哦，他媽的"。

And who made the first move?

- [攝像師]誰先動的手？

- She did! - He made the first move.

- 她做到了!- 他邁出了第一步。

I started off by, like ,devouring his face, and he, like, pushed me away and said,

- 我一開始就像吞噬了他的臉一樣他好像把我推開了，說。

"No, slow down. This is how we're gonna do it."

"不，慢點。"這就是我們要做的事。"

So, he, like, grabbed me, spun me around, and then dipped, and then basically was, like⏤

- 所以，他就像，抓住我，把我轉了一圈然後浸泡，然後基本上是像（漱口） --

And was there tongue?

- [攝像師]有舌頭嗎？

Yes. Yeah.

- 是的。是的（笑）。

He used way too much tongue, not even completely in the mouth.

- 他用了太多的舌頭。甚至不完全在口中。

- It was a lot of slobbering. - A lot of saliva over my face.

- 這是一個很大的口水問題。- 我的臉上有很多口水。

I ended up whole-mouth kissing above all of her lips.

- 我最後在上面全口吻了一下她所有的嘴脣。

Lots of, like, big big mouths, like, big mouth.

- 很多人喜歡，大嘴，喜歡大嘴。

I think we missed, like, 5 or 6 times.

- 我想我們好像錯過了五、六次。

It was just like a smush of faces.

- 這就像一張臉的粉碎。(親吻)

And I was like, "Is this... is this how everybody does it?"

- 我當時想，"大家都是這樣做的嗎？"

I was thankful my mom called me in the middle of it to end the kiss.

- 我很感激我媽媽在中間給我打電話來結束這個吻。

Was is enjoyable?

- [攝像師]很愉快嗎？

I wouldn't say that.

- 嗯，我不會這麼說。

Do you remember it?

- [攝像師]你記得嗎？

- Unfortunately. - I don't remember my first kiss.

- 不幸的是。- 我不記得我的初吻了。

I can't remember it.

- 我不記得了。

My first kiss was interesting because we had grown up together.

- 我的初吻很有趣，因為我們曾一起長大。

So, he was sort of like a brother.

是以，他有點像一個兄弟。

That's the only thing that made it weird.

這是唯一讓人感到奇怪的地方。

She was Peruvian, so she had, like, really nice, dark, black hair, and she was hot.

- 她是祕魯人，所以她有像真的很好。她有一頭烏黑的頭髮，而且很性感。

I mean, for... being 12.

我是說，因為是12歲。

So awkward.

(笑)太尷尬了。

It was in a car sitting in the backseat; my mom actually told him he should kiss me.

- 這是在一輛汽車裡，坐在後座上。我媽媽實際上告訴他，他應該吻我。

He gave me, like, a quick peck on the cheek, and then he was driven home.

他給了我一個快速的臉頰上的輕吻然後，他被趕回了家。

It was really awkward.

這真的很尷尬。

What was his name?

- [攝像師]他叫什麼名字？

- Trevor. - Andrew.

- 特雷弗。- 安德魯。

- Nate. - Justin.

- 內特。- 賈斯汀。

- Hannah. - Diana.

- 漢娜。- 戴安娜。

- Maria. - Mike Lima.

- 瑪麗亞。- 邁克-利馬。

Ooph, if hhe ees this, ugh.

- 當他看到這個，唉。

I honestly don't remember his name; Kevin, Ryan, one of those dude names.

- 說實話，我不記得他的名字了。凱文，瑞安，這些花花公子的名字之一。

His name was Tyler Hojanaki.

- 他的名字叫泰勒-胡亞納基。

Do you know where he's at now?

- [攝像師]你知道他現在在哪裡嗎？

No idea; I wish I did, though⏤dang, you gonna make me hunt this boy down.

- 不，我沒有，但我希望我有。當，你會讓我追捕這個男孩。

Why... why do you want to hunt him down?

- [攝像師]你為什麼要追捕他？

He put his mouth on me; I should know where he lives.

- 他把他的嘴放在我身上。我應該知道他住在哪裡。

Describe your first kiss.

- [攝像師]描述一下你的初吻。

First kiss or, like, first real kiss?

- 初吻還是像，真正的初吻？

Real kiss.

- [攝像師]真正的吻。- 呃... (笑)

- It was horrible. - I did not like it.

- 這很可怕。- 我不喜歡它。

My first kiss was in the closet of my church during Bible study.

- 我的初吻是在教堂的壁櫥裡在學習聖經期間。

What thoughts were running through your head?

- [攝像師]你腦子裡有什麼想法？

Oh, my gosh, we're gonna get in trouble; does this mean we're not going to Heaven any more?

- 哦，我的天哪，我們會有麻煩的。這是否意味著我們不會再去天堂了？

I was so guilty; I told my pastor immediately.

- 我是如此的內疚。我立即告訴我的牧師。

Did you get a boner?

- [攝像師]你勃起了嗎？(笑)

Yeah; she broke up with me the next day.

- 呃，是的。第二天她就和我分手了。

My first kiss.

- 我的初吻。

I think the girl said something about, "Aw, that was sweet."

我想那個女孩說了些什麼。"敬畏，那是甜蜜的。"

And then we were only ever friends.

然後我們只做過朋友。

I was 14, she was 18, and we kissed in the rain on her front steps, and now I'm gay.

- 我14歲，她18歲我們在雨中在她門前的臺階上接吻 而現在我是同志（笑）。

Even though you were gay, did you still enjoy the kiss?

- [攝像師]即使你是同志。你還喜歡這個吻嗎？

Oh, yeah, it was still a pretty good kiss.

- 哦，是的，這仍然是一個相當好的吻。

Did you tell everyone afterwards?

- [攝像師]事後你有沒有告訴大家？

I told my mom, which, thinking back on it, was pretty gay.

- 我告訴我媽媽，這回想起來。是相當同志。

I guess my first, like, real kiss was after I came out.

- 我想我的第一個真正的吻是在我出來之後。

All the other kisses before that, not real.

在此之前的所有其他吻，都不是真的。

I was on the streets of Rome with a guy named Fabio.

- 我和一個叫法比奧的人在羅馬的街頭。

I remember being, like, "This is it," like, that's what it's supposed to feel like.

我記得我當時覺得就是這樣了。這就是它應該有的感覺。

And then, that's when I really knew I was gay.

- 然後，那時候我才真正知道我是同志。

Describe your first kiss.

- [攝像師]描述一下你的初吻。

- Oh, God. - Oh.

- 哦，上帝。- 哦。

- It's a revelation. - I felt like the man.

- 這是一個啟示。- 我覺得自己就是那個人。

How old were you?

- [攝像師]你當時多大了？

- 18? - 18.

- 18?- 18.

- 21.

- 21.

I actually haven't had my first kiss yet.

- 事實上，我還沒有過初吻。

- How old are you? - Yeah. I just turned 20.

- [攝像師]你多大了？- 我剛滿20歲。

I mean, if anyone comes along, I'm right here.

我是說，如果有人來，我就在這裡（笑）。

I was old; I was 22.

- 我很老了，當時我22歲。

Do you still know him?

- [攝像師]你還認識他嗎？

Yeah, I still know him, yeah.

- 是的，我仍然認識他，是的。

We're married⏤no, we're not; we're not married, no.

我們已經結婚了。不，我們沒有，我們沒有結婚，沒有。

Wouldn't that be a great story?

那不是一個偉大的故事嗎（笑）？

My first kiss.

- 我的初吻。

Do you remember who it was?

- [攝像師]你記得是誰嗎？

My husband.

- 我的丈夫。

- That... that... - He was the only person you ever kissed?

- [攝像師]他是你唯一親吻過的人？

Yes.

- 是的。

And what was it like?

- [攝像師]那是什麼樣子的？

I don't think it was... I was too impressed with it.

- 我不認為我對它印象太深（笑）。