I wish I couldsaythatthiswas a harddecisionforme, butinallhonesty, thiswassomethingthat I'vebeenthinkingaboutsincetheyear 2020.
我希望我能說這對我來說是一個艱難的決定,但老實說,這是我自 2020 年以來一直在思考的事情。
Andsotoday, I thoughtthat I justgiveyouguysmyopiniononitas I tendtodoonthischannel.
所以今天,我想告訴你們我對此的看法,就像我在這個頻道上所做的那樣。
I'm alsokindoftryingtofilminpublicasyoucansee.
正如你所看到的,我也在嘗試在公共場合拍攝。
I'm reallysteppingoutofmycomfortzone.
我真的在走出我的舒適區。
Sofirstofall, I have a lotofvideosonthischanneltalkingabouthow I don't reallylikesocialmedia, how I don't reallyendorsepeopleinvestingtheirtimeinitintermsofsocialstatus.
Sothat's why I alwayshadthisdilemmaof, I wanttobeusingInstagramformyfriendsandnewpeoplethat I meet, newcontext, butatthesametime, I didn't reallywanttokeepitpublicanymore.
I'venevercaredaboutbeinganinfluencerorhaving a lotofnumbersbecausetobehonest, thenumberoffollowershasneveraddedanyvaluetomylife.
我從不在乎成為網紅或是擁有很多追蹤,因為老實說,追隨的數量從未給我的生活增加任何價值。
I guessthemainreasonwhy I keptmypublicInstagramforsuch a longtimeeventhough I didn't reallywanttowasbecausetherewasalwaystheadvantageofjustannouncingmyvideostoquite a lotofpeople.
Letmetalkabouttheconsofhaving a bigInstagramandminewasn't eventhatbig.
我想討論擁有很多 Instagram 追蹤的缺點,而我的甚至還沒有那麼多。
Thethingisthat I'vealwaysusedInstagramasif I wastalkingto a bunchofmyfriends,
有個問題是,我使用 Instagram 就好像我在和一群朋友聊天一樣,
butthetruthwasobviouslythatwitheverystorythat I posted, I wassharingitwithatleast 3,000 people.
但事實顯然是,我發布的每個限時動態都會跟至少 3,000 人分享。
And a coupleofyearsback, I haven't reallythoughtaboutitthatdeeply, butas I gotolder, thedesiretosharemyday-to-daylifewithpeoplethat I don't know, slowlystarteddiminishing.
Itis a littleuncomfortablewhensomepeoplegetinvestedinyourlifewaybeyondthepointthatyou'd wantthemto.
當有些人對你的生活的投入超出了你希望他們這樣做的程度時,你會感到有點不舒服。
I justwanttosaythatthisis, I'm notcomplaining, okay?
我只想說,我不是在抱怨,好嗎?
I knowthattherearecertainaspectsthattheinfluencerlifestylebringswithitself.
我知道有網紅的生活會帶來某些方面的困擾。
So I'm justsayingthat I don't needit.
所以我只是想說我不需要 Instagram。
I valuemyprivacy a lotmorethanthecoollookingnumberonmyInstagramprofile, ifthatmakessense.
比起 Instagram 上好看的追蹤數,我更重視我的隱私,你們懂的話。
I candowhatever I want, right? I gotfreewill.
我可以為所欲為,對吧? 我有自由意志。
I don't havetoabidebyanyrequirementsjustbecause I likemakingvideosdoesn't meanthat I havetoparticipateinthissocialmediagame, right?
我不需要遵守任何要求,因為我喜歡製作影片並不表示我必須參與這個社交媒體遊戲,對吧?
Butyeah, that's aboutit.
但就是這些了。
Andforthoseofyouwhowatchthisvideountiltheveryend, ifyoureallywanttofollowmeonanothersocialmediathanjustYouTubefor, I guess a littlemorefrequentposts, I guessyoucouldfollowmeonTumblr.