I had sent an inquiry a little while ago about seeing dr Murton.

我在不久前發出了一個關於看莫頓醫生的詢問。

I saw him a few years ago regarding a surgery, I had a consultation but I didn't actually go ahead with the operation at the time.

幾年前，我曾就一個手術見過他，我進行了諮詢，但當時我並沒有真的去做手術。

But I wanted to go ahead now but I was wondering if that initial consultation had done a few years ago if I need to do a new one?

但我想現在就去，但我想知道，如果幾年前做過的初步諮詢，我是否需要做一個新的？

Is it something that you just whenever whenever the next available one was?

是不是隻要有下一次機會，你就會去做？

It's not The okay, that would be fine.

這並不是說好，那就好了。

Monday the 20th.

20日星期一。

Thank you so much for coming with me today.

非常感謝你今天和我一起去。

No of course moral support.

當然沒有道義上的支持。

I can't believe today is the day, wow wow, that's so pretty.

不敢相信今天是個好日子，哇哇，太漂亮了。

Oh it's so beautiful.

哦，它是如此美麗。

I want to do that at my house.

我想在我家這樣做。

Forget about the boobs, I just want flowers.

別管什麼胸部，我只想要花。

This is what it looks like to be shooting breaks.

這就是拍攝休息時間的樣子。

The first thing he said to me open the door and he went didn't you used to be a redhead.

他對我說的第一件事就是打開門，他說你以前不是紅頭髮嗎？

I was like well you remember?

我當時想，你還記得嗎？

And he's like of course I remember because I've seen him a couple of years ago anyway, so he gave me a prod told me I have the smallest boobs that he's seen.

他說我當然記得，因為我幾年前就見過他了，所以他對我說，我的胸部是他見過的最小的胸部。

Okay.

好的。

He was like I was showing him, I said I've saved some pictures of other ladies on your website that they have similar rests to me.

他就像我在給他看一樣，我說我在你的網站上保存了一些其他女士的照片，她們有與我類似的休息。

And he was like to be fair, no one's got similar breasts to you.

他說，公平地說，沒有人的乳房與你相似。

You don't really have anything.

你並沒有真正擁有什麼。

He was like you've got note there's no breast tissue.

他說，你已經有了紙條，沒有乳房組織。

He was like its skin and Nichols, that's all you have.

他就像它的皮膚和尼克斯，這就是你的全部。

So he he said apparently when I lost weight all of that I lost everything that was and he was like, well it's most likely that what was there was like fat, it wasn't breast tissue when I was bigger, it was carrying fat kind of thing.

所以他說，顯然，當我減肥的時候，我失去了所有的東西，他說，這很可能是有什麼東西像脂肪一樣，當我更大的時候，它不是乳房組織，它是攜帶脂肪的那種東西。

But anyway he was like yeah you don't have anything at all.

但無論如何，他說是的，你根本就沒有什麼。

So he was like I've got to give you under the muscle because he said I wouldn't dare give you over because you've got nothing there, hold it.

所以他就說我得把你放在肌肉下面，因為他說我不敢把你放在上面，因為你那裡什麼都沒有，拿著吧。

And he was like it'll just slide all around the place and you'll see like a big line, you'll see like a crevice kind of thing where they're sitting.

他說，這東西會在周圍滑動，你會看到像一條大線，你會看到像裂縫一樣的東西，他們就坐在那裡。

So he said it's got to be under the muscle.

所以他說這一定是在肌肉下面。

And then he said he doesn't recommend that I get round ones, he wants me to get the teardrop because he said because I was saying my issue is that I've got no I've got nothing up here.

然後他說他不建議我買圓形的，他想讓我買水滴型的，因為他說因為我說我的問題是我沒有，我這裡什麼都沒有。

So it's like flat here and then it kind of kicks out a little bit here.

是以，它在這裡是平的，然後在這裡有一點踢出來的感覺。

And he said if he gave me the round ones, the nipple wouldn't change its location.

他說如果他給我圓形的，乳頭就不會改變位置。

So he was like imagine a round circle and you want your nipple to be like here.

所以他說，想象一個圓圈，你希望你的乳頭就像這裡。

But if he put round on me, the nipple would kind of sit here and it would point downwards, but he said with the teardrop because it's got the scoop shape, it will scoop under the nipple and project the nipple up higher.

但是，如果他把圓形的放在我身上，乳頭就會坐在這裡，而且會朝下，但是他說水滴形的，因為它有勺子的形狀，它會在乳頭下面舀起，把乳頭往上推。

And I told him like, I want more fullness up in this section.

我告訴他，我想讓這部分更加飽滿。

I don't really care about projection, like how far out it comes.

我其實並不關心預測，比如說它有多遠。

I just want more fullness.

我只是想讓自己更豐滿。

And he said, my the gap between my boobs is actually very wide.

他說，我的胸部之間的差距實際上是非常寬的。

So he was showing me images of some other ladies where when you put the implants in the implants themselves, just create a cleavage even when they not even wearing a bra, they're so close together because of how wide their stone um is.

所以他給我看了一些其他女士的圖片，當你把植入物放進去時，植入物本身就會產生乳溝，甚至當她們甚至沒有穿胸罩時，她們也是如此接近，因為她們的石頭嗯有多寬。

But mine is so wide.

但我的是那麼寬。

And he said, you can't put the implants over the bone, but this is such a wide bone here, that the implant will stop there and it'll stop there.

他說，你不能把植入物放在骨頭上，但這裡的骨頭很寬，植入物會停在那裡，會停在那裡。

So he's like, you'll only get cleavage when you have a push up bra to push them together, which is fine.

所以他說，只有當你有一個推舉式胸罩把它們推到一起時，你才會有乳溝，這很好。

That that's what I expected.

這就是我所期望的。

He told me, he was like, what cup size do you want?

他告訴我，他說，你想要多大的杯子？

And I was like, I think I want to be because I don't want bigger.

我當時想，我想我要的是，因為我不希望更大。

I just want round fullness.

我只是想要圓潤飽滿。

And he was like, be isn't going to work because in order to get the fullness at the top because it's a circle.

他說："這樣不行，因為為了在頂部獲得飽滿度，因為它是一個圓。

He was like, we can't kind of just give you something small because then it'll be small.

他說，我們不能只給你一些小東西，因為那樣它就會很小。

So there won't be any fullness.

所以不會有任何充實感。

So he's like, you've got to go to a c.

所以他就說，你得去找一個C。

But they just do different depths.

但他們只是做了不同的深度。

So it's like just projection.

所以這就像只是投射。

So he was like we won't do one that sticks out really far.

所以他說，我們不會做一個非常突出的東西。

It'll be a C.

這將是一個C。

But it'll just be more flat against the chest.

但它只會更平坦地靠在胸前。

So his recommendation was 13 3 315 cc.

所以他的建議是13 3 315毫升。

Um teardrop.

嗯，水滴。

And then he was explaining to me like there's a difference between you can get smooth implants and texted implants and there's a payoff for both.

然後他向我解釋說，你可以得到光滑的植入物和文字植入物之間是有區別的，兩者都有回報。

So he said that the smooth implants have less of a risk of this particular type of breast cancer that you can get.

所以他說，光滑的植入物患這種特殊類型乳腺癌的風險較小，你可以得到。

But they have a higher likelihood to move.

但他們有更高的可能性移動。

And he said sometimes they put them in and they start here and in six months they end up down here because they just slip and then they've got to re operate and put it back.

他說，有時他們把它們放進去，從這裡開始，6個月後，它們就在這裡結束了，因為它們只是滑落，然後他們必須重新操作，把它放回去。

And he's like it can happen multiple times.

而且他說，這可能會發生多次。

So the risk of having to continuously re operate to keep Putting them back in position.

是以，必須不斷地重新操作以保持將它們放回原位的風險。

That the complications associated with multiple operations heap things outweighs the risk of if you have the texted implants which are more grippy so they stay in their spot.

如果你有文本的植入物，它的抓地力更強，所以它們會留在自己的位置上，這與多次手術相關的併發症堆積的事情超過了風險。

But apparently one in 64,000 women are at risk of developing this type of breast cancer associated with that textured implant.

但顯然，每64,000名婦女中就有一人有可能患上與這種紋理植入物有關的這種類型的乳腺癌。

It's something to do with the textured implants.

這與紋理的植入物有關。

Yeah but he said he's essentially stopped using the smooth implants.

是的，但他說他基本上已經停止使用光滑的植入物。

He said that he has them available if someone wants it.

他說，如果有人想要，他有這些東西。

But he doesn't recommend them because he said the risk of the smooth one slipping out of place and having to re operate again and put you under anesthetic again and go the risk of infection and all that.

但他不建議這樣做，因為他說光滑的那個滑出位置的風險，必須再次進行手術，讓你再次接受麻醉，並有感染和所有這些的風險。

Something over and over again.

一些事情一遍又一遍地進行。

He's like it's safer to go with the other one and then he said you should have them taken out or replaced after 15 to 20 years but I'll be on almost 30.

他說用另一個更安全，然後他說你應該在15到20年後把它們取出來或更換，但我快30歲了。

So he's like you'll be in your fifties and you'll have had kids and lots of things you don't need a breast lift.

所以他說，你會在50多歲的時候，你會有孩子和很多事情，你不需要做乳房提升。

But if you after you've had kids and if you want a breast lift you wait 15 years 20 years and then your fifties you can get a lift and you can have them replaced if you want to.

但是，如果你在生完孩子後，如果你想做乳房提升，你要等15年20年，然後你的50多歲就可以做提升了，如果你想的話，你可以把它們換掉。

And then other than that do you know how much these things cost?

然後除此之外，你知道這些東西要多少錢嗎？

I want to say it's between 10 to 20 grand.

我想說的是，它在1萬到2萬之間。

So all up for his fees it's 8000 and then for the hospital and then the anesthetist it's gonna come to 11,000 which is what I was expecting.

是以，他的所有費用是8000，然後是醫院和麻醉師的費用，將達到11000，這是我所期望的。

The funny thing is when I saw him years ago I think that total was going to be eight and I didn't go ahead with it back then.

有趣的是，當我幾年前看到他時，我認為總數要達到8個，而我當時沒有去做。

So in waiting a couple of years I have not so far it's gone up in price but I'm also more comfortable doing it and that's worth more than anything and I booked first of february, Wait, that seems like too much.

是以，在等待的幾年裡，我至今沒有漲價，但我也做得更舒服，這比什麼都值錢，我預訂了2月1日，等等，這似乎太多。

Oh my God!

哦，我的天啊

Oh my God, I'm going back to my pre op appointment on the 19th of january and that's in like three weeks.

哦，我的上帝，我將在1月19日回到我的術前預約，那是在大約三週後。

Oh my God.

哦，我的上帝。

He's like, he was like I don't have any availability for like well into halfway through next year, but he was like but you're very small and we're not doing very much to you sir.

他說，他說我沒有任何空閒的時間，好像到了明年的一半，但是他說，但是你非常小，我們對你沒有做什麼，先生。

And he was looking through his calendar and he's like, this day here is fully, but I think I can put you in right here, I'll come in early and I can put you in here.

他在翻看他的日曆，他說，這一天已經滿了，但我想我可以把你放在這裡，我會提前來，我可以把你放在這裡。

And so then it's really funny, I've got it in my handbag, he wrote a little post it note and it says first feb okay?

然後真的很有趣，我把它放在我的手提包裡，他寫了一張小便條，上面寫著2月1日好嗎？

And he says give this to the ladies at the front desk, they'll know what it means.

他說把這個交給前臺的女士們，她們會知道這意味著什麼。

And I was like ah thank you, I will frame it and I'll put it with my before and after photo.

我當時想，啊，謝謝你，我會把它裱起來，和我之前和之後的照片放在一起。

And then he was like, well give it to the lady isn't because otherwise they won't give you the date if you don't give them this note.

然後他就說，好吧，把它給這位女士吧，因為如果你不給他們這張紙條，他們就不會給你約會。

So I go to the desk and I was like, I have this special note for you.

所以我走到桌子前，我想，我有這個特別的紙條給你。

And they looked at it, they burst out laughing and they were like, we should frame this.

他們看著它，突然大笑起來，他們說，我們應該把它裱起來。

It was like that's what I said, you want to take it and I was like this little note in my bag first.

就像我說的那樣，你想拿著它，我就像這個小紙條一樣先放在我的包裡。

So I paid a $500 deposit and I haven't told dan yet.

所以我付了500美元的定金，我還沒有告訴丹。

He was like, he's giving me these three D rendered images.

他就像，他給了我這三個D渲染的影像。

I'll show you of what it'll look like.

我給你看看它是什麼樣子的。

And he was like, you can show your husband and like, um, but I didn't tell him downtown doesn't know.

他就說，你可以給你丈夫看，就像，嗯，但我沒有告訴他市區不知道。

But I feel like if I go down, I'm like, hon, I've got some something cool to show you, you know what's going to happen on the first of february, this.

但我覺得如果我下去，我就會說，親愛的，我有一些很酷的東西要給你看，你知道2月1日會發生什麼，這個。

And if I just show three like CG Ibu instead of being like, no, you shouldn't get a boob job.

如果我只是展示三個像CG伊布一樣的人，而不是像，不，你不應該去做隆胸手術。

He'll be like, well, okay then how much is this gonna cost?

他就會說，好吧，那麼這要花多少錢呢？

Honey will handle it.

蜂蜜會處理的。

My trees.

我的樹

So I wasn't entirely honest with you about why I went to the city today.

所以我並沒有完全向你坦白我今天為什麼要去城裡。

I went for a consultation and this is this is what this is actually me.

我去諮詢了一下，這就是這就是實際上的我。

That's my actual body that he photographed and that's what it would look like with 3 15 cc teardrop shape under the muscle.

這是他拍攝的我的實際身體，這就是在肌肉下有3個15毫升水滴形狀的身體的樣子。

Yeah, Do you?

是的，你有嗎？

I didn't think it would look that nice.

我不認為它會看起來那麼好。

So I was really happy when I saw that anyway, so he fully understood.

是以，無論如何，當我看到這一點時，我真的很高興，所以他完全理解。

I explained to him verbally what I wanted without even having showing him any pictures because I'd saved a bunch of pictures of what I wanted.

我口頭上向他解釋了我想要的東西，甚至沒有給他看任何照片，因為我保存了一堆我想要的照片。

And without me even showing him the pictures, he was like, I think what you want is going to be something like this.

我甚至沒有給他看照片，他就說，我想你想要的東西會是這樣的。

Is this what you're telling me.

這就是你要告訴我的嗎。

And he did this projection.

而他做了這個預測。

And I was like, that's better than what I wanted because it's not it's not huge.

我當時想，這比我想要的要好，因為它不是它不是很大。

They're not crazy groups, but they're like nice.

他們不是瘋狂的團體，但他們像是很好。

They look really nice and it's a feminine looking body to me.

他們看起來真的很不錯，在我看來，這是一個看起來很有女人味的身體。

So I think I would feel a lot better about myself.

是以，我想我對自己的感覺會好很多。

You know, you know that I don't really like to look at myself support.

你知道，你知道我不太喜歡看自己的支持。

I booked it.

我預訂了它。

So show me a reference, where are these tits you found on the internet and his, their tips that he's done.

所以給我看一個參考，你在網上找到的這些奶子在哪裡，還有他的，他們的技巧，他已經做了。

You know what the first thing he said to me was when I walked in, didn't you used to have red hair?

你知道我進來時他對我說的第一句話是，你以前不是有一頭紅髮嗎？

He recognized me.

他認出了我。

He was I was like, how do you remember?

他當時我就說，你怎麼記得？

And he was like, I'll always remember you.

他說，我會永遠記住你。

But he said apparently I have the smallest boobs he's ever worked on.

但他說，顯然我的胸部是他所做過的最小的胸部。

He was like, not to be offensive, but he was like, you don't actually have any breast tissue.

他說，不是要冒犯你，但他說，你實際上沒有任何乳房組織。

Like when you lost weight, you must have had it.

比如說當你減肥的時候，你一定有這個毛病。

You must have had fat in your boobs.

你的胸部一定有脂肪。

If you had boobs, you must have just been fat because he was like, you don't have any tissue here.

如果你有胸部，你一定只是胖，因為他說，你這裡沒有任何組織。

He's like, it's just skin and nipple, there's nothing else.

他說，這只是皮膚和乳頭，沒有別的。

He was like, he said that before and after images on my website that you're looking at, I won't be able to give you exactly what those girls have to the same size that I gave those girls because they had more breast than you have.

他說，他說我網站上你正在看的前後圖片，我不可能給你完全和那些女孩一樣的尺寸，因為她們的乳房比你的多。

So for me to give you the final outcome that they have I've got to give you a bigger implant because I like I showed him this and I said like I really like her boobs how they turned out and that was 2 75 CC.

是以，為了讓你得到他們的最終結果，我必須給你一個更大的植入物，因為我喜歡我給他看這個，我說我真的很喜歡她的胸部，他們的結果是2 75 CC。

And he was like if I gave you 2 75 cc you would still have tiny boobs.

他說，如果我給你2個75毫升，你仍然會有很小的胸部。

Like this one.

比如這個。

I said I really liked the look of this like that shape and that was round implants through 10 CC.

我說我非常喜歡這個樣子的形狀，那是通過10個CC的圓形植入物。

And I said I want I was like I want this round and he was like no you shouldn't have round because you're so thin and you don't have as much breast tissue as she has.

我說我想要，我想要這個圓形，他說不，你不應該有圓形，因為你太瘦了，你沒有她那麼多的乳房組織。

So you need to go bigger than 3 to 3 15.

所以你需要比3到3個15更大。

But he said see how her natural nipples whereas mine down line downwards higher.

但他說，看看她的自然乳頭，而我的乳頭向下線高。

So he was like she could have round and then round just sort of pushed them out from where they were.

所以他就像她可以有圓的，然後圓的只是有點把他們從他們的地方推了出去。

Yeah so essentially like the shape of the implant, it'll just wherever your nipples sit round ones will just push it further from that point.

是的，所以基本上就像植入物的形狀一樣，它只是在你的乳頭所處的圓點上，將它從該點進一步推開。

But teardrop will actually lift.

但水滴會真正升起。

So anyway so he didn't have any availability until very late into next year but you're a very small person and it's a very small procedure that I'm doing to you because he's only going to make one, he's like I'm not giving you a lift, breast lift would be, you know, they actually lift all of this up, we're not going to give you a lift or anything, so it's not going to take too long, like an hour and a half, two hours maybe.

所以無論如何，所以他直到很晚到明年才有機會，但你是一個非常小的人，我對你做的是一個非常小的程序，因為他只做一個，他就像我不給你做一個提升，乳房提升會是，你知道，他們實際上把這些都提升起來，我們不會給你提升或任何東西，所以不會花太長時間，像一個半小時，也許兩個小時。

So he said he can fit me on the first of february, is that okay?

所以他說他可以在2月1日為我量身定做，這樣可以嗎？

Oh you're gonna be out again for nuts.

哦，你又要出去吃堅果了。

Mhm.

嗯。

He said it's a day procedure, you just go home and then you have like a binding bra and then you have like a training bra for the week after that.

他說這是一個日間手術，你只需回家，然後你有一個像捆綁式的胸罩，然後你有一個像訓練式的胸罩，在那之後的一週。

But he was like just don't do any big exercise for a month, but you can do your normal life.

但他說，一個月內不要做任何大的運動，但你可以做你的正常生活。

Like he was like, it's nothing to do a nose job.

就像他說的，做個隆鼻手術沒什麼大不了的。

It was so funny because when he was writing down like okay, medical history, I said I've had a rhinoplasty and he was like I said I had to rhinoplasty was like, well I'm glad you didn't come to me for that.

這很有趣，因為當他在寫下 "好吧，病史 "時，我說我做過隆鼻手術，他就像我說我做過隆鼻手術一樣，我很高興你沒有來找我做這個。

And I was like, well maybe I should have because it was botched both times, and he was like this is the exact reason I don't give those jobs anymore because when I last saw him he was doing those jobs, like I stopped, he said it's such a difficult procedure and so much can go wrong, but he's like I just pulled rhinoplasty off my books, like I don't do it anymore.

我想，也許我應該這樣做，因為這兩次都搞砸了，他說這正是我不再做這些工作的原因，因為當我最後一次見到他時，他正在做這些工作，就像我停止了一樣，他說這是一個如此困難的手術，有很多地方會出錯，但他說我只是把隆鼻手術從我的書中刪除了，好像我不再做了。

And he was like who are you going to see for your revision?

他說，你要去找誰來修改？

And I and I said well if I'm going I wanted to see dr Shahidi in the first place and I didn't go with him.

我和我說，如果我去的話，我一開始就想看沙希迪醫生，我沒有和他一起去。

He said who'd you go with?

他說你和誰一起去？

And I said doctor was like oh he was like should I won't say it.

我說，醫生說，哦，他說應該我不說。

And I was like what?

而我就像什麼？

He's like no no no.

他說，不不不。

So I put down a $500 deposit because I said 16 18 you think that's how much It is 11 so his fees at eight and then for the hospital and for the and it comes up to 11.

所以我付了500美元的押金，因為我說16-18美元，你認為那是多少錢。

I looked in the date tentatively and he was like I'll give you these images and you can go home and show your husband and like obviously if I don't if I'm not going to go ahead with it I just pull out.

我試探性地看了看日期，他說我給你這些影像，你可以回家給你丈夫看，很明顯，如果我不這樣做，如果我不打算繼續做，我就撤了。

But I did a consultation years ago with him about the booths and we went through all of this.