I couldn't sleep.

我無法入睡。

I had two nightmares.

我做了兩個惡夢。

You're turning into a house dad a little over halfway done with this pregnancy.

你在這次懷孕完成一半多一點的時候，就變成了一個家務爸爸。

I can't wait to meet my little one.

我迫不及待地想見到我的小寶貝。

We found the chocolate lucky charms.

我們找到了巧克力幸運符。

Oh yeah, Okay.

哦，是的，好的。

I didn't sleep at all.

我根本就沒有睡覺。

Really woke up like five times to go to the bathroom and I had like two nightmares.

真的醒了五次，去了五次廁所，我做了兩個噩夢。

I was just really tired.

我只是真的很累。

It's like a mini heart.

這就像一個迷你的心臟。

It is.

它是。

I feel like we have a house.

我覺得我們有一個房子。

It's so nice.

真好。

First breakfast cooked breakfast.

第一頓早餐是熟食早餐。

His Korea wants to yesterday going to the next yeah, yeah.

他的韓國想要昨天去下一個耶，耶。

We're back at Royal Host.

我們回到了Royal Host。

Our favorite restaurant.

我們最喜歡的餐廳。

First appointment in my new clinic was a success.

我在新診所的第一次預約很成功。

So I'll have to talk about a little bit later, but I'm just like so excited.

是以，我必須在晚些時候談一談，但我只是喜歡如此興奮。

The baby's healthy.

孩子很健康。

I'm healthy.

我很健康。

Everything is good and I'm starving.

一切都很好，我餓了。

So let's eat.

是以，讓我們吃吧。

We found the jackpot.

我們找到了大獎。

They have chocolate lucky charms.

他們有巧克力幸運符。

I never had the chocolate ones before and then reach these pumps and cookie crisp golden graham.

我以前從來沒有吃過巧克力的，後來達到了這些泵和餅乾脆皮的黃金格拉姆。

They don't have like the regular one.

他們沒有像普通的那樣。

There's so many foreign goods here at this Quixote blaze Doritos.

這裡有這麼多的外國貨，在這個吉訶德熾熱的多力多滋。

They have it all christmas in Japan is a little like Halloween and valentine's day combined.

他們擁有一切，在日本，聖誕節有點像萬聖節和情人節的結合。

It's basically a holiday for couples.

這基本上是一個情侶的假期。

It is not for family.

這不是為了家庭。

So you see stuff like this in the stores like costumes or sexy santa suits and things like that.

所以你在商店裡看到這樣的東西，如服裝或性感的聖誕老人服之類的東西。

They also have little dress up clothes for babies and they of course have decorations, but it's truly not the same in Japan.

他們也有給嬰兒穿的小衣服，當然也有裝飾品，但這在日本確實不一樣。

This man right now.

這個人現在就在。

He's like, I don't trust your folding skills.

他說，我不相信你的摺疊技巧。

That's like such a wife thing to say, you're turning into a house dad househusband.

這就像妻子說的那樣，你正在變成一個家務爸爸的家務丈夫。

It is true though.

但這是事實。

You fold so nicely.

你折得很好。

It's like origami.

這就像摺紙。

Hey guys, I just took the longest nap ever because last night I couldn't sleep.

嘿，夥計們，我剛剛睡了一個最長的午覺，因為昨天晚上我睡不著。

I had two nightmares and I peed like five times in the middle of the night.

我做了兩個惡夢，半夜裡尿了五次。

Now the baby's getting so large that like I can, it's like the weirdest feeling like the movements of the baby is like so real.

現在孩子越來越大，以至於我可以，就像最奇怪的感覺一樣，孩子的動作是那麼真實。

Like it's so human.

就像它是如此人性化。

Like I feel like there's like hands like in my womb trying to come out.

我覺得好像有一雙手在我的子宮裡，想要出來。

We want to the new clinic today and it was so much better than my last one.

我們今天想去新的診所，它比我上一個診所好得多。

So much nicer, so much less crazy.

好多了，沒有那麼多的瘋狂。

And my most favorite part about this place is that they really care about mental health of the mother and the person giving birth because my last clinic did not care at all.

我最喜歡這個地方的一點是，他們真正關心母親和分娩者的心理健康，因為我的上一家診所根本不關心。

It was just over capacity.

它剛剛超過了容量。

It was like, I felt like I was in a factor, it was like in and out.

這就像，我覺得我是在一個因素中，它就像進進出出。

They wouldn't spend a lot of time with me or you know, it was just very hurried and my husband felt the same way and he just didn't like the doctor and I didn't like the doctor and it was just not, it was not ideal.

他們不會花很多時間陪我，或者你知道，這只是非常匆忙，我丈夫也有同樣的感覺，他只是不喜歡醫生，我也不喜歡醫生，這只是不，不理想。

The nurses were really great, but I never got to speak to a midwife, which I think in America usually have like a midwife like when you, when you learned that you're pregnant and you go to the appointments and even here they you know have a midwife for you to talk to and that takes care of some of your appointments and at this clinic they do have that.

護士們真的很棒，但我從來沒有和助產士說過話，我想在美國通常會有助產士，比如當你知道你懷孕了，你去預約的時候，甚至在這裡，你知道有一個助產士和你交談，照顧你的一些預約，在這個診所，他們確實有這樣的服務。

And so I was able to speak to my midwife today and the doctor spoke way better english than the last doctor.

是以，我今天能夠與我的助產士交談，醫生的英語比上一位醫生好得多。

Not that I need it.

不是說我需要它。

I'm pretty okay with japanese but since it was my first appointment I needed my husband there and I was a little nervous because I was like well what if there's a miscommunication or I can't explain everything that had happened up into this point.

我的日語很好，但由於這是我的第一次預約，我需要我的丈夫在場，我有點緊張，因為我想，如果有一個錯誤的溝通，或者我不能解釋發生在這一點上的一切。

My husband's allowed to come to the appointments if he wants to my do luck and come to the appointments which is amazing and just ideal.

如果我的丈夫願意，他可以來赴約，我的運氣也不錯，可以來赴約，這很好，很理想。

Everybody was just really patient with me.

每個人都對我非常有耐心。

I was just blown away by the service there and the support there.

我只是被那裡的服務和支持所震懾。

So I feel very accommodated.

是以，我感到非常包容。

I feel very safe.

我感到非常安全。

I feel very you know I feel really good and I think you should feel that way.

我感覺非常......你知道我感覺非常好，我想你應該有這種感覺。

The only thing that scares me is there's no epidural, I'm actually relieved that I don't need it.

唯一讓我害怕的是沒有硬膜外麻醉，實際上我很欣慰，因為我不需要它。

I have scoliosis very curved back.

我有脊柱側彎症，背部非常彎曲。

So I was a little nervous about even getting an epidural so having that not even be an option just kind of makes me feel a little bit more relief but I am nervous about the pain and like how I'll be able to handle it, which is why I'm doing some breath work for the next maybe two or three months and just to, to really learn the techniques to stay calm.

是以，我對接受硬膜外麻醉有點緊張，所以這甚至不是一種選擇，只是讓我感到更多一點寬慰，但我對疼痛和我如何能夠處理它感到緊張，這就是為什麼我在接下來的兩三個月裡做一些呼吸工作，只是為了，真正學習保持冷靜的技巧。

But I'm so relieved every time I go to appointment and I hear that things are okay.

但每次我去赴約，聽到事情沒有問題時，我都很放心。

The baby is healthy in the beginning, the doctor diagnosed me with a low lying placenta and a sub chorionic hematoma and that's gone.

寶寶一開始很健康，醫生診斷我是低位胎盤和絨毛膜下血腫，現在已經好了。

Both of those things are not not there anymore.

這兩件事都不是不存在了。

So everything's in the right place where it should be and I can't wait to reveal the gender around christmas time and again, thank you for those who donated money to the virtual baby baby shower.

是以，一切都在應有的位置，我迫不及待地想在聖誕節前後揭曉性別，再次感謝那些為虛擬嬰兒沐浴會捐款的人。

So excited to show you guys what we got and you know, fix up the nursery and get what we need because I feel like it's just coming down to crunch time and I'm like, we have nothing, we have nothing for this child.

我很高興向你們展示我們得到的東西，你們知道的，把育嬰室修好，得到我們需要的東西，因為我覺得這只是到了緊要關頭，我想，我們什麼都沒有，我們對這個孩子一無所知。

And so I'm just getting really stressed a little over halfway done with this pregnancy.

所以我只是在這次懷孕完成一半多一點的時候變得非常緊張。

I can't wait to meet my little one.

我迫不及待地想見到我的小寶貝。

I feel like now that I'm a mom to be, I have kind of settled down a little bit.

我覺得現在我已經是一個準媽媽了，我已經有點安定下來了。

I feel more at peace.

我感到更加安寧。

I'm doing a lot of cooking.

我正在做大量的烹飪工作。

I'm just resting a lot.

我只是休息了很久。

I'm preparing for the baby of course, but one of the things that I love to cook and my go to is chilly.

我當然要為寶寶做準備，但我喜歡做的東西之一，我的去處是寒假。

So I'm making chili with amy's chili in a can.

所以我在做辣椒，用的是amy's chili in a can。

You can actually purchase this on amazon and Japan, but it is a little bit pricey sometimes to put meat in it.

實際上，你可以在亞馬遜和日本購買這個，但有時放肉有點貴。

But I like to put noodles and some vegetable inside and then crunch the crackers.

但我喜歡把麵條和一些蔬菜放在裡面，然後把餅乾咬碎。

It tastes so good and it sounds so amazing, very smr when you crunch the crackers.

味道很好，聽起來也很神奇，當你咬碎餅乾的時候，很有味道。

My husband is working from home a little bit late today, so we just decided to cook our own food tonight and this is what I made and I'm catching up on Wednesday and that is the video.

我丈夫今天在家工作得有點晚，所以我們就決定今晚自己做飯，這是我做的，我在週三趕上了，這就是視頻。

I can't wait to see you in the next one, thank you for watching.

我迫不及待地想在下一場看到你，謝謝你的觀看。

And if you are interested in participating in the virtual baby shower, you can donate with the link down below, or you can go to my instagram with the link in my bio.

如果你有興趣參加虛擬嬰兒洗澡會，你可以通過下面的鏈接進行捐贈，或者你可以通過我履歷中的鏈接到我的Instagram。

Stay tuned for the next vlog, Miss video.

請繼續關注下一個視頻日誌，視頻小姐。