Long time No, see hope you're doing well.

好久沒見，希望你過得很好。

Hope life is good and uh, that's it.

希望生活是美好的，呃，就這樣吧。

Bye.

再見。

I didn't want to just come back and give you the next video.

我不想剛回來就給你下一個視頻。

I wanted to give you a little updates as I usually do when I've taken a break for a while because this is a regular larry regularly occurring thing.

我想給你們一個小小的更新，就像我通常在休息了一段時間後所做的那樣，因為這是一個經常性的拉里定期發生的事情。

I think life overall has been really good.

我認為生活總體上是非常好的。

I recently went to England for a month, which is also, I got to see family who I haven't seen in forever and I got to see my sister who I haven't seen for like four years, which was nuts.

我最近去了英國一個月，這也是，我看到了我永遠沒有見過的家人，我看到了我的妹妹，我已經有四年沒有看到她了，這很瘋狂。

I had a really, really good time.

我有一個非常，非常好的時間。

I love England a lot.

我非常喜歡英國。

There were a few things that were like the transport system and how expensive everything is, especially the yen is so weak right now, so it was very pricey, but it's okay.

有幾件事情，比如交通系統和所有東西都很貴，尤其是日元現在如此疲軟，所以價格很高，但也還好。

I got to see family, which was like the main thing.

我看到了家人，這是最主要的事情。

So, but yeah, I spent like three weeks traveling around the UK seeing friends and family, went to a wedding shout out to look and Sophie, it was, it was really, really awesome other than that I've been seeing friends, I've been working with creative.

所以，但是，是的，我花了三週時間在英國各地旅行，看望朋友和家人，去參加一個婚禮，向蘇菲喊話，那是，那是真的，真的很棒，除此之外，我一直在看朋友，我一直在與創意合作。

I've been streaming on twitch now to speak honestly and see if I'll keep it in or not.

我現在一直在twitch上流媒體，說實話，看看我是否會保持它。

It's weird like on youtube.

這很奇怪，就像在YouTube上一樣。

I really appreciate it when I see creators that I respect and watch coming out and saying like, you know, being transparent about their lives and saying honest stuff.

當我看到我尊敬和關注的創作者出來說，你知道的，對他們的生活透明，說誠實的東西，我真的很感激。

I don't know, I see that stuff and I feel like it impacts me a lot and it helps me seeing that kind of content at the same time as a creator.

我不知道，我看到這些東西，我覺得它對我影響很大，它幫助我作為一個創作者同時看到這種內容。

I'm realizing I like having a private life a little bit.

我意識到我有點喜歡擁有私人生活。

It's nice, I like seeing my friends and not taking pictures.

這很好，我喜歡看到我的朋友，而不是拍照。

I like just enjoying life and not sharing everything.

我喜歡只享受生活，不分享一切。

And also, you know, when you go through something hard, sharing it is hard as well, I don't know.

還有，你知道，當你經歷一些困難時，分享它也是困難的，我不知道。

Yeah, that that kind of thing is difficult, but even if you don't see it online, I'm having a great time uh and just seeing good people and eating good food, eating really good food this year has been very interesting.

是的，那種事很難，但即使你不在網上看到，我也很開心呃，只是看到好的人，吃到好的食物，今年吃到真正好的食物，非常有趣。

Uh I've been on a bit of a food journey, personally have to be so careful talking about that kind of stuff because um it's it's been going on for a long time.

呃，我一直在進行一段食物之旅，個人必須非常小心地談論這種東西，因為嗯，它已經持續了很長時間。

It's very deep personal stuff and you know, the internet as many comments as that there's going to be that are supportive, there's going to be people who will touch on things that are very raw and very, you know, fresh for me, but I would have appreciated, I know past me this could have helped me in the past, I'm going to try to summarize this because it's so hard to summarize and very, very, very sensitive topic trigger, warning food related stuff.

這是非常深刻的個人的東西，你知道，互聯網上有那麼多的評論，會有支持性的評論，會有一些人觸及到一些非常原始和非常，你知道，對我來說很新鮮的東西，但我本來很感激，我知道過去的我這可以幫助我，我要試著總結一下，因為這很難總結，非常，非常敏感的話題觸發，警告食物相關的東西。

I had some issues with food.

我在食物方面有一些問題。

I have done for a very long time in different forms and I notice that there was an issue and I have been getting professional help, which has been awesome, we live in a world, we live in a society where they keep showing us the same kind of body types and they're like, this is the good one, you like, this one, this one is the best.

我以不同的形式做了很長時間，我注意到有一個問題，我一直在接受專業的幫助，這很了不起，我們生活在一個世界上，我們生活在一個社會中，他們一直向我們展示同一種身體類型，他們喜歡，這是好的，你喜歡，這個，這個是最好的。

You know, we're all different shapes, sizes, colors, everything and to be expected to fit into a certain thing, a certain size, that's not how it works.

你知道，我們都是不同的形狀、大小、顏色，所有的東西，而被期望適合某種東西，某種尺寸，這不是它的工作方式。

We're all different and it was weird for so long.

我們都是不同的，這麼久以來都很奇怪。

I would never put my friends in that box.

我絕不會把我的朋友放在那個盒子裡。

I would never see my friends and be like they should be that size.

我永遠不會看到我的朋友，並認為他們應該有這樣的尺寸。

But for some reason I was like, but I do, you know, we always put it on ourselves, but I really fought for a long time to try to be that and achieve that and stay there and I didn't realize how hard I was, I was fighting.

但由於某些原因，我想，但我確實，你知道，我們總是把它放在自己身上，但我真的奮鬥了很長時間，試圖成為這樣的人，實現這樣的目標，並保持在那裡，我沒有意識到我有多努力，我在戰鬥。

I'm just gonna say, we're all on our own journeys and something that works for.

我只想說，我們都在自己的旅途中，有些東西是適合的。

You might not work for other people and just take care of yourselves and you are beautiful.

你們可能不為別人工作，只是照顧好自己，你們是美麗的。

You really are.

你真的是。

Yeah.

是的。

Anyway, I don't want to talk about it anymore because that's my business.

總之，我不想再談了，因為那是我的事。

Sorry, my camera died.

對不起，我的相機壞了。

Sorry, I'm not used to this vlog and saying, hey, it's been a while.

對不起，我不習慣這個微博，說，嘿，有一段時間了。

Yeah, I think I said everything I wanted to say.

是的，我想我說了我想說的一切。

Also Japan size.

也是日本的尺寸。

Inclusivity also sucks.

包容性也很糟糕。

Also if you know any cool japanese plus size brands let me know in the comments down below because I mean, you know by Western standards it's fine.

另外，如果你知道任何很酷的日本大碼品牌，請在下面的評論中告訴我，因為我的意思是，你知道按照西方的標準，這很好。

But here, you know, I'm a large and extra large and for other people searching for fashion in Japan.

但在這裡，你知道，我是一個大號和超大號，對於其他在日本尋找時尚的人來說。

If you know any plus size, let me know tomorrow, I'm gonna go climb a mountain with friends.

如果你知道有大碼的，明天告訴我，我要和朋友去爬山了。

I actually spent today planning a bunch of videos.

實際上，我今天花了很多時間來策劃一批視頻。

So hey, yo, let's go.

所以，嘿，喲，我們走吧。

Also, Patreon, there are many vlogs on Patreon been enjoying music as always.

另外，Patreon，Patreon上有很多vlogs一直在享受音樂，一如既往。

Oh, I can play you one thing.

哦，我可以給你玩一個東西。

Happy birthday Just for you.

生日快樂 只為你。

My twitch.

我的抽搐。

People know what this is.

人們知道這是什麼。

Happy birthday everybody, Let's try that again.

大家生日快樂！讓我們再試一次。

I love that so much.

我非常喜歡這一點。

That was a good one.

這是個好主意。

Also, my mom is coming to visit, which will be fun.

另外，我媽媽要來參觀，這將很有趣。

Also welcome back tourists to Japan.

也歡迎遊客回到日本。

I've seen you around and thank you to everybody who said hi to me in the streets.

我在周圍看到了你，感謝每個在街上向我打招呼的人。

It's weird because I forget I do youtube sometimes and then people like, and I'm like, you know me, it's weird, but if you do see me come and say hello and I will say hello back, thank you for coming to watch your video even though I haven't been around for a hot second and I appreciate you.

這很奇怪，因為我有時會忘記我是做youtube的，然後人們喜歡，我就說，你認識我，這很奇怪，但如果你看到我，就來打招呼，我會回敬你，謝謝你來觀看你的視頻，儘管我沒有在這裡呆過一秒鐘，我很感激你。

You're wonderful.

你真了不起。

Also check out this hat.

還可以看看這頂帽子。

I made it.

我做到了。

It's got my little twitch thing and it says Toki Doki on the back that's also, wait, let me show you the orange guy.

它有我的小抽動的東西，背面寫著Toki Doki，這也是，等等，讓我給你看看那個橙色的傢伙。

Wait this little orange guy, isn't he?

等等這個橙色的小傢伙，他不是嗎？

Cool.

酷。

What a cool dude.

真是個很酷的傢伙。

And on the back he says, I won't because he won't, no matter what you tell him to do, he's not gonna do it.

他在背面說，我不會，因為他不會，無論你讓他做什麼，他都不會去做。

That's our boy.

那是我們的孩子。

If you're interested, these will be available soon.

如果你有興趣，這些東西很快就會有。

I've never had like much before.

我以前從來沒有過這樣的經歷。

But now the merch you get is little Orange dude who won't do things really interested.

但現在你得到的商品是小橙子的傢伙，他不會做真正感興趣的事情。

That will be out soon.

這將很快出來。

I will have links onto.

我將有鏈接到。

But yeah, that's everything.

但是，是的，這就是一切。

I'll see you in a video again very soon because I'm actually editing some videos.

我很快就會在視頻中再次見到你，因為我實際上正在編輯一些視頻。

There's also a video from ages ago that I'm going to upload summer.

還有一段很久以前的視頻，我準備在夏天上傳。

Emma will be coming back, ignore that.

艾瑪會回來的，不要理會這個。

It's in the summer.

這是在夏天。

It'll still be fine.

它仍然會很好。

But thank you so much for watching.

但非常感謝你們的觀看。

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如果你喜歡這個視頻，請豎起大拇指，在下面留下評論，並訂閱以看到更多類似的視頻。