I'm not that confident.

我沒有那麼大的信心。

I'm just not, I couldn't be bothered

我只是不知道，我不能打擾你。

by what people think of me now.

現在人們對我的看法。

Hi, I'm Philippine Lorey-Beaulieu

你好，我是菲利賓-洛雷-博利厄。

and I am here to say it all, maybe.

而我在這裡說這一切，也許。

My father was an actor.

我的父親是一名演員。

I grew up in a super artistic household

我在一個超級藝術家庭長大

so I think it grew on me.

所以我認為它在我身上成長。

So it wasn't like snap.

所以它不像扣扣。

I want to be an actress.

我想成為一名演員。

Yeah, I think I started by wanting to be like a dancer

是的，我想我一開始就想成為像一個舞者一樣的人

when I was six years old.

當我六歲的時候。

When I was like 12 or 13, I saw "Cabaret"

在我12或13歲的時候，我看了 "歌舞廳"。

and I was crazy of Liza Minelli and the whole film.

我為莉莎-米內利和整部電影而瘋狂。

So I realized that dancing

所以我意識到，跳舞

and singing also had to do with acting

和唱歌也與表演有關

and I started realizing that acting was interesting.

我開始意識到演戲很有趣。

I think I really said I wanna be an actress

我想我真的說過我想成為一名演員

when I was like 15 or something like that.

當我像15歲或類似的東西。

I remember the first time I got a part in a film.

我記得我第一次在電影中得到一個角色。

I was very young.

我當時非常年輕。

I did a casting with Roger Vadim who was married,

我和羅傑-瓦迪姆做了一次選拔，他已經結婚了。

not at that time but had been married to Jane Fonda,

當時不在，但曾與簡-方達結婚。

Brigitte Bardot and so I was quite impressed.

碧姬-芭鐸，所以我印象相當深刻。

Not that I compare myself to these women at all

並不是說我把自己和這些女人相提並論。

'cause they're like above all standards

因為他們就像在所有標準之上

but I remember doing this

但我記得我是這樣做的

and when I got the news from my agent,

以及當我從我的經紀人那裡得到這個消息時。

I really, I couldn't believe it.

我真的，我無法相信。

It was my not only my first part as an actor

這不僅是我作為演員的第一個角色

I was, I had the, like the lead role in the film.

我是，我是，好像是電影中的主角。

So it was a big thing.

所以這是一件大事。

It was a huge thing actually.

這實際上是一個巨大的事情。

Where do I find inspiration in my roles?

我在哪裡找到我的角色的靈感？

Well, it depends on the part.

嗯，這要看是什麼部分。

It's people around me but it's also,

這是我周圍的人，但也是。

sometimes it can be an animal, it can be a plant,

有時它可以是動物，也可以是植物。

the storm can be an inspiration for a character or fire

風暴可以是一個角色的靈感，也可以是火災的靈感。

and it's quite nice.

而且它相當不錯。

It's quite interesting and fun

這是相當有趣和好玩的

to put together all these things

把所有這些東西放在一起

and try to make sense of them.

並試圖使它們有意義。

I don't know how they come.

我不知道他們是怎麼來的。

They come when the character comes, these images come

當角色出現時，它們就會出現，這些影像會出現

and then I just stick with them

然後我就堅持他們

and try to let them work through me

並嘗試讓他們通過我工作

and see what they inspire.

並看看他們激發了什麼。

You know, what they bring to my acting sometimes nothing

你知道，他們給我的表演帶來什麼，有時什麼都沒有

and sometimes surprises.

而且有時會有驚喜。

Who do I turn to for advice when I need it?

當我需要時，我向誰尋求建議？

Well, I have good friends who I call really,

好吧，我有很好的朋友，我叫他們真的。

or the person that really I love talking to is my daughter.

或者說，真正我喜歡與之交談的人是我的女兒。

We have a relationship that's really close

我們的關係真的很密切

and I know she calls me

我知道她在叫我

when she needs some deep advice about stuff

當她需要一些深刻的建議的時候

and I call her when I need some deep advice.

當我需要一些深刻的建議時，我會給她打電話。

I don't tell her that though

但我沒有告訴她這些

'cause I don't want to put any weight on her shoulders

因為我不想把任何重量放在她的肩膀上

but she always comes to me and says,

但她總是來找我，說。

mom you know what do this and that,

媽媽你知道做這個和做那個。

and you should not think that and that, and I don't know.

而你不應該這樣想，這樣做，我也不知道。

And she has this wonderful moments of inspiration

而她有這樣精彩的靈感時刻

to tell me how to get out of some kind of dark maze

來告訴我如何走出某種黑暗的迷宮

I have in my head that doesn't make me progress or whatever.

我腦子裡有的東西並不能使我進步或什麼。

And she's quite talented for that.

而且她在這方面很有天賦。

And I love her very much and I trust her so much

我非常愛她，我非常信任她。

that yeah, so she's a good person to turn to.

那是的，所以她是一個可以求助的好對象。

The key to my confidence.

我自信的關鍵。

I think now it's, I don't know if I'm that confident.

我想現在是，我不知道我是否那麼有信心。

I look confident, but the key now is I think it's aging.

我看起來很自信，但現在的關鍵是我認為它正在老化。

You start not giving a damn about anything anymore.

你開始對任何事情都不關心了。

You're much less concerned about your image

你對自己的形象關注得更少

and yourself and you are more concerned about other people

和你自己，而你更關心的是其他人

and the world around you.

和你周圍的世界。

There was a switch at a certain point

在某一時刻有一個開關

so that makes me much more confident.

所以這讓我更有信心。

It's like a relief, not to think about myself anymore.

這就像一種解脫，不用再考慮自己了。

When you're a younger actor you're so, you know,

當你是一個年輕的演員，你是如此，你知道。

scared not to be loved.

害怕不被愛。

I don't care if people love me or not.

我不關心人們是否愛我。

I'm, what I care about is am I able to love people?

我，我所關心的是我是否能夠愛別人？

That's my main problem now.

這是我現在的主要問題。

Are we able to love each other?

我們是否能夠彼此相愛？

That thing became more important than the other problem

這件事變得比其他問題更重要

that was am I loved.

這就是我的愛。

Well, then I think there's something naturally relaxed

好吧，那麼我認為有一些自然放鬆的東西

and yeah, that's what I feel now.

是的，這就是我現在的感覺。

My favorite role.

我最喜歡的角色。

It's not because I'm doing it right now

這不是因為我現在就在做這件事

but it Sylvie has really brought something to my life

但是Sylvie真的給我的生活帶來了一些東西

'cause it's allowed me to investigate some stuff.

因為它使我能夠調查一些東西。

I had never played a villain before in the sense

我以前從未扮演過反派角色，在這個意義上來說

somebody that has that kind of darker side to herself

某個人有自己黑暗的一面

that is on screen so it's very interesting

這是在螢幕上，所以它非常有趣

'cause it really allows you to also investigate

因為它真的讓你也能調查

your darker side.

你的陰暗面。

I don't know why Sylvie resonates with so many women.

我不知道為什麼西爾維會引起這麼多女性的共鳴。

I really don't know

我真的不知道

maybe it's because she allows herself to be herself.

也許這是因為她允許自己做自己。

She does have a lot of boundaries

她確實有很多的底線

but at the same time she's really speaks her mind.

但與此同時，她真的說出了自己的想法。

There's so many parts of herself

她有那麼多的部分

that she's controlling all the time

她一直在控制

but there's something about her

但她有一個特點

even her nastiness that obviously a lot of women like

甚至她的下流行為，顯然很多女人都喜歡。

and the fact that she's very sassy too, I guess

我想，她也是非常時髦的。

and that I like that too.

並說我也喜歡這樣。

I like the fact that she speaks her mind

我喜歡她說出自己的想法的事實

and she is very doesn't have any limits.

而且她非常沒有任何限制。

As Philippine, which not Sylvie

作為Philippine，這不是Sylvie

but as Philippine, I can go from like shopping, to dating,

但作為菲律賓，我可以從購物，到約會。

to dinner with friends, to casting in the same outfit

與朋友共進晚餐，穿著同樣的衣服去投票

except red carpet, which you know, is a different story.

除了紅地毯，你知道，那是一個不同的故事。

Like then I can have a lot of fun

就像這樣，我可以有很多的樂趣

then I can be very, totally outrageous.

那麼我就可以非常、完全離譜。

I like that.

我喜歡這樣。

I like the opposites, I like either to be super simple

我喜歡相反的東西，我喜歡的是超級簡單的東西。

and classy and minimalist

和優雅的極簡主義

or go for it like theater kind of thing.

或像戲劇一樣去做這種事。

I don't have like an outfit for each occasion.

我沒有像每一個場合的服裝。

I'm like

我就像

I love this.

我喜歡這個。

Like wearing something like this,

比如說穿這樣的衣服。

like just a blazer and pair of pants is great,

比如只穿一件西裝外套和一條褲子就很好。

jeans and a nice sweater great.

牛仔褲和一件漂亮的毛衣很好。

Dresses are for summer in my head, in my life

在我的腦海中，在我的生活中，裙子是為夏天準備的

'cause I like to be really comfortable

因為我喜歡真正的舒適

and feel the breeze on your skin so you need dresses.

並感受到皮膚上的微風，所以你需要穿上衣服。

My skincare routine was gonna be really simple

我的護膚程序將變得非常簡單

'cause I also like to keep it simple there.

因為我也喜歡在那裡保持簡單。

Clean up your face before you go to bed for sure.

睡覺前肯定要把臉清理乾淨。

Put a good cream on when you sleep for sure

睡覺時一定要塗上好的面霜

and drink a lot of water in the morning

並在早上喝大量的水

when you wake up a lot.

當你經常醒來的時候。

What is something that I haven't done that I wanna do?

有什麼事情是我沒有做過而我想做的？

Traveling is always what really inspires me the most.

旅行總是最能激發我的靈感。

So going to places where I haven't been

所以要去我沒去過的地方

like I'd like to do like full trip discovering Japan

就像我想做的那樣，發現日本的完整旅程

like in the remote areas of Japan.

像在日本的偏遠地區。

I'd like to discover some really remote areas

我想去發現一些真正的偏遠地區

of Australia too.

澳洲的也是如此。

There's a lot of countries in Africa that I don't know

非洲有很多國家我都不知道

and I would love to go like to the Kalahari desert

我很想去卡拉哈里沙漠那樣的地方

in Namibia or places like that.

在那密比亞或類似的地方。

For me, it's like traveling.

對我來說，這就像旅行。

I think I'm always scared that I won't have enough time,

我想我總是害怕我沒有足夠的時間。

I won't, I won't have like clearly

我不會，我不會有明顯的像

because life is, you know, we're busy

因為生活是，你知道，我們很忙

and life is not that long, but you know, I'm always like,

和生命沒有那麼長，但你知道，我總是喜歡。

oh I wanna, you know, travel go there, go there go there

哦，我想，你知道，旅行，去那裡，去那裡，去那裡

and discover, discover, discover.

並發現，發現，發現。

That's my, you know,

這是我的，你知道。

I think if I hadn't been an actress,

我想如果我沒有做演員。

I probably would've been something that would allow me

我可能會成為一個可以讓我

to discover the world, yeah.

來發現這個世界，是的。

The best advice that I've received

我所收到的最好的建議

and I've given is know yourself.

而我給的是瞭解自己。

I think when you know yourself, yeah,

我認為當你瞭解自己時，是的。

you do not take yourself that seriously

你不要把自己看得那麼嚴重

and you get, you know, much more awareness of who you are

你會得到，你知道，對你是誰有更多的認識

that's really, it's kind of important

這真的是，這很重要

because then your relationships become simpler.

因為這樣你的關係會變得更簡單。

Yeah, just know yourself

是的，只是瞭解自己

and don't take yourself too seriously.

並且不要把自己看得太重。