So for the longest time I was thinking about what it would be like to be a v tuber.

是以，在很長一段時間裡，我一直在考慮成為一個V型塊莖會是什麼樣子。

Like how different is a V tubers experience from like making content and having a fan base than like my experience where I'm literally like the real human being making the videos.

就像V tubers的經驗，從製作內容和擁有粉絲群，與我的經驗有多大的不同，我是真正的人，製作視頻。

So I commissioned a bunch of art and even paid somebody to make me my own V tube model.

所以我委託了一堆藝術作品，甚至付錢給某人為我製作了自己的V型管模型。

These are like some of the, well, this is a sketch um, of the V two model.

這些就像一些，嗯，這是一張草圖，嗯，V 2模型的草圖。

It's basically like pussy slayer.

它基本上就像貓咪殺手。

Obviously this is not the final like, look, however, I do have to say that I'm especially proud of the shoes.

很明顯，這不是最後的樣子，然而，我不得不說，我對這雙鞋特別自豪。

But yeah, so I paid somebody to like make me V tube model but thankfully I was able to cancel it at the last minute and I'm so glad that I was able to cancel it because the whole like modeling and rigging itself would cost like around $1000 and then like some add ons and special animations, another $200 which like, it's still cheap for the v tubing business, which is so bizarre by the way.

但是，是的，所以我付錢給某人給我做V型管模型，但幸運的是，我能夠在最後一分鐘取消它，我很高興我能夠取消它，因為整個像建模和裝配本身將花費大約1000美元，然後像一些附加和特殊動畫，另外200美元，這像，它仍然便宜的V型管業務，這是如此奇怪的方式。

But um, why did I end up canceling it was because I plan to do a few trips during my summer break and then I'm going to Japan for a year where I'm definitely like, I don't want to spend my time like ours of my time being in my room and streaming as a V tuber.

但是，為什麼我最終取消了它，因為我計劃在暑假期間做幾次旅行，然後我要去日本一年，在那裡我肯定會喜歡，我不想花我的時間，就像我們的時間是在我的房間和流媒體作為一個V管家。

If I'm going to stream in Japan, it's probably just going to be like, I RL streams or I'm just going to focus on making vlogs.

如果我打算在日本流媒體，它可能只是像，我RL流，或者我只是要專注於製作vlogs。

I basically just realized that I actually don't ever see myself like being a veto.

我基本上剛剛意識到，我實際上從來沒有看到自己喜歡當否決者。

It sounded cool as, as like an idea and something that I would like to try out.

這聽起來很酷，就像一個想法和我想嘗試的東西一樣。

But do I really like what?

但我真的喜歡什麼嗎？

No, no, it's fine.

不，不，這很好。

I'll leave that to the pros.

我將把這個問題留給專業人員。

But yeah, that's not the only art that I commissioned.

但是，是的，這不是我委託的唯一藝術。

I also completely redesigned the raft of landing page.

我還完全重新設計了登陸頁面的筏子。

No, I don't know how you want to, my channel, basically my channel banner and my profile picture.

不，我不知道你想怎樣，我的頻道，基本上是我的頻道橫幅和我的個人資料圖片。

And honestly, dude, it's like, it's oh my, it's, I honestly, I absolutely love it.

說實話，夥計，這就像，它是哦，我的，它是，我說實話，我絕對喜歡它。

I also have an equivalent for my second channel, which a lot of people, by the way, don't know that.

我也有一個相當於我的第二個頻道，順便說一下，很多人不知道這一點。

I have a second channel.

我有第二個頻道。

Yes, I do.

是的，我知道。

I have, this is called, it's raffi puff to, it has been dormant for some time but go check it out.

我有，這叫，這是拉菲泡芙到，它已經休眠了一段時間，但去看看吧。

I actually think the change of my channel logo was long overdue because I mean I had this or like variations of this for four years I think.

實際上，我認為我的頻道標誌早就該換了，因為我的意思是，我有這個標誌或者這個標誌的變體，我想已經有四年了。

And I also have to say that I really like the red, I mean the blue, the tumbler blue as they call it.

我還不得不說，我真的很喜歡紅色，我是說藍色，他們所說的滾筒式藍色。

I really like that as well.

我也非常喜歡這一點。

But the red, the red there.

但是紅色，那裡的紅色。

The red anyways.

反正是紅色的。

Yeah, yeah.

是的，是的。

What do you guys want to see what the first like concept art for Raffy puff looked like.

你們想看看拉菲泡芙的第一個像概念圖是什麼樣子的。

Okay, this is extremely embarrassing.

好吧，這是非常尷尬的事情。

It was 2016 Okay, 2017.

那是2016年 好吧，2017年。

There was leafy and pyro cynical.

有葉子，有火藥味，有憤世嫉俗。

Um, and you know what?

嗯，而且你知道嗎？

Shut up.

閉嘴吧。

Okay, shut up.

好了，閉嘴吧。

Shut up.

閉嘴吧。

Shut up.

閉嘴吧。

Anyways.

不管怎麼說。

I was also thinking about like not just being a v tuber, but I really don't have time for streaming anymore.

我也在想，不只是做一個V型盆友，但我真的沒有時間再去做流媒體。

And this was a hard choice to make because twitch has been, um, a significant part of my income, you know?

這是個艱難的選擇，因為Twitch一直是，嗯，是我收入的重要部分，你知道嗎？

But I, I think, I think I'd rather spend hours a day like working on a video than just streaming league or just chatting and literally just procrastinate on stream for like five hours.

但我，我想，我想我寧願每天花幾個小時，如在視頻上工作，而不是隻是流媒體聯盟或只是哈拉，實際上只是在流媒體上拖延了5個小時。

I mean don't get me around.

我的意思是不要讓我在身邊。

The streams are really fun, but I just really need to do something different.

流媒體真的很有趣，但我真的需要做一些不同的事情。

I have been doing the same thing and like living in this sort of like monotone routine for a really long time.

我一直在做同樣的事情，就像生活在這種類似於單調的例行公事中，真的有很長一段時間了。

And I think the pandemic has also like made me a way more like not so outgoing person.

而且我認為這場大流行病也讓我成為一個不那麼外向的人。

This even going on youtube or like my main channel, Why are you, why are you asking me?

這甚至要在Youtube上或像我的主要頻道，你為什麼，你為什麼要問我？

Oh, I don't know, I'm asking you the viewer, is this going on my main channel?

哦，我不知道，我在問你這個觀眾，這是要上我的主頻道嗎？

Let me know guys.

讓我知道，夥計們。

I'm in the process.

我在這個過程中。

Okay.

好的。

Of like trying to loosen up.

試圖鬆開的樣子。

Um, loosen up my attitude when it comes to my Youtube channel.

嗯，在談到我的Youtube頻道時，放鬆我的態度。

Um, thanks for watching.

嗯，謝謝你的觀看。