I just wanted to say thank you so much for watching me.

我只想說，非常感謝你們關注我。

Yeah, come in.

是的，進來吧。

Hey, do you want your cup of tea now?

嘿，你現在想喝茶嗎？

Yeah, that'd be great.

是的，那會很好。

Nice.

不錯。

That's really hot.

這真的很熱。

Oh, okay, okay.

哦，好的，好的。

Have fun.

玩得開心。

You guys will do, don't do anything.

你們會做的，不要做什麼。

I wouldn't do.

我不會做。

Ooh remember to treat yourself anyway as I was saying, it has been five years since I came to Japan and also kind of five years of doing youtube, I did do a little bit of youtube before I came to Japan but mostly I've been in Japan Youtube kind of girl and yeah, it's been five years, so Happy five years everybody.

哦，記得對待自己，無論如何，正如我所說的，我來日本已經五年了，也是做youtube的五年，在我來日本之前，我確實做了一點youtube，但主要是我在日本做youtube的那種女孩，是的，已經五年了，所以大家五年快樂。

Ah, it's way too strong.

啊，這太強烈了。

I also do want to say a massive thank you for watching me over the years.

我還想說，非常感謝你們多年來對我的關注。

It's been five crazy years.

這已經是瘋狂的五年了。

I have had a truly amazing, wonderful time in Japan so far and on Youtube and it's seriously, you know, it's changed my life, it's made my life, you know, it's just been just excellent.

到目前為止，我在日本和Youtube上度過了一段真正令人驚奇的美好時光，說真的，你知道，它改變了我的生活，它使我的生活，你知道，它只是非常好而已。

So thank you so much for all of the support over the years and for being kind and for yes, supporting me also do you like my slippers kind of a weird angle, but they look like Battenberg to me for my fifth anniversary.

是以，非常感謝你們多年來的支持，感謝你們的善意，感謝你們支持我，也感謝你們喜歡我的拖鞋，角度有點奇怪，但它們在我五週年紀念日時看起來像巴騰堡。

I wish to a, your Q's so on instagram I asked you for your cues and now I will pay them.

我希望能有一個，你的問題，所以在instagram上我問你的線索，現在我將支付他們。

Let's start with question number one, why do you leave your small apartment?

讓我們從第一個問題開始，你為什麼要離開你的小公寓？

Why are we still here?

我們為什麼還在這裡？

Just to suffer?

只是為了受苦？

Next question.

下一個問題。

I got a lot of the same question of what are my plans in the future in Japan, am I going to be here forever, when am I going to leave, if am I ever going to leave?

我得到了很多同樣的問題：我在日本的未來計劃是什麼，我是否會永遠在這裡，我什麼時候離開，如果我曾經離開？

That kind of thing?

這種事？

That question is really difficult because you know, life changes so much all of the time, you know, there's so many different ways that life can go that I am kind of open to any possibility and just going to go with the flow I guess I do love Japan, I don't have any plans to leave any time soon.

這個問題真的很難，因為你知道，生活一直在變化，你知道，生活有這麼多不同的方式，我對任何可能性都持開放態度，只是要隨波逐流，我想我確實喜歡日本，我沒有任何計劃很快離開。

I just think at this time right now in my life, Japan is the perfect place for me but in the future that could change in the future, I might want to be closer to family as parents get older and I want to spend more time with my family and yeah, I don't know who knows what's going to happen in the future, but I'm open to changes.

我只是認為在我生命中的這個時候，日本是最適合我的地方，但將來可能會發生變化，我可能想離家人近一點，因為父母年紀大了，我想花更多時間和家人在一起，是的，我不知道誰知道將來會發生什麼，但我願意接受變化。

Speaking of family, the next question I have is how often do you get to see your family?

說到家庭，我的下一個問題是，你多長時間能看到你的家人？

Is it hard to cope with only having friends around?

只有朋友在身邊，是不是很難應付？

So it's been a while since I've seen my family but I actually talked to them on the phone most days but obviously I do really miss seeing my family, you know, it's been especially a little bit difficult over the past year, so for my sister, I haven't seen her in like two years and I maybe my dad also, maybe almost two years, That's nuts.

所以我已經有一段時間沒有看到我的家人了，但實際上我大部分時間都在和他們通電話，但顯然我真的很想念看到我的家人，你知道，在過去的一年裡，這特別有點困難，所以對我的妹妹來說，我已經兩年沒有看到她了，我可能也是我爸爸，可能差不多兩年了，這太瘋狂了。

Yeah, this has been kind of difficult because it's like, I don't know when I'm going to see them, but you know, there's nothing I can do about it, so I just got to keep on going and I just called up all the time, but you know, that's life, let's go something a little bit more lighter.

是的，這一直是一種困難，因為它就像，我不知道我什麼時候能看到他們，但你知道，我對此無能為力，所以我只是得繼續下去，我只是一直在打電話，但你知道，這就是生活，讓我們去一些更輕鬆的東西。

How has living in Japan changed your fashion style before I came to Japan, I was really obsessed with Japanese culture, maybe a little bit of a Weeb, I was really into like, pammy pam you and I still love her, she's excellent, but then like harajuku style, I wore a lot of pink, then I came to Japan and I just way down like I stopped wearing so many crazy things.

在日本生活如何改變了你的時尚風格，在我來日本之前，我真的很迷戀日本文化，也許有點像Weeb，我真的很喜歡，pammy pam you，我仍然喜歡她，她很優秀，但後來像原宿風格，我穿了很多粉紅色的衣服，然後我來到日本，我只是方式下降，像我不再穿這麼多瘋狂的東西。

Yeah, I've kind of grown up, my early twenties has been here, so a lot of the things I could say, you know, Japan changed me like this, but I think it's just life, you know, I would have gone through those kind of changes if I'd been in another country as well, my fashion kind of change now, I'm getting a little bit more into the craziest stuff again, but not too crazy.

是的，我有點長大了，我二十出頭的時候就已經在這裡了，所以很多事情我可以說，你知道，日本這樣改變了我，但我認為這只是生活，你知道，如果我在其他國家也會經歷這些變化，我的時尚現在有點變化，我又開始有點喜歡最瘋狂的東西，但不是太瘋狂。

I don't know, I'm having more fun with it, bang Emma versus bob Emma, I feel like I could kick Emma with bangs ass now, but I don't want to, I would rather give her things and hug and just be nice to her.

我不知道，我在這方面更有樂趣，"砰 "艾瑪和 "砰 "艾瑪相比，我覺得我現在可以用劉海踢艾瑪的屁股，但我不想這樣做，我寧願給她東西，擁抱她，對她好一點。

I don't really want to kick my own ass.

我並不是真的想踢自己的屁股。

But I could, if I wanted to, that's, that's what I want, people to know.

但我可以，如果我想的話，那就是，那就是我想讓人們知道的。

The next question is Mario or Luigi, the one you don't pick dies.

下一個問題是馬里奧或路易吉，你不選的人就會死。

Oh my God, I got to pick Luigi and now Mario is dead because of me, I need Luigi, Luigi has weakness.

哦，我的上帝，我得選路易吉，現在馬里奧因為我而死了，我需要路易吉，路易吉有弱點。

Have you seen him cry in Luigi's mansion?

你見過他在路易吉的豪宅裡哭嗎？

That is one of my favorite Nintendo moments.

這是我最喜歡的任天堂時刻之一。

That's such the most raw emotional moment I feel in Nintendo is Luigi crying in Luigi's mansion have strong feelings about that scene, it's great.

這是這樣的最原始的情感時刻，我覺得在任天堂是路易吉在路易吉的豪宅中哭泣有強烈的感覺，這一幕，這是偉大的。

How did you learn japanese?

你是如何學習日語的？

Where did you learn Japanese?

你在哪裡學的日語？

What's your japanese level?

你的日語水準如何？

All that jazz question mark.

所有這些爵士樂的問號。

Yeah, by, by listen you could eat van Zinzi and coconut thought I know this, that is the end no more for you think if you don't understand japanese, it's gonna sound good if you do understand japanese more questions, that's why this tastes so strong.

是的，由，由聽你可以吃凡津子和椰子認為我知道這，這是結束沒有更多的為你認為如果你不明白日語，它會聽起來很好，如果你明白日語更多的問題，這就是為什麼這味道如此強烈。

The tea bags still in it.

茶包還在裡面。

Next question is biggest life lesson as deep or vague as you feel comfortable when I first came here.

下一個問題是最大的生活教訓，根據你的感覺，在我剛來的時候，是很深還是很模糊的。

I said yes to every opportunity that I could and it was great.

我對每一個可能的機會都說好，這很好。

I had lots of opportunities to try crazy things, but it's been learning to now say no to things that has been quite a big lesson and learning what I want and who I am and what I stand for and you know the kinds of things that I'll be willing to put up with a lifelong lesson I think and it's been a big a big challenge, but I feel that lately I'm really understanding myself more um still got a long way to go, but it's like I yeah, I know what I'm about more and I feel more comfortable doing exactly what I want rather than trying to bend around what other people want from me.

我有很多機會去嘗試瘋狂的事情，但現在學會對事情說 "不 "是一個相當大的教訓，學習我想要什麼，我是誰，我代表什麼，你知道我願意忍受什麼樣的事情，我認為這是一個很大的挑戰。但我覺得最近我真的更瞭解自己了，嗯，還有很長的路要走，但就像我是的，我更知道自己是什麼，我覺得更舒服地做我想做的事，而不是試圖繞過別人對我的要求。

So it's not really like live your life like this, but it's like, it's a big journey about, learning about yourself.

所以它並不是真的像這樣生活，而是像，這是一個關於，瞭解自己的大旅程。

That's what I'm kind of learning about life.

這就是我對生活的一種學習。

There's so many ups and downs in life.

生活中有那麼多的起伏。

Life is ups and downs.

生活是起起伏伏的。

I think I was talking to my therapist and I was like, I was like at a down I was like, I'm going to feel like this again, this isn't the end of it.

我想我是在和我的治療師談話，我就像，我就像在下降，我就像，我還會有這樣的感覺，這並不是結束。

She was like, yeah, but I'm going to feel good again.

她說，是的，但我又會感覺很好。

She's like, yeah, I'm like, okay, I guess that's life.

她說，是的，我說，好吧，我想這就是生活。

She's like, yeah, I'm like, your great, here's $100.

她說，是的，我想，你很好，這裡有100美元。

Somebody else do you regret living in your tiny apartment?

還有人你後悔住在你的小公寓裡嗎？

No, it got me an amazing career and everything's great Because of it.

不，它讓我有了一個驚人的事業，一切都因為它而變得很好。

Even though I went through 11 months of living in it and it wasn't an ideal experience.

儘管我經歷了11個月的生活，而且這並不是一個理想的經歷。

I am now in a wonderful position because of it.

因為它，我現在處於一個美妙的位置。

So thank you tiny apartment and it was a fun experience at the time, so for a while yeah, I, I don't regret it at all.

所以謝謝你的小公寓，當時是一個有趣的經歷，所以有一段時間是的，我，我一點也不後悔。

If I had to do it again, I'd probably do it the same way, but if you do come to Japan probably just go for a share house instead, it's gonna be a lot more comfortable with the Tony apartment to be honest.

如果我不得不再做一次，我可能會以同樣的方式做，但如果你真的來日本，可能只是去找一個共享的房子，說實話，和託尼的公寓在一起會更舒服。

How old are you?

你多大了？

I'm 25 turning 26 in half a month.

我今年25歲，還有半個月就26歲了。

My birthday is the seventh of March.

我的生日是3月7日。

Next question is, why are you, what somebody else?

下一個問題是，為什麼你是，什麼別人？

Are you still in love with Japan?

你還愛著日本嗎？

Still not bored?

還不覺得無聊嗎？

Um Yeah, yeah, to be completely honest, I still really love it here.

是的，是的，完全說實話，我還是非常喜歡這裡。

I'm really lucky to have the job that I have and the friends that I do and everything's worked out really well.

我真的很幸運，有我的工作，有我的朋友，一切都很順利。

So I'm super lucky and I can't, you know, if people are asking like, will I be able to move to Japan, what's it gonna be like if I move to Japan, I can't answer that for you because I don't know everybody has different experiences and I have a very lucky view of Japan, you know, I'm, I'm very privileged to be here and living the kind of life that I do and I love so many things about Japan, I love the four seasons, the forward, distinct japanese seasons actually do that, it's great.

所以我超級幸運，我不能，你知道，如果人們問，我是否能搬到日本，如果我搬到日本會是什麼樣子，我不能為你回答，因為我不知道每個人都有不同的經歷，我對日本的看法非常幸運，你知道，我，我非常榮幸能在這裡，過著我所做的那種生活，我喜歡日本的許多東西，我喜歡四季，向前，獨特的日本季節實際上是這樣，這很好。

I love all the seasonal food, I love how many new things there are to try every single year, it is sad when your favorite seasonal items are gone forever, but at least there's new things all the time.

我喜歡所有的季節性食物，我喜歡每一年都有很多新的東西可以嘗試，當你最喜歡的季節性物品永遠消失時，這很令人難過，但至少一直都有新的東西。

So you get to try heaps of stuff in Tokyo, there's always just so much to do, so much to see.

所以你可以在東京嘗試很多東西，總是有很多事情可以做，有很多東西可以看。

So what's wrong with streets?

那麼，街道有什麼問題呢？

And also I got a lot of questions being like, is it okay for me to travel to japan if I don't know that much Japanese?

也有很多人問我，如果我不太懂日語，去日本旅遊可以嗎？

Yes, seriously, even if you know no, japanese will probably be okay.

是的，說真的，即使你不知道，日語也可能會好起來。

There might be some kind of awkward situations, but if you just set phrases, just learn like arigato arigato cinemas, cinemas and basically the more Japanese, you know, the easier your time will be here and also the more experiences you can have, if you can understand a little bit more, maybe people will be more open or you'll be able to understand where the best things are.

可能會有一些尷尬的情況，但如果你只是設定短語，只是學習像阿里嗄託阿里嗄託電影院，電影院和基本上更多的日語，你知道，你在這裡的時間會更容易，也會有更多的經驗，如果你能理解多一點，也許人們會更開放，或者你能理解最好的東西在哪裡。

You know, there's so many things but you know, you'll be fine.

你知道，有這麼多事情，但你知道，你會好起來的。

Just just give it a go.

只是給它一個機會。

It's great.

這很好。

This place is great for a holiday.

這個地方很適合度假。

I'm sorry to be saying that during a time where you can't come for a holiday, but in the future it'll be a good time.

我很抱歉在你不能來度假的時候說這些話，但將來會是個好時機。

The next question is, my boyfriend asks bird up, what does bird up even mean?

下一個問題是，我的男朋友問鳥了，鳥了到底是什麼意思？

Somebody asked something interesting.

有人問了一些有趣的問題。

They said what is your take away, what is the moral of your story?

他們說你的收穫是什麼，你的故事的寓意是什麼？

Just say give it a go.

只是說給它一個機會。

I guess that's my moral of the story, just give it a go things in my life happened because I tried it, I tried to do him did my best, gave it a go.

我想這就是我的故事的寓意，只要給它一個機會，我生命中的事情就會發生，因為我試過了，我試著做他，盡我所能，給它一個機會。

You know, just give it a go.

你知道，只是給它一個機會。

Okay, next question is, what things do you like better in Japan than in Australia?

好的，下一個問題是，你在日本比在澳洲更喜歡哪些東西？

Uh, the toilets, toilets are excellent here.

呃，這裡的廁所，廁所很好。

Every time I go back to Australia, I'm just, it's like culture shock.

每次我回到澳洲，我只是，這就像文化衝擊。

I'm like, oh yeah, we just, it's just so it's just a straight up toilet with plastic seat and nothing fun happens.

我想，哦，是的，我們只是，它只是一個直接有塑膠座的馬桶，沒有什麼好玩的事。

Also, Japanese food is better in japan.

另外，日本的食物在日本更好吃。

That's been the best thing.

這已經是最好的事情了。

And the worst thing about moving to Japan.

而搬到日本的最糟糕的事情是。

I mean, the best thing is like friendship, my job, the worst thing is moving away from my family and also the banking systems here, I will never not be angry.

我的意思是，最好的事情是像友誼，我的工作，最壞的事情是搬離我的家人，還有這裡的銀行系統，我永遠不會不生氣。

There's so many issues.

有這麼多的問題。

Don't get me started on interest rates anyway, don't even, we're not going there.

反正不要讓我開始討論利率，甚至不要，我們不打算去那裡。

I'll get upset.

我會感到不安。

The next question is, why do you own hot fuzz?

下一個問題是，你為什麼擁有熱熔膠？

Yeah.

是的。

Howie?

Howie?

And to that, I say, why don't you?

對此，我說，你為什麼不呢？

How big are your biceps now?

你的二頭肌現在有多大？

Oh, not as big as the pic I took the other day.

哦，沒有我那天拍的照片那麼大。

Here's my arm, let me bring around and she's like, wow, way worried like if I ever got in a fist fight, I feel like there's no strength in there.

這是我的胳膊，讓我帶一帶，她就說，哇，太擔心了，就像我曾經打過拳頭一樣，我感覺那裡沒有力量。

I'm never trying to punch anything.

我從來沒有想過要打什麼。

If I punch something, I'm worried that it's going to feel like punching in a dream and it's like there's nothing behind it, but what if I'm so strong that I punch someone in their head falls off?

如果我打了什麼東西，我擔心會像在夢中打了一拳，後面好像什麼都沒有，但如果我的力氣很大，把人的頭打掉了怎麼辦？

That's a genuine fear because what if I'm just so strong and I just don't know my strength, Somebody said you pay for mandatory pension, yes, I pay my taxes, pay my pension, pay everything, it's expensive, so a lot of Visa questions and stuff and a lot of like, do you want to be a citizen, a lot of people ask you want to be a citizen and no, I don't because if you become a citizen in Japan, you have to give up your other citizenships.

這是一個真正的恐懼，因為如果我只是如此強大，我只是不知道我的力量，有人說你支付強制性養老金，是的，我支付我的稅收，支付我的養老金，支付一切，這很昂貴，所以很多簽證問題和東西，很多像，你想成為一個公民，很多人問你想成為一個公民，不，我不，因為如果你在日本成為一個公民，你必須放棄你的其他公民身份。

So I'm a citizen of the UK and Australia and so I'd have to give up both passports and both citizenships to become Japanese is, if you become a permanent resident, it takes about 10 years, it depends on your situation, takes about 10 years of consecutive living in Japan unless you marry a Japanese nationals or you have a really good Visa or a highly skilled professional, there's a way to get around it, but usually you have to be here for 10 years and then you can apply, but for me, I kind of left it up when I messed up my visa that one time like two years ago.

所以我是英國和澳洲的公民，所以我必須放棄這兩本護照和兩個公民身份才能成為日本人，如果你成為永久居民，大約需要10年，這取決於你的情況。需要在日本連續生活10年，除非你和日本人結婚，或者你有一個非常好的簽證，或者是一個高技能的專業人士，有一種方法可以繞過它，但通常你必須在這裡生活10年，然後你可以申請，但對我來說，當我兩年前有一次搞砸了我的簽證時，我有點放棄了。

Very cool, thanks Emma started the counter back at zero because it wasn't really consecutive years of being in Japan because I messed up the visa, so I've technically only been here for two years.

非常酷，謝謝你，艾瑪把計數器從零開始算起，因為我在日本的時間並不是真的連續幾年，因為我把簽證弄亂了，所以技術上我只在這裡呆了兩年。

So I've got eight more years to go for permanent residency is very cool.

是以，我還有八年的時間來獲得永久居留權是非常酷的。

Last question I'm going to leave off on is people want me to talk about mental health in Japan.

最後一個問題，我要離開的是人們想讓我談談日本的心理健康問題。

People are kind of worried like if they move here, unfortunately mental health isn't the best here.

人們有點擔心，比如說如果他們搬到這裡，不幸的是這裡的心理健康不是最好的。

But there are therapists.

但也有治療師。

I see a therapist who trained in the US and she's wonderful.

我看到一個在美國受訓的治療師，她很好。

I've seen her for like three years, love her.

我看她好像有三年了，很喜歡她。

Um but can be a bit expensive.

嗯，但可能有點貴。

I've heard that psychologists are covered by health insurance.

我聽說心理學家是由健康保險覆蓋的。

I'm not sure if that's true.

我不確定這是否是真的。

You can look into it, therapists aren't already said the price of mine is like 100 bucks for a visit.

你可以研究一下，治療師是不是已經說了，我的價格好像是100塊錢的訪問費。

So I go once a month, there's like a little check in a little treat for myself because you know, living overseas away from your family in a job in a freelance creative job where it's like and people talk to you all the time and weird stuff happens.

所以我每個月去一次，就像一個小檢查，給自己一個小待遇，因為你知道，生活在海外，遠離你的家人，從事自由創作的工作，就像人們一直在和你說話，奇怪的事情發生。

It's like a therapist is a really good thing to have.

這就像治療師是一個非常好的東西。

So that's why I go to therapy.

所以這就是我去治療的原因。

That's my mental health stuff in Japan.

這是我在日本的心理健康問題。

I think that's it.

我想就是這樣了。

Are we done?

我們完成了嗎？

Thank you so so much for all the support over the past five years.

非常感謝你們在過去五年中的所有支持。

This journey has been absolutely insane and I'm incredibly grateful.

這段旅程絕對是瘋狂的，我非常感激。

It's just been amazing and I'm incredibly happy with my life In Japan, here's to another five years, another five years of making stuff and having a good time.

這真是太神奇了，我對我在日本的生活感到難以置信的高興，為另一個五年乾杯，為另一個製作東西和享受美好時光的五年乾杯。

Hey, you're gonna be with me until I'm 30 and maybe even after that 35, maybe 40, maybe I'll do this for the rest of my life, who knows, I'm gonna head out.

嘿，你要和我在一起，直到我30歲，也許甚至在那之後，35歲，也許40歲，也許我會在我的餘生中這樣做，誰知道呢，我要出去。

But thank you so much for watching.

但非常感謝你們的觀看。

If you enjoyed this video, please give it a thumbs up, leave a comment down below or hit subscribe if you want to see more videos like this.

如果你喜歡這段視頻，請豎起大拇指，在下面留言，或者點擊訂閱，如果你想看到更多這樣的視頻。

But thank you so much for watching and thank you for the past five years and I'll see you in the next video.

但非常感謝你們的觀看，感謝你們在過去五年中的支持，我們將在下一個視頻中再見。

Are you gonna do it with you guys?

你要和你們一起做嗎？

Do it with?

與誰做？