The famous snatch.

著名的搶奪。

Okay, what are you doing here?

好吧，你在這裡做什麼？

This is my home.

這是我的家。

I remember what we're doing, we are doing the belon Ebony show show for vogue magazine and what we're gonna do, we're gonna do a how to on an up do first and foremost what we usually do the decks, the decks, the famous Bella trade of decks.

我記得我們正在做什麼，我們正在為VOGUE雜誌做BELON EBON SHOW節目，我們要做的是，我們要做一個如何向上做，首先是我們通常做的甲板，甲板，著名的貝拉貿易的甲板。

I think we should do a bag.

我想我們應該做一個袋子。

There's that thing that I loved.

有那件事，我很喜歡。

I mean, I wanted to go like here with makeup, I wanted to get, we wanted a little prosthetic tongue, a prosthetic tongue.

我的意思是，我想去像這裡化妝，我想得到，我們想要一個小的假體舌頭，一個假體舌頭。

I don't know who was gonna allow this.

我不知道誰會允許這樣做。

Well, I think first we're gonna start off by just like quickly trying on the pieces, seeing if they inspire us, basically I've gone to already two jobs today.

好吧，我想首先我們要從快速試穿這些作品開始，看看它們是否對我們有啟發，基本上我今天已經去做了兩份工作。

So my hair is not really giving much, she's giving working girl, she's giving working girl, she's giving like hair mask.

所以我的頭髮其實並沒有給多少，她在給打工妹，她在給打工妹，她在給像發膜。

She's also, she's ready for a snatch.

她還，她已經準備好了搶奪。

Exactly.

正是如此。

For so many years when I was working, I was so exhausted and so when I would be like doing 14 hour days and I would have to go to an event and I am just like pull my hair back like I cannot, I have to stay awake and I couldn't even have a motion, I couldn't smile anything like that.

這麼多年來，當我工作的時候，我是如此的疲憊，所以當我每天工作14個小時，我必須去參加一個活動，我就像把我的頭髮往後拉一樣，我不能，我必須保持清醒，我甚至不能有一個動作，我不能笑這樣的事情。

So like when I would do with the snatch, my face would just stay like this, I would just be like, she's there, We don't know what emotion she's feeling because she can't really move her face right now.

所以，當我做搶奪時，我的臉就會一直這樣，我就會說，她在那裡，我們不知道她有什麼情緒，因為她現在真的不能移動她的臉。

I'm still just prepping the base of Bella's hair, basically, I'm just ironing out all the kinks we met when I was like a baby assistant, that was like the first time we met, I just, my jimmy days, I just knew, I just knew he was gonna be a star.

我仍然只是在為貝拉的頭髮做基礎準備，基本上，我只是在熨平所有的疙瘩，我們在我像一個嬰兒助理的時候相遇，那就像我們第一次見面，我只是，我的吉米時代，我只是知道，我只是知道他將成為一個明星。

I didn't know we just fell in love immediately the first time we met and you know, with that kind of creativity and talent and mixed with hard work and great work ethic, it's a winning combination and you've got it baby and I'm so proud of you and all that, you've done my God, we're only like 10 seconds and you're already gonna make me cry, I love working so fun because we get to hang out with our friends and like create our own little world and get lost in a fantasy and like how is that not amazing, That's the beauty of it all, is like, we're all a bit mentally unstable so we are a bit more makes you really feel something and that's what we crave the serotonin of like putting on a wig made by my, one of my best friends.

我不知道我們第一次見面就立刻相愛了，你知道，有這樣的創造力和天賦，再加上努力工作和偉大的職業道德，這是一個成功的組合，你已經得到了它，寶貝，我為你和所有這些感到驕傲，你已經做了我的上帝，我們只有像10秒，你已經要讓我哭了。我喜歡工作的樂趣，因為我們可以和我們的朋友一起玩，創造我們自己的小世界，迷失在幻想中，這怎麼會不神奇呢，這就是它的美妙之處，就像，我們都有點精神不穩定，所以我們有點讓你真正感覺到的東西，這就是我們渴望的血清素，就像戴上我的，我最好的朋友之一做的假髮。

Like, just because those little moments, you know, they matter to me and I know they matter cheating, you have had so many transformation, so many characters, so many like stories, should we do the snatch?

就像，只是因為那些小時刻，你知道，它們對我很重要，我知道它們很重要的欺騙，你有這麼多的轉變，這麼多的角色，這麼多的像故事，我們應該做搶奪嗎？

Oh yeah, bring it to the snatch catchy, you taught me how to do the snatch honestly, because I was taught how to do a snatch, but you taught me how to do a snatch snatch.

哦，是的，把它帶到抓舉上，你教我如何做抓舉，說實話，因為有人教我如何做抓舉，但你教我如何做抓舉抓舉。

Yeah, so the snatch Ola is happening as we speak and what do I always say if money use your muscles?

是的，所以在我們說話的時候，搶奪奧拉正在發生，如果錢用在你的肌肉上，我總是怎麼說？

She says tighter, tighter, tighter, tighter, tighter, tighter, tighter.

她說緊一點，再緊一點，再緊一點，再緊一點，再緊一點，再緊一點。

I don't do my stash so much anymore.

我不再那麼多地做我的藏品了。

Here we are in your hair down a lot lately, but the snatch is so good.

在這裡，我們最近在你的頭髮下了很多，但搶救的效果太好。

She's hard to avoid.

她很難避開。

I swear on my tombstone when I'm, when I pass, it's really gonna say like tighter, tighter, I'm gonna spend some time cleaning up the grain now for me, like my hair heroes, drag queens, I learned so much from them.

我在我的墓碑上發誓，當我，當我過世的時候，它真的會說像更緊，更緊，我現在要花一些時間為我清理紋理，像我的頭髮英雄，變裝皇后，我從他們那裡學到了很多。

Like when I first moved to new york, I was like homeless basically, and was taken in by a house of drag queens.

就像我剛搬到紐約的時候，我基本上是無家可歸，被一戶變裝皇后收留。

I lived in Williamsburg and they literally taught me like everything I know about wigs and like the best advice.

我住在威廉斯堡，他們真的教會了我關於假髮的所有知識，以及最好的建議。

Okay, so I'm going to go in and give her a chop.

好吧，那我就進去給她來一刀。

I also want those diamonds just for a little, a little razzle dazzle, what?

我也想要那些鑽石，只是為了一點，一點耀眼的光芒，什麼？

It's almost like we hang out all the time.

這幾乎就像我們一直在一起玩。

Okay, so basically like, almost two years ago, I went to heaven and I was like f I want to get my hair red, like bright red and unfortunately being in contracts and stuff, I wasn't really allowed to dye my hair.

好吧，基本上就像，差不多兩年前，我去了天堂，我想把我的頭髮染成紅色，就像鮮紅色，不幸的是，在合同和其他方面，我真的不允許染髮。

So about a year ago I went absolutely mentally when I came over and I bleached my hair and I was like, make a sunset on my head.

是以，大約一年前，當我過來的時候，我絕對精神了，我漂白了我的頭髮，我當時想，在我的頭上做一個夕陽。

I was giving absolute spiral.

我是給了絕對的螺旋。

But Ebony, guess what he did.

但是埃博尼，你猜他做了什麼。

He got in the car and he came to my house and he died my whole head and I think I kept it for like two weeks because I had gone, you're like, wait, I can't do this.

他上了車，來到我家，他把我的整個頭都弄死了，我想我把它保留了大概兩個星期，因為我已經走了，你想，等等，我不能這樣做。

I looked like a troll doll that had been left behind, which is a look and it's hot in its own way.

我看起來就像一個被遺棄的巨魔娃娃，這是一種表情，它以自己的方式很熱。

So funny putting a oh, oh, beauty school dropout.

這麼好笑把一個哦，哦，美容學校輟學的人。

I located theater when I was younger.

我在年輕的時候位於劇院。

I really, I did hairspray cute.

我真的，我做的髮膠很可愛。

That's from hairspray?

那是來自發膠的？

No, no, that's from Greece.

不，不，那是希臘的。

What part did you play?

你扮演了什麼角色？

Where you?

你在哪裡？

Sandy Gigi was obviously Sandy.

桑迪-吉吉顯然是桑迪。

Oh, hairspray.

哦，髮膠。

I was penny cute.

我是筆者的可愛。

Speaking of hairspray, I just worked with john waters and that was such a gag.

說到髮膠，我剛剛和約翰-沃特斯一起工作，這真是一個插曲。

I was like, holy look at you.

我當時想，聖潔的看著你。

He is a hair hero.

他是一個髮型英雄。

Like all of like the hair and his films is like insane.

像所有的像頭髮和他的電影都像瘋了。

I literally would do this and then pull it around here and then look, wait, this is kind of gonna be so it's gonna cross on the top like this.

我真的會這樣做，然後把它拉到這裡，然後看，等等，這是種會，所以它要像這樣在上面交叉。

And then like honestly, are you going rogue, are you doing your own hair right now?

然後像誠實的，你要流氓，你現在是在做你自己的頭髮嗎？

Oh my God, yeah, you're getting these are all paid actors.

哦，我的上帝，是的，你得到的這些都是付費演員。

That's an actor, that's an actor, that's an actor.

那是一個演員，那是一個演員，那是一個演員。

I'm an actor.

我是一個演員。

So we're done, where's she going?

所以我們已經完成了，她要去哪裡？

She's going to say Mark Street every single time Ebony and I worked together.

她會說馬克街的每一次Ebony和我一起工作。

I'm like, okay, so you see it right?

我想，好吧，那麼你看到它了吧？

And he's like, hello, this looks like somebody like a bird just landed on your head and I'm like, okay, but you have to trust the process.

他說："你好，這看起來像是有人像一隻鳥一樣落在你的頭上，我說："好吧，但你必須相信這個過程。

Like I understand you guys are gonna understand a challenge.

就像我理解的那樣，你們會理解一個挑戰。

Should we do like chopped butt hair?

我們是否應該像砍掉屁股上的頭髮那樣做？

I don't even know what you don't watch the food network.

我甚至不知道你不看食品網絡的原因。

I'm a vegan.

我是一個素食主義者。

Me like at home regular is Bella the person that everybody else sees, which I don't know her at all.

我像在家裡一樣經常是貝拉這個人，其他人都看到了，我根本不瞭解她。

Who is she?

她是誰？

She's Belinda Belinda.

她是貝琳達-貝琳達。

So she's like, you know, Belinda is with us.

所以她就說，你知道，貝琳達是和我們一起的。

Belinda's coming out right now.

貝琳達現在就出來了。

You'll be able to tell like once I'm in my outfit, Belinda's here.

你會像一旦我穿上衣服就能看出來，貝琳達在這裡。

Bell is gone.

貝爾已經走了。

She died.

她死了。

And then when I go home and shower and lay in bed and back to Bell and it's whoa, crazy experience.

然後當我回家，洗澡，躺在床上，回到貝爾，這是哇，瘋狂的經歷。

Yeah.

是的。

Because for so long I would say and I know it sounds so annoying but it's like I hate it.

因為這麼久以來，我都會說，我知道這聽起來很煩人，但就像我討厭這樣。

I didn't want to be myself.

我不想做我自己。

So like the reason I love art in general and I love film and photography because I love to see people be able to change characters like be something, they're not or be something they dreamed or wish to be, I love her?

所以，就像我喜歡一般的藝術，我喜歡電影和攝影的原因，因為我喜歡看到人們能夠改變角色，比如成為某種東西，他們不是，或者成為他們夢想或希望成為的東西，我愛她？

You know, this is how we work.

你知道，這就是我們的工作方式。

It's like so random.

這就像如此隨機。

Like we had a whole plan and now I'm just like in my world, this is nothing when we spoke about, which is the best part I couldn't even connect with people because I was in a different city or place every single day with a new set of people.

就像我們有一個完整的計劃，而現在我就像在我的世界裡，這沒什麼，當我們談到，這是最好的部分，我甚至不能與人聯繫，因為我在不同的城市或地方，每一天都有一組新的人。

I'd be like in Greece with literally random people I don't know.

我就像在希臘一樣，和我不認識的人隨意在一起。

And the next day I would be able to be maybe with Ebony, but then the next day I'm in paris, then the next day I'm in china the next time in Dubai and it was like constantly different energies.

第二天我也許能和Ebony在一起，但第二天我在巴黎，然後第二天我在中國，下一次是在迪拜，這就像不斷有不同的能量。

I was really never able to have those moments where I was like, oh these are my people that I think that that's like why we connect so much.

我真的從來沒有過這樣的時刻，我想，哦，這些是我的人，我想這就是為什麼我們會有這麼多聯繫。

It's like you almost find just the people that our like minded um have the same like, you know, same thing, the thing.

這就像你幾乎找到的只是那些我們喜歡的人，嗯，有同樣的喜歡，你知道，同樣的事情，事情。

Yeah, like I don't have all the tools yet, you know what I mean?

是的，就像我還沒有掌握所有的工具，你知道我的意思嗎？

I'm just like learning still and like, I don't know, you know, I can say meditation, you can say work out and like eat well and all these things and it's like at the end of the day, like unless you really give yourself the same energy that you give to everybody else and to all the other people that you support on a regular basis, like it's just not gonna happen.

我就像還在學習，就像，我不知道，你知道，我可以說冥想，你可以說鍛鍊，就像吃好的和所有這些東西，就像在一天結束時，就像除非你真的給自己同樣的能量，你給其他人和所有其他你經常支持的人，就像它只是不會發生。

And so I had to, that's why I took last season off.

所以我不得不這樣做，這就是為什麼我上個賽季休息了。

That's why after quarantine in the first round of Covid, I made a conscious decision to like start saying no to things and I hate saying no because I love to make my friends happy now.

這就是為什麼在第一輪Covid的隔離後，我做了一個有意識的決定，比如開始對一些事情說不，我討厭說不，因為我現在喜歡讓我的朋友高興。

I've gone to the point where like the people I work for are my friends and it's like if I let them down, I feel like I'm letting everyone down that I'm letting myself down.

我已經到了這樣的地步：我的工作對象是我的朋友，如果我讓他們失望，我覺得我讓所有人失望，我讓自己失望。

But I started to realize that like I had to put myself first and I realized too, like if I didn't start now, like putting myself first, there was gonna be a point where I was just gonna be like, not able to do anything anymore at all and hate everything and hate my life and myself and all that stuff.

但我開始意識到，我必須把自己放在第一位，我也意識到，如果我現在不開始，比如把自己放在第一位，就會有一個點，我就會像，根本無法再做任何事情，討厭一切，討厭我的生活和自己，以及所有這些東西。

It's a privilege within itself to be able to say like I'm gonna stop working for a second.

能夠說像我要停止工作一秒鐘，這本身就是一種特權。

I realized after eight years of like, really, you know, never taking a break or a second to like be myself.

我意識到，經過八年的喜歡，真的，你知道，從來沒有休息或一秒鐘來喜歡做自己。

I used to do interviews and people would ask me like, what's your favorite, like food or what's your favorite color or what's your favorite book?

我曾經做過採訪，人們會問我，你最喜歡的是什麼，比如食物，或者你最喜歡的顏色是什麼，或者你最喜歡的書是什麼？

And I would literally be like, I have no idea, I don't know who I am.

而我真的會說，我不知道，我不知道我是誰。

I couldn't have answered a question about myself to save my life because like, I left high school just pretty much like becoming everyone's version of me that they wanted, but then I realized that I was never able to find myself within myself because I was just looking for myself and other people's versions of me instead of just like being like, what do you want to do today?

我無法回答關於我自己的問題來拯救我的生活，因為就像，我離開高中時只是很喜歡成為每個人想要的我的版本，但後來我意識到，我從來沒有能夠在自己內心找到自己，因為我只是在尋找自己和其他人的版本，而不是像，你今天想做什麼？

Bella, if anybody wants to get into modeling, I want you to get to know yourself first, before you, before you get into this.

貝拉，如果有人想進入模特行業，我希望你先了解自己，在你，在你進入這個行業之前。

Like I want you to be confident within yourself.

就像我希望你能對自己的內心充滿信心。

Keep your own conscience and keep your own creativity and keep your own style.

保持你自己的良心，保持你自己的創造力，保持你自己的風格。

Keep your, if you're weird, be weirder, keep it weird.

保持你的，如果你是怪異的，就更怪異，保持怪異。

Like can we put like a hashtag?

就像我們可以把像一個標籤？

Keep it weird?

保持怪異？

Alright now we're gonna be doing some finishing touches together.

好了，現在我們要一起做一些收尾工作。

Bell is about to cut her hair.

貝爾即將剪掉她的頭髮。

I can't help myself.

我無法控制自己。

She's having fun.

她很開心。

Honestly, after today, I feel like you can be my assistant.

說實話，今天之後，我覺得你可以成為我的助手。

Okay, you guys get that on film because he's never allowed me like, you know what?

好吧，你們把這個拍下來，因為他從來不允許我像，你知道嗎？

Go to Bella, she'll cut your hair, I'll send all the models down your way.

去找貝拉吧，她會給你理髮，我會把所有的模特都送到你那裡去。

Have you ever had to do another girl's hair?

你是否曾經不得不為另一個女孩做頭髮？

Like at a show or something?

就像在一個展覽或什麼地方？

It was actually the funniest photo of me doing Stella Maxwell's hair backstage at mass kino what?

這實際上是最有趣的照片，我在大眾Kino什麼的後臺做Stella Maxwell的頭髮？

Okay, what's the T.

好吧，什麼是T。

There was no t I was just giving everyone snatches because we were all doing wigs and we all have to go somewhere afterwards and you know I can do a snatch on anyone.

沒有，我只是給大家做抓舉，因為我們都在做假髮，之後我們都要去某個地方，你知道我可以在任何人身上做抓舉。

So I had the good lineup.

所以我有好的陣容。

Just girls wanted to do snatches.

只是女孩們想做抓舉。

What did we do?

我們做了什麼？

Okay, this is the look, look, this is who we are.

好吧，這就是外觀，看，這就是我們的身份。

This is who we're gonna be keeping it weird.

這就是我們要保持奇怪的人。

We're keeping it weird all damn day.

我們要在這該死的一天裡保持奇怪的狀態。

We're getting editorial today.

我們今天得到的是社論。

We're giving old school fashion.

我們在給老式的時尚。

We're giving randomness Ebony.

我們要給隨機性埃博尼。

Yeah.

是的。

Applause my baby.

掌聲歡迎我的寶貝。

Thank you for being here.

謝謝你在這裡。

It's been a long week, but we'll be back soon on the Ebony and Bella Show.

這是漫長的一週，但我們很快就會回到《黑檀和貝拉秀》。