I appliedforthejetprogrammylastrightbefore I graduated I wasveryhopeful.
I'vebeenwantingtodothisforsolong.
I'veheardofsomanystories.
When I studiedabroadinhighschool, I met a coupleofLTsthatdidthejetprogramandthat's how I learnedaboutitandthen I alwaysaspiredtodothisprogramlikeallmylife.
Andso I wasreallyexcitedtoapplyfor.
Itdidn't applyforjustoneprogram, I appliedforjetprogram.
I appliedforinteractwhichisanothercompanythat's similartothejetprogram, allsortsofprogramsthatyoucanapplyfor.
So I appliedforallofthemjustincase I didn't getthejetprogram, appliedforthejetprogramfilledupthelongassapplicationessay.
I turnedeverythingin.
I wasreadytogo.
I wasexcitedtohearbackandtheneventually I gottheinterviewand I wasreally, reallyexcited.
I waslike, ohmygosh, I can't believe I madeittotheinterviewinterviewwasnotasintenseastheactualapplication.
Likeyouwouldthinkthatitwouldbemoreintense.
Butwhen I enteredtheroom, thepeoplethatweretherewereprettykindandniceandconsiderate.
I almostwasn't goingtobeabletogotoJapanbecauseofthosedamnfingerprints.
Thepoliceweren't doingthemcorrectly.
So I wouldturninmyfingerprintsandtheyweren't, theyweren't goingthroughlikeitjustwasn't calculating, I searchedeverywherefordifferentpolicedepartmentsandthingslikethatthatwouldtakemeanddomyfingerprints.
Itwastheworstthingintheworld.
Eventuallyitwentthrough, I wasokaytogobutitwasjustmadness, backgroundchecks, allsortsofhealthchecks, shots, thingslikethat.
I movedtoAlMauryPrefectureandAlMauryPrefectureisveryisolating.
Solet's backup a littlebitwhen I gotmyplacement, I waslike, thatsucks.
I heardverygoodthingsaboutAlMaurylikethere's beautifulfestivals, beautifulthings.
Itwas a newexperienceformebecause I'vealwaysspentmytimeintheKansairegion.
ItwasintheverysouthofJapan.
SogoingtotheverynorthofJapanbutitwasalsoveryscarybecauseoftheearthquakehadjusthappenedlike a yearagoandthentheyemailedmeandtheysaidwedon't reallyhave a positionforyou.
I wasreallyconfused.
Mypositionwastoworkin A B.
O.
E, whichis a boardofeducationofficeinAlMaury.
So I waslike, ohthat's cool.
Like I gettoworkinanoffice.
Usuallywhenyoujointhedebtprogramyouhave a predecessor.
Isthathowyousayit?
I don't evenknowyouhavesomebodythat's thepersonthatyou'regoingtotaketheplaceofisthepersonthat's kindofyourmentorbeforeyoumovedtoJapan.
Shetoldmethatshedidn't teachverymuch, shewouldgotomaybeoneschoollike a monthand I waslike, ohmyGod, I pickedtheonegirlthathasaneducationbackgroundthatstudiededucationandtheydidn't have a schoolforher.
I didn't have a placementat a school, like a specificschool.
Shewenttolikesevendifferentschoolsandshewouldonlygototheseschoolslikeeverycouplefewmonthssoshewouldn't beabletoconnectwiththestudents, shewouldn't beabletoconnectwiththeteachers, I wouldn't beabletodothosethings.
So I waspanickingand I waslike, okay, sowhatdidtheyoverrecruitandthentheydidn't knowwheretoputmebecausemygoalwastoteachinJapan, like I wanted a school, I wantedtoteach, thisismydream.
Andthefactthat I didn't reallygetthatopportunitywasverydisappointingthere.
So I saidyesand I said, youknow, I'm goingtobepositiveaboutthis, I'm goingtobeopenminded, I'm goingtogointothis, havenewexperiences, meetnewpeople.
Um, so I wasreallyhypingmyselfup, I waspumpingmyselfupforthisexperiencetohappen, likethisismydreamand I'm goingtobefine, everything's gonnabeokay, Itwasverypositiveaboutit.
Thenwhen I gotthere, when I gottoalMaury, I wasgivenanapartmentthatwasliterally 9000 yen a month, whichis $90 a month.
Itwas a verycheapapartment.
Thewallswerenotfinished.
Likeifyoutouchthewallsthingswouldcomeoffofthem.
Itwasreallyold.
Elmoreisvery, verycold.
I had a bathtubthatifthewintergotcoldenoughitwouldfreezeand I wouldhavetotake a potofwateranddumpitontopofthebathtubtogetittoworkandfireitup.
LikeitwasreallyintenselivinginAlMauryatthetime.
TherewerenotrainsgoingfromAlanmooretoTokyoplace.
I livedinHirosakiwhichisprobablyoneofthebestplacestobeinAlMaury.
I thinkit's a verysmallcitybutit's verybeautiful.
Thecastlewasprobablyoneofmyfavoritecastlegrounds.
I reallylikedgoingforwalksandridingmybikearoundthere.
Soitwasreallynice.
It's a verybeautifulareabutlike I said, itwasveryisolatingand I feellikeit's goodforlikeifyou'reretiredorsomethingwhen I gotthereum, I wantedtoreachouttotheJets, theotherJetteachers.
Jetprogramwasvery, verycliquey.
Thereweren't a lotofverynicepeoplefromwhere I wasliving.
I wasnot, I waskindoflikeconsideredanoutsider.
I wantedtostudy a lot.
So I wouldstayathome.
I wouldn't gototheclubs.
I wouldn't gotothebarsallthetime.
I wouldsometimes, butitwasvery, veryrarebecause I wantedtostudy, I wantedtodomyownthing.
I wantedtostudyjapanese, so I wouldstayathome a lotandstudy.
A lotoftheJetswouldtalkbehindmybackandbelike, okay, shedoesn't hangoutwithanybody.
Shewantstostudyjapaneseandshewantstostart a Youtubechannelandstufflikethat.
I wasjusttoldthat I wasliketoomuchofanintrovert.
So I, I wasneverinvitedtothingsandlikeallthatstuffandyeah, tobehonest, like I waskindoflikeanintrovertintrovert, but I kindofwantedtoworkonmyown, myblog.
I had a blogatthetime.
I wantedtodomyownstuffandpeopleweren't reallyappreciatingit.
Soif I didn't gotothecluborsomething, they'd belike, ohwellofcourseshe's notgoingtogototheclubbecauseshedoesn't wanttohangoutwithanybodyandthatwasn't reallythecase.
Myneighborswereabsolutelyawfultomeandlikethatkilledmyexperience a littlebit.
I'm probablynotgoingtogointotoomuchdetail, buttheyweren't veryniceatalland I kindofexpectedthatbecausetheytalked a lotaboutotherpeoplebehindtheirbacks.
When I firstmetthem, theywerealwayssayingsomuchcrapaboutotherjetsintheprogram.
Evenpeoplethattheywouldhangoutwithregularly, theywouldtalkaboutin a nastyway.
Myneighbors, likehonestlytheydidn't likejapan, theytalkedaboutjapanesepeopleliketheywere a pieceofcrapandliketheycomplainedabouteverythingandit's justlikeifyou, ifyoudon't genuinelylikeJapandon't movehere.
Sothere's a lotofnegativitygoingon, there's a lotofcliqueiness, therewas a lotofimmaturityandlikethatkindofkilledtheexperienceforme.
I didhave a lotofclosefriendsinAlMaury, like I hungoutwithpeople, I metsomejapanesefriendsandwewouldhangout.
So I didhavemyowngroupoffriendsthat I lovedhangingoutwithandgenuinelylovedtalkingtoyou.
Soitwasn't like I wasfriendlesscompletelyumgoingto a Japaneseofficeeverysingleday.
Like I said, I workedin a botand I wasgivenlikezerotasks.
I askedthemlikewhatshould I do?
They'relike, oh, we'llcreatelessonplansandcreatelessonplansforwhatandthey'relike, ohwelljustthinkofsomeideasjustincaseyougoto a schoolnextweekorsomethingandit's justlikeyoucan't make a lessonplanwithoutknowingwhatthey'reteachingorwhatthey'relearning.
I askedif I couldstudyjapaneseandtheysaidno, itsuckedtolearnjapanese, especiallyinAlMaurybecausetheyspeakinsuch a differentdialect.
It's notthedialectthatwelearnedlikelearning a wholenewlanguageand I'm worriednotevenJapanesepeoplefromTokyoorkyoto, theydon't evenunderstandthisregion's dialect.
It's calledSukhaRubinanditwas, itwasintense, itwas a verydifferentsoundinglanguage.
Otherthingthattheytoldmebeforebefore I decidedtoquit, theytoldme R.
B.
O.
E.
IsgettingridofLTs, wedon't wantan A.
L.
T anymore.
Wedon't wanttopayyouanymore.
Soyou'regonnahavetomovesomewhereelseinourmemoryandyou'renotgoingtoknowuntil a weekbefore, soyoucan't decidewhereyou'removing.
So I waslikewhatthebuck.
Thiswaslike a dreamturnednightmare.
I neededtofigureoutwhat I wasgonnado.
So I contactedsomebodythat I hadmetinNagoyaduringmyinternshipyears, I didaninternshipinJapan a coupleofyearspriorand I askedifhehad a positionathisjobandhe's like, I don't, I'm notlookingforanybodyrightnow, I'm notlookingfor a teacherrightnow, but I willhelpyoufind a job.
Sohefound a coupleofpositionsformeandoneofthembeinganinternationalschool, whichendedupbeinglikeoneoftheworstjobsgotoutofthattooandthat's likeanotherstorytimevideorightnow, I'm workingat a reallyamazingcompany I'vebeenworking, it's a teaching, it's a schoolthat I'vebeenworkingwithforlikethreeyears.
Hegotmethisjob, thisinternationalschooljob, but I hadtoflytoNagoyatogettheinterviewand I waslikecrap, I havetoflytoNagoya, havenodaysoffleft, whatam I goingtodo?
Because I tooksomevacationtimealreadyand I waslikecrap, I endedupjustgoinganyway.
So I endedupflyingtoNagoyaononeofmyweekends.
Itwasthebusiesttimeinmylife.
I didn't wantthemtofindoutthat I waslookingforanotherjob, thiswasdependentonmyfuture, flewtoNagoyain a snowstormto, itwaslikeduringthewinter, itwasliketheworsttimeever.
I thought I wasgoingtodie, didtheinterviewgotthejobthatday, whichwasprettyawesomewhen I cameback.
I tookmy, I wasterrified, but I tookmysupervisoroutforcoffeeand I waslike I quit.