I live in a country where people work full time on Christmas Eve and Christmas Day, a country where Christmas is more like Valentine's Day and not Christmas.

我生活在一個人們在平安夜和聖誕節全職工作的國家，這個國家的聖誕節更像是情人節而不是聖誕節。

Every year I stay in Japan for Christmas.

每年的聖誕節我都會留在日本。

It gets harder.

它變得更難。

I get my annual crying episodes in and spend time with my friends mostly.

我每年都會有哭鬧的時候，主要是花時間和朋友在一起。

Last year I went home and asked my family what they thought about me being so far away.

去年我回家問我的家人，他們對我這麼遠的地方有什麼看法。

And I'm not really sure they can handle it around such an emotional time, either.

而且我也不太確定他們是否能在這樣一個情緒化的時期處理好這個問題。

All right, I'll be home.

好吧，我回家了。

It's hard, but this year is a little bit different.

這很難，但今年有一點不同。

As some of you may know, I met my Japanese Beyonce on instagram.

你們中的一些人可能知道，我在Instagram上認識了我的日本碧昂絲。

I flew to L.

我飛往L.

A.

A.

I met him for the first time and we got engaged.

我第一次見到他，我們就訂婚了。

Now we're living happily ever after in Tokyo, Japan, living our best lives.

現在我們在日本東京幸福地生活著，過著我們最好的生活。

We got an apartment, went furniture shopping and had fun, creative dates, all in a span of a couple months.

我們買了一套公寓，去買了傢俱，還進行了有趣的、有創意的約會，所有這些都在幾個月的時間裡完成。

Yeah, it was fast, but it was great.

是的，它很快，但它很好。

We worked hard to be together and we gave each other the world.

我們為了在一起而努力工作，我們給了對方一個世界。

But our fun time has come to an end.

但我們的歡樂時光已經結束了。

And do he has to get a real Japanese company job becoming the ultimate salaryman.

他必須找到一份真正的日本公司工作，成為最終的受薪者。

So now I'm alone again Christmas Eve with not much to do.

所以現在我又是一個人在聖誕節前夕，沒有什麼事情可做。

But you know what?

但你知道嗎？

That's okay when everyone else and their brother is working on Christmas.

當其他人和他們的兄弟都在為聖誕節工作時，這也沒什麼。

What do you do?

你是做什麼的？

You set goals.

你設定目標。

I sat down and wrote up my goals for the next year and what I wanted to accomplish.

我坐下來，寫下了我明年的目標和我想完成的任務。

I use this time to get motivated.

我利用這段時間來獲得動力。

My fiance and I scheduled a time to spend on the weekends and made that our Christmas celebration.

我的未婚夫和我在週末安排了一個時間，把它作為我們的聖誕慶祝活動。

And we have a New Year's and Christmas celebration coming in the next weekend.

而且我們在下個週末有一個新年和聖誕節的慶祝活動。

Well, that's right.

嗯，這就對了。

Is it?

是嗎？

What?

什麼？

Mhm.

嗯。

You know, open it.

你知道，打開它。

This part was broken because I don't want to stop my eyes.

這一部分被打破了，因為我不想讓我的眼睛停下來。

Yeah.

是的。

Oh, these are so pretty.

哦，這些是如此的漂亮。

It's like cauliflower.

這就像花椰菜。

I think it's a cauliflower.

我想這是一個花椰菜。

Flour.

麵粉。

Yeah.

是的。

So pretty cool.

所以相當酷。

I like that plant.

我喜歡這種植物。

It's a nice plant.

這是一種很好的植物。

Yeah, little bonsai tree looking things.

是的，看起來像盆景樹的小東西。

There's a bonsai tree.

有一棵盆景樹。

I want one of these in our apartment.

我想在我們的公寓裡放一個這樣的東西。

Yeah, that's for old people.

是的，那是為老年人準備的。

We're old Well, before not telling me that if you ever go home.

我們已經老了 好吧，在不告訴我之前，如果你曾經回家。

Mhm.

嗯。

Yeah.

是的。

Mhm.

嗯。

Yeah.

是的。

In Japan, amongst hefty work schedules, there are plenty of Christmas markets that make it feel just a little bit more like actual Christmas.

在日本，在繁重的工作安排中，有很多聖誕市場，讓人感覺更像真正的聖誕節。

And for me, that's legit enough.

對我來說，這就足夠合法了。

This is so they have little shops and stuff.

這是為了讓他們有小商店之類的東西。

This is so cute.

這真是太可愛了。

I want to get a picture here.

我想在這裡拍一張照片。

Mhm.

嗯。

We're here at the Christmas market right now, and it's raining.

我們現在在這裡的聖誕市場，正在下雨。

We got a good seat, but it's raining outside, so we're like, we have an umbrella and we have our sausage and pretzel and everything.

我們找到了一個好座位，但外面在下雨，所以我們就像，我們有一把傘，我們有我們的香腸和椒鹽捲餅和一切。

How big is it?

它有多大？

Oh, my God.

哦，我的上帝。

Hot, juicy.

熱，多汁。

I like that.

我喜歡這樣。

Christmas alone is a chance to recharge and reflect.

單獨的聖誕節是一個充電和反思的機會。

I enjoy it, and I see it as a different experience.

我喜歡它，我把它看作是一種不同的體驗。

Mhm, but yeah.

嗯，不過是的。

Mm.

嗯。

Okay, so apparently, there's a natural goods store around here, but I kind of wanted to go check out.

好的，所以很明顯，這附近有一家天然商品店，但我有點想去看看。

So I'm gonna head a different way and go a different route.

所以我打算換一個方向，走一條不同的路線。

I'm gonna go see what they have, because it would be nice to, um, see if there's any, like, organic foods or something like that.

我要去看看他們有什麼，因為這將是很好的，嗯，看看是否有任何，比如，有機食品或類似的東西。

I'm gonna head to the store and see what kind of Christmas stuff they have.

我要去商店，看看他們有什麼樣的聖誕用品。

So it's actually a pretty nice day.

是以，這實際上是一個相當不錯的日子。

It's not that cold, but yeah, This is a little bit of the neighborhood old Japanese house from a long time ago.

它沒有那麼冷，但是，是的，這是很久以前的鄰居日本老房子的一點兒。

Temple kids drew pictures.

寺廟的孩子們畫了畫。

The side?

側面？

Yes.

是的。

Like shrines and stuff around.

比如周圍的神龕和東西。

Very windy.

風非常大。

Mhm.

嗯。

So this right here, close up.

所以這個就在這裡，特寫。

The house is hard together in Tokyo.

在東京，房子是硬邦邦的。

Yeah.

是的。

Mhm little shrine here.

這裡的小神龕。

Mhm.

嗯。

Mhm.

嗯。

Okay, Now, don't get too sidetracked.

好了，現在，不要太偏離主題。

We're gonna head across the bridge.

我們要到橋對面去。

Okay?

好嗎？

Mhm.

嗯。

I love this.

我喜歡這個。

It's so cute.

它是如此可愛。

Sky tree.

天空之樹。

Okay.

好的。

Mhm.

嗯。

Okay.

好的。

Narrow streets.

狹窄的街道。

Wow.

哇。

Yes, it's huge.

是的，這很龐大。

Great.

很好。

Like the little details.

喜歡這些小細節。

Well, did you?

那麼，你有嗎？

Wow.

哇。

This is beautiful.

這很美。

Like, Mm hmm.

就像，嗯嗯。

Okay, so I just kind of kicked in, and it looks like there's, like, some package things, but not so much to buy there.

好的，所以我只是有點踢到了，看起來有，比如，一些包裝的東西，但沒有那麼多可以買的東西在那裡。

Um, it's very small.

嗯，它非常小。

So it wasn't really expecting that.

是以，它並沒有真正期待這一點。

But there's so many cute things around here.

但這裡有很多可愛的東西。

A little hair studio.

一個小發型工作室。

So we're just gonna head to the market.

所以我們就去市場了。

This is a nice little walk, though.

不過，這是一次不錯的小散步。

It's very peaceful.

這是非常和平的。

It was like Japanese house.

這就像日本的房子。

You These houses are so cute.

你這些房子太可愛了。

Oh, my God.

哦，我的上帝。

Mhm.

嗯。

Mm hmm.

嗯，嗯。

Uh huh.

嗯哼。

Garden in front of somebody's house.

在某人的房子前面的花園。

Isn't that amazing?

這不是很神奇嗎？

Is so cute.

是如此可愛。

It's beautiful.

這很美。

Another old house.

另一個老房子。

Mention myself about condition of the skin.

提及自己的皮膚狀況。

Yeah, Yeah, that's time.

是的，是的，這就是時間。

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

是的，是的，是的，是的。

Thank you.

謝謝你。

Yeah.

是的。

Fire.

火災。

Really good, Yeah.

真的很好，是的。

Mhm Yeah, yeah!

嗯 是的，是的！

Mhm Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah!

嗯 是的，是的，是的，是的，是的!

What?

什麼？

Okay, so I just got my stuff.

好的，所以我剛剛拿到我的東西。

It's kinda heavy.

它有點重。

Hopefully it gets Back in one piece and I'm heading home right now So we're gonna walk a different way this time Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Longer walks are sometimes what we need to recharge I try to take a different path when I have the time to experience a new journey This mhm mhm.

希望它能完好無損地回來，我現在正往家裡走，所以我們這次要走不同的路 是的，是的，是的，是的 更長的散步有時是我們需要充電的地方 我試著在有時間的時候走不同的路，去體驗新的旅程 這嗯嗯嗯。

Something else.

別的東西。

Oh, okay.

哦，好的。

I just got home.

我剛剛回到家。

It's called.

這就是所謂的。

It's really warm in here, though.

不過，這裡真的很暖和。

I'm gonna just take a break for a second before I work on some stuff.

在我處理一些事情之前，我要先休息一下。

But I bought a lot of stuff, and I'm going to show you what it is when it's dinner time.

但我買了很多東西，到了吃飯時間，我就給你看是什麼東西。

So fast forward to dinner and I'll show you everything that I'm cooking and what I'm doing before you g comes home.

所以快進到晚餐時，我會在你回家之前向你展示我所做的一切，以及我在做什麼。

I think he's gonna love this.

我想他會喜歡這個。

This is gonna be awesome.

這將會是非常棒的。

We don't have a light in our kitchen, which kind of sucks, But I put a candle on the table because I wanted it to look nice.

我們的廚房沒有燈，這有點糟糕，但我在桌子上放了一根蠟燭，因為我想讓它看起來漂亮。

Anyway, I had made Christmas dinner.

總之，我已經做了聖誕大餐。

I don't know how I'm gonna react to any of it because some of it has is made with eggs.

我不知道我對任何東西會有什麼反應，因為有些東西是用雞蛋做的。

So we'll see if I start to feel weird.

所以我們將看看我是否開始感到奇怪。

I'm just going to stop eating it.

我只是打算不再吃它。

But I made a lot of food and usually really wanted something like this.

但我做了很多食物，通常很想吃這樣的東西。

So I just wanted to make something for him, mostly.

所以我只是想為他做一些東西，主要是。

So, as you can see on our table, we have mixed vegetables with garlic and olive oil, and then I have a makeshift salad here.

是以，正如你在我們的桌子上所看到的，我們有混合蔬菜與大蒜和橄欖油，然後我這裡有一個臨時的沙拉。

That salad basically is just made in the store.

那份沙拉基本上就是在店裡做的。

Japan loves cabbage in their salad, and that's not everything.

日本人喜歡在他們的沙拉中加入捲心菜，而這並不是全部。

So I'm going to kind of reheat some stuff.

所以我打算重新加熱一些東西。

Ignore the bananas were not eating that for dinner.

忽略了香蕉並沒有把這個當做晚餐來吃。

But we have fried foods here, which I cannot eat a lot of, because I know I'll have stomach problems and I heated up some of the lobster.

但我們這裡有油炸食品，我不能吃很多，因為我知道我會有胃病，我加熱了一些龍蝦。

Oh my God, we have lobster.

哦，我的上帝，我們有龍蝦。

This is crazy, but some cake in the refrigerator.

這很瘋狂，但有些蛋糕放在冰箱裡。

But I'll film it later.

但我以後會拍下來。

Cake here and then some appetizers, cheese, ham, crackers, some beef jerky, all that stuff.

蛋糕在這裡，然後是一些開胃菜，奶酪，火腿，餅乾，一些牛肉乾，所有這些東西。

And we have a second cake over there because I didn't know which one again.

我們還有第二個蛋糕在那裡，因為我不知道又是哪一個。

And I didn't know which one do he was gonna like, so I just bought both.

我不知道他會喜歡哪一個，所以我就兩個都買了。

They're so beautiful.

他們是如此美麗。

I just couldn't I couldn't not buy it.

我只是不能我不能不買它。

So we have our spoons.

所以我們有我們的勺子。

Here.

在這裡。

We have plates.

我們有盤子。

We have mugs for the coffee or whatever and our beautiful table set up.

我們有裝咖啡或其他東西的杯子，還有我們漂亮的桌子擺放。

I need to move these jackets.

我需要移動這些夾克。

Yoga mat here at this place is a mess.

這個地方的瑜伽墊是一個爛攤子。

But anyway, this is our little setup for now.

但無論如何，這就是我們現在的小設置。

What do you think, baby?

你覺得怎麼樣，寶貝？

Amazing.

令人驚歎。

Isn't it?

不是嗎？

Good?

好嗎？

Oh, my God.

哦，我的上帝。

Mm hmm.

嗯，嗯。

I am the type of person to spend the holidays in a peaceful setting.

我是那種喜歡在和平環境中過節的人。

I feel like doing this at least every other year allows us to think and be grateful for the smaller things in life.

我覺得至少每隔一年這樣做可以讓我們思考並對生活中的小事心存感激。

And, hey, this is our first Christmas together, so I'll always cherish.

而且，嘿，這是我們在一起的第一個聖誕節，所以我會永遠珍惜。

And remember this day, even though Diggy had to work hard most of the day, I'm about to cut the cake.

記得這一天，儘管Diggy大部分時間都在努力工作，但我就要切蛋糕了。

Yes.

是的。

Cut it.

切斷它。

That looks so good.

這看起來很好。

I know.

我知道。

I'm gonna cut a big piece.

我要切一大塊。

Mm.

嗯。

Yeah, yeah.

是的，是的。

Look at this handsome man Shower.

看看這個英俊的男人肖爾。

How am I 16.

我怎麼16歲了。

I didn't say You were sexy, Jenna.

我並沒有說你很性感，珍娜。

Merry Christmas, everybody.

各位，聖誕快樂。

It is actual Christmas Day here in Japan, and I am doing nothing.

今天是日本真正的聖誕節，而我卻什麼都沒做。

It looks very nice outside today.

今天外面看起來非常好。

A little bit cold, have a bit of digestive distress from yesterday.

有點兒冷，昨天有點兒消化不良的感覺。

And the good news is, I had an egg today and I didn't really react to it.

好消息是，我今天吃了一個雞蛋，我對它沒有什麼反應。

Immune wise, I usually react with an immune response, and I did not.

從免疫角度看，我通常會有免疫反應，而我沒有。

So that's good news.

所以這是個好消息。

I still feel a little bit of digestive distress, like I said.

如我所說，我仍然感到有一點消化不良。

So I'm going to keep going with my protocols.

所以我打算繼續執行我的協議。

And I'm going to keep healing my gut and never go back to the way that I was eating before.

我將繼續治療我的腸道，永遠不會回到我以前的飲食方式。

But it's Christmas.

但現在是聖誕節。

So we had a lot of food yesterday.

所以我們昨天吃了很多東西。

Yeah, and this morning we had some breakfast.

是的，今天早上我們吃了一些早餐。

Do he didn't know what an egg in a basket is?

他不知道籃子裡的雞蛋是什麼嗎？

Or an egg in a frame.

或者在框架中的雞蛋。

Whatever you guys want to call it, it's called egg and a frame.

不管你們怎麼叫它，它都叫雞蛋和框架。

This is crazy.

這很瘋狂。

Oh, how did you just put it in the center?

哦，你怎麼就把它放在中間了？

You open it up, you cut it open.

你把它打開，你把它切開。

You cut a hole in the bread, you put butter on it.

你在麵包上切一個洞，你把黃油放在上面。

But I made it for him and I had one, and it was good.

但我為他做了這個，我吃了一個，很好。

I had mine with him in the beginning.

我一開始就和他有了我的。

And then I had a second one with egg, and I didn't really respond so much.

然後我又有了第二個雞蛋，我並沒有真正的反應那麼大。

So that's good news to hear about my health.

是以，聽到關於我的健康的好消息。

But I still have a long way to go before I'm, like, 100% healthy.

但在我達到100%健康之前，我還有很長的路要走。

But I feel good.

但我感覺很好。

I feel happy.

我感到很高興。

I feel hopeful today.

我今天感到很有希望。

I'm not gonna do too much.

我不會做得太多。

I'm gonna end the vlog here because, um, I just wanted to show our Christmas and how we celebrated tonight.

我要在這裡結束視頻，因為，嗯，我只想展示我們的聖誕節和我們今晚的慶祝方式。

We're gonna watch a Christmas movie, and that's about it.

我們要看一部聖誕電影，僅此而已。

Um, have some leftover Christmas cake and just relax.

嗯，吃點剩下的聖誕蛋糕，然後放鬆一下。

Today do G is working.

今天做G的工作。

Like I said, you know, people working on Christmas.

就像我說的，你知道，人們在聖誕節工作。

Thank you guys for watching this video.

謝謝你們觀看這個視頻。

It's another year in Japan alone on Christmas.

又是一年獨自在日本過聖誕的日子。

But New Year's is huge in Japan.

但新年在日本是很重要的。

So I can't wait to show you guys what we do on New Year's and my trip to his hometown, which will be very interesting.

所以我迫不及待地向你們展示我們在新年所做的事情，以及我去他家鄉的旅行，這將是非常有趣的。

And I hope you guys will like the rebranding of my channel, which I'm doing right now.

我希望你們會喜歡我的頻道的重塑，我現在正在做。

I was going to change my channel to my name and my actual name Kelly.

我打算把我的頻道改成我的名字和我的真實姓名Kelly。

Elizabeth.

伊麗莎白。

But I did not.

但我沒有。

Because my name is going to change soon.

因為我的名字很快就要改變了。

I would really like to use my my full name.