I've been shot. It's crazy because it wasn't that bad.

我被射傷過。真的很扯，因為其實沒有那麼糟。

[We asked 100 people to tell us about the most painful thing they've ever experienced.]

[我們請 100 個人告訴我們他們最痛苦的經驗。]

What's the most painful thing you've ever experienced?

你經歷過最痛苦的事情是什麼？

The most painful thing...

最痛苦的事情⋯⋯

Hmm.

恩。

Oh, God.

天啊。

Ooh, wow.

哇。

Uh...

啊⋯⋯

What's the most painful things you've ever experienced?

你經歷過最痛苦的經驗是什麼？

Oh, my gosh.

我的天啊。

I do have a story. I went skiing, never skied before. I slip up, my ski goes, and I start flipping, flip-flip-flipping. I hear a crack on my neck. Oh, God, I thought I was dead.

我有一個。就是我去滑雪，但我從沒滑過，結果我滑倒，滑雪板滑走，我就開始不停翻滾。我聽到我脖子骨折的聲音。老天，我以為我要死了。

What's the most painful thing that you've ever experienced?

你經歷過最痛苦的經驗是什麼？

I ruptured my appendix.

我的闌尾破裂。

My appendix.

我的闌尾。

My appendix.

我的闌尾。

It felt like a knife in my stomach.

感覺就像有把刀子插在胃上。

What is the most painful thing you've ever experienced?

你經歷過最痛苦的經驗是什麼？

Hmm...

恩⋯⋯

Tooth pain. Don't mess around with that.

牙痛，千萬別小看它。

I broke these three ribs.

我斷了這三根肋骨。

Fractured my sternum.

胸骨骨折。

I broke my ankle once.

我的腳踝斷掉過。

Never broken a bone.

從沒有骨折過。

The most painful thing I've ever experienced is probably anal for the first time.

最痛苦的經驗應該是第一次肛交的時候。

What is the most painful thing you've ever experienced?

你經歷過最痛苦的經驗是什麼？

Car-related. Always car-related.

跟車有關，總是跟車有關。

One time...

有一次⋯⋯

We're driving on the beach.

我們開在沙灘上。

A really windy road.

路上風很大。

Crossing three lanes of traffic.

要跨越三個車道。

Two lanes going that way.

兩個車道是直走的。

Somebody was going to take a free right.

有人要右轉。

She was making a left turn.

她要左轉。

There was a drunk driver who was going the wrong way.

有個酒駕的走錯路。

Literally, slammed those brakes.

幾乎是猛踩煞車。

And I, like, froze completely.

我完全呆住。

We were just hit by a car all of a sudden.

我們突然之間就被一台車撞。

T-boned my car.

從側面被撞。

Like, T-boned.

就是，從側面被撞。

I got tossed out 'cause I was in the front.

因為我坐在前座所以飛出車外。

I really screwed up my knee and my whole spine.

我的膝蓋和整個脊椎都傷得很嚴重。

That's why I have this scar on my neck because I had to have my neck fused.

這就是我脖子上有這個疤痕的原因，因為我的脖子必須縫合。

Back broken, neck broke. It's a wrap.

背骨折，脖子骨折，整個完蛋。

I got some whiplash and my friend got, like, some bruising.

我的頸部有些扭傷，然後我的朋友有些瘀青。

I thought I was fine, and then paramedics showed up and I, like, my leg was bleeding, and I was like, "Okay. So that maybe was a little dangerous."

我以為我沒事，然後醫護人員就出現了，然後我的腿在流血，我就想說：「好喔，剛剛好像有點危險。」

What's the most painful thing you've ever experienced?

你經歷過最痛苦的經驗是什麼？

Painful.

痛苦的。

(tongue clicking)

(彈舌聲)

Mmm...

恩⋯⋯

Oh, God. I hate to even think about it.

天啊，我根本不想去想。

Physically painful or emotionally?

身理上的還是情感上的？

Heartbreak.

心碎。

I definitely got my heart broken a lot of times before.

我肯定有心碎過很多次。

Heartbreak. That one really... That's a bad one.

心碎。那真的⋯⋯真的很糟。

There's no medication, no pill, no Tylenol for this pain.

沒有藥物、沒有藥丸、沒有泰諾（一種鎮痛藥）能治療這種痛苦。

What's the most painful thing you've ever experienced?

你經歷過最痛苦的經驗是什麼？

Oof.

呼。

(breath blowing)

（呼氣）

Whew.

呼。

(interviewee exhales)

（嘆氣聲）

Ooh.

噢。

Oh, my God. You just sent me through a spiral.

老天啊，你害我心情突然變很糟。

I did almost like, choke on a piece of candy when I was really, really little.

我很小的時候曾經快被糖果噎死過。

I was gasping for air so bad. It was awful.

我幾乎快喘不過氣來，太可怕了。

I had a gallbladder stone.

我有過膽囊結石。

I had to have my gallbladder taken out.

不得不把我的膽囊取出來。

Retropharyngeal abscess that I had to get surgery on.

我有接受過咽後膿腫的手術。

I think a second-degree burn.

我有二度灼傷過。

I did have a really severe asthma attack.

我有過一次很嚴重的哮喘發作。

It was, like, two days of just a lot of hyperventilating and crying.

整整兩天的過度換氣跟哭泣。

I swear to God, I couldn't breathe, for a while.

我發誓，我有一段時間無法呼吸。

All I remember is like, me trying to breathe.

我只記得我試圖要呼吸。

My chest hurt for hella long. That fucked me up.

我的胸口痛了很久，真的搞死我了。

Sanded my fingernails off.

把我的指甲磨掉了。

Hemorrhoids. Hemorrhoids.

痔瘡，就是痔瘡。

He would threw me up maybe like, eight feet in the air, and I fell to the ground.

他會把我往上丟大概八呎高，然後重重地掉到地上。

I got surgery on both of my feet.

我的兩隻腳都有接受過手術。

I got a stomach surgery.

我有過胃部的手術。

Man, an IUD. It hurt so badly.

老兄，宮內節育器真的很痛。

A bikini wax.

比基尼熱蠟除毛。

Chronic meningitis.

慢性腦膜炎。

I just had a really high temperature, and I was sick for a really long time.

我曾經高燒不退，生病了很長一段時間。

Sweating, vomiting, diarrhea. 100%, he was like, "You have malaria."

出汗、嘔吐、腹瀉。 醫生很肯定地說：「你得到瘧疾。」

The most painful thing I've experienced is contractions. Everything is flexing inside of your body. All I could think of is, "I need this baby out of me."

我經歷過最痛苦的事情是宮縮，因為體內所有東西都繃緊，那時我只想著：「快把這小孩拿出來。」

Leaving the gay bar one night, somebody came up behind me and picked me up and threw me on my head. Ended up having to get, like, six staples in my head.

有一天晚上離開同志酒吧之後，有人出現在我身後把我抓起來然後撞我的頭，我的頭最後縫了六針。

What's the most painful thing you've ever experienced?

你經歷過最痛苦的經驗是什麼？

I've been shot. On my side.

我被射傷過，側邊這裡。

I literally start hearing gunshots.

我開始聽到槍聲。

I could see like, the bullet coming through the window.

我可以看到子彈射過窗戶。

It's crazy because it wasn't that bad. The second time, I was at a playground. The one, actually, my foot was worse.

這很扯，因為其實沒那麼糟，第二次被射是我在遊樂場的時候，那一次我的腿就傷的蠻嚴重的。

Seeing someone that I love struggle with addiction.

看到我愛的人深受毒癮困擾。

My brother was a meth addict for about 10 years.

我哥哥吸食冰毒大概有十年了。

My mother died of overdose, and my father, he's currently on a respirator for COVID.

我媽媽因為吸毒過量身亡，而我爸，他現在因為新冠病毒裝著呼吸器。

What's the most painful thing you've ever experienced?

你經歷過最痛苦的經驗是什麼？

Definitely losing my grandmother.

肯定是失去我的奶奶。

Probably when my father passed. Just 'cause it was unexpected.

大概是我爸爸過世的時候，因為完全沒有預料到。

My dad died three days after my birthday.

我爸爸在我生日三天後過世。

When my dad died, that was pretty painful.

當我爸過世的時候，真的讓我很痛苦。

Losing my sister, and saying goodbye to her, and watching my parents go through that, and there was nothing that I could do.

失去我的姐妹，跟她道別，然後看著我的爸媽承受失去親人的傷痛卻無能為力。

When I lost my mom, it broke me.

當我失去我媽媽的時候，我傷透了心。

Sorry. My mom died. Unfortunately, I was the one who found her.

抱歉，我媽媽過世了，而且不幸的是，我是那個發現她的人。

The most painful thing I've ever experienced was probably when my father passed away. It's not funny, I'm just doing it to stop from crying.

我經歷過最痛苦的事情可能是我爸爸去世的時候。 這並不好笑，我只是為了不哭而已。

Never being able to have that interaction ever again. It's just unfathomable.

再也沒有辦法跟逝者往來，那種痛真的很難體會。

Have you get pass that? Or can you ever?

你釋懷了嗎？還是你有辦法釋懷嗎？

No, I don't think you ever really can.

沒有，我覺得我永遠沒辦法。

People would say, "It gets easier as time goes by," but it never really does.

大家都說：「隨著時間過去，一切會變得更好，」但從來沒有變好。

It's like this gaping hole in your chest that, it feels like you're getting ripped open from the inside out.

這就像是你胸口有一個大洞，感覺像你被從裡到外撕開一樣。

Like, I'm crying now, and it's been two years. And I'm like, "Am I ever gonna be okay?"

已經兩年了，我現在仍會哭，我問自己：「我有可能會好起來嗎？」

I tend to not go to many of the funerals.

我盡量不去參加太多葬禮。

Why?

為什麼？

I don't really know. I don't go to the weddings either, though.

我也不是很清楚，但我也不去參加婚禮。

What's the most painful thing you've ever experienced?

你經歷過最痛苦的經驗是什麼？

Probably being rejected my whole life. That was always hard for me, always trying to fit in and be like, part of this crowd that I wasn't a part of.

應該是這輩子都被拒絕，這對我來說總是很難，我總是試圖融入成為我不屬於的那些人的一部分。

I would come home and hide in my room, and, like, not wanna tell my mom that I was getting bullied because then I feel like a loser, and I was scared. So I would bottle everything up. I wouldn't really talk to my friends or anyone.

我回家之後會躲在我的房間裡，不想告訴我媽媽我被欺負了，因為那時我覺得自己是個魯蛇，我很害怕，所以我會把所有事情都自己吞下，我不會和我的朋友或任何人談論這件事。

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, and I'm stronger than I have ever been now.

打不倒你的會讓你變得更堅強，而我現在比以往任何時候更堅強。

What's the most painful thing you've ever experienced?

你經歷過最痛苦的事情是什麼？

Probably getting this tattoo done. You guys gonna say some deep shit. Nah, that shit really hurt.

大概是刺這個圖的時候。你們一定會說什麼很有內涵的東西，但刺這個真的很痛。