So if it gets too weird, please let me know in the comments.

所以如果它變得太奇怪，請在評論中告訴我。

No.

沒有。

Mhm Yeah.

嗯，是的。

Having an account on every mainstream social media and spending your time there versus quitting social media completely and not using it at all.

在每個主流社交媒體上都有一個賬戶，並在那裡花費你的時間，而不是完全退出社交媒體，根本不使用它。

I was trying to find a balance between these two things for a very long time.

在很長一段時間裡，我一直試圖在這兩件事之間找到一個平衡。

I started changing things about six months ago when I uninstalled my twitter and I deleted all of my tweets.

大約六個月前，我開始改變事情，當時我卸載了我的twitter，我刪除了我所有的推文。

So I wasn't bound to it by anything.

所以我沒有受到任何約束。

I did that because I felt like I was carrying way too much about followers and likes there, which I acknowledged that it wasn't the healthiest behavior.

我這麼做是因為我覺得我在那裡揹負了太多關於粉絲和喜歡的東西，我承認這不是最健康的行為。

So then I deleted other apps like Tik Tok Reddit facebook, which I used to use quite a lot with my friends.

所以後來我刪除了其他應用程序，如Tik Tok Reddit facebook，我以前經常和朋友一起使用這些應用程序。

I wasn't able to delete every single social media because that's kind of my job and it wasn't my plan or my intention to do that from the beginning because I don't think that social media is harmful on its own if you know how to approach it and how to use it properly.

我沒能刪除每一個社交媒體，因為那是我的工作，從一開始就不是我的計劃或意圖，因為我不認為社交媒體本身是有害的，如果你知道如何接近它，如何正確使用它。

So the one social media that I kept outside of twitch and Youtube, which is my source of income was instagram where I literally just went when I wanted to post my own stories and I didn't even check other people's stories.

是以，在twitch和Youtube之外，我保留的一個社交媒體，也就是我的收入來源是instagram，在那裡我只是在我想發佈自己的故事時才去，我甚至沒有查看其他人的故事。

Most of the time, I didn't even like scroll the feet or anything.

大多數時候，我甚至不喜歡滾動的腳或任何東西。

I just posted my story and got out of the app.

我剛剛發佈了我的故事，並走出了應用程序。

My mindset has definitely changed over the past half year.

在過去的半年裡，我的心態肯定有所改變。

I definitely stumped caring about numbers overall whether that be, you know, likes or even views on my own Youtube videos.

我肯定呆呆地關心數字的總體情況，無論是，你知道，喜歡或甚至是我自己的Youtube視頻的瀏覽量。

I kind of don't let numbers to be a source of motivation for me anymore, which then results in not being even a d motivation.

我有點不讓數字成為我的動力來源了，這就導致我連一個D的動力都沒有。

I stopped comparing myself to other people.

我不再將自己與其他人進行比較。

Like I consciously notice the change where I'm currently at the point that I couldn't care less of what other people think about me, whether that be on social media or in real life as a stupid example.

就像我有意識地注意到我目前的變化，我不能不在乎別人對我的看法，無論是在社交媒體上還是在現實生活中，都是一個愚蠢的例子。

I love these headphones, you know, it's, it's like a big gaming headset, it's very comfy for your ears.

我喜歡這款耳機，你知道，它，它就像一個大的遊戲耳機，對你的耳朵來說非常舒適。

But every time I went outside I switched to these which are not that comfy, but they are, you know, more discreet, more of a normal colour.

但每次我出去的時候，我都會換成這些，它們不是那麼舒適，但它們，你知道，更隱蔽，更像一個正常的顏色。

I always thought that if I, you know, if I, if people see me walking down the street with these huge headphones that they're gonna think like, oh, that person is weird, bro, I don't care anymore.

我一直認為，如果我，你知道，如果我，如果人們看到我帶著這些巨大的耳機走在街上，他們會認為，哦，這個人很奇怪，兄弟，我不再關心了。

I wear whatever I want, I express myself verbally and aesthetically however I want.

我想穿什麼就穿什麼，我在口頭上和審美上想怎麼表達就怎麼表達。

and I feel like my partial absence on social media has definitely increased my self confidence.

我覺得我在社交媒體上的部分缺席無疑增加了我的自信心。

My personal freedom of expression is also the reason why I get demonetized on Youtube, like almost all the time.

我的個人表達自由也是我在Youtube上被妖魔化的原因，比如幾乎所有的時間。

But yeah, I'm also definitely a lot more mindful that I was a year ago or even six months ago when something makes me angry or upset, I can let go of it pretty quickly because it's that point of realization when you realize that when you're alone in your room angry at something or someone, you're not making anybody else's day worse, but yours, you're just ruining your own mood, wasting your time by being angry.

但是，是的，我也絕對比一年前或甚至六個月前更加註意，當有東西讓我生氣或不高興時，我可以很快地放手，因為當你意識到當你獨自在房間裡對某件事或某人生氣時，你並沒有讓別人的日子變得更糟，而是你自己，你只是在破壞自己的心情，通過生氣浪費自己的時間。

Yeah, yeah, I've also discovered reading, I, I actually think books are pretty dope, you know, which I know is a cliche because I'm gen Z and gen z people don't read books.

是的，是的，我也發現了閱讀，我，我實際上認為書是非常棒的，你知道，我知道這是一個老生常談，因為我是Z世代，Z世代的人不看書。

Right?

對嗎？

Well this one just started, okay, this one just fucking started bro, some of the books I really liked, where the Alchemist by Paulo Coelho or veronica decided to die also by him, The Woman in the Dunes, The Diary of a Mad old man, metamorphosis by Kafka or metamorphosis by shindo.

這本書剛剛開始，好吧，這本書剛剛他媽的開始，我非常喜歡的一些書，包括保羅-科埃略的《鍊金術士》或維羅妮卡決定去死也是他寫的，《沙丘上的女人》，《一個瘋老頭的日記》，卡夫卡的《蛻變》或新多的《蛻變》。

L.

L.

Reading some of these books was a very insightful experience as in some of them, like really inspired me, like artistically or even some of them changed my perception of life, which is such a powerful thing that I didn't even know a book was able to do.

閱讀其中一些書是一個非常有見地的經歷，因為在其中一些書中，像真的啟發了我，比如在藝術上，甚至有些書改變了我對生活的看法，這是一個如此強大的事情，我甚至不知道一本書能夠做到。

It's like a great feeling to like finish a book and then still be thinking about it like weeks or months later, it's like such a different medium from like watching stuff or listening to stuff, I know that I'm describing something super basic, everybody knows what books are, but I feel like not many people know or a lot a lot of people in my age don't know what it really means to like get immersed into a book.

看完一本書，幾周或幾個月後還在想它，這種感覺很好，它就像一個不同於看東西或聽東西的媒介，我知道我在描述一些超級基本的東西，每個人都知道書是什麼，但我覺得沒有多少人知道，或者很多很多我這個年齡的人不知道沉浸在書中的真正含義。

I think the biggest difference between using social media actively every day and using it passively, like I've been doing it and as I intend to keep doing it is that when you distance yourself from all of these apps from all of these feeds and posts, you kind of get like space, like as a mental space to actually think to yourself about yourself and about your life.

我認為每天積極地使用社交媒體和被動地使用它之間最大的區別，就像我一直在做的那樣，而且我打算繼續做下去，就是當你與所有這些應用程序和所有這些飼料和帖子保持距離時，你有點像空間，就像作為一個精神空間，真正對自己思考自己和自己的生活。

Well this is you know, we're getting into some philosophical territory here because I reckon a lot of people are like so caught up with social media and their minds are so busy and they constantly get distracted.

嗯，這是你知道的，我們在這裡進入了一些哲學領域，因為我估計很多人都喜歡被社交媒體所吸引，他們的思想是如此的忙碌，他們不斷地被分心。

That years passed by and they've been just living on autopilot without even like thinking about how they want to live their life and how they want to be spending their time.

這些年過去了，他們一直只是在自動駕駛儀上生活，甚至沒有想過他們想如何生活，他們想如何度過他們的時間。

I, for example, found out what I want to do with my channel Moving Forward, which is also something that I have been heavily struggling for a long time.

例如，我發現我想用我的頻道 "前進 "來做什麼，這也是我長期以來一直嚴重糾結的事情。

I've been struggling with this channel even is is this a channel just for belongs or you know, should I post other content here too?

我一直在糾結這個頻道，甚至是這是一個只屬於的頻道，還是你知道，我也應該在這裡發佈其他內容？

Well, this channel for me is like a time capsule, right?

嗯，這個頻道對我來說就像一個時間膠囊，對嗎？

It serves me the purpose of capturing memories when I post my vlogs here or like a compilation of funny stream moments.

當我在這裡發佈我的vlogs時，它為我提供了捕捉記憶的目的，或者像一個有趣的流媒體時刻的彙編。

I want those videos to be here.

我希望這些視頻能出現在這裡。

So then when I look at them like three years later, I'm going to be able to see what kind of person I was and how much I've changed.

是以，當我三年後再看它們時，我將能夠看到我是一個什麼樣的人，以及我有多大的變化。

I think it's like one of the coolest things ever, because you know it's like time traveling, right?

我認為這是最酷的事情之一，因為你知道這就像時間旅行，對嗎？

You look at your past self from almost a third person's perspective because in 35 years you're a completely different person.

你幾乎從第三人的角度來看待過去的自己，因為35年後，你是一個完全不同的人。

It was quite a journey finding the balance when it comes to social media because on one hand you want to have it, you want to use it because all of your friends are there and you don't want to detach yourself from society completely.

當涉及到社交媒體時，這是一個相當大的尋找平衡的過程，因為一方面你想擁有它，你想使用它，因為你所有的朋友都在那裡，你不想讓自己完全脫離社會。

But on the other hand also you don't want to spend every second of your life there.

但另一方面，你也不想在那裡度過你生命中的每一秒。

You don't want to live your life through social media because that's just such an unhealthy thing to do.

你不想通過社交媒體來生活，因為這只是一件不健康的事情。

You don't want to be completely blinded by it.

你不希望完全被它矇蔽。

So it takes over your priorities.

所以它佔據了你的優先權。

You know a following on instagram should not be your top priority in life.

你知道Instagram上的粉絲不應該是你生活中的首要任務。

So yeah, by the way, this week I also started to use twitter again.

所以，是的，順便說一下，這周我也開始重新使用twitter。

I made some nonsense tweets.

我做了一些無稽之談的推文。

I'm still not downloading the app on my phone though and I'm not following anybody.

不過我還是沒有在手機上下載這個應用程序，也沒有關注任何人。

It was just fun to tweet some, some things I might stop using it in a couple of days or weeks or who knows?

這只是在推特上的一些樂趣，有些東西我可能會在幾天或幾周後停止使用它，或者誰知道呢？

But I just didn't want to have that like mental block to like, oh you can never think about twitter again.

但我只是不想有那種心理障礙，就像，哦，你永遠不能再考慮微博了。

I'm not gonna follow anybody.

我不會跟隨任何人。

I'm probably just gonna shoot pose there.

我可能只是要在那裡擺拍。

And since this video is kind of already a life update from my side, the biggest news this week I launched a Patreon which you know, is for people who would like to support me because as I already told you guys, most of my videos get demonetized or restricted.

由於這段視頻已經是我的生活更新，本週最大的新聞是我推出了一個Patreon，你知道，這是為了那些願意支持我的人，因為我已經告訴過你們，我的大多數視頻都被取消或限制。

So I basically don't make almost any money off youtube when I accidentally posted the picture uncensored.

是以，當我不小心把圖片未經審查地貼出來時，我基本上沒有從Youtube上賺到幾乎任何錢。

Um a lot of people are asking me why my videos get demonetized.

嗯，很多人都在問我為什麼我的視頻會被除名。

It's because as I said before, I don't censor myself.

這是因為正如我之前所說，我不審查自己。

Okay.

好的。

I don't believe in censorship of my own content.

我不相信對自己的內容進行審查。

If I want to say something a certain way, I'm gonna do it because you know, I want my vlogs to be authentic to who I actually am, which is also why I use copyrighted music because if there's a song that is in my head attached to a specific memory, I'm sure as hell gonna use that song in my vlog to capture that memory as a whole.

如果我想以某種方式說些什麼，我就會這麼做，因為你知道，我希望我的微博能真實地反映我的真實身份，這也是我使用有版權的音樂的原因，因為如果有一首歌在我的腦海中與某個特定的記憶相連，我肯定會在我的微博中使用這首歌，以捕捉那段整體的記憶。

I've always been doing that even in my older vlogs and you guys give me props for it, which is just another reason for me to keep doing my vlogs the way I've been doing them.

我一直在這樣做，甚至在我的老博客中也是如此，你們為我鼓掌，這只是我繼續以我一直以來的方式做我的博客的另一個原因。

Anyways, on my Patreon, I'm gonna be uploading bonus content that I don't necessarily want to upload on Youtube.

總之，在我的Patreon上，我將上傳我不一定想上傳到Youtube上的獎勵內容。

So different rants, type videos, like for example, this one story times behind the scenes from different vlogs, monthly update, vlogs about, you know, my life situation or the projects that I'm currently working on, there's a bunch of different perks for different tiers, so check it out if you're interested in that.

是以，不同的咆哮，類型的視頻，比如說，這一個故事倍幕後從不同的vlogs，每月更新，vlogs關於，你知道，我的生活狀況或我目前正在工作的項目，有一堆不同的福利，為不同的層級，所以檢查它，如果你有興趣。

I think I'm overall uh the point in my life where I'm starting to be satisfied with who I am as a person, which I think is such an important thing that everybody should go through.

我認為我總體上呃在我的生活中，我開始對我是誰感到滿意，我認為這是每個人都應該經歷的重要事情。

Um trying to just like kind of go with the flow, which also doesn't mean I don't believe that going with the flow means that you shouldn't have anything planned.

嗯，試圖只是像那種順其自然，這也不意味著我不相信順其自然意味著你不應該有任何計劃。

I believe you should always have something in mind away.

我相信你應該總是有一些東西在心底。

You want to progress something that you want to do day by day to achieve your long term goal, but generally go with the flow when it comes to opportunities that come up in your life.

你想逐日進步的東西，以實現你的長期目標，但一般來說，當你的生活中出現機會時，要順其自然。

If you know what I mean, you know what I mean right.

如果你知道我的意思，你就知道我的意思吧。