Having the film finally come out after like a year, it's been such a long journey, I've been crying for two weeks, I'm Rachel Senate and this is on the rise, so I'm so when I was growing up I was always like loud, I would say I did these little plays with my siblings that I would write and direct and star and I always performed and I did theater growing up and then I found comedy in college because I was dating a guy who was doing stand up and I had never even seen stand up before, like I didn't really know what it was, I just started doing it and I loved it and then from there I started performing more and making more sketches.

在一年之後，這部電影終於出來了，這是一個如此漫長的旅程，我已經哭了兩個星期了，我是瑞秋-參議院，這是在上升，所以我所以當我長大的時候，我總是喜歡大聲。我會說我和我的兄弟姐妹一起做這些小戲，我會編劇、導演和主演，我總是表演，我做戲劇長大，然後我在大學裡發現了喜劇，因為我和一個做單口相聲的人約會，我以前甚至從未見過單口相聲，好像我真的不知道它是什麼，我只是開始做它，我喜歡它，然後從那裡我開始表演更多，製作更多小品。

Yeah, I just kind of grew from there.

是的，我只是從那裡開始成長。

Um so let's say I'm seeing a guy, we are both at the same party and he is um ignoring me, not talking to me, not looking at me, I'm like, I love that, it gives me space the first time I did stand up.

嗯，所以說我在和一個男人約會，我們都在同一個派對上，而他嗯不理我，不和我說話，不看我，我喜歡這樣，這給了我空間，我第一次確實站起來。

So I was dating that guy and he was like, I'm a stand up um and you should come to a show and buy a show him in an open mic.

所以我和那個人約會，他就說，我是一個站立的嗯，你應該來參加一個節目，在一個開放的麥克風裡買一個節目他。

And so we went to this like grind me bar and there was probably like 10 people, they were all older men, and I did my first set and I talked about being fingered the guy fingering me, it felt like he was trying to like get something out of a vending machine.

所以我們去了這個像磨我的酒吧，大概有10個人，他們都是年長的男人，我做了我的第一套節目，我談到了被指責的問題，那個人在指責我，感覺他就像要從自動售貨機裡拿東西。

So that was my first stand up set, that was my first joke.

所以這是我的第一個單口相聲節目，這是我的第一個笑話。

Um and I just loved it.

嗯，我只是喜歡它。

Like, I think probably looking back, I'm sure I was horrible the first time, but it's so fun and you feel so alive, and I was like, I have to keep doing this.

就像，我想可能回過頭來看，我肯定我第一次是很糟糕的，但它是如此有趣，你感覺如此有活力，我當時想，我必須繼續這樣做。

I think my family was always really supportive of me being an actor.

我認為我的家人總是非常支持我成為一名演員。

They always came to my shows.

他們總是來參加我的演出。

I think they had a little bit of trouble when I first started doing comedy because in their heads that were like, you want to do broadway and I think that there was a little bit of an adjustment period for them, just my social media because I don't think they understood what I was trying to do, but now they really get it.

我認為當我第一次開始做喜劇時，他們有一點麻煩，因為在他們的腦子裡，你想做百老匯，我認為他們有一點適應期，只是我的社交媒體，因為我不認為他們理解我想做什麼，但現在他們真的明白了。

And I think that they, some of the things that are like, maybe I don't get it, but I get that you're trying to do something.

而且我認為，他們，有些事情就像，也許我不明白，但我明白你在努力做一些事情。

And so I think they understand more now.

是以，我認為他們現在更加理解。

I wasn't allowed to watch that much tv or movies.

我不被允許看那麼多電視或電影。

We would have 30 minutes a day, like max of like movie or computer time.

我們每天會有30分鐘的時間，就像電影或電腦時間一樣的最大值。

I feel like I was more of a theater nerd.

我覺得我更像是一個戲劇書呆子。

I loved guys and dolls when I was little, there was this one time that I had pneumonia really long and then I had like one of those like little Children's vanities and I just like would sit in in front of the vanity and lip sync to guys and dolls and like a blanket with the little um breathing thing that they give you the kids when they have pneumonia.

我小的時候喜歡男人和娃娃，有一次我得了肺炎，時間非常長，然後我有一個小的兒童梳妝檯，我就坐在梳妝檯前，對著男人和娃娃口若懸河，還有一條毯子，上面有一個呼吸的小東西，孩子得肺炎時他們會給你。

I always wanted to be an actor.

我一直想成為一名演員。

I think when I was younger I didn't know what the path was gonna be.

我想當我年輕的時候，我不知道這條路會是什麼。

I went to N.

我去了N。

Y.

Y.

U.

U.

For acting and I just didn't really feel connected in the acting program.

對於表演，我只是在表演項目中沒有真正感覺到聯繫。

Like I felt like you're like rolling on the ground in leggings and it's like pretend to be a snake and it's like they're trying to be a snake and read a poem.

就像我覺得你就像穿著緊身褲在地上打滾，就像假裝成一條蛇，就像他們想成為一條蛇，讀一首詩。

And it's like I was like I just kind of want to be in like a movie and then I basically did the student films all through college and I would like skip class to do those because I felt like it was such a better experience to be on set and that's how I met Emma the writer director of Shiva baby because I was in her thesis.

我當時就想，我只是想演電影，然後我在大學期間基本上都拍了學生電影，我想逃課去拍那些電影，因為我覺得在拍攝現場是一種更好的體驗，我就是這樣認識了《溼婆寶貝》的編劇導演艾瑪，因為我在她的論文中。

And so I felt like that kind of naturally brought me towards like tv and film and away from like plays for the short film.

所以我覺得這很自然地把我帶向電視和電影，而不是像戲劇一樣的短片。

Emma had seen me in another student film and I think she facebook message to me okay taking us back a couple years.

艾瑪在另一部學生電影中見過我，我想她在facebook上給我的留言可以讓我們回到幾年前。

She facebook messaged me and I loved the script and the character and then after we shot the short we met for lunch and dig in or something and she was like talking about wanting to make this a movie and we started writing a movie together.

她在facebook上給我發了資訊，我很喜歡這個劇本和角色，然後在我們拍攝完短片後，我們見面吃了午飯，挖了一些東西，她就說想把這個拍成電影，我們開始一起寫電影。

We were working on that and then we found out that the short got into south.

我們正在努力，然後我們發現，這個短板進入了南方。

But it was just like so special because usually you don't get to do that where you do the shore and then you come back and you like get to be the character again.

但這是非常特別的，因為通常你不可能做到，你做了岸上的工作，然後你回來，你就像再次成為這個角色。

So it was really special.

所以這真的很特別。

So I related to Danielle I think more by the time we shot the feature than I did when we were shooting the Shore.

是以，我認為在我們拍攝專題片時，我與丹妮爾的關係比我們在拍攝《海岸》時更密切。

I felt like I was going through a lot of relationships where it was all about like power who cared less.

我覺得我經歷了很多關係，在這些關係中都是像權力一樣，誰也不在乎。

Just so many things where I felt like heard and powerless and like I thought I was in control and then I'm not and I also really related to the journey of your family loving you but kind of being what is going on.

只是有很多事情我覺得被聽到了，無能為力，就像我認為我在控制中，然後我又不在控制中，我也真的與你的家人愛你的旅程有關，但有點像正在發生的事情。

I felt that way when I was first doing comedy where my family supports me and cares about me, but it was kind of like we don't get this and you're trying to explain it to them, but you're like you just won't get it, but I know I'm doing something and then I also related to her things with food because like I said like during that time in my life and I felt really out of control, food was just an issue for me where it was either like I was trying to control myself by not eating it, I went on all these weird diets and I feel like Danielle in the film, she's not eating and then she stressed it's such another issue.

我第一次做喜劇時就有這種感覺，我的家人支持我，關心我，但有點像我們不明白這一點，你試圖向他們解釋，但你就像你就是不明白，但我知道我在做一些事情，然後我也與她的食物有關，因為像我說的那樣，在我生命中的那段時間，我感覺真的失控了。食物對我來說就是一個問題，我要麼是試圖通過不吃東西來控制自己，要麼是進行所有這些奇怪的節食，我覺得像影片中的丹妮爾一樣，她不吃東西，然後她強調這是另一個問題。

Um And so I really related to that part of her journey and then I next project is this super campy comedy.

所以我真的與她的那段旅程有關，然後我的下一個項目是這個超級粗俗的喜劇。

I just watched Barb in Star and I loved that.

我剛剛看了《明星》中的倒鉤，我很喜歡。

I thought it was so funny.

我覺得這太有趣了。

I also watched four at two, I loved that and I was like oh my God, I can't believe they like pulled this off in Covid.

我還看了《四兩撥千斤》，我很喜歡，我想，哦，我的上帝，我不能相信他們像在Covid中完成了這個任務。

We haven't had a big big box office comedies for a while and I think they're going to make a comeback because they're just so fun.

我們已經有一段時間沒有大型的票房喜劇片了，我認為它們會捲土重來，因為它們實在是太有趣了。

Um and I really miss that experience of being in a theater with people and laughing and everybody laughing and it just is like a summer comedy is like the best my dream collaborator I've already met, it's Emma.

嗯，我真的很懷念那種在劇院裡和人們一起大笑的經歷，每個人都在笑，這就像夏天的喜劇一樣，是最好的我的夢想合作者，我已經見過，是艾瑪。

Um but I'm going to say honestly, I think it would be so insane to work with lady gaga, like she just seems like such an essence like a persona.

嗯，但我要誠實地說，我認為與Lady Gaga合作會很瘋狂，因為她看起來就是這樣一個本質，就像一個角色。

Um and I think it would be so crazy to work with her.

嗯，我覺得和她一起工作會很瘋狂。

Okay, what does my life look like in five years?

好吧，我的生活在五年內看起來像什麼？

I'm 10 inches taller.

我長高了10英寸。

Um No.

嗯，沒有。

Um Number one I would like to have a place that I'm living that I've been moving from Airbnb to Airbnb for like half a year and I'm like I need to put my feet down somewhere because it makes me feel crazy.

第一，我想有一個我住的地方，我已經從Airbnb搬到Airbnb有半年了，我想我需要把我的腳放在某個地方，因為這讓我感覺很瘋狂。

I would like to like help young women writing comedy, acting, anything like that, some sort of mentorship thing and like the ability to like invest in other women's films and stuff like that.

我想幫助年輕女性寫喜劇，演戲，任何類似的事情，某種指導性的東西，以及像投資其他女性電影的能力之類的東西。

Everything, everything.

一切，一切。

Yeah.

是的。

Yeah.

是的。